' Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. '
Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ 1:17 AM
YUUUHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!


im bacccckkk !!


AND .........





















i'll be back tomoro
or after countdown !!



wuakakaakakaka.

( suspen sey i !! )

serius shittt aku penat gilerr.
but rest assure I'LL LAG YOUR
COMP WIF MANY MANY PICS !!

wuakakaakakakka !


amik kau obat ginseng power root uncle djenggot bandung sedaaaaaaaap skali !!!!







`ACAH`

Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ 1:48 PM
BAEK PEEEEEEE !!!


Lagu kenangan teruss eyy.
my first movie with *ehemm.



Christmas eve yesterday was
greatt. wif my loved ones by my side.
*LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !! i likeeee.
ok done will elaborate later.
i cant wait for countdown ! yeeehaaaa !










IM LATEEEE FOR WORRRKK !!
(kau mmg slalu lambat bedah)




`ACAH`

Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 11:53 PM


"Dave, are you asleep? i had a nightmare. can i sleep with you?"



ARGHHH !! i wanna keep theodore as
my pet, can? geramnyeee aku mcm nak
pijak2 seyy. hahahaa.


Fanzi fetched me after work yesterday
and we went to watch it. finally ok. korg
takble action2 ngn aku lagi. LOL. altho
we sat like the 4th row from screen, despite
the bloody cold aircon, i still had fun laughing
my ass out. wuahahaha. pakkal ticket haram
ehh. lau bayar mintak ampun siaa not
worth it at all. hahah !!

We bought tix at 7+pm for the 9:40pm's
show. sum1 tell me what else is interesting
in ps besides carrefour? wuakaka !! so we
wasted time in the arcade. wad do u expect?
hahh. & i loveee the silent hill shooting game.
we spent like 6bucks in total for that particular
game. so ex kan !! but its realli realli fun i tell
you. aku kene pakse seyy belaja main video
games. so boring can wrestling2. i dragged him
to the aeroplane tembak2 instead. naseb
member sanggup eyy. *ehemm* .. LOL !!

After that had dinner at macdonald. aku
kene pakse lagi, makan. bestie see what he
did !! hahaha. slacked outside 7-11 together wif
mukhsin & the trolleyboys. then they went
off, swee2 wan came out. baik paaa ?? he saw
us; member cuak jln teros, jgn pandang belakang.
wuahahaahhaa jahat ah akuu. tapi fanzi lagi
jahat k. hahahaa.

Pas pus pas. didnt realised its 9:45 alrdy. LOL.
last pas pus then ran up. movie ended ard 11+
then home sweet home. member touching lagi
eh da anta aku abe takde last bus utk dier balik.
terharu ah eh fezah !! takmu ketawe eh kau.
wuahaahahahahaahhahhhaaa !



Oh oh dats like the most happening day for me
this week. sad aye? ape nak buat jack, taik bulat
bulat. wuaakakaka. hidup aku kan da mendak
skrg. keje je smp mampos. hahh. tapi skrg mcm
ade sikit colour ah eh, hari2 org fetch. cool gilerr
pe?? wuakakaakaa.

Im officially self-declared bankrupt. wuaahahah.
da tkde sen siol. people get bonus, i declare
myself bankrupt. damn it cool giler eh akuu. takmu
ketawe eh, tak klaka tau. dgr2 saturday hitting
dbl o, duit tarakk camne niiii ! eeee bingittt. im
realli not used to kering kering like this. so when
this happens, i feel so rimas.
eeeeeeeyeeeeeerrrrr !!! =(

Payday next friday; mcm tunggu magicshow
seyy, peyy lamaaaa !! christmas, christmas eve.
by countdown conferm gaji lom masok. arghh !!



Hows raye haji ?? mine was mundane, boring.
wuakaaka. i wanna work seyy; double pay. damnn
but i havta follow the family out mahh. watched
asian idol's encore telecast. my intention was to
watch hows hady's reaction. suddenly i find him
cute tho. wuahaahah. unexpected eyy, i tot its
gonna be mike. oh who the hell invented the
vote-for-two-countries. stupid ayee. precisely
right people will vote the first one for their
country and the 2nd to the least favourite/lesser
population. aniwae im happy for s'pore. its
a record breaker. damnn i love hady !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fanatik nmpk? wuakaakaa ! heyy but the idol
from india is quite cute too eh? babyface. even
my makcikssssss say so. takble ang, makcik
kata tu maciaamm youuu !


These are overdued masai pics when we lepak.

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acah, fanzi, fezah, paat. *LOVEEEE =))

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Carrefourians outside pantry. :)



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Tgh-try-baju model.


Till then i'll be back when sch reopens.
wukakakaa merepek ah kau. i mean
i'll be back wif a more 'developed' entry
if there's any. wuakaakaka. chalo !!!




`ACAH`

Sunday, December 16, 2007 @ 4:35 PM

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HELLO loves !

Korang step tak nmpk the mengamok
nmpk mengamok nmpk entry hokeh?
its meant for the idiotic bimbo. like i
say pakkal this is the only wae for me
to reach her. lau tak taknak sey aku
busokkan ni blog. ya ampuuunn. :))

O yeaa to start it off, i paitau-ed werk
todayyy !! wuakakaka. cause im just
tooooooooooooo shagged. tired.
exhausted.



Thursday;
After sch head home. supposed to meet
the besfren at 5pm. thought of heading to
town for a movie together wif fanzi. since
its alrdy the 13th, im excited laa cause
the chipmunk2 is alrdy out in theatre. tup
tup change of plans after plans, drag
the time from 5pm all the wae to 8pm then
we met.. wuakakaa & where did we go to? under
my blok. chipmunk gilerr ah eh. HAHAA !!
then we proceeded to lot1 cause apparently
fanzi wanna eat. he treated us pizza hut.
aiseytoncet. we lepak-ed behind lrt, talk cock,
laugh laugh then fanzi sent me home by cab.
padahal dekat gilerrr. :))

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Friday;
Siti badiah was late. uber late. aku pun amik
kesempatan tido. reached sch ard 10am.
supposedly at 8am. kiter kan superstar. HAHH.
after sch got changed and i went to work.
midnight sale. wooo was bloody crazy. makin
malam makin ribut sio. kedebak kedebuk 12am;
3rd announcement store gonna close, still got
customers lingering around. 12:15am; 4th
announcement, number of people decrease.
12:30am; my colleagues one by one started to
sign off except me. cause why? there's one more
bloody idiot mamak pariah family inside. tu tkpe, they
strolled to my counter, ask this and that, void
this and that. when im about to sign off, they
came back, wanna buy one more thing. aku nye
sottttt. gamble-ed, they make payment and beram.

While im counting my money, betapa bingitnye
menyirapnye darah aku, they came knocking at
the shutter (note: its alrdy fully locked) & ask
for a REFUND. wooo best kepe !! they said the
bear they bought abit too expensive & quality not
good. i said, "tak bagus kau peh sluadalam." and
i continue counting. management handled them,
eee tak kuase aku. silap2 aku yg kene buang nanti.
hahahahaa. took cab & reached home ard 2:45am,
feeling all so lethargic.

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Saturday;
Woke up at 07:50am wif the help of bestie. lau tak
sumpah aku tkble bangun. HAHAHA. reached work
late as usual. saturday, wat do you expect. the crowd's
crazy. ahhhh !! by 2+pm i cant take it. my supervisor
changed my counter to a less crowded one. tu pun
tkble angkat. tak bermaya ok seriuslyy. tapi after
werk tibe2 energy reboost seyy !! happy lepak lepak
outside ps, eat e-aji nachos, sushi ..
HAHAHAHHAHHAAHA !!

& you knoe i loveee long bus ridess. i duno why,
i just lovee it, sitting in a
bus for long journeys. pelik i knoe but i think it eases
my mind. LOL. so dat saturday, i knoe my bus gonna
be crowded, what did i do? i took 190 from ps all the wae
to outram park where it ends and then transfer to
the other side. konon dari starting ar. hahah. & i
thought its not gonna be bored cause im sms-ing
wif fanzi at that time. but hell yeah the hp batt died on
me so im left all by myself in the bus. no music, no
sms, no calls. just sit and stare. amik kauu. but i told
you i love sitting in bus. my mind runs wild. hahaaa
watever acah. kau giler. :)

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Sunday;
Woke up ard 2+pm. woooo and it feels so syioook ok
finally i managed to have enuff sleep. but early
morning i told bestie im coming to work late. padahal,
padahal tau. aku tido mampos terus tak bgn. LOL !!
& just now bestie called telling me everyone's asking
where in the world am i. i didnt call them pun. paitau rbk
nmpk. tapi aku da biase. tgk je tues conferm kene fuck.
arghh damnit !! hahahahaaa. k watever & the thing is ...
i managed to get myself stay put at home for one wholeee
day !! wahliaoo betapa bosannye aku. pakkal penat gile
ok. fadli asked me out pun malas, padahal member nk
jmp kt bwh blok jer. LOL. serius ahh penat lom ilangg.
tapi kan !! jealous seyy tgk bestie lepak lepak. HAHAHAH.
faat alrdy asked me to turun tapi aku malas. abe skrg
geram je ehh. they lepak at meridien wif fanzi all. damn
ittt .. hahh.

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Yeayy im not working tomoro but hell NO im not gonna
sit at home like today. no no no. im going shopping !
cepatttt tanye ngn sape ! korang: ngan sape seyy?

SORANG LAAAAAAAAAA !!!



Yelaa aku kan lone ranger skrg. kesian eh? *sobs*
tapi kalau org ajak keluar nanti tanak. mmg padan muke
kau acah. hahahhahaha !!



i haven't watch alvin & the chipmunks okay. sape2
yg dah tgk, aku tau best, tapi mulut tolong seal ok
SUSU, WAWAKISS, BESFRENKUUU !! ade lagiii
tau yg jahat2 aku tanak name aje. jgn smp aku
tgk sorang tau besok. korg ni kan !! hmphff !!
& bestfriend, see ya tomoro. touching k i fetch her. LOL.
best youuu when she work back at CF.. :)) && she
bought ds lite also !! exactly like mineeeeee. wooo syiok
syiok. game pun nanti same. baikkk kapa !! hahah.
iloveyouuu! :)

i've been online-ing since 3pm just now. lau da ajal
aku rase comp ni ble meletup siaa. dala hari2 on, long
hours lagi. ala ciannnn dierrr. *stroke the cpu* tak
steaamm pun. wuakakaakakkaa !!


DAH2 mak da panggil suruh minum susu before
sleep. HAHAHAAHHA mengarut sia. slamat malam
kawan kawan ! hingga kita berjumpa lagi. thank u
teachers, thank u friends, see you tomorrow. :))






Take a look at this video !! my fren did it. i find
it bloody hilarious. especially towards the last part.
its fun okay coming out wif our own subtitles. we did
lots and sent to each other's emails. yg horny horny,
decent decent, notty notty, mengarut mengarut,
touching touching, loving loving semue
aderr..

WUAKAAKAKKAAKKAA !!!



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`ACAH`

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PUKIMAK KAU AIDA !!!!


Kau kenape, sial ?? eh abe tukar no. kapa
waii ? lepas bual taik pasal aku kat zack
dengan lincanye siol pi tukar nombor. asal babe asal ??
kau tau kan perangai aku, takde hegeh bogeh. kau
buat taik kau go through aku la sial. takmo nk hanta2
orang suro itu ini aku. aku tak layan la. macam paham
kau buay tahan siol; aku masih simpan kau peh tag
SORRY2 kat aku peh tagboard. buto ar eh aku tak
sebodo kau. kau peh sorry2 gulung suda eh simpan
kat kelengkang kau.

kau pi berus gigi kau pun cantek ar. kai berus jamban
biar klua kata indah2 sikit. cb knn. penah try aku
kepe sial tido sini sane. aku tk tido ngn bapak kau da bagus
eyy. kau buat taik ngn aku, kau kutuk2 fitnah2 aku aku masih
ble take it tau tapi maruah aku kau takmu sembarang2
jatokan ar eh. aku tak keluar dari lubang kau,
jadi takmu mcm paham ah kau tau ape aku buat 24/7.
kesian ar sia aku tgk mak kau. branakkan anak yg mulut
cam pantat kuali. pecah la sial perangai kau.

kau jgn buat aku turon lagi eh. nahas tau aku blg kau dulu.
perangai takmu mcm pukimak fitnah bukan2. jgn smp
aku dapat nombor kau balik eh. kau tau aku peh
perangai, aku cakap aku buat tau. dat time da kene
sekali kau rayu2 kepe, nangis kan. buto dua muke
peh betine.

kalau kau nak tau kau salah blg org la sial. info ketat k.
busuk busuk laki kau pun dier tetap side
aku sial; wuhaahhaha !! oh a'ah dier ex aku kan. ape eh
dier ckp yg buat kau mengamok?
EX YG TERISTIMEWA ehh waii ?? sakit tak hati kau?
heartbroken eh babe? kesian eh kau. simpati gilerr sak.
dier lom tau eh kau buat mulut ni mcm ngn aku. kau nak
main giler, kau tgk je eh minah. tgk je..

k dah aku tanak byk bual kt sini. pakkal ni je cara aku
nak contact kau. aku tau kau bace ni blog hari2. aku takde
nak busukkan blog aku ngn entry khas utk sialan mcm
kau eh sial. kau tkecre eh. aku da kata jgn smp aku dapat
nombor kau. tanam baik2 tau tu nombor. chalo beteh !!

Pasni perangai takmu budak2 eh email2 aku ke, tag2 aku ke ..

gunakan otak sengket kau picit aku peh nombor.
thanks eh suar !!












Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 1:53 AM
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Pernah kita kecap bahagia
Menyulam kasih menyemaikan cinta
Engkau ku cintai engkau jua ku sayangi
Kesetiaan ku jangan diragui

Kita pasangan bahagia
Ku yakin cinta untuk selamanya
Kita merancang Tuhan jua menentukan
Kita ditakdir tidak bersama

Runtuh harapan dibina
Kerana engkau jadi miliknya
Bagaikan kaca terhempas je batu
Hancur luluh impian suciku

Ku sedari kedaifan diri
Tak selayak berganding dengan mu
Walau teguhnya cinta mu pada ku
Engkau tak akan jadi milik ku

Yang ku miliki hanyalah kesucian cinta
Kesetiaan yang tiada taranya

Harta pangkat ringgit yang berjuta
Bukan jaminan membina bahagia


Hanya sekejap nikmat bahagia
Cinta kita putus jua akhirnya
Pada mu jua ku serahkan segala
Aku hanya insan yang tak berdaya
Cinta mu hanyalah sementara



yang ku miliki hanyalah kesucian cinta;
kesetiaan yg tiada taranyaaa..


P/S: the song says it all. minus the
one i striked off. :(


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AHHHHHH CUKUP !! CUKUP !!


Can someone please just shoot me DEAD
arr. please eyy.....

sick&tired seyy.

POOOKIE tol !!




Okay fine i removed the previous entry.
i know alottttttttt of you read it alrdy
right right. O yeaa but no worries
me & danny are still frens. MERELY
FRENS. damn it.



i may be advising, i may be giving
him the strength to move on, i may be
the one who are willing to type out
pages of sms just to cheer him up, i
may be the most semangat creature
on earth, i may be the one who basuh
him rabak2, my words may be so
encouraging, i may be the one who
have to endure his cries cause of that
bloody faggot ..


BUT !!


Who in the world thought about how
i actually felt? about how difficult it
is to cheer him up, to make him realise
she has done shits and is still doing so.
about how hurt i felt whenever we met
and he went on & on & on about her.
about how he made me his 2nd sparepart,
about how things are SOOOO different
now. the most important of all, no one
knows about HOW I CRY AT NIGHT
WHEN ADVISING HIM; just TO MAKE
HIM HAPPY. sometimes i just wish we
dun contact back, it hurts. how difficult it is
to endure my tears whenever we met, how

difficult it is tell him to be strong when me
myself cant take it. hati aku tuhan je tau.


Its really difficult my dear friends. yes,
previous entry i was delighted, was on
cloud nine. keyword: WAS. just for that
one day i felt dat way. i didnt know i havta
endure more painful sights, painful words,
painful stories. oh god.


if this is what a one-day-happiness mean,
i swear i would rather be myself last time;
before all this pops out. hais. i'd rather be
the lonely me, the happy-dua-minit me,
the girl wif fake smile, fake laughter. at least
i dun have to face the actual fact. so much for
asking him to accept the fact; FUCK IT . how
hurt it is wen people start asking, "kau ngn
yan da okay? yesssssaaaaa !" korg yessaa abe
aku ape siak ??!!! =(



All back to square one i guess. only that we're
friends for now unlike last time, enemies. frens
pun frens la eyy. at least i thank god for this
altho i knoe chances are slim. very slim. i will go wif the
flow for now. yess we do meet often; infact
i just reached home after meeting him. but the
meet-ups are just so mundane and boring at
times. all about the motherfcuker assswipe !!
yan promised me something, which i hope he
will fulfill it. my god i just wish things wont be
this complicated. driving me nuts.


if this is karma, oh god i had enough. please
dont torture me any further ...... i had my piece
from you, i need no elaboration. =(

































ENOUGH ARR, ENOUGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff
i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff
i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff
i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff
i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff i had enuff


.....


Shoot me dead, readers ! im so
confused. blearghh.




I NEED MY SUPPLY & DOZENS OF KOKO CRUNCH !!!


&& ALVIN THE CHIPMUNK is finally out in theatre !



maybe dat will cheer me up? :))

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Tuesday, December 04, 2007 @ 6:06 PM
Weekends are so-so. slalu gini tau !
if i planned it oh-so-well, the result
will turned out ugly. dats the why i
hate plannings. i prefer to go wif the
flow. damn it. bosan, bosan !!

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Saturday was spent working only for 5
short hours and then straight home. at
night meet bestie
over at bukit batok and off we went
to her aunt's place at simei. her cuzin's
wedding. peh jauhhh. hehh.

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The big day came, wahh so the many
people. so hot, humid, rimas. had fun
eating, wuahahha makin cute aku. LOL.

K watever after everything ended thought
of going wawakiss's pit. but when i look
at the time, mcm wasted seyy. damn i
missed it !! so sorry darlingg. =( so i went down
to PS (sempat ehhh !!)
wif the big heavy bag. met up wif
lembik and the trolleyboy. dgr dgr ramai
org skali due ketul aje. bosan !




Ehh if you happen to drop by PS, come
down CF and buy the E-AJI nachos !! damn
niceee. we bought lik 5-6 packs siaa. gelojoh
nak mampos. hahaha. but serius sedapppppp.
i kasi 5 'O' !!




Not only the nachos, dgn durian2 skali ade.
picnic kepe waii !! wuahahaha. mcm biase sat
outside 7-11 till closing. got chocolate, durian,
snacks, polar, big gulp, slurpee. naseb takde
nasi lemak ke mee siam ke.. lau ade da bley
bentang tikar. buat kenduri sikit. ahahahaa !!

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After closing makin ramai la org turun. levis,
lonsdale, cotton-on crews were also there. kiter
pakaliao jadi nak beli baju org kata ade diskaun.
*ehemm best kan. hahahahaa. when the whole
gang was there, then comes the kecoh part .....



The trolleyboy tried hard, indeed he tried toooo hard
to main giler wif me; which was a total FAILURE
of course, cause he tried wif the wrong person. you
wouldnt wanna see how i treated him after that.

"kau sial, buat dier macam binatang." - mas.

You can imagine him saying sorry sorry sorry for
3 solid hours non-stop hits, sent me 20+ messages
when im just infront of him. this is still nothing
compared to a point when he picked up my wine
bottle and knocked his head wif that till he bled. im
still there, i didnt shift place or what, i still sat right
infront of him, looked and ....... BOLAYAN !!! the
colleagues and others are those who got so scared
and pestered me to just forgive him. HAHH, being
who i am, takde ahh. i ignored even mama, ibu's
pleas to just 4give him. ISHH, TAK DAPAT SEYY !!

&& you can imagine how the wine bottle flew up
high in the air and landed wif a nicee piaaaannnggg !
and its the white wine you knoe, the small brown
bottle. DAMN FRAGILE .. and swee2 came 4 policemen
who's doing their rounds in the wee hours. wooo cool
kepe aku yg kene pasal nak selamatkan nyawa org.
pantat !! lau tau buat bodoh je siak biar dier continue
ketuk2 sampai mampos. but lucky the policemen
understands me and let me go. just a lil screen here
and there. naseb baik ehem s'pore, if not ..... 200
melayanggg mcm kertas. HEEEEEEEEEE*


Suddenly i feel so0o0o0o bloody tired. mane nak
layan org giler, mane nak listen to the colleagues
pleas, mane aku yg kene maki. DAMN IT !! no
one's by my side seyy, padahal aku tak bersalah. hurr.
so i decided to go home, to get rid of all these
nonsense. abe member masih kat situ, dahh aku
yg kene marah lagi. bodoh nye lahabau ! pasal
nak balik, i cincai-ed. "oh sorry eh, ok ah sembarang.
bangun la sial takmu jadi bodoh duduk sini ngn kpala
kau darah2. semue nak balik laaa !!" HEEEEEEE*
and so dgn jinak-nye member bgn
mabok2, hp jahanam. went to the taxi stand,
suddenly he u-turn back to outside 7-11 or where
which i dun care. i pulled mas and lembik in and
asked apek to drove off. wuahahahaahahahha !!!


Kan aku da kata, u got the wrong person to test
test test the patience level. and i didnt know
sumone would get so obsessed wif me just bcoz
i didnt forgive him. & its the first time ever
a FREN cried because of me. if he's my bf or
wad i understand. but fact is, just a colleague
seyy. WOW, am i that cool or whatt.
watever it is, aku still rimas ok, RIMAS !! i
wanna work in peace, have fun and no enemies
nor things dat may stressed me up. you may
say its my bad...

K watever, im doing wad i think
is most vulnerable to get rid of these
stupid people. i dun need them. i wanna be
myself. now i realised its better for me to be
left alone; even if it means being lonely. else
when unexpected things like this happen, there
i go again ruining people's lives. with or without
the intention to. DAMN IT. pikir aku sukerr
buat ni macam !!! haiyaa.



I blogged this not to brag about how i ruined
people's lives, no, i got better things to do. this
entry is just for me to recap on wad i did when
i looked through my archives in years to come.
why is it so, when i need someone, the person
just vanished so easily but when i just dun need
anyone, everybody seems to be so interested.
why god, why? i need an explanation.



Thanx to that one person, who got me too
stressed up; to this extend. thank you so much
for being there and then vanished. so much
for all the promises and encouraging words.
for all the times i've been there when u need
someone. for all the deeds and reactions dat
make me think you're my last. for all the hide-
and-seek all these while. continue playing this
game, i shall join you.


For now; i will go with the flow wif watever
that will happen. & believe it or not, im hoping
for a miracle to happen and got _________ back
to my life. so that i wont be riding this never-
ending rollercoaster ride; ever again. ridiculous it
seems. but patience is virtue. though virtue actually
hurts. god's willing, insyallah.

p/s: im curious as to why people would actually
'report' it to me whenever they saw you
outside wif your new gf. & its irony i alwaes bumped
into you when you're alone. why, why ??

Take care people, i'll be back wif more
interesting stories to share if there's any. oh and
thanx so much if you read up till this point. all words
and so little pics. oh myy what happen. till
then ........

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