ALAHAI LABUUUUU !!



Kenape eh ungkit balik kenangan silam aku? hahaha. & yes my
dearest a boy and a girl, elfiean has alrdy reply it for me. ahaa,
but what he reply didnt link to your question i guess? HAHA
apejerrr yan. sembarang. haha. let me answer your questions
directly okay. once and for all, please don't ask anymore. its alrdy
overrrrrrrrrrrr. thankiuk very nice. :)

Okay fine, between us, i'm the one who asked for a breakup after
3years of r'ship. we broke up about a year plus already. reason being;
i shall disclose. just take it as personal reasons okay? its a tough
decision, but yeaa, we moved on separately but after 4mths or so,
we are back; as friends. & up till now, we're still alive and kickin
and rockin and are good to each other. no grudges, no hatred.
merely friends. good buddy i mean. he knows my BF, i know
whichever girl he's contacting. so yea, no problems. =DD

Now, have i answered your questions my dearest? korg nye namer
pun baik eh, macam janji je. haha. anyways thanks for dropping by,
appreciated. chalooo !!








Sorry lovelies, shall be back soon. am tooo shagged and sleepy. i just
need my bed and bantal busuk and blanket. here are overdued pictures
of Carrefour's Dinner and Dance and hari raya outing. enjoyyyyyyyyyyy~


i was camouflaged and paling gerek skali, the shortest. hmphf !!












MUKE AKU PRICELESS !! nyeahahahaha !!









`ACAH SEYY`

Nowadays i've been very moody. i don't even know the reason
to this. i feel i needed to be alone, just by myself in any dark
places. stupid ain't it. i've been taking lonnnnnnnggg bus rides alone,
and i'm loving every second of it. i've always loved to
sit in the bus remember?

Maybe Berd is just so busy with poly life, i didnt know it will be
this bad. perhaps i was just too lonely. i was too dependant on him
all this while. i knew him after he graduated from my school, that
means he's always free. for 6 months i was 'sticked' to him at all
times, so now when he started getting too busy i got a lil upset.
but i am not the only one feeling so down. my dear WAWAKISS
is also feeling the same too. cause why? our BFs happen to be
classmates. dangg !! next week ok wawa? we'll have a date. shall
calm each other down. aisey. macam ade orang mati la pulak.
HAHAAHAHHA !! k seriously, i just miss him too much la beb..

&& macam tau je aku moody, this friendster just have to add on
to my misery. bapak dier pnye minyak kapak la (that was random, i
suddenly think of minyak kapak) !! im left with 30 pathetic friends
out of 500++. puake betul la bende ni. yesterday i logged in, it
was under maintenance. then today, this happens. ape,
maintenance tu tukang delete orang2 peh kawan pe? pikir kelakar?
geli pe hati dier? cheesecake nye labu ar !!

BUT !!

On a happier note, i got to go. HAHA. gotta get ready for tonight's
dinner, at Takashimaya's Desa Kartika. the pumpkin brother gonna
treat the whole family, bayekkk per ! i've forced him to bring along
his ever-so-lovely DSLR, so stay tuned for pictures of ME, for sure.
HAHAHAH !!

On a random note, I MISS WORK. padahal semalam keje. HAHAHA.
k whatever, and i miss bestie too.

Only when you're lonely and alone, then you'll tend to miss friends
and those who're once close to you. am i right?





Kemanapun ada bayanganmu
dimanapun ada bayanganmu
di semua waktuku ada bayangmu
kekasihku

Kumenangis
menangisku karena rindu
Kubersedih
Sedihku karena rindu
Kuberduka
dukaku karena rindu
Kumerana
meranaku karena rindu

Mau tidur teringat padamu
mau makan teringat padamu
mau apapun teringat padamu,
kekasihku.

Kemanapun ada bayanganmu
dimanapun ada bayanganmu
di semua waktuku ada bayangmu,
kekasihku.


Lagu ni jugak bayekk. HAHAH !! K BYE !





`ACAH SEYY`

I DON'T UNDERSTAND !!



__ "... wow ! dengar-dengar kaw ader matair baruh, kire macyam
fierce gytuk ? haha !"
__ ".... aku dengar-dengar kaw dengan ***** masey contact? aper
cerite sial? kaw tauk ***** der mateyer pe ??"
__ "... ku bukan nk cakap besaw pat synik, tapy kaw taq der cara sial !
perangai taq perlu siol !"
__ "kaw ingat sikyt eh ACAH, aderh pegy aderh baliq !! kayyysss ?? "






EH APER KAU BOBAL SETAN ????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

E-mail PALING IRRITATING nak mampos, paling bosan, paling turn off !
O-jyeahh people, some extract from the email by the ex's stupid
ex. ader je orang mata merah tengok aku hidup senang sikit. the
content is not the main point here, its the stupid usage of language that
is concerning me. cause i can hardly read !! MF je banyak, same
macam jerawat dia, haha ! gi skola dulu lah k ??

Asik madang dengar-dengar jer, bila nak tengok pulak? haha ! tell
me who's been spreading stupid rumors that i still contact
with whoever? my god. almost each and every one of my entries
have something about my baby = my BF. now which
part of my sentence you still don't understand hunny? oh i
almost forget you're a drop out. oooohhhhhh, do you even understand
what i'm typing ? haha !

Aku takda cara? confirm tak confirm ni? your very first email already
shows your immaturity. if you think by sending people an email
with the subject as "EH SIAL !!!" is sooooooo heart-warming, let me
repeat, gi skola dulu k? look at how i reply your email before you
stepped on my wire and think i'm some dumbass lil kiddo just like
you. kalau mak kau tau perangai kau ni mcm peh busuk, conferm
sedih pedih la dia. ader pergi ader balik? just go and never come
back boleh? malas la aku. budak kecik, ain't my rival. not my cup
of tea. take care k budak. :))

Let me suggest, ni kakak nak kasi nasihat. bace betul2 okay? takmau
dengar-dengar lagi tau. ni bukan lagu untuk kau dengar. you jolly well
go and ask your beloved BF for my number, any grudges you
still have, i'm just a call away. kalau kau call aku confirm turun nye.
tengah kerje pun aku amek urgent leave ah k. tengah berak pun aku
pakai boxer je terus gi jumpe kau k. tengah dalam bus kat highway
pun aku suro apek turunkan aku ah, abe aku naik taxi k.

Nak settle unhappiness takmau pakai e-mail2 ok? lembab. ada paham?
ok roger, your emails will be deleted and ignored. weeheeeeeeeeeee !!

_____________________________________________



I miss baby so much, boleh? he's starting to get so busy with his
assignments, one after another. he's got lesser time to entertain me,
but its okay. i've found websites for me to surf and do online
shoppings at the same time. haha ! ni kalau baby tau, tak ke mati
aku kene sekel. hahaha. pity my baby you know, so stressed up.

I already have something in mind for baby's birthday, you know. just
hope it worked out la. hahaha !! i'm like sooooo goddamn excited
for that day. i dunno why. his birthday, i'm excited. haha. best kan
best kan perah2 otak for things like this. then what the hell am i
doing in an engineering's course? i should have taken up events
management instead, NOT. haha, business, NO-NO.

Ahh, i feel so random.
* i tend to miss my baby more nowadays.
* even if i just met him an hour ago.
* PMS striked. baby got a piece of my shit yesterday. i hate it. sorry darling.
* i'm trying my best to adapt to the changes revolving in my life.
* i miss my bestie, its been years since we go out just the two of us.
* happy 7th monthsary, my dearest Md Nury Humaidy. may we last. =)








`ACAH SEYY`