No craps today. am gonna be serius. heh.
and for faint hearted, pls fasten ur
seatbelts or have ur medicine taken b4
reading this.
Am sorry to say...........
After 2years 9months, DannyAcah is officially
DEAD now. no more dannyacah in this world.
dun question me why. u get the drift? yes?
thank you.
Dun start finger pointing to my danny for
asking this breakup. it is unexpectedly ME
whose at fault. i thought we're drifting apart
these days. and da tak sebulu. hah. i know its
a stupid excuse but i got my other personal
reasons for dat k.
But not to worry, although its a v. difficult time
wen we just broke up, now we're in good terms.
i shall disclose the actual date we broke up. the
impt thing is dat we still contact and slowly
learning to accept the fact. its really fucking
difficult i tell u. i broke down so many times at
sch, at home and anywhere else. he too. but we
have to be strong yea. i resort to different ppl
to give me the courage to move on. yes im glad
i have frens who're willing to pull me thru this.
thanx k.
Put that aside. for those who knew bout us even
before i blog this, and u are
toooooo bloodily [dissappointed/mournful/
unconsolable]-LY sadden to the extend of HATING
me for asking for break up, i got something to say:
MIND UR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS okay. who are
u sia to hate me and to splurge all the vulgarities
just because i ask for break up TO MY BF! who are
u to say i purposely ask(4 breakup) to go for another guy frm my
sch. who are fuck are u to say im so pathetic and dun
love him all this while. EH DEY, if i dun love him i WONT
be wif him for 2 yrs + dey! lu bodo eh. and i'd like to stress
this out. dat i SHAPE MY OWN LIFE. the future did not
lie in any other ppl's hands but MINE. only mine. watever
i do, i thought thru carefully. tho i regret, at least i dare to
face the challenges. only to these LOSERS who hated me
for i-duno-why. u got too fucked up for my breakup? how
touching. hah!! and and jadi manusia tlg takmo mcm paham.
u know NOTHING/ELERK bout the breakup or even bout
us. tak susahkan sluardlm kau pun pe. takmo mcm2. jage
kau peh r'ship diam2. kasi betul dulu aru ley bual k. hahaha.
mepek siaa. duh~
and i know, more ppl will hate me for this. but
i dun care cause i knoe im in no wrong tho i admit i hurt danny.
he dun even hate me why shuld all those ppl do? hah. just
belen2 mintak buat sambal tumis. hahah. we're in good
terms now and i dun busted him lyke some ppl claimed. hah.
i tak sangke laa alot of ppl are so0o0o0o concerned bout
MY r'ship. to the extend of making up stories and gossips!!
da mcm celebrity sey. best sey. thanx ey. hahah.
WATEVER it is, we(danny&me) know ourselves best. if
we still love each other it wun bother ur undies ok. so dun
mcm paham and make up stupid stories and tell everyone.
ah bilang uh kat nenek atok kau skali k. abeh kirim slm kt
org rumah. hahaha. blurrrr! -_-
To his family too who are starting to hate me, i will swallow
everything. watever u critisized me, i took that as a lesson.
tho it really hurts badly, its okay. i shall accept these. i know
i hurt ur child lyke rabak but he's okay now. so wats the hatred
for? it will add on to ur dosa for talking bad about me all the
time. hah k aku da cam paham ah. LOL. and pls i got the
right if i feel lyke msg-ing ur child. remember u say dat time
frens are better than being in a r'ship. now ur turning everyting
upside down.
Sedih la kan when they dun even allow danny to contact me
animore. lyke as though i did a mistake dats so0o0o hugeeeeee.
nvm, its okay. sabar acah.
And u'll be expecting lesser updates from me cause
my lyfe really change. and no doubt if i update pun there'll
be even lesser pictures. sorry ok linda. hah. i wont be
changing anything in this blog. not the video, not the template.
the reason? u know i know. hah!
I got too stressed out i bought a new phonE! on dat day
itself. hah. he's my baby now. :)
Seandainya, kau ada disini denganku
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu, yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Kuingin bersama dirimu
Ku tak akan pernah, berpaling darimu
Walau kini, kau jauh dariku
Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu
......................
Ku berjanji, hanyalah untukmu cintaku
Takkan pernah ada yg lain
The song says it all.
Bottom line, i still love him. loads. :))
`acah
