Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I
Should just let you leave and push you out of my life
But I don't decide, cause I know that I
Just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear, your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight BABY, you should always know
I just can't stop loving you ...
Yes !!! i love this song. & it describe a whole
lot about us now.
I MISS MY BABYBOI ALOT AND ALOT !!!!!!!!!
hmphff !
p/s: I'LL BE BACK. haha !
`ACAH SEYY`
Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 11:43 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 10:58 PM
BOOYAA !!
Baby and i are back on track, YEAY !
It was really tough yesterday. we
didn't talk at all for half a day. infact
longer i think. konon merajuk la due2..
ngade2. haha !!
But we met at night, right after my
kenduri. HAHA. & we continued
arguing. it has always been like that la.
gaduh, tapi nak jumpe. nanti jumpe,
gaduh lagi. hahahaha. i really matikan
him when i got fed up. and we shut
ourselves up from Lot1 to Teck whye
area.
Ironically, we took a stroll in the park
eventhough we still don't talk. hahaha.
in the park itself we remain silent for
about half an hour. haahahahahahaha !
eh i find it funny you know ! macam bodoh
gitu duduk dua orang tapi silent. it felt like
eons, i got bored thus i smack him hard and
forced him to talk to me. but he give me his
sweetest smile instead. i guess he's waiting
for me to start talking first, which i did la.
busted u !! HAHA.
After that is all tralalalalala, just like any
other couple, the aftermath is always the
best. everything is just so sweeeeeeeeeeet.
we went home in the early morning with
all smiles. happily ever after. hahaha.
Just now after school i went down to
suntec to meet baby. he's working so i went
home alone. along the way i bumped into
ajim
jantan brengsek. the most irritating bastard
(& i mean it) who ever entered my life. he
tried blocking my way with cigarette in his
hands. konon terror gila. konon aku takot
ngan die peh rokok contraband. OMG !
Still have the cheek to ask, "kau nak lari mana?"
wah wah wah. padahal pathway tu besar nohh.
bodoh sungguh. sia-sia jela mak kau hantar gi
kindergarten kecik2. STUPID DOG !! hahah.
i pushed him aside, he almost fell. hahaa. dgr2 fighter
laa seyy !! & he spurt out all vulgarities on me
while i walk away. stupid dog lagi kan, malukan
diri. waahhaahhaahhaa !! pakkal mood aku baik
la tadi, kalau tak dengan minah macdonald kau skali
aku basuh. hahahaaaaa stupid dog !! grow up lahh.
k DAH. my baby finish work alrdy,
better get going before he petpotpetpot. haa !!
=))
SAYAAAANNGG BABYYY !!
`ACAH SEYY`
Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 2:28 PM
BOYS/GUYS.
HMPHF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They're all the same ! forever making
us feel UNWANTED, LEFT OUT. i
hate hate people replying my message
with just one word. moreover when it
comes to my BF. so malas nak layan gitu.
kalau malas nak layan bilang la, takda aku
menyusahkan diri, buang mase, buang
duit message2. i took the effort in the midst
of my busy self cleaning up the house for
kenduri later, just to msg you. & your
pathetic reply turns me OFF. pantat !!
Benci siak. & i havto stop whatever im
doing, to control my emotions, to prevent
myself from getting all so fucked up LIKE
NOW. bloody hell. buat orang bingit number 1
siak.
Im not insane, im not ridiculous to get so
agitated just because of messages.
there's other stuffs too la. kenape eh suke
buat orang paranoid. at the end of the day
it looks like its ME who are so
desperate to get your attention. TAKDE
KEJE LAIN PE AKUUUUU?? its because of
you, your way of answering that lead to
all this. why must it ALWAYS be me who
make the first move? sometimes i just
want to know if you really think about me.
if ever i ask anything, you never give me
the assurance that your answer is true,
u give me doubts.
PARANOID siak, paranoid !!!
Yes, you really know how to make me
happy. but apart from that at times i
just want to enter your mind and
know what are you exactly thinking.
i know you wont lie, but no matter how
far you can peng, i WILL KNOW. i've
went through the worst. am i asking
too much ???
ARGHHH bingitttttttttttt !!!
why cant they simply make us feel we're
wanted in their life, we're always their
priority. why have a GF when you cant
show she's important in your life, she's
everything. why have a GF just to keep
you occupied WHEN YOU'RE BORED ??
and when you're not you prefer doing
other things and forget about your gf ??
AKU BUKAN SAMPAH KAU PAHAM ??!
NAK BUANG, BUANG. TAKNAK BUANG
KAU SIMPAN TU SAMPAH BUAT DATOK.
indeed NOT a good week for me siak. infact, US !
nanti yang mengarut semua aku ah, yang
ridiculous semua aku ah, yang pikir bukan2 semua
aku. segala2 semua aku. buat ape aku hidup kalau
keje aku buat bende merepek pepek je.
HERAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!
but still, no matter what, i still love my baby
alot and alot and alot.
`ACAH SEYY`
HMPHF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They're all the same ! forever making
us feel UNWANTED, LEFT OUT. i
hate hate people replying my message
with just one word. moreover when it
comes to my BF. so malas nak layan gitu.
kalau malas nak layan bilang la, takda aku
menyusahkan diri, buang mase, buang
duit message2. i took the effort in the midst
of my busy self cleaning up the house for
kenduri later, just to msg you. & your
pathetic reply turns me OFF. pantat !!
Benci siak. & i havto stop whatever im
doing, to control my emotions, to prevent
myself from getting all so fucked up LIKE
NOW. bloody hell. buat orang bingit number 1
siak.
Im not insane, im not ridiculous to get so
agitated just because of messages.
there's other stuffs too la. kenape eh suke
buat orang paranoid. at the end of the day
it looks like its ME who are so
desperate to get your attention. TAKDE
KEJE LAIN PE AKUUUUU?? its because of
you, your way of answering that lead to
all this. why must it ALWAYS be me who
make the first move? sometimes i just
want to know if you really think about me.
if ever i ask anything, you never give me
the assurance that your answer is true,
u give me doubts.
PARANOID siak, paranoid !!!
Yes, you really know how to make me
happy. but apart from that at times i
just want to enter your mind and
know what are you exactly thinking.
i know you wont lie, but no matter how
far you can peng, i WILL KNOW. i've
went through the worst. am i asking
too much ???
ARGHHH bingitttttttttttt !!!
why cant they simply make us feel we're
wanted in their life, we're always their
priority. why have a GF when you cant
show she's important in your life, she's
everything. why have a GF just to keep
you occupied WHEN YOU'RE BORED ??
and when you're not you prefer doing
other things and forget about your gf ??
AKU BUKAN SAMPAH KAU PAHAM ??!
NAK BUANG, BUANG. TAKNAK BUANG
KAU SIMPAN TU SAMPAH BUAT DATOK.
indeed NOT a good week for me siak. infact, US !
nanti yang mengarut semua aku ah, yang
ridiculous semua aku ah, yang pikir bukan2 semua
aku. segala2 semua aku. buat ape aku hidup kalau
keje aku buat bende merepek pepek je.
HERAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!
but still, no matter what, i still love my baby
alot and alot and alot.
`ACAH SEYY`
Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 11:47 PM
I MISS MY BABY.
FULLSTOP.
Hectic week i shall say.
majority blogs i went to talked
about how things are not going
on fine in their relationships.
same goes to mine. this week
alone we rarely meet. and there
sure to have small little redundant
quarrels here and there even if
we meet up.
TAK KE SEDIH BEB ????
I had almost a whole day with him
just now. but its more to lepak,
talking, sharing session with his
sedares all. i just miss him being
close to me, maybe we lack spending
time just the two of us. or maybe its
just my emotions? PMS beb, PMS.
macam sial. hmphff !!
ON A HAPPIER NOTE,
Pics of us celebrating NDP at suntec's fountain.
macam regular gitu kan kiter kat situ.
FULLSTOP.
Hectic week i shall say.
majority blogs i went to talked
about how things are not going
on fine in their relationships.
same goes to mine. this week
alone we rarely meet. and there
sure to have small little redundant
quarrels here and there even if
we meet up.
TAK KE SEDIH BEB ????
I had almost a whole day with him
just now. but its more to lepak,
talking, sharing session with his
sedares all. i just miss him being
close to me, maybe we lack spending
time just the two of us. or maybe its
just my emotions? PMS beb, PMS.
macam sial. hmphff !!
ON A HAPPIER NOTE,
Pics of us celebrating NDP at suntec's fountain.
macam regular gitu kan kiter kat situ.
*Masai faces alert ehh. both after work beb. HAH. *
My GG, my jiwelurppp. HEH !!
AHHHHHHHHH !! bottomline;
aku still rindu rindu MD NURY HUMAIDY !!!
amacam ni labu !
`ACAH SEYY`
Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 12:03 AM
Im feeling so so down.
i shall write in blue. its all about
how im feeling right now.
dull, boring. & sad. =(
You know my life is all about fun and
enjoyment. i hate the feeling of
boredness. i'll get irritated. & yes,
thats part of me i hate most.
infact thats the only part of me i
truly hate. like shit. blearghh !
& now im all alone waiting for my
baby to reach home. boredom
strikes me real bad. haiz. my mind
goes wild. i realised its been long
since we really had fun. not we; its
just me. its been work-school for
me, & work-work for him. so we
barely had time for each other like
the early days. haiz. i tend to miss
him more, that lead to little quarrels.
Just like now; we didnt meet today
cause i got some family matters. i
need him real bad when i got home,
i was hoping after his work i could
atleast call him or something. but it
happens that his batt dies at that
point. like bloody hell why must it be
at that particular time when i wanna
call? macam sengaje jerr. sial.
& being myself, i got irritated, i bloody
want things to go my way; by hook or
by crook. i dun care whatever thats
gonna happen so i just called. & the
stupid batt dies shortly after. now im left
all alone. i cant msg, i cant do anything.
just wait wait for him to reach home &
charge. haiz. fuck la.. so down.
Maybe its just a matter of me being too
pampered by him. im too used to have
him beside me all the time. he used to
be free. but now everything changes.
maybe lesser time spent makes a
difference too. he understands me well
i must say, but i guess its just me. too
pampered; i repeat. haiz.
Baby told me once, "baby, im just really
worried what if im gone, forever, and
ur alone. i just want you to take good
care of yourself, promise me will you?"
& i cried. am i too depending on him?
maybe yes. he's my pillar. my pillar
of everything. i guess its about time i
stand on my own two feet. i did that
only when we fight badly and im
fighting for my rights.
I've never wished to be like this.
I know its not a good thing but sometimes i really, really hate myself to the extreme.
I need my baby so badly.
HAIZ !
Leave me alone.
Period.
`ACAH SEYY`
i shall write in blue. its all about
how im feeling right now.
dull, boring. & sad. =(
You know my life is all about fun and
enjoyment. i hate the feeling of
boredness. i'll get irritated. & yes,
thats part of me i hate most.
infact thats the only part of me i
truly hate. like shit. blearghh !
& now im all alone waiting for my
baby to reach home. boredom
strikes me real bad. haiz. my mind
goes wild. i realised its been long
since we really had fun. not we; its
just me. its been work-school for
me, & work-work for him. so we
barely had time for each other like
the early days. haiz. i tend to miss
him more, that lead to little quarrels.
Just like now; we didnt meet today
cause i got some family matters. i
need him real bad when i got home,
i was hoping after his work i could
atleast call him or something. but it
happens that his batt dies at that
point. like bloody hell why must it be
at that particular time when i wanna
call? macam sengaje jerr. sial.
& being myself, i got irritated, i bloody
want things to go my way; by hook or
by crook. i dun care whatever thats
gonna happen so i just called. & the
stupid batt dies shortly after. now im left
all alone. i cant msg, i cant do anything.
just wait wait for him to reach home &
charge. haiz. fuck la.. so down.
Maybe its just a matter of me being too
pampered by him. im too used to have
him beside me all the time. he used to
be free. but now everything changes.
maybe lesser time spent makes a
difference too. he understands me well
i must say, but i guess its just me. too
pampered; i repeat. haiz.
Baby told me once, "baby, im just really
worried what if im gone, forever, and
ur alone. i just want you to take good
care of yourself, promise me will you?"
& i cried. am i too depending on him?
maybe yes. he's my pillar. my pillar
of everything. i guess its about time i
stand on my own two feet. i did that
only when we fight badly and im
fighting for my rights.
I've never wished to be like this.
I know its not a good thing but sometimes i really, really hate myself to the extreme.
I need my baby so badly.
HAIZ !
Leave me alone.
Period.
`ACAH SEYY`
Monday, August 04, 2008 @ 10:22 PM
My baby start working
already ! & im left all aloneee
at homeee. damn ! im too pampered
by him lah. he fetched me from
school almost everyday. if
not, we'll meet anywhere in
Singapore. senang cakap; we
meet every single day. & now it
feels as if im naked you knoww
taking the train/bus all by myself
heading home. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh !!
But just now i still got to meet him
laaaa !! gumbiraaa la akuuuu. =D
supposedly after his prac he's heading
straight to work and i head home.
but i dont want. i waited for him at
dover and send him off to work !!
sanggup kan sanggup kan aku. ahahha.
he's alrdy late for work. supposed to
be there by 5 i think. reached bugis
alrdy 4:30 liddat. we walked all the
way to suntec; abit nearer but still
far. hahahah PANDAI2 KORANG LA
LABU !
After he changed, meet his colleagues;
chilled, talked about the difference
about Plaza Singapura & Suntec. and
we have one similarity; CARREFOURIANS
laaaa !! haahahaha. ( *ehem* i was asked
to come back you knoww. cause they
know they cant do w/o me. HAHA ! )
& my baby's a new born carrefourian too.
different store, different department of
course. i wouldnt want to see him as
a cashier. pleaseee eh. mau imagine je beb.
waahahahaahhaa ! opsss, sorry baby, you
know i love you. weeeeee` :))
Okayy folks; this is my diary entry for
today. HAHAHA. baby finish work, bising
alrdy. woohoooo.
`ACAH SEYY`