' Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. '
Wednesday, November 28, 2007 @ 11:14 PM
OI !! aku kembalii !!WUAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA !!K la k la i blog properly okayy;cian aku kene label mental disorderlaa, giler laa, "kalau doc IMH baceconferm dorg tarik kau masuk" laa.ya allah ya allah. HAHAHAA.But im happy okayy blog like dat. in yrsto come when i re-read all my archives,these stupid entries will make melaugh like hell. deq-cha dot blogspotwill reach its 4th year this coming march.dats the why i never change my url.altho deq-cha is already dead. heh.And furthermore deq-cha dot blogspot has been wif me thru everything; whenim happy, sad, happy, sad (KAN SAMER !!)ahh yes, almost everything. most of alli treasure the archives which has got allthe memories of me and danny. thru ourups and downs thruout the 3 years. veryvery meaningful, significant in my life. dangg;how can i possibly delete this blog? no wayno way. tak mungkin tak mungkin. =))School's been fun, surprisingly. LOL, beencrapping like hell siak in class. siti badiahah niii, talk cock non stop hits. she kena myvirus ahh, when baru2 masuk she's not likethis.. very serius aje. hahahaahahh, aku kakimerepek, member join in the club. yesss, anymore? aku chairperson k. korg semue meja.siak skalii kan, mintak kene abugennn. wuahahaahaha. Ouhh yess about the stupid complain; mariadek adek kakak ceritekan. HAHH. i was posted to the counter at front plaza; a placewhere everyone dread to go. cause why? itsblardy hot, humid, panas, crowded and etc.damn it, banyak banyak org sey. im alrdy sopissed off cause of dat, and suddenly came acustomer wen im so busy. she asked for asleeping bag. for the 2nd time, i explained watever thats there are only for display. dgrdgr educated, bodoh jugak org2 ni. otak matisiak !Then she disappear into thin air. im kindarelieved ahh. tapi tup tup member datang balikwhen theres queue and otak dia mati lagi ahhask for the stupid sleeping bag. aku mcm apetau; macam nak angkat meja ke cash registertu kan, abe sumbat dalam jubo dier. abe amikpayung tongkat kan, sumbat dalam hidung die.serius, damn irritating. this time, i alrdy tell myself, i shall give no mercy alrdy. u irritate me, u'llget ur piece. so for the upteenth time i repeatits only for display. i think she's on PMS ah ehtibe2 siaa meletup....
Org gile: Whatt??!! u expect me to go down to B2 again? huh? u knoe i've been going up and down. i even went to ur customer service they ask me to go B2, i went B2 they say go outside here. what are u trying to do ???!!!
Me: We're trying to make fun of you. wuhahahaha !!
Org gile: Whatt??!!
Me: Nothing, ouh, maybe u can check at IKEA or courts?
Org gile: What are u saying? i want it from here !!
*While im busy communicating wif her, the security guard's busy walkie-ing the in-house, trying to find the bloody promoter. everyone's so busyy, damnbusy. queues everywhere. its raining heavily. somany many people. imagine dat, chaotic siaaa. i ignoredher totally okay, she stand there like a fool. wuahahah.i think she realised i ignored her so she went up to me...
Org gile: Hello miss, arent u helping? (suare irritaing okayy)
Me: (darah aku naik gilerrr) EH HELLO !! CANT U SEE IM
SERVING OTHER CUSTOMERS. I GOT BETTER THINGS
TO DO THAN TO ENTERTAIN UR REQUESTS SIAA. I
TOLD U MANY TIMES WE DUN HAVE IT, BERAMBUS AH.
Org gile: Is this how u treat ur customers???!!
Me: YES MAM, this is how i treat irritating customers like you.
(i turn around, breathe in, breathe out. lau tak bende smue
melayang.. tanak akuu)
Org gile: Give me ur manager's number, i want to call him.
Me: Go customer service ahhhhhhhhhh.
Org gile: Okay, u watch out. u gonna get wad u deserve.
Me: Oh yeahhh, i will watch out. take care have a nice day.
HAHAAHHAHAHHAA, like amirul say; akusardine jeee. a'ah sardine ah, gi mati. & up till now,i never receive any calls ke hape frm my manager telling me i got a complain. LOL. macampaham siaaaaaaa. u watch out. a'ah watch out gilerr ahh. watch out kan bpk die pey kuku kaki.pantat !! hahaha. u see, sumtimes they gertak aje.tapi lau btol2 kene memang sway ahh. heeeeee*Okay dah, bonda nak tido. HEH, wait for my nxtentry ok; sure to have pics. cause i alrdy plannedfor my weekends.. gumbiraaaaaaaaaaaa !!!! :))`ACAH`
Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 11:55 PM
AHH COMPLAIN !! COMPLAIN !!S'poreans; KAKI COMPLAIN !! complain lagi banyak banyak. complainlagi kat manager, director. big bosstanak? pegi ahh France ke complainkat carrefour peh founder !!!! pegi, pegi !aku ceraikan kau talak 3 !! (HUH??!!)Lari lari lari aku lari tinggalkan semua iniuntuk mencari cari cari ketenangan diri ...Pergi pergi pergi engkau pergi dari hidupkuini ku tak mahu mahu engkau hadir dalam diri ini .. (APE NI !!!)*continue*AHHH aku tak bersalah pun nak complain.complain lagiiiiii. "She's very rude, so attitude."A'ah rude macam ketiak kauuu !! nak ajeaku kasi sidekick ke, abugennnnn ke, panggilcaptain planet turun ke, slam down ke !! orangkasi aku taik abe expect aku buat ape?? kasibalik siap dalam box pe, pikir ape, christmaspresent ??? bpk die pey bulu idung !!Ahhh complain complain lagi ahh kat maknyeke, bpknye ke, lakinye ke... abe kirim salamkat orang rumah.PANTAT !!!!!!!!Eeeeeeeeeeyeeeerr bingitnyeee akuu. Be Right Back;stay tuned for full house(HUH??!!)full story laa i mean. da jadi bodoh??cik leh tak cacat, cik leh bodoh sikit jerr.AH YERRRRRRR !!!`ACAH`
Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ 5:35 PM
Overrrr the hills, in a galaxyfar far away;there lived a little boy ....
Cheerful self? fret not.look at his head, aww sucha pityhe's tilted more to his left. & bestof all, his legs and butt have the sameheight !! why? There was once ... as he was happilywalking whilst singing in the woods, he realised he was surrounded bya group of gangsters ....
Not one ...
Not two ...
Not six (including the little feet) but ...
NINE !!They pinned him to the ground and ...Them: What stare stare ???!!
Him: Ape stare, aku busy carik strawberry. kau apesal !!They fought using fists, guns, satay sticks(pasalaku kempunan satay), forks, spoons, knife, plates, satays, bbq set, chilli sauce, satay sauce,fishballs, handphones (macam kenal je weapon) andanything dat u can think of. damnn.
Their two 'headman' came down too !!They fought,fought andfought .....BUT SUDDENLY ........................
JENG JENG JENG. bising laa !! (dgr dgr bumblebee boleh ckp)AND SUDDENLY (again) .......................

he realised he's fighting for his life at IMH .... (tibe2 je??)After 2minutes of realising, he fell asleepforever ....
Please dont cry people; big girls dont cry.dont worry mayatnye telah selamat dikebumikan petang tadi. moga2 rohnya ditempatkan bersame org2 yg soleh dan solehah. amin.
*SOB, SOB*WUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA !!Back to real life; AKU BOSAN !!damnn. hot, humid thursday afternoon;im stucked at home. so rare but true. justcame back from school. its just so warmmm, im hot betul. hahahah !!Ouh, the pic above, the 'machine' i mean,is called oscilloscope. dun get it wrong, imcertainly not in nursing course or watever.and most of all its not a life machine ! hahahaait's to measure the voltage, resistor, wave andwhatnots !! sounds tedious, infact it is, butwe take it easyyyy. and play nurse2. HAHAH !!tak guna betul maknye hantar pi skola. Till then,SO LOOOOOOOOOONGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!!im so stressed up; the feeling's horrible thus this crap. damn. life
is killing me slowly. i wanna be happy but well .... im just so lonely..every night i feel so alone; i talked to myself too much. sick& tired.GOD why did you put me thru this test........ i miss him. =(
the song meant it all. so much for being nice; fucked up. haizzz.
Labels: Happiness can nvr bloom in the shadow of lies
Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 2:16 AM
Gerek kepe ??
I was jolted awakee by irritating
calls; aku plak pandai giler nak tido taktau
letak silent mode. pikir sape laa skali its
the trolleyboy. DANGG !!
and i hateHATE it wen people
disturb my sleep; bangau betul !!
abes ahh thanx to me he got a nice
sweet "palabuto nak ape laaa??!!!"
WUAHAAHAHA !! ciann member
terdiam kejap.
Now im wide awake seyy; tak ke macam
beruk tuuu? sape nak tidokan aku?
arghhhhh stress lagiii !!!
Ouh i went suntec just now. mama's first
day there. LOL, met up wif herr. YEAY.
lucky thing when i reach she's having
her break. so lepak lepak awhile. its not
like PS arr, where we can stand at the
info counter for hours. camera all over
siaa. PS also have but da biase kan
langgar je. LOL. but suntec the supervisor
keep on running2 check price wif the info.
mangkuk, puas hati jadi scanner siak dorg,
takmo jadi info girl. hahaahahha !!
5+; badd wanna go home alrdy. but this
fazdhli wanna wait for mama. gatal,
tkde member baru crk aku. hahh. but had
fun wif him. si clumsy tu. wuahahahaaaa !!
tunggu nye tunggu check2 7pm alrdy. clumsy
dier dtg suro call2 mama. so i called her
up and she's on her way back alrdy. hahahaa,
kite ditipuuu. actually all of us going PS laa
but mama cancelled so yeaa, we proceeded
home. kiter due org da mcm 10 org kat train,
bedek ah tapi. LOL. we bounce back frm
marina bay .....
Me: Eh dol tgkkan ni train gi mane ah? check2 yishun siaa.
(He went out, takot sgt pintu tutup smp tersandung the platform gap. WUAKAKAKAAKA clumsy, clumsy)
He: Yishun arr.
Me: Shit ahh !! eh tukar jom.
He: Eh jangann, nanti tk dpt tgk pompan tu.
Me: Pantat laa lincaa la beruk ..
He: Alaa acah takmuuu pleasee. (still sitting)
Me: Sukati arr k byee. (i walked out, board the other train)
(Member rann after me ok. ahahhaaa)
He: Alaa kan da tak dapat due org nye seat lagi. bodo kan !!
Me: Masih dapat tempat duduk betol ???
He: A'ah eh.
Wuhahahaahahhaahaa, fcuking kecoh okayy.
my god. but its realli fun to be wif
a clumsy person. very funny. LOL !!
jahat kan akuuu.
Setelah kupahami
Ku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku
Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila ku menjadi bisu
Kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas
Tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku
Walau kumasih mencintaimu
Kuharus meninggalkanmu
Kuharus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Kuharus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang lama menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku
Amik korang, lagu on air baik punye okayy.
wuhahaaha, dun blame me; lyrics dier mautt.
heeeee* lau tak suke tutup telinge ok; sumbat
cotton bud ke, cork ke, senduk ke (HUH???!!!)
wuakakakaka !!
aida; hidup takmo memandai2 ehh.
dia colleague aku bangau, sial je baru.
nmpk pakai mate, otak takmo mati
ah please. perangai siak, pathetic.
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iraspydey: Good ok terkekek2. meaning you enjoyed. LOL.
linda: Twins giler ah eh. hahaa abe da kite due je pompan. heee*
dayah: YALOR !! i still have nt got my koko krunch ! HEH.
moktelyamja: Tu la pasal. kecohrables. hahh, miss youuuu.
irah: yerr, saw u too !! hehehee.
badd: Ape kau merepek setan ?? hahaa. ahh yer, ABEHHH ?? hhahaa
new bac: HEYY. hahaa pondok nmpk. LOL. yalor, whr hv u been.
wawakiss: ok i will. just wait. HAHAHAA.
nanavodka: aww, you're sweet too okayy. HEHH.
fezah: ishh, ni kwn aku ke matae akuu. touching siaa, i love you too ok !! yes i nid youu. heeee, counting down to our anni !! yessaaaa. :))
Kellysha: WUAHAHAHA, yess cause dats wad i am. LOL !!
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K dah, sape pulak call pagi2 bute. takbley
tgk aku senang. ( !!!!!!! )
Baek acah; mak nenek nampak mengeluh2??
Labels: ni entry tkde maksud; saje buat korang bace novel. suke kan, suke laa eh. wuahahahhaha
Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 1:34 AM
BESTIE read this ! you're so gonna
be shocked !!
Lembik: Cah, linca kire duit abe jmp mama kat locker.
Me: Huh, mama?? mama keje ke nari? aku tk npk pun kt schedule.
Lembik: Mama nari last day. cepat laa kire duit.
Me: HUHHHHHHH !!!!!!!????????????? ape siakkkk kau bual !!
Manager: Before i stuff my shoe in ur mouth, pls shuddup ok.
Me: Heeee sorry la louise. syuuu ape siak mama last day??
Lembik: Mama kene transfer kat suntec.
Me: HUHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!????????????
Manager: cah, last warning eh. noisy sia u.
Loot: Byee cahh, kau tkecre k. pape picet aku jek.
Me: Loooooottt kau pun nk tglkan akuuu !!!!
DAMN ITTTTTTTTTTTT !!!!!
Serius shitt wads happening ! mama tglkan
akuuuu. arghhh. nooooooooooo !!! its
never gonna be the sameeee. never. no one
to console me when im sad. no one to rompak
with on or off duty. no one to eat with at
the information counter. no one to gossip with.
no one to go home with. worst of all no more
mamaaaaaa in CF plaza sing. DAMNNN !!!
I finish werk at 6 then lepak wif mama all
outside PS till store closes at 10:30. chill wif
the rest and finally my dad picked me up. its
just so sad. arghhhh. after salam-ing wif the
rest and when it cums to mama .....
Me: mama takmu pegiiiiii.
Mama: alaa tkmu ckp gitu. masih boleh jmp kan.
Me: tapi da tak samerr.
Mama: dah takmo sedih. take good care of urself, pape msg mama je k.
*Kissed me on my forehead*
Damn ittt we cried okk. then i hugged beforekissing her. argh. macam nak gi jauh eyy, padahal suntec & PS bleh jln kaki siaa. LOL !!!but its the environment dats gonna be soooodifferent. i still cannot accept she's gone frm CF plaza sing. damn damn damn ! but wellwe had fun outside PS. bloody hell fun. laughand laugh and laugh. LOL !!
will miss youuuu my mamaaaaaaaa.. *sobs* =((Dah, enough about this. will still visit mamaat suntec. nak jugak nak jugak !! hehh. ooh,my weekends are well spent (sangaaaat) ..friday met the besfren after sch; thought ofgoing bishan stadium to catch watever soccermatch which her bf MUST attend. HAHAhi find it funny for a soccer match to be compulsoryto NS men. LOL !!
Aniwae changed of plans and we proceeded to bugis. chill2 then go tpy.thats where i lost control of my emotions. damnn.it sucks. k wateverr. they were there for me &advised me & make me realised some things are not meant for me; i was hoping too much, imon depression mode which can lead to insanity.ugh, k thanx to bestie&bf. i just love my besfren,she's the only one i need nowww. i wanna clearmy mind off everything dats bothering me. & ishall start afresh. =)))
My saturday's plan was ruined, i dunowhy; someone suddenly finished work late thusthe cancellation of the meet-up. but oh well itsokayy, small the pieces. heeee* so i called bestieup; she's at east coast. damn aku pikiran kejap,should i go? cause im in the oh-very-wrong dress code go ecp. im in long sleeve. HAHH, but after much thinking i decided to just gamble. i mademy way there alone okayy. haahaa meet themup, cukup time go clarke quay and chill. & datswhere i think i laughed so much after like donkeyyears. cause u know im down wif so many probsnow, so yeaa its hard for me to even smile. but imanaged to like finally. & im happy even for just datnight ... YMCA kepeeeee ! wuakaakakkaa !! =))
Tomorrow i afternoon shift; yesssa gottawake up later. (abeh?) wuahahhhhahahaha !!
Its nice playing wif those toy dinosaurs okay. ehh,serius stage kepe aku nih? giler nampak?
i think i should go to the beach alone one day, should i?P/S: Siti badiah, thanx ekk dtg CF utk mintak free 4 cans of coke. laen kali turun
lagi arr; biasekan ok. ni kali mintak ape2
je kayy; aku CURIKKAN utk kau amcm gerek?
PANTAT LUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!! dasar tkde
keje. ya allah ya allah. WUAKAAAKKAKA !!!
Till then folks, i'll be back. stay tuned.
`ACAH`
Thursday, November 15, 2007 @ 1:40 AM
MAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKK !!!A stupid, ugly fuggly, bulat, hitamPIMPLE popped out on my face.lyke OH MY GOD. & swee giler kit pops out on my cheek. cute pe !!damn it .. geraaamm je akuu. so muchfor being happy cause its been sumtimesince a pimple actually popped.Conferm due to the stress im goingthrough. arghhh, ya allah ya allah (badd'sversion !!) WUAHAAHAHA !!but serius shit this pimple adds in tomy already-stress self. HELLOOOO !! kaudengarr tak pimple pimple !! (ape??) heh.Heyy kids !! you realised something ? i lacked of pictures right right ??ahh ape? mcm bace novel ehh? padan mukekorg, sape suro bace. wuahaahahahhaa !!!O well, wad to do ehh. apekan daya. my life now revolves around nothing but school,work, eat, shit, sleep. i actually got nothing to blog, but horr, blogging is like tkin drug. soaddictive. i dun have anything to say also itype something. ade jugak org nk bace. harihari close to 100 visitors. walaupun korg tak tag;tetapi lubang hidungmu tetap menjadi pujaan hatikuuu. (HUH??!!) hahaa nolaa, even if u nvr tag, i still knoe who read .. thanx eh korg, without you people, i wont be here. i would like to ...........OK DIAM, DIAM !!!Heh. ehh, dat day plaza singapura's starhub chaotic siaaa. (eh? abe??) alaaa dgr la duluuu. i was at the customer service counter wrappingthis bloody big keyboard for my customer. he'srushing for time and expect me to wrap the damnbig thing fastt. damn it. bloody hell got the cheek to tell me "faster, faster.. i have to be at the airport soon" ahh tu sluadlm kauuu !! damn it betul. THEN RIGHTTT !!The wife ahh, or the bini or his scandal or whatah i dun care came running to the counter. (shecame out frm starhub btw) .. she talked tothe guy in myanmar language, but she point2on her head. i gave no fuck laa im alrdy so pissed. suddenly theres a crowd. & ppl startasking me what happen; macam laa aku keposangat. then comes the paramedic wif stretcher.followed by 3 policemen. aku pun WOW kejap.i left the stupid parcel and went into starhub to kepo2 wif my security guard. dengar2 takkepo. hahaahahaa !! suddenly i received a seducing tap on my shoulder.....Guy: Heyy what are you doing here? im rushing for
time, hows the parcel?
Me: OH SHIT !! eh sorry ehh, hold on a second. im
finishing. (run out and continue wif wrapping)WUAHAHAHAHA !!ahh ape? aku mkn gaji bute? gaji bute wakluuuuu !tu rest time. hahahaahaa. dats how i work. iwill find ways to sidetrack. haha !! OH OH, wanna know wat happen? a customerdeliberately knocked a staff's head wif a handphone ! damn it, blood was oozing outsiaa from the staff's head. eeeeyeer. they bypastthe info counter; i peeked, eeeee so bloody. scary ok. then i imagine, if starhub's customerused hp as a weapon, then wad about my customer? waaaa alot siaa they can use to knock our head. wine bottles, cans, we even haveblades, knives. my godd. inalillah teruss sak.WUAHAHAHHHA !!Okay kids, we're done with story-telling !! areyou entertained? lets have sandwiches for lunchhh.YEYYYYYYYY !!kumencintaimu lebih dari apapunmeskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tauku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatikumeskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapkuku tahu ku takkan selalu ada utkmudi saat engkau merindukn dirikuku tau ku tak kan bisa mberikn mu waktuyg pnjng dlm hidupkuyakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintakuyang kucari s’lama ini dalam hidupkudan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintakuyang panjang dalam hidupkuI've been posting the kental-est lyricsalmost at every post. but it meant alottt.so ignore them, its for my future reference (HUH??!!) .. hahahaaa, mcmane aku tak giler eyy, org buat aku giler.damn it.pape je laa nakk, kau pun da besarr. "eh takla, da panjang laaa" -IJATSNAKE.K BYE FOLKS .. takin cre, love you, miss you. (WTH !!!)haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!
i want koko krunchhhhh !!!!`ACAH`
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 12:51 AM
MY GODDDDDDDD !!!!
ohhhh tidaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkk !!!!!
look who tagged ------> !!!!!
*FAINTS*
Hehehehhehehe.
gatalnyeee i .. ahaii !
=))))
DAMN IT !! bestie ! aku nak nangis can?
can, can, can ? && lets meet up soon eh?
something to tell you okayy. something
siaaakkk skaliii. busted ok akuu !! LOL ...
God, pls help me pull through this. only
you know how im feeling. only you knoe
how i suffer. and i noe you're testing me
dear god. a problem after another; i know
you're testing to see if i can handle all
them patiently. but damn it, im afraid
its just too hard for me. everything
seemed to be so perfect; a damn perfect
plan. what was i thinking dear god, you're
just perfect unlike us. haiz. u knoe how i
cry myself to sleep almost every night;
just to release everything thats bothering
me at this moment. you know how hard
it is for me to move on despite all the
little happiness you provide me with ...
tho im thankful for that, the problems
and stress im facing now is unbearable.
just one thing; please help me pull thru
this in one piece. refrain me from doing
nuts. i had enough dear god. had enough.
Damn it, how can my mood change so
suddenly. when will i ever find the true
happiness in me. just when i thought i
did .......................
Yg ku miliki hanyalah kesucian cinta,
kesetiaan yg tiada taranya ..
PLASTIC GIRL, sibukkk siak kauu !!!
plastic girl, plastic, plastic, plastic;
neny neny poo poo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA !
amirul jahattt !! hahh !
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KecH: ah yerrr, kalau kau pikir aku kaye sgt ekk beli dye satu kotak abe pakai siket aje. apejeee!!! hahahahahaa.
zimah: Hello zimah. ouh realli? hahh dats cool. drop by often la okayy. thanx niwae, u tkecare.. :))
fezah: Jumpe aku lincah !! heeee* and yesss aku gumbiraaa la siakk.. suke kan, i pun sukerrrr. HAHHAHA !
aida: Langka mayat aku ar 4get it. aku forgive tapi TAK AKAN 4get siak. takya step mintak paisey eh ngn aku kt sini, pi jage tu anak pun cantek. jgn smp aku dgr mcm2 ar. blg tu laki kau gak takmu mcm2. korg due letak satu bilik bomb pun baek sak. perangaiiiii sial !!
Atika: Yerps, thanx babe. im relaxed. HAHH. :))
Kellysha: Ishh, dun pull hair. hahaha why open seyy?? the extensi i mean.
titiBELLE: Iyerrrr. cute kan. tauuuuuu !! ... wuakakakaaka.
Fida: Workaholic gilerr ahh. ble mati akuu. penat waii. HAHH.
Danny: HRMMM.. hiee ! its a shock u actualli tagged me like so suddenly. well yes im trying hard to. no worries. watever it is as long as you're happy. o well, watever i say recently, i mean it. i will k . k dah you tkecre, thanx for dropping by. :) ___________________________________________
ape nak jadi siak ngn aku !!!
=((
`ACAH`
Thursday, November 08, 2007 @ 4:10 PM
People see me as one hell ofa happy-go-lucky person, alwaes smile smile, talk cock, problemfree etc ... o well ... i takethings slowww, i dun jump intoconclusions and linca kadok jumpesettle. no, thats not my way. i keepquiet; that doesnt mean im dumb.im observing. carefully.So when people thought im an ass;where you can mess around with, theystepped on my head. yeaah, and imGLAD you deserve it girl. and i dunneed your sorry; cause you just deserveit. after all that happen these past years,you thought i kept mum cause i dun care.and when you poke me at the wrong time,at this time when im alrdy so stressed wifeverything anything around me, u getyour piece. now you're happy? so kindlyfuck off...I finally blow my top yesterday. yes, toaida; my 'last time' fren, my kinda sis. she's20 but acted like one hell of a 15yr old kiddo.i wont reveal the cause of it; its just bloodystupid. & wen i turned violent, you wouldnt believeits me. after i land my hand on your face, duncome begging for forgiveness. just dun test my patience. aite aida? aku diam2 jgn pikir aku bodoh. jgn pikir aku taktau hal. i very well know everything thats happening. Its been sometime i really got out of hand. been years indeed; eversince im wif danny. count those years. but now, this moment, itsa difficult phase for me. im handling/dealing wif many many things. and all of the thingsreally got on my nerves at all times. Badd told me, "kau skrg2 ni hot temper eh" ..yes, i am. i get irritated like damn easily. i dostill talk and etc but when you irritate me atthe wrong time, im more than happy to presentyou your 'long-awaited' piece. So whateverrr ......O yeaa im happy when im at work. i went workafter school yesterday, lyke wth ok i finishsch at 5 and start work at 6. LOL, nak mamposagaknye. but im happy, i dun feel tired. endedwork at 11 then went home wif the securities; man and fazdhli (*ehemm to bestie) LOL !k watever the journey home feel like forever cause i took the train wif them. eee i hate takingtrains remember? hahh !! so reached home ard12+ and off to my lala land. Here i am now, just woke up. & getting ready togo work, like again. wooo and its deepavali 2day.equals to double pay, sape tanak waii. hahh, 2moroim working again after sch, all the wae up to sunday. HEEEEEEEEE*Will be back, soooooooooooon okayy. :))Andainya derita ku iniBuat kau bergembiraBiarlah diriku bersedih sayangAsal kau bahagia
Biarkanlah aku meranaAsalkan kau hidup bahagiaTanda sayang kekal selamanyaWalau kasih tidak terjamah`ACAH`
Tuesday, November 06, 2007 @ 12:19 AM
IYERRRR, that pink streak is onlyextension okayy. extensi, extensi. ada paham ???if there's any saloon who really do like TWO coloured streaks pls tell me fasst. i wantt !my hair; i dunno what colour alrdy. i dun likepeople who ask this. cause i dunno wad toanswer. hahaa. its a mixture of different colours.rojak liaoo !! usually i just add in when the previouscolour starts to fade. so .... I TAKTAUUUU !!!why not highlights; simple, during my sec sch daysi had enuff of colouring and then dying jet black. its all due to school. so i made up my mind lorr; tojust stay with dark-shade colour. so i no nid todye and re-dye n dye n re-dye. then i die. hahahahaaaa !!OK sudahkah saya menjawab soalan anda sekalian ??oleh itu hari ini kelas masak memasak dibatalkan.(HUH? takde link langsung siaa, HAHH)Oh but wadever it is; extensi is the shit yaww !!Aduhhh sakittt mas, sakittttttttt !!WUAHAHAHAHHAHA mengarut ajerrr i ni. daddy lurp mane ni. suro i call abe nak terberry laa nak ter-itu, ter-ini. naik bosan i tunggu tauu, lemah lutut i. ahaiii !!RADEN; a'ah siol kau watch out jugak k ! watch outgilerrrrrrr k. watch ur steps skali, && bewareee !! LOWCEILING & CAUTION; WET FLOOR. watch out eyy !!! & im confused; why darling whyyyy ?? why is it so
complicated? why cant i just understand you?
Labels: ni entry takde maksud; uncle djenggot bandung sedaaaap skali.
Sunday, November 04, 2007 @ 3:38 AM
Im ecstatic !!cause i got to work today ! yey.its been sometime eversince iworked. its damn crowded today.non-stop hits k from 3-10pm. buti dun feel tired at all; surprisingly. i enjoyed instead. smile smile laugh laugh .. im so happy !! =))Deepavali; my shift's so short !! iwanna work longer hours but itsfully booked alrdy; double paymah. HAHH.You know there's this stupid matin the crowded bus who apparentlyhold my hand so that i moved in.like omfg i dun even knoe the person.total stranger !! i terpekik okayy.i went "eeeeeee ape siak !!" hahaahahaand i swear i wish i video-ed it man.his expression's like so00o funnyyy. abenak step oh sorry wrong person. padahalhe's wif his other frens who's standing onthe other side. ohh goddd !! eeeyeeerr !who knoes ehh the person got some handillness ke, ishh, jangkit sey aku ...ahaii tanakk i !! hahahaaaCiann my daddy lurp. he's fucking mad overhis pay. hahh, alalalalalaa but cute tau heangry. maki hamun here and there. macamorang gile. wuahahaha, ops. how i miss himseyy. his irritatingness. ade ke i ask him whento meet, he say nxt yr. next yr akak kau la k !wuaahahaahahaa.. Wahh kecoh ekk my no. of visitors reached 1000alrdy. within two months sey ! thanx eh korang; without you people, i wont be here giving this speech. *ehemm ehemm* i would like to thank my mum, my dad, my BF, my cat, my dog,my bird, my aunt, uncles & my fans out there !!! ..(EH DIAM LAAAAA)WUAHAAHAHAHAHAAA !!




Enuff ar jack daniel, till next time ehh. ishh da 3:30am youuu, i kene tido. later work;morning shift. strong nmpk ! strong nmpk ! hahahahaaChalo betehhh !`ACAH`
Thursday, November 01, 2007 @ 8:14 PM
First and utmost;HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY TO US !!Boyyyy time do fly dat fast. withoutrealising its alrdy our 2nd mth .. wooo !oh oh at least i admit its only our 2nd; unlike SOME PEOPLE. wuahaahahahha. baru1 mth nak step 3 YEARS. padahal2. releeekkk duluu ehh ! perangaaiii sakk sum people, i'veyet to deal wif OTHER sickening things !! dunthink i dun know wads happening.JUST WAIT OKAYY. wad can you do? wad? wad? BUAHAHAHAHAA,NO ORIGINALITY. semue nak angkat org peyyBEKAS. wuahaahaa. no originality no originalityno originality !!! at least i start AFRESH; happy ornot blakang kire. I can be nasty if you forced me to. HAHH !! no originality; EEEEEEYYYYEEEEERR !! EEEEYEEERRRRR !!bekas AKU pun kau nakkk; eeeyeeerr ! tolong gunakantu otak ehh for other NAMES etc. hahahahahahahhahah !* SMILESSSSSSSSSSSS *=)))))))&& its BADIAH's 18th bday today ! yeyy.HAPPY 18TH BDAY GILERRRR !!Member 18 alrdy, so legal. HAHH ! "nari onwards aku bley beli apape aku nak" aku da lama boleh waii. LOL .. jahattt aku ! i 'surprised' her wif water splashings while we're in the toilet early in the morning !! wuahahaha, teruss member dun wan follow me go toilet animore for thewholeeeee day; tggu luar nmpk? tggu luar nmpk? HAAHAHAHAA ! :))Im meeting the bestfren tomorroww ! i so0o cantwait .. its been awhile seyy ! im just soooo happpyyy.we sure got lotsaaaa things to share. arghh, tak sabarnyeeeeee !! ops sorry ter-over i .. LOLaku sakitttt; sakit rinduuuu. HEEEEEEE, do youeven notice it? it seems dat you dun caree. =(((Belum jugakah kau menyadarinya Akulah yang pantas untuk kau cintaiDi bawah langit biru aku bersumpah
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