if i planned it oh-so-well, the result
will turned out ugly. dats the why i
hate plannings. i prefer to go wif the
flow. damn it. bosan, bosan !!
Saturday was spent working only for 5
short hours and then straight home. at
night meet bestie
over at bukit batok and off we went
to her aunt's place at simei. her cuzin's
wedding. peh jauhhh. hehh.
The big day came, wahh so the many
people. so hot, humid, rimas. had fun
eating, wuahahha makin cute aku. LOL.
K watever after everything ended thought
of going wawakiss's pit. but when i look
at the time, mcm wasted seyy. damn i
missed it !! so sorry darlingg. =( so i went down
to PS (sempat ehhh !!)
wif the big heavy bag. met up wif
lembik and the trolleyboy. dgr dgr ramai
org skali due ketul aje. bosan !
Ehh if you happen to drop by PS, come
down CF and buy the E-AJI nachos !! damn
niceee. we bought lik 5-6 packs siaa. gelojoh
nak mampos. hahaha. but serius sedapppppp.
i kasi 5 'O' !!
Not only the nachos, dgn durian2 skali ade.
picnic kepe waii !! wuahahaha. mcm biase sat
outside 7-11 till closing. got chocolate, durian,
snacks, polar, big gulp, slurpee. naseb takde
nasi lemak ke mee siam ke.. lau ade da bley
bentang tikar. buat kenduri sikit. ahahahaa !!
After closing makin ramai la org turun. levis,
lonsdale, cotton-on crews were also there. kiter
pakaliao jadi nak beli baju org kata ade diskaun.
*ehemm best kan. hahahahaa. when the whole
gang was there, then comes the kecoh part .....
The trolleyboy tried hard, indeed he tried toooo hard
to main giler wif me; which was a total FAILURE
of course, cause he tried wif the wrong person. you
wouldnt wanna see how i treated him after that.
"kau sial, buat dier macam binatang." - mas.
You can imagine him saying sorry sorry sorry for
3 solid hours non-stop hits, sent me 20+ messages
when im just infront of him. this is still nothing
compared to a point when he picked up my wine
bottle and knocked his head wif that till he bled. im
still there, i didnt shift place or what, i still sat right
infront of him, looked and ....... BOLAYAN !!! the
colleagues and others are those who got so scared
and pestered me to just forgive him. HAHH, being
who i am, takde ahh. i ignored even mama, ibu's
pleas to just 4give him. ISHH, TAK DAPAT SEYY !!
&& you can imagine how the wine bottle flew up
high in the air and landed wif a nicee piaaaannnggg !
and its the white wine you knoe, the small brown
bottle. DAMN FRAGILE .. and swee2 came 4 policemen
who's doing their rounds in the wee hours. wooo cool
kepe aku yg kene pasal nak selamatkan nyawa org.
pantat !! lau tau buat bodoh je siak biar dier continue
ketuk2 sampai mampos. but lucky the policemen
understands me and let me go. just a lil screen here
and there. naseb baik ehem s'pore, if not ..... 200
melayanggg mcm kertas. HEEEEEEEEEE*
Suddenly i feel so0o0o0o bloody tired. mane nak
layan org giler, mane nak listen to the colleagues
pleas, mane aku yg kene maki. DAMN IT !! no
one's by my side seyy, padahal aku tak bersalah. hurr.
so i decided to go home, to get rid of all these
nonsense. abe member masih kat situ, dahh aku
yg kene marah lagi. bodoh nye lahabau ! pasal
nak balik, i cincai-ed. "oh sorry eh, ok ah sembarang.
bangun la sial takmu jadi bodoh duduk sini ngn kpala
kau darah2. semue nak balik laaa !!" HEEEEEEE*
and so dgn jinak-nye member bgn
mabok2, hp jahanam. went to the taxi stand,
suddenly he u-turn back to outside 7-11 or where
which i dun care. i pulled mas and lembik in and
asked apek to drove off. wuahahahaahahahha !!!
Kan aku da kata, u got the wrong person to test
test test the patience level. and i didnt know
sumone would get so obsessed wif me just bcoz
i didnt forgive him. & its the first time ever
a FREN cried because of me. if he's my bf or
wad i understand. but fact is, just a colleague
seyy. WOW, am i that cool or whatt.
watever it is, aku still rimas ok, RIMAS !! i
wanna work in peace, have fun and no enemies
nor things dat may stressed me up. you may
say its my bad...
K watever, im doing wad i think
is most vulnerable to get rid of these
stupid people. i dun need them. i wanna be
myself. now i realised its better for me to be
left alone; even if it means being lonely. else
when unexpected things like this happen, there
i go again ruining people's lives. with or without
the intention to. DAMN IT. pikir aku sukerr
buat ni macam !!! haiyaa.
I blogged this not to brag about how i ruined
people's lives, no, i got better things to do. this
entry is just for me to recap on wad i did when
i looked through my archives in years to come.
why is it so, when i need someone, the person
just vanished so easily but when i just dun need
anyone, everybody seems to be so interested.
why god, why? i need an explanation.
Thanx to that one person, who got me too
stressed up; to this extend. thank you so much
for being there and then vanished. so much
for all the promises and encouraging words.
for all the times i've been there when u need
someone. for all the deeds and reactions dat
make me think you're my last. for all the hide-
and-seek all these while. continue playing this
game, i shall join you.
For now; i will go with the flow wif watever
that will happen. & believe it or not, im hoping
for a miracle to happen and got _________ back
to my life. so that i wont be riding this never-
ending rollercoaster ride; ever again. ridiculous it
seems. but patience is virtue. though virtue actually
hurts. god's willing, insyallah.
p/s: im curious as to why people would actually
'report' it to me whenever they saw you
outside wif your new gf. & its irony i alwaes bumped
into you when you're alone. why, why ??
Take care people, i'll be back wif more
interesting stories to share if there's any. oh and
thanx so much if you read up till this point. all words
and so little pics. oh myy what happen. till
then ........
`ACAH`