♥ ACAH seyy

Im so down laaaaaa !! am
soooo irritated with everything
around me.

MAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKK !!!

In school i felt so good. so much
laughter. so much fun in the band
room. dancing, talking, playing,
crapping, laughing. everything. so
happy.

After school went Jurong point wif
them (OAC kids) . upon reaching was
still okay. suddenly saaaaaaaaaaaaaapp;
i lost my mood. just like that. so i kept
quiet. fuck laaaa benciii tauu. till now
this irritatingness is still in me. tomorrow
class test. i studied but i got soooooo
irritated with myself.

BOSAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNN !!!

Conferenced as per normal wif my OAC
kids but it wasnt as fun. maybe its just my
mood !! alaaaaaaaa. i think eh, the main reason
is ... im missing my baby alrdy. hmphf !!

Adding to my misery i received news baby's
coming back on thursday. two more days !!
arghhh. i need him laaaaaa.

When he went off last week, i felt easy. not
so bad throughout. ironically that is. but now,
arghhhhhhh i havta endure a day more till
he's back in my arms. damn it laa !!

Pictures are all ready, i'll update tomorrow la.
no mood siak !! go away la moody moody shit !!
TIDO PUN CANTEK ! HMPHF !

`ACAH`

Chatting with my OAC kiddos can
realli realli make me fart a million
times sia. kadang2 bedek ar.
only 5 of us conferencing but its soo
bloody kecoh ! funny siak i kept on
laughing by myself. tkble
ang !! Was too busy chatting till i
forgot my main intention of
using the comp. dat is, to blog
laaa. people been pestering me to
update. baru one week, belum
one month ke, one year ke, one
century ke, cemetery ke .......
k dah diam. HAHA.

OH.

Pardon me, im trying to make myself
happy and not think too much.

Cause why ??

I was dijandakan 12 hours ago. for
a week. baby flew off to Philipines for
work, like again. lucky thing its only
one week. lau kene one month lagi,
meninggal ar. HAHAHAHA. thought
wanna send him off but i got a test to
sit for, damn it. alaaa so sad la kan, i
rindu baby !! hmphff ..

Ahhh scrap it, lets talk about something that
will make me smile. errm, the song thats
on air. HEEEEEEE* oh yeaa, baby fetched
me from work on monday. not a good
start though. fought once we met. rabak lak
tu, he left me walking all by myself behind. but
i managed to grab his attention; i walked
real slow when crossing the road. tu
tactic aku dari dulu, SHHHHHH jgn blg
maknye. haha !

Proceed down to Winsland house. ngan dua2
nga temper, you can imagine what happen there.
wuahahaha. he told me something, he did
something, i got real upset wif him over
that very important issue that i cried. k
la almost la. he also okay !! dats
when he suddenly sang me this song. ala sweetnye,
tergoda i. HAHAHAHA .. thus this song will
be on air till he's back next week. bluek !

Walked all the way down to Wisma. dua2
nga pikiran, all along we talked crap sia.
crap shit. kes btol2 tak masuk otak. K1K ar.
hahahaa. he sent me to my busstop then
he went off. i swear in the bus i felt so so
terrible. so worried like fuck ! but i believe
everything's gonna be fine. i talked to myself
ok in the bus. hahahh. i waited for his call which
seemed like eons. but imagine how relieved
it is to know everything's over, settled.
PHEWW. no more kalau kalau eh b. HAHAHA.
then today he finally went off to Philipines
peacefully. aku je tak peace, rindu woii !!

But i think im a lil stronger this time. maybe
cause i experienced it before. dat time, chis,
nak lepaskan die macam ape. skrg, chey, sms
je da ble. wuakaakakang. & furthermore its
onli a week or so. just hope he wont get
extended or watever la.

ANYTOOTS,

Im currently in the process of compiling pics of
the OAC farewell pit dat day. will update
about it next entry eh beb. mata da stim, i end
wif these random pics on our way to the pit.

Hanyalah Satu
Yang bertakhta dihatiku
Hanya dirimu
Yang ku sayangi... oh kasih

Hanyalah satu asmara di jiwa
Dan jangan kau sangsi cintaku
Hanyalah satu ( hanya satu )

I miss my baby. hmphff.

`ACAH`

My baby's busy with his reports,
i got no one to talk to, thus i resorted
to blogging.

Note: Im blogging aimlessly, my mind's not
in the right state, pardon me alrite.

Ahaiii did i told you i watched this movie during
the 1st day of CNY? baby fetched me
from work dat day. niat di hati wanna
watch movie, we're alrdy in the queue
but still have not decide what movie to watch;
cool kepe kite ?? once we reached the
counter baby ah ni memandai je, "eh hi two
tix for sweeney todd's 5:05pm show. thanks."
sembarang jeeee but lucky movie gerek.

& i wonder why is it rated M18 ?? not that
violent, no sex scenes .. no doubt
the starting's abit slow. they sing and talk and
dance at the same time, i almost thought its a
musical. takecare sia kalau musical. LOL.
overall its a nice movie la really. susah dapat
ok movie endings wif the hero being
stabbed to death. sad right? sad ah.

SO.

Hows my day today ?? oh well oh well
it went ok-ok la beb. monday is my official
'off' day from school remember ?? but i
still dragged myself up to school for OAC
meeting. masalah betul ah satu satu. but i
love them mann, they rock my superman's
girlboxer. HAHAH k wadever eh wadever.
went queensway then town wif badiah.
nafsu naek seyy tgk all the new shoe
selectionss. i still want that $144 adidas shoe !!
and now plus another $79 lacoste's.
geram je akuuu.

I've settled on OCK's chicken wings. happy
cow seyy aku !! met baby over at town after
his work. had some quality time together.
he had to rush home to finish up his reports.
haiz cian dier tau. i really pity him la but my baby's
a real workholic. nihoos we sort things out just now.
very sad yet meaningful talk. very contradicting
if i were to elaborate further.

Baby,
i will need the time to adapt to this whole new environment. like
you said i have the whole time in the world to accomodate
myself wif this. the circumstances that i will have to face, i know,
its hard. you're not pressurizing me at all baby, you're not. instead
i do appreciate your little sacrifices. you travelled after work
all the wae from bukit batok to town so that you can spent just a
lil time wif me. you're tired, i can see that, you're stressed up
wif your clients, big boss, meetings et cetra but you made the effort
to spent just a few hours wif me. to others it may be a small
pathetic issue but it means alot to me baby. i know your biggest fear,
i can assure you i wont let that happen okay. i love you baby, for
me lesser time spent isnt the vital problem, its the inner thing
that matters most. cause i had fun everytime im with you. just
like today. *EHEMMM !! thanks my baby. :))

Eh bedah sorry eh i sidetracked abit. hahah. hows your
Valentines day preparation ?? chey preparation
sey, step birthday party president je. LOL. for mine, simple,
i don't celebrate valentines day. i dont go hoohoo haahaa
over wanting to get my bf a pressie or hoping to
get something in return. no no. every year for
me valentines day means nothing. you can ask
danny. for 3 years im wif him, every year he gave
me something but i did nothing in return. HAHAHA.
yala different people different perspective, that i
agree. lucky for me this time my baby dont
celebrate v.day too. YEAY !! so its just any ordinary
day for us. ni bukan tak romantic ok, ni tak kuasa.
wuakakaakkaakakakangg !! ok takde maksud.

Im actually ...............
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high on drugs
(panadol bodoh !!) .
too high to be true.
yes. my brain's not functioning well now.

OH believe it,
i blacked out that day as i was heading home.
over at town. alone, in the dark alley. i blacked
out right in the middle of
nowhere, on the overhead bridge. no, i wasnt
drunk ok. my god i still cant imagine what happened.
i remembered i was too weak to even walk then i suddenly
collapsed. lucky thing there's someone kind enough
to help me get into a cab. if not i dun wanna imagine what
would happen to me. its a rather quiet place okay; you
knoe behind far east shopping centre near borders there's
a busstop. ahh im on my way to that busstop when i
collapsed. eeeeee takotnyee. when i told baby, i was
scolded for being stubborn. (i was from paat fren's pit at p.ris
park. i went there straight after work.) he was reluctant
to let me go but i insisted. dolat ke ni? HEEEEEEEE*
amikkau obat ginseng power root uncle djenggot bandung sedaaaaaaaaaaaap skali !!

Guess i gotta tuck in for now. im still unwell. gotta
rest, school tomoro. bayeeeeeeeekkk kepe !! arghh,
ok bye folks !!

I loveeee this woman, i love you okay? i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

`ACAH`

Benci ar !!

Im alrdy so pissed off wif werk,
met my baby abe kene lecture !!
bukannye nak support aku tau,
HMPHF !

I know la im late, made you wait
for like an hour. but its not like i
did it on purpose. the crowd was
crazy, got no one to take over my
counter, everyone's so stressed and
busy. then after counting my money
got to know i short fucken 8 bucks.
blardy hell total up i havta pay 17bucks
for nothing ! including my previous
shortage. bleargh !!

When i met baby, i went on and on
cursing all the people who went to shop.
CNY alrdy over, stay home laaaaa !!!
i got realli frustrated wif my shortages,
till my baby got irritated. HAHH.

Him: One more time eh b you fuckin talk about your 17dollars,
im gonna get really fuckin mengamuk tau. i tell you first.
Me: Bingit siakkk 17dollarsss tauuu. HEHEHEHE.
Him: (he realli was about to blow up, HAHHA)
Me: Eh chill eh, syg kau b, takmau mengamuk ar buruk tauu.
Him: Nanti gaji i give you that bloody 17dollars and then shut your mouth, ok?
Me: Tanak ah.

BLA3.

It didnt end there. he coloured me
alottttt cause i was late. whenever
we talked and happen to have the
word 'lambat' in our sentence, he will
emphasize on it and smile at me. geram je
akuuuuu.

But we made up la along the way; geram2
bingit2 but sayang okayy !! heeeee* :))
chilled at wheelock's starbucks. dats when
i saw STEP UP II's trailer at shaw. a
MUST WATCH movieee, favourite siaaa.
13 march ! 13 march ! i marked it on my
calender, believe it or not. LOL.

I miss the complete LCHC, i miss slacking
under mas's void deck, i miss OCK's chicken
wing, i miss playing pool/bowling. i miss
alot of things. but im hating work. blearghh.

"My grandmother also member what. so ridiculous
ah this thing. stupid. you lose more than you gain."

YEAH RIGHT la moron !! macam paham only
lose more than gain. step director only, macam
paham giler ah ni anak. your grandmother member,
dat one your grandmother's g-string's problem ah
siaa. lahabau pey customer. da paisey nak cover
dia pey pantat ah tuu condemn2. angry also dunno
how to relax, mengamuk2 abe tersandung bakul.
WUAHAAAAHHAHAHA, bodoh skaliiiiiii !!!!

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray

i love you my baby. :))

`ACAH`

*TENGOK TAGBOARD*

Hello aida. its you AGAIN. whats the issue this time? wow,
did you just say i talked behind your back? are you tryna say
i got THAT so much time to even do that? oh my love let me
tell you ok my days are occupied with work, school or my baby.
i aint got time to even call zack up, let alone talking about you
to him. and aku ade cara kalau nak lanchiaowei orang, bodoh.
i dun wanna know who you heard this crap from, or what
the person claimed i said about you. just tell that person to
fuck off; whoever IT is.

Wads wif my mouth, dear? you got problem wif my mouth?
oh oh i almost forget you got a BIG FAT problem
wif me, am i right to say this? do you need me to remind you
time and again, IM JUST A CALL AWAY. you got my number
in your hands, i dun have yours if you forget. cause why?
YOU KEEP CHANGING. reason being? SO I WONT GET TO
CONTACT YOU. oh, or isit akmal? so i wont get to contact
akmal? let me tell you baby, he just messaged me that day
asking why hadnt i call him. oh my does that mean he misses
me babe? how sad. but you're lucky enough i didnt reply to
that msg cause i think its just a piece of shit la. & mainly
because i've got a life. i've got my own boifren to call and msg
with, i dun need anymore. moreover someone who's
connected to you, EEEEEWWW.

Thanks eh suar, banyak bual banyak konek ar. takmau jgn
sampai jgn sampai ngn aku, nak ble jumpe. besar peh
sial, aku on comp je nmpk tag ni macam. peh sot !!

`ACAH`

FINALLY ...

im able to sit still and update
peacefully. im not sure myself
why im like so busy nowadays.
if im not busy wif school or work,
i'll be busy wif my baby. heeeeee*

Today didnt get to meet him, hmphf !
since morning he got meetings to
attend, then gotta rush to finish up
his report & worst of all
please imagine he's over at the airport
right now (note: check the time)
fetching his client. ciannn kan my baby.
jahat okay his boss. orang baru balik,
relek arr duluuu. ni takde, rush so much
for whatt. abe aku plak yg emosi. HAHH.

On a happier note, like FINALLY .....

I gotta watch RAMBO !!
no, correction, i should say like finally
i gotta go cinema & watch movie !
alif wau, WOW !! HAHAHA. that was
last thursday we went to catch rambo.
veryy nice movie laa seriusly. i had
fun wif baby dat day. night time lagi
happening eh, *ehem. bestie kau
diam eh. HAHH.

My saturday was spent working like
a slave, entertaining stupid, let me
repeat, stupid PLUS irritating customers.
BLEARGH. im hating work. just make time
fly please. get CNY over and done
with. irritating bagero so kiasu like nvr
shop before. same old problem yet again.
irritating ! irritating !

Today worst siaa,
i felt like slapping each and everyone. the
queue snaked all the wae to the back. realli
damn crowded. ironically most of the customers
knows im on the verge of blasting/erupting.
there's one nyonya, she gave me
sweets and asked me to cool down. cute
siaa, and im touched. after work i blast it
out to my baby, biasa jugak. HAHH. indeed
he cheered me up. :))

"Takmo la piss2, i takde ngn u, u piss2 nanti sape nak cebokkan."

HAHAHAA takde maksud siak. whenever
im angry he will talk about the most
lamest thing in the world. haha cute laa.
see i miss him alrdy. :(

I dun wanna talk much, my instructor
camp was fun. but St Hilda pri is indeed
a very very pampered school ah. no, i
mean the kids laa. dun wanna comment
anything la, they're just pampered. too
pampered. fullstop. :)) pictures in random
order. cheerssssss*

400+ odd pri 5 students. kecohrable terus.

Them; getting all so excited for rafting.

i-forget-his-name, hafiz, yus

My group challenging 'the clap cheer' wif hafiz's. HAHAHA

You know what i taught my group?
" Gimme one 'relek sua' clap. "
& they went, *clap* 'RELEKKKKK SUAA' *typical matrep hand signal*
CUTEEE ahh they. jinak. LOL !!

OH.
have you ever seen or even heard
of MASS SHOWER??
hahahahaha.

This is called mass shower. hahaha

Cool shit ehh !! hahaha

Cool shit or what. hahah military camp pun tkde ni mcm. haha

But the kids loved it ok. enjoy siaa dorang. hahaa

k da part ni boring. LOL.

All refreshed after the mass shower. wuakakaka !! extreme right is my fav. damn cute !

*Pls ignore my takecare face* Introducing teenash.
"instructor, i like to look at ur face. your hair messy2 but
u still look cute. like me right?? hahaahaahahha" & he will
laugh and laugh like nobody's biz. cute siaa he. i miss him laa !!

Wif taufik, assistant chief instructor. he got this cutee smile. LOL

Ahmad; chief instructor, Acah, Badiah, Taufik

Lots of camps coming up seyy. maybe
will be involved in kranji sec & yck sec.
see la how ehh. k dah gotta call my baby.
taking care okay. dun take drugs. HAHHA

i masukkan you dlm list i. k bubye. muah.
muah. muah. muah.

WUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!
pala hotak laa stop it sakkkkk.

`ACAH`