♥ ACAH seyy

How would you feel if you're
surprised wif something you've been
waiting for ?? something you wished
would happen directly in front of
your own naked eyes ?? something
you dreamt of every night and day,
day and night, malam dan siang, siang
dan malam ??

HAPPY KAN HAPPY KAN !!

Ooo yeahhh baby i was soooooooo
surprised plus plus soooooo happy
at the sight of MY BABY !! oh my
oh my im still smiling ever soooo
widely siaaaaa !! happynyeee akuuu.

The story goes like this ....
Last monday i went over to bestie's
crib after work. thats when
bestie and paat said there'll be a
surprise for me on wednesday. pikiran
siol aku. i loveee surprises but at the
same time i dun like the waitings.
coincidentally, there's a farewell chalet
for one of the carrefourians 2day. i really wanna
go for that but after they said there's
surprise for me i suddenly feel like
not going. HAHH.

Oh watever so here comes the day. im in
school when paat called and asked me
to go ahead wif the chalet since he said the
surprise may be cancelled. waklu eh cancel.
HAHAHAA. but im alrdy half-hearted laa.
my cheque is not in yet; thus the takde sen
problem. damn. so i meet bestie at night.
chilled at 'our' playground. i was busy jiwang-ing
when bestie suddenly said "SURPRISEEEE !!!".

Ooo lalaaa climax siol when i look up. my god
i was sooooo speechless i jumped around and
said nothing when i actually alrdy planned on
wad to say when he comes back. pantat kan !
then i shut up cause i really duno like wad
to say, wad to do. so surprised. then i went,
"eh?? baby eh, da balikkkk !!" HAHAHAAHHA
bodohhh skaliii ! he talked about all the things
he did over there. baek kepe member gi
Paris ! eiffel tower !! geram je akuuu. ordered
canadian pizza to the playground. sukeriaa laa
kiteeeer. happiness beb ! happiness !!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!

Chilled at the playground till 11+. rinduu
giler babiiiiiii okayy. ahhh sukenyee akuuuu.
finally LCHC is back to 4 people. weeeeee !!!
we cabbed home and here i am updating my
happy dayyyyyyyyy ! woolalaaaaaaaa. im
looking forward to every other single day wif
my baby. & friday marks our 1st month !!
bayekkk kepe beb !!

& sometimes you cannot be too happy cause
you tend to forget things so easily. oh yes
i've got a test tomoro. da blaja ke ?? a'ah
aku blaja camne nak lepaskan rindu. ahhh
steaaammmm !!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAH !!

my camp's update will be postponed.
cause im too happy to update about camps.

YEAY YEAY BABY'S HOMEEEE !!!!!

DAYAH,
my baby come home first !! BLUEK.
lain kali takya pekik kuat2 when you're
on a SHOPPING CENTRE'S ESCALATOR.
please eh, malu i !! anywae THANKS eh
a whole lot for the sudden teck whye
cheer in the middle of LOT 1. dasyat betul
korang !! chiss ! HAAHAAHAHHA ..

A big big big thank you to my two beloved;
bestie and paat. thank you for the surprise
planned. ahhhhh it makes me feel sooooo
happy like fuck la okayy. HAHAHAHA.

OH.

Thank you to my baby too for planning
together wif them. i was realli surprised okay.
till i got speechless and dumbfounded. serius
shit ! & at times i still dun believe you're
back. im too used to counting down laa. believe
it i still do for watever reasons. sakit kan aku !!
LOL. ILY, lots. :))

`ACAH`

Oh god.

IM SO GODDAMN PISSED OFF !!

lyke hell.

fuck it.

1) Was one and a half hour LATE for work.
2) Shortage of manpower; thus store was fuckin busy.
3) Irritating fucked up customers.
4) Didnt manage to answer baby's call.

The last two points being the most
important ones. other than the
middle finger customer i encountered
last week, this time i came across
a bloody irritating one.

& its alwaes the same reason; pricing
error. she make it seem like its my
fuckin fault when she dun even bother
to read the signage properly. ni ah
org tak gi skola, sembarang pok.
cb ah.

We argued argued argued till a point
when i really feel like giving her a
fucking tight slap. nak aje aku maki.
i cant stand it siak. its
alrdy so crowded, there u are arguing
wif me because of a 20 CENTS difference.
bloody hell goddamn pathetic siak. mati
tanak.

Her: You work here you dun even know the price? ridiculous.
Me: EH do you know each and everyone's name in the whole of s'pore? no rite !
you wouldnt expect me to memorise the prices of everything in here? bodoh siak !!
Her: You know NTUC never had any pricing problem. carrefour alwaes had this problem.
its been .........
Me: Then go NTUC and shop lahh. did anyone force you to shop in carrefour ?? eh i can cancel this sale for you la eh. as easy as that. (aku da irritated gile babi)
Her: Im alrdy here how can you ask me to go ntuc.
Me: Eh dun waste my time ah u want anot?
Her: If $1.50 i dun want ah, so expensive. nxt time put the correct sign.
Me: Ya, ya, next time go school ah sia, learn how to read properly. learn how to differentiate which one for which.
Her: Its gonna be the last time im shopping here.
Me: Does it EVEN bother me? Do i look like i care? my pay still runs as usual, bodoh.

I told you i dun fuckin care. if im
pissed off aku takde pandang kau sape.
selagi aku ble sabar aku sabar. if i
slapped my MUM before due to my
temper, why must i be afraid of these
small people who irritate me? bodoh
pey lahabau. menyusahkan hidup org
pandai. irritating siak serius shit ah.
cb ah want to compare compare carrefour
wif ntuc summore. tau ah ntuc byk
workers mindset mcm kau. semue otak
mati. nyonya2 slalu gitu siak. irritating !!!

Next up,
when i finish work i checked my fone.
two missed call. i tot its frm bestie or
what. skali there's onli five numbers.
+76054. see i memorised the number
alrdy. & the first thing tat strucked my
mind was, BABY !! its the same number
he called me that day. my god, baby called !!
bloody hell i got soooo pissed
off yet again siaa. haiz. two times but i
didnt managed to answer.

I tried calling back that number. there's
dialing tone but it got cut off. bodoh !
i wonder how's his reaction when he tried
calling but i didnt answer. conferm
sad seyy. arghh. sedihnye akuuu. im sorry
baby. =( & the most frustrating
part is, he called at 18:30 and i finish
work at 18:45. 15 minutes difference je !
alaaaaa !! i waited and waited but till now
he didnt call back. bingit jeeeeeeeee akuu.
mane tau ade important news to tell me.
alaaa pls call back laa. haizz. rindu siaa his
voice all. damn it laaaaaaa !! so sad. =((

8 more days for his return, but im so so
afraid he kena extend. pls don't seyy. but people,
can visa be extended ?? can eh? ala cannot
laaaa. i dun want sey he extend. mati la
akuuuuuuu ! :(

i'll be back ah. tido pun cantek ah, im
so moody sey today. nak nangis pun ade.
hmphf !!

oh god.
why is it a difficult day for me today.
please make tomorrow a better day.
please.

`ACAH`

Before i accidentally switch off my comp,
accidentally lie on my comfy bed,
accidentally fall asleep ... i better update.
weekends gonna be hectic for me. work
and ..... CAMP.

Ah yes, anoder camp tomoro. this
time is an instructor training camp. ooh
yeah baby instructor okay. baek per
baru balik camp must attend another
one. but no sweat ar this upcoming one
we train to handle pri sch kids. conferm fun sey !
i sukerrrrr. :)) OH oh btw the OAC camp
i attended last weekend was sooooo fun.
here goes ...

Day 1 (Home Team adventure centre)
Day 1 is mostly team building, gel up the
whole gang together. we did flying fox,
which is sooo fun but scary. if you're an
avid reader of my blog you sure know how
im afraid of heights. serius shit its freaking
high. but bloody fun la. aku takot tapi suke.
ape cakap. HAHH.

Night time the instructors got realli mad
at us cause we suke suke pas pus in the dorm
itself. rabak ok kene. padan muke !! hahahaa.
then we had blindfold game or wad laa. the
animal sound watever. its fun. but thanks to
the nyamuk eh i got lots of mosquito bites
siak; UGLY tauu !! lights off, proceed to the
guys dorm, got caught again, same old reason.
hahahaa. then had to settle our 'business'
in the bushes siaaa, cool kepe !!

Day II (MOE changi)
Rise & shine at 7am. pack our things, proceed
to MOE changi watever. abit bosan though
cause the dorm so un-classy unlike Bukit
batok's home team place whr we slept in day 1.
hahaha. so contrast okay, over at home team
its so much more convenient. see it for urself
later. hahah pampered sgt kan akuu. LOL.

So we did high elements which i feel
like im practising suicide. walauehh killing
me siak, im like freaking scared but i likeee la
biase jugak. HAHH. then we had kayaking
which was soooo funnn !! instructor so jahat
he capsized my kayak so
violently w/o me knowing. till my partner
lost his specs in the sea. jahat okay. then had
campfire at night. very very emotional when it
comes to passing over posts. i cried sey wen
they play back all the past memories. wen
those who're leaving say their speeches. awww
sucha sad moment ahh.

Fun part during lights off. we just cant sleep,
and its the last day man. played taitee till 3+am.
most of us got hungry. guess wad we did ??

DIAL 6777-3777 !!

WUAHAHAHAHA. baek kepe beb ! upon
arrival of the food glorious food, we sneaked
to the main gate and collect them. the whole
order cost us 70+ bucks ok ! imagine that.
hahaha. then everyone went into the girl's
dorm and lantakkkkkkk ! taitee-ed again
and i fell asleep suddenly cause i miss my
baby badly at that moment. :(

Day III
Rise and shine, packed up. area cleaning
and off homeeee sweet homeeee. unpacked
my stuffs, slept for afew hours and went to
meet my bestie and faat. thats where my
baby called like i mentioned in previous
entry. :)

PICTURES !!
slamat eh korang lau comp lag ke.
hahahahaa. :))
it does not go in order, very random,
aku da ngantok giler ni. hahh.

Before departure. HAHH

Sand, dirty, nothing interesting; BLEARGH. (MOE changi)

TV, aircon, refrigerator, oven .. BAEK KEPE !! (hometeam's dorm)

Waiting for bus at the sch foyer.

Sukeria nmpk aku ?? LOL !!!

The high element; bloody scary ! but fun ! hahah

CAMPFIRE !!

After campfire; SUPPER timeee !

Group photo; Formal/fun shots

In train on the way back home ..

BYEEEEEEEEEE !!

will update once im back from this
instructor training camp ! wheeeeeee !

BEST OF LUCK TO THOSE TAKING O LEVELS
RESULTS TOMORROW !!
time flies, its been two yrs since i took my o lvl
results. the cries, the smiles, the atmosphere.
ya ampuun sesungguhnye no comments.
AHAHAAHHA !!

oh.
I MISS MY BABY !
come back quickly please, pretty please ! :(

[ 11 MORE DAYS ]

`ACAH`

Date: 20/01/2008
Time: 19:01 PM

*Phone rings*

Me: Hello !
Him: Hello baby.
Me: HUH? hello?
Him: babyy its me .....
Me: BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!! baby kat mane??????????!!!!!!
Him: Nigeria sayang. how are you?
Me: Fineeee. i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!
Him: I miss you too baby. da mkn lom?
Me: Babyyy biler nak balikkkkk !!!
Him: I ask you have you eaten ??
Me: Dahh. biler nak balikkkkkkkkkkkkk !!!
Him: Feb dear, feb. soon okay.
..................

MY GOD.

How can i not be happy beb !! tell me,

tell me ! oh yess im backk from my

camp !! which is sooooooooooooooooo

FUN FUN FUN ! pictures not wif me

currently, i've to compile and get them

from the committee members. soon

ok.

Went to meet bestie & faat in the

afternoon. cause i miss them

so much. taktau reti penat eh

aku? LOL ! dats when i received

a call frm a very very unique number.

picked it up, WOW, its my baby. ahhhh

how i miss that voice. how i miss that

sweet words coming out from his mouth. how

i miss that "i love you baby" before

hanging up. notice the exclamation marks,

dragging of words in my conversation

wif baby above. i got so hyper okay just now.

AHHHHH sukenyeee akuu !!

But we managed to talk for like 2mins

onlyyy. it doesnt matter though, what

matter most is being able to hear his

voice. am glad he sounded cheerful.

last friday while im away for camp,

bestie said he called asking where

am i. cause he claimed he cant get thru

me. bestie said he sounded sad that

day. eh? eh? AWWW BABYY !

I cant wait for his return, i cant, i

cant !! 14 more days beb ! im getting

all so excited. HAHH. hopefully he

could finish up his work by then. ciann

baby aku, byk keje. i really planned lotsa

things when he came back. spent time

together, proceed amber ke eh. *ehem.

suke acah, suke ?? WUAHAAHAHAA !!!

Anywae stay tune ok for details during

the camp. i enjoyed it so much laa.

all in one; laughter, miscommunications, craps,

bonding and even tears. loads of pics,

stay tuned beb. for now im on cloud

nine, so i shall dismiss myself before i go

on and on about how happy i am.

WUAKAAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKKAUUU !!

K byeee.

wish me luck for tomoro's BTT;

slamat eyy, satu haramjad pun tak

belaja. slamat ar beb, slamat !!

`ACAH`

that boi is driving me insane
i cant explain why i want that boi
ooh wee he's fine

that boi
gotta make him mine
that boi
lost for words now that boi
daa daa daa da-aa

My last entry before i went off
for my camp, CAN ?? can la eh.
HAHH. cause later after school
gotta meet and spend time wif
my bestie. hahaha now it feels
so awkward if i dun meet her
for one day. lain maciam ehh.
LOL. sukati kau eh nak.

& i've not get my camplist;
gerek kepe ! there's meeting
later then they will distribute
the camplist. kecoh wohh last
minute packing. & i've not
even decide on which BAG to use.
me & badd went on and on and
on about wad bag to use. which
is more important i guess than
the things inside that bag.
wuakakaka !! & we plan maha
plan k ....

Me: Berus gigi bawak sendiri. ubat gigi aku bwk k.
Badd: Ahh, tuala pun sendiri2 tau. fork spoon bley share.
Me: Shampoo/sabun? nak share?
Badd: Sendiri2 ah. Facial wash aku bwk k.
Me: Eh nanti kayaking kai crocs okay.

& during this semangat conversation i
actually forgot my crocs i left it in the
locker over at my workplace. so we went
over to PS after sch just now just to
take my crocs. at the same time bestie
asked me to collect her shoes, uniforms too.
so there i go bringing home one whole
paper bag full of things. in which my
colleague went , "Nak lari ruma ke?" ..
"Eh kau da tak keje lagi ke, byknye
barang?" ni ah kepochi. HAHAHAHA.

As you can see, im excited for this
camp. heeee* .. its been awhile since i
attend camps. my last camp i think
was during my NPCC days lor. ahh ??
acah npcc ?? ahhh diam ok korang.

As of today, anoder 18 more days till
my baby's back to my arms. baek kepe !
when i got back from my camp;
18 - 3 = 15 DAYS !!
two more weeks seyy. i cant wait
ar. im very excited okay.. :))

`ACAH`

suk suk suk, kluar masuk...
masuk lagi, ahh ahh, kluar agi
sik sik sik,memang asyik..
lama-lama,ahh..semakin asyik..

WUAHAHAHAHAAHA !!

I've been pampering you people
wif all the nice RnB songs, remix
la ape la. now lets do something
different kay. AHAHAHA.

& listen to the lyrics betul betul.
takmau pok sembarang ok. keluar
masuk keluar masuk. ahhhh. wuakakaka !!
i likeee okay, the lyrics very contradicting.
agree ?? HAHH.

Believe it or not, i got tired of reading
the basic theory book. sampai tertdo2
kay. hahahaa. & i miss my baby damn
bloody much. at times the feeling's
just uncontrollable and i'll break down.
lots of times indeed. im yearning
for his presence. haiz see, i used yearning.
cause its unbearable. past two days
i dreamt of him, and i want to have
more of that kinda dream.

[19 MORE DAYS !!!!]

God please make time flies by fast.
take care of him while he's away.

`ACAH`

[EDITED @ 11:46PM]

my GOD.

i dun understand. as i bloghopped,
i sense similarities. r'ship prob. r'ship
prob takpe, its common and it have to
happen. but the main thing is, more
and more fights involving third parties.
wth. and some girls i just
dun understand why in the world must
they fight for a guy? senang cakap eh;
girlfight pasal konek. otak mati siaaa.
seriously.

aku tanak byk bual, cause im
experiencing it too as you can see. besar
punye soyal kan org2 ni. but do i retaliate?
do i go to the extend of wasting my time
in calling/sms and maki maki? no i don't.
cause i got better things to do. yaa, if
you go to the extend of fitnah2 aku, i WILL
retaliate like wad i did to her. tapi kalau
pasal jantan, big no no. please ar ade
otak gunakan.

& i especially hate people who fight
because of me. i knoe some girls loved the
feeling2 hotstuff but not for me. i'd rather
leave them BOTH. dats
why dat day when my baby wanna turun
and settle this hal once and for all, i told
him not to. cause why? lau die turun conferm
gameover. then other probs will appear. thus
this will never end. i'd rather stay mum &
lead my own life. i believe strongly she will
get sick and tired one day, kan soyal ??

If it involves guys, lagi2 the ex-bf, in which
its already a past, i can and its my pleasure
to join you in playing this game. you wanna
play catching wif me, by all means. kau yg
sakit hati betul, aku biase je. i got my own
bf, i lead my own life, im pleased wif watever
i own/do, why in the world must i bother
about small weeny stupid things? you wanna
fuck me upside down wif your vulgarities,
OH it won't bring me down. cause in the end
you'll be the one who got pissed off sendiri.
sesungguhnye bodoh skali.

Kalau pasal jantan, i can join you in your
game. but if you yek2 wif me, yek2 bout
my life, et cetra, i wouldnt want to waste
a second. final say; you got conflicts wif
my ex, tu kau pei sluadalam. pepandai
korang pi settle. i dun even want to
interfere. & my case wif the ex happened
like 5 yrs ago siak, why bring it out
now? tak ke goblok tu? open up your
bloody tiny brain eh and think. kalau
pasal jantan nak gado ngn aku, salah org k.

Umur baru brape otak da sengket, lau
da tua braindead terus ah conferm. ICU
pun tak terime kau. kubur mari.

perangai siak; aku dalah tkde mood rindu baby, ade pulak lahabau carik pasal. SOYAL !!

_______________________________________

Gimme an A
Gimme a B
Gimme anoder A
Gimme a L
Gimme an O
Gimme a N
Gimme a E

Gimme a B
Gimme a P
Gimme a K
Gimme anoder K
Gimme an A
Gimme a U

ABALONE BPKKAU !!!!!!!!!!!

Orang gile je beli abalone. abalone
je beli org gile !! eee aku bingit ok.
never in my 1 year of working in
carrefour i kena a MIDDLE FINGER
by my customer. cilake bpk die peh
stokin pink !!!!

But this customer abit siao2 ah so aku no
sweat. aku tolong ketawe ketawe
ketawe. wuahahahha. he bisu plus
pekak. he onli can give me handsignals
which i dun bloody understand. but
i can laugh out louddd !! abe member
bingit maki aku. LOL. funny okayy.

Wad im tryna highlight is not about
the apek laa. his story small the pieces.
jadi bahan buat sambal belacan je. HAHH.
its more to the irritatingness of kiasu-ism
in S'poreeee !! pantang datuk nenek cucu
die peh stokin yellow kalau nmpk
promotions. for the past two days the
crowd's bloody crazy. aku plak robot kan
kejap2 buat tu kejap2 kene layan ni, tu.
buay tahan !! nak aje aku buat
announcement ehh dinosaur nak invade
carrefour jadi semue org balik duk ruma
nangis diam2. BLEARGHH !!

Ape tah ade kat abalone tu. macam
mushroom je aku tgk. go buy mushroom
je ah abe celup dlm cocktail peh syrup tu.
kan sedap manis manis gitu. ahhhh; stress
aku dibuatnye. sakiiiiittt hati mak. i think
eh if a feedback form is issued to my
customers, conferm abis sey ink pen dorg
tulis pasal aku. wuahahaahhaa !! i realli
dun give a fcuk bout customer service alrdy.
nak sgt promotions, ni aku kasi promotional
exercise (huh, takde link) .. HAHAHAHA !

*BREATHE IN, BREATHE OUT*

Oh hi.

I know you all miss my crappy entries
kan kan. tgk muke korg2 (padahal tak
nmpk pun) je aku da tau. ahaii sweet
sungguh la. tergoda i.

Yesterday after the hell at work me,
bestie and paat went ecp for cycling.
hahah takde maksud eh tibe2 pi
cycling. wuakakaa. but for the sake of
fun and happiness aje. & i kinda
cheer up la after that. baby carik duit,
nak kasi aku makan. takkan hari2 mkn
beras je, bosan la pulak. HAHH. & wads
more, its left wif ...

[21 DAYS onlyyy !!]

Next week i'll be busy wif camps and
whatnots. so i wouldn't think too much. heee*.
so after cycling yest met up wif danny
for awhile over at his place. passed me
the perfume he bought over at KL. then
we shared stories, i told him how i
miss my baby so badly. heeee*. member
MP besok da prac. padahal2. aku yg
da lama enrol BTT pun blum lepas. LOL.
talking about license, coming 21st is my
BTT. blardy hell i haven touch the book.
infact i have to rummage thru my messy
wardrobe to find that book. cool kepe !
wuakakakaa !

Ahh, wadever la. hahh. kk pics k bedah.

Masai. abe asal?

i sayang ok my besfrennn. :))

"aku tau ah kau sedih, rindu fanzi, tapi takya la
smp cycle sorg2." -my bestie. LOL

Random pics from dat day. alaa
dat day tuuu.

acah, baby, bestie

Ignore my expression on the last pic eh. muke takecare
aku tau. ape bestie? muke i nak blow. wuahahahaha !!
ahh how i miss his hugs. :(

Wif dat, stay tuned okayy
dun go anywhere. dun even dare
to move.

* interval, advertisement *

CLOROX; no ordinary clorox dat
you can find in the supermarkets. it
rocks my socks !!!!! it can whiten
your teeth, your face and also .....
stokinssss !! red, green, yellow or
even ... your father's PINK socks !
wow ! marvellous, fantabulous. i likeee.
& most importantly, it can whiten
all types of SKINNY JINS ! all the
ugly colours like red, yellow, green,
blue. WOW !! for ordering please
dial this number. 6777-3777. my
operator will answer your call;
"Hi gd night, macdonalds delivery may
i have your order please?"

k dah. i better get going, i've got a
research to do dats due later at
1pm. and i've got only "Well .."
over at microsoft word. ahhh ya
ampuuun !!

oh i still miss you baby. :(

`ACAH`

Fever !!!

Down wif high fever, i vomitted
twice just now. sakit rindu arr.
serius shit sch's so shitty
today. nothing to do. sleep sleep
sleep. & i miss my baby like fuck.
kip thinking of him seyy. till badd
went .....

"kau okay tak? kau okay tak?"
every few minutes. HAHAHA.
dasyat betul ah. then when i
reached home i felt so terrible.
dats when my fever starts. till
now, and i cant sleep !! alaaa baby
cepat laa balik. haizz. 25 more
days. its hell, hell !!! aku benciiiii.

S'pore Robotic Games;
my plan on doing transformers version
robot is not approved. programming too
chim/complicated. & transformers is
animation goddamit. bodohnyeeeee !!
hahah. so we'll be doing a talking robot
instead? robot that can interact wif
humans? aww cool. aku buat doraemon
pun cantek. LOL.

K chiaoo !!!

I miss you baby. its torturing me. :''(

`ACAH`

BETAPA AKU RINDU BABYKUUUUUUUUU !!

But im still cool, cool shit eh.
thus, the song.

TAKECARE SIOL LAGU.

sabai sabai ......

Wuakakaakakakakaakkakakaang !!

Oh. School reopened.
First day of school over at Science
Centre. cool kepe? very2 early wake up
call from badiah. thanks eh pompan.
LOL.

Singapore Robotic Games 2008.
Cool shitt okayy. so cool. stop it ah
cool2. HAHA. (Sorry nyahh, wire
sot nari. akibat terlarindu sangat)
terlarindu = terlampau rindu.

Check out this video. cool kayy.
[FOCUS MORE TOWARDS THE END
WHERE THEY DANCED 2GEDER. cool taik ok !!]

Im involved in next year's SRG '09. under
open category summore !! perah otak
siol. maybe a model robot? as in a robot
catwalking on a runway? wif props, costumes?
or .. transformers amcm? dats what i feel
like doing. sumthing dat can be transformed.
but part programming dasyat okay. type of
presentation lak? storymode? simple? arghhh ya
ampuunn aku rindu babyyyyku. (tkde link??)
HAHAHAHAHAHAA. sukati ar ! abe asal, nak
main catching macam AIDA kepe. wuakaka.
dasar sialan. otak mati otak mati nye lahabau !!

This robo-erectus, believe it or not, the
height is almost as mine siaaa. almost ok
tapi aku tinggi sikit. jgn marahh. hahaahh !

Eh

[26 MORE DAYS seyyy !!!]

Oh god, it feels like forever k. hidup aku
terumbang ambing, terkocar kacir,
terkocok kocok (ahh melampau) seyy !
oh baby, how are you doing there.
arghh. paat wanna buy me a box and
ship me thru DHL or FEDEX. dier kelakar
ke kurang ajar tu. but if dats the onli
way for me to meet my baby, i would sey.
macam paham sey aku.

Baby takde semue bully aku kan. bestie
pun !! hmphf. suke amik video aku melatah.
tapi kekek. wuakakaakaka. nanti baby
balik i shall complain everythinggg. abis korg,
abis abis !! ayo taktau. (part ni tibe2 boring)

Why isit so complicated eh. i'll feel OKAY
in the morning and evening but when night
crawls in i will miss him like fcukk. lagi2
part nak tido. i cry myself to sleep
everynite. haizz. eh2 nyahh cengengnye
kau. eh diam ehh. rindu ok, rinduuu ! :(

Oh, im selling off my NINTENDO DS LITE.
black colour. 16GB memory card. 50games
alrdy inside. adaptor, ds linker, usb cable,
silicon casing all intact.

AMACIAAM ??

K BYE.

i miss my baby. so so so so so so so much. :(

Labels: ni entry takde maksud; im cheering myself up

[ 29 MORE DAYS !! ]

My first day w/o my baby.

SUCKSSSSSS !!!!!

At work i try real hard to smile
and laugh. its saturday mind you.
many many couples. how i wish
he's here to spend the saturday
wif me. but fact is; he's far far away.
like he say b4 he go, its a real
torture & torment. i've been thinking
how's he's doing there, whether
he had his meals, is he okay etc. i
miss my baby. =(

HAIZZ !!

I kept reading his messages, same
old ones. i want new messages frm
him. arghhhhhhh !!

Chilled wif LCHC
minus my baby after work just now.
it feels so incomplete. haiz. we went
to winsland house summore; our
fav hangout. but the atmosphere's
so different.

A day w/o him. haizz. terrible. but
i'd like to thank my bestie&bf ah cause
they try real hard to make me happy,
see me smile, laugh. but i just cant.
i'd like to of course. baby want me to
be happy, im trying hard 4 him. now i cant
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep !! :(

come back quickly baby, i need you badly.

`ACAH`

Baby don't goooooooooo !!! =(

ARGHHHH !!

He's already in the clouds now while
im still on earth [abe selame ni aku kat
mane ehh?]

EH AKU BUAT KELAKAR, KETAWE LAAAA !!

Just now i just cant work, sales floor so
quiet, i keep on thinking bout him. smp
nangis sey i !! sedihhhhnyee belalang !!
abe he also sad2, cry2. da macam ade
org mati sey kiterr. cengeng betul. tapi
rinduuuuu peh pasal !!!! takmo mcm2
ok one month lamaaaaa !!

After work dengan sedih2-nye i went to
meet up wif bestie&bf, mas. went mustafa
buy perfume then chilled at clarke quay.
baby kept telling he misses me, alaaaaa
sedihnyeeeeee. in the cab on my way home
he called, he's boarding the plane alrdy.
alaaa babyy !! haiz. da letak terus nangis
akuuu. my journey begins, all alone for one
month. haizz. asal la dier kene pegi. =(

Right now i feel sooooooooo lonely. haiz. no
sweeeet goodnight messages, no gdnite
kisses, no one to pamper me like how he does.
im so shagged now but i just cant sleep. i
cannot bring myself to look at his pics or
messages; i will cry. haiz. :(

I miss his hugs
I miss his kisses
I miss his mentel face
I miss his smile
I miss his love
I miss his manje-ness
I miss his smell
I miss him asking me, "panggil baby?"
I miss fanzi. i want my baby. =''(

dear God,
please take care of him while he's away.
let him go and come back safely.
Amin.

:'''(

HELLO 2008 !! GOODBYE 2007 !!

010108
My TEN (10) YEARS frenship
wif the besfren aka bestie. how can
i not be happy !! HAPPY 10 YRS
anniversary bestie ! i love you lots
and lots and lots .. thanks for
everything. :))

010108
Bestie's 1 year anniversary wif
paat. yes lahh, im happy for them
... stay sweeeeeeeeeet okayy.
takmo gado2. marah2 syg bleh.
macam paham je aku. wuakkaka !!

010108
The day i got myself a new bf. HEEE*
fanzi, my new love. used to
be a carrefourian too. the security
guard for CF. but he resigned for a
better job. i realli seldom talk to him
at work last time. after almost a year
of not meeting, *ehemm cinta pandang
pertama. touching? HAHH !! & its true
wad mama, ibu and other colleagues
say, carrefour is indeed a matchmaking
agency. balik2 pun dgn colleague jugak.
wuakakakaka !!

Ok ok straight to the point, my
life's been cool !! cool hip happening !
wow, i likeee. hahh. dat day (i 4get
alrdy the date, HAHA) was reunion
for my classmates back then in sec 4.

I find this pic damn bloody funny siak, tu apek ade
hati tgk camera. wuakaakaka ! OMG OMG !!
& zaidogs put it on her hp's wallpaper. sungguh
unglam youuu ! hahahah. takde taste ah lu minah.
HAHAAHAHHA ! kekek, kekek.

Last saturday baby & paat fetched us from work.
then we proceeded to esplanade to chill. got
bored so we went up the fort canning park
although after so0o0 much fights wif the guys. but
girls power kan so we won and they
brought us up. as u know the place is known
for its popular keramat and it is haunted. (??) .. i
duno bout that though. me & bestie were havin
our periods; that makes the guys worried about
us. padahal kite takde pape. LOL. but it was fun
laa then chilled at clarke quay look at the xtreme
swing and bungee. talk cock cukup time pulang
mas .. hahh !!

HIDUNG TAKE CARE EH POMPAN !! wuakakaka.

Sampai hati kau duakan aku b. haahahh ! look at their
hands, its really2 locked ok. LOL ! ape steam agaknye.

HEEEEEEEEEE*

my BABYLOVEEEE :))

Last but not least; COUNTDOWN 2008 !

Was at East Coast Park. had a ball of
fun siaaa. serius shit. was so crowded
to the extend that all our tents are
so close to each other. countdown to
12midnight together wif the BANGLAS !!
they give us free bunge api, sprays. but in
exchange wif ciggs. HAHH. partay wif
them. these are the 'nice' banglas i think.
or isit bcos the guys are there so they dun
have the chance to gatal wif us girls.
wuahahaha.

When the clock striked 12, comes the
sweet moment *ehem. so swiiiiit
ok babykuuu. party the night on the
pathetic mat that became our dancefloor.
songs from the pub maut maut ok. i
likeeee. da penat tido besok pagi bangun
berambus. chilled at suntec's sky garden
or what. dgn muke satu2 penat, play uno.
satu2 mood lari. LOL.

This part very funny. played true or dare
then dorg nye bangsat suro uat keje ni
macam. waliao tak penah2 ok. eeeyeeerr !!
our 10yrs frenship's present (a'ah present die
peh bulu ahhhh !!) hahahaahha !

Gumbira gilerr eh bangla2 ni. haha !!

A'ah spray2 check2 tent aku yg basah. main bunge api tktau
check blindspot; lau tak tegur tent aku dijilat api sak. mmg
dasar bangla ! hahaahhhaa !!

A complete LCHC .. LANTAK COUPLE HARDCORE CITY. lol !!

Mane ade taik mesti ade lalat.
a'ah aku enterframe, abe asal ?? HAHH !!

Cannot carry ah tengok this pic. hot siaaaa. arghh sayang dier ! heeee*

I LOVE MY BESFREN !!!!!!!

& I LOVE THIS GUY TOOO !!!!! [candid ok]

My baby's off to Nigeria tomorrow !
arghh im so sad ok. for ONE SOLID
MONTH. yerr ns mcm sial abe ni
double sial okayy. at least ns can go home
every weekend. ni, kat kapal
camne nk balik !! aku rinduuuuuu. :(

But keje nye pasal, takpe la. he will
transit to france first & he'll get me
something there !! yeay. HAHH. juz
now met him for the last time b4 he
went off 2morow. spent quality time
together. its just so sad laa. he cried
ok. gangster2 tapi part ni nangis.
hahah cuteeee. lucky thing school's
reopening soon. at least i got to make
myself busy wif things so that i wont
think so much. AHHHHHHH tolong mass !!
hahahahh.

Ok dah aku da ngantok. okayyyyyyyyy ???
a'ah thanks eh its 4am alrdy and i havta
wake up at 7am later. rindu pey pasal eh tkble
tido okay. b kau mendera akuuuu !! :(

aida, last warning k. lagi skali kau buat
kecoh, pape jadi kau takecare eh. 2nd
time aku kata last warning tau. aku da
lepas tangan. makne kau tau sape 'take
over' aku. kalau kau masih nak kecoh2, kau
tengok ape jadi nanti. chalo betehhhhh !!!

`ACAH`

Labels: i alrdy miss you babyyyy =(