I am ALWAYS and i guess FOREVER be the black sheep in
anything and anywhere. im just so sick and tired of everything
that is happening around me. i wish im not even
born in this world in the first place. (!!!!!)

Im facing one of the most difficult phase of life at
the moment. i can break down anytime anywhere. everything
is crashing down on me.

I won't be able to update for the time being. Understand me,
people. i'll be back when the situation gets better. thankiu.

God,
only YOU understands me well,
only YOU know every single thing thats happening,
only YOU know every little bit of how i'm feeling right now.
Please, make my 2009 a better better one. eversince the
beginning it has been hell, its too much for me to handle.




`ACAH`