♥ ACAH seyy

Dear diary,

I have no one to turn to except for u.
i hope u dun mind this entry. u've seen
me happy, seen me insane, seen me angry
and etc. my last resort is u, my little diary.

I pen down this in blue and its rather rare
right diary? u wanna know the reason? blue
symbolizes cold and gloomy. and that is
exactly wat im feeling.

Dear diary,

Wats the purpose of a r'ship w/o any
meet-ups? can i have the ans to this question?
i dun want to be too specific but im very
saddened by wat im going thru now. u may
see me & bebey a very happy couple. but
behind all our happiness there lies a problem
that is unsolved eversince 011004.

This problem is the cause of our little fights or
even big arguments at ALL times. we came frm
different worlds dear diary. im nvr a home
person and i cant sit still at home. we nvr lived
in each other's worlds b4. furthermore
his family is quite strict although they are sporting
in me n bebey's r'ship. he got curfews which i think
is pathetic. and worst, he cant meet me often; which
i think is the most major problem. tell me wat
should i do diary?? im so lost. haizz!!

Just now i met him after his skool. i fetched him
and we went out to eat. his parents got enraged wen
they got to know we met. i admit im the one who
delayed the whole process cause i think its still early. to
me 6pm is VERY early-but not to them. haiz. dey
scolded bebey lyke crazy and i cant meet him this
saturday just cause of this. i think strongly its really
so pathetic.

Dear diary,

Im someone who like to curse and swear if im
unhappy regardless of who the person is. I began
cursing his parents on and on and on. being a child
who loves his parents so much, bebey got angry. he
shouted at me for being disrespectful. and we fought,
again, for the same typical reason. haiz.

But diary, its not the fights that im concern about. its
the "no freedom" in him that i cant stand. he nvr had the
freedom to go home late. i have to follow his timing
and i hated it but i forced myself to hold on. by now
u may say im useless diary but i feel dat i cant
stand it. my mind's in a very confused state. yes
diary i do love him but i hate his way of living: cause
it doesnt match mine. i sounded selfish here but haiz...
dats the problem.

Im a very fickle person n i want things to go my way
altho sumtimes it cant. my past r'ships are
very open, dat is a total oppposite of wat im facing now.
for two(2) + years diary i cant stand this thing. i've been
keeping in me for so long. i duno when will it ever end.
i dun dare voice out to bebey himself cause he will surely
sided his parents and asked me to understand. am i not
understanding enuff diary? what should i do? haish!

It was raining heavily wen im on my way home just
now. im feeling so terrible so i decided to walk home,
in the rain. i got an umbrella wif me but i keep it instead.
i dun want ppl to see me cry so i prefer to get drenched.
haiz. i let out my feelings and cried my way home-alone.
i stopped by an area of overgrown bushes and made my
way in there. i sat and cried. haiz. im not an emotional
person usually, but today i felt terrible. my instinct told
me to sit there and cool myself down. but the lightnings
and thunders shudders me. so i continued walking home.

Dear diary,

I off-ed my hp cause i dun want to see bebey's comforting
messages. but at the same time i wished to see us back
happily. am i doing the right thing diary? i told u im very
fickle. haiz. help me diary? im so lost.

Sorry for the very long post diary. i just got no one to
turn to. i dunno wat to do. aniwae, thanks for hearing me
out diary. i dun wanna do anything else except to
be alone and cry.

HAISHHHHHH!!!!!

='''''''(

`acah

HI...

Im not in the right state of mind
after reading a crap-er's blog and
also talkingcock.com. HAHAHA.
sibei merepek!! haha. and i turned
desperate to talk crap. haha.

SUSU where are youuuuu. HAHA.

THREE, (3), TIGA, SAN, MUNDRU
days left for me to re-enter school.
conferm awkward ahhh!! haha. and i
got no, elerk, tak ada friends. DAMN
im gonna be lonely. the lonely schgirl.
haha. watever.

U know dat tyme i was crapping wif
my pumpkin bro. and we're merely
discussing bout how my 1st day of
sch will be like. and we came out wif
lots of nonsense 'greetings' lyke....

"Hie im acah. da berak??"

OR

"Hie do you want to follow me to the toilet?"

OR

"Hello i guess ur name is nur peah. how r u?"

OR the most classic:-

"Hello my name is acah. im 18 yrs old. i got
two parents, 4 siblings including me. my hobby
is blogging. i got a boyfriend whose name i shall
disclose. i used to have a pet named chimano but
it died 2 yrs ago. u know, it was a very heartbreaking
sight to see my pet hamster lay unconscious in his
little house........................ (on and on about my pet).
and u know i didnt get to see my grandma on my
dad's side. oh my dad has 6 siblings. their names are
........... "

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Okay watever. these wont be my 'greetings'
dammit!!

I found these somewhere and find it blardy
hilarious.... and true!! hahahahha.

SINGLISH FOREVER!!
(compare the britons wif sporeans. ahah!)

When someone is in the way...
Britons : Excuse me, I'd like to get by. Would you please make way?
S'poreans: Lai, siam! or Siam, hor! or Skius!

When asking someone to lower their voice...
Britons : Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice, I'm trying to concentrate over here.
S'poreans: Eh, tiam, can or not?

When going shopping...
Britons : I'm sorry, Sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.
S'poreans: No Stock!

When returning a call...
Britons : Hello, this is Mr Bean. Did anyone page for me a few moments ago?
S'poreans: Hello, who page?

When asking to be excused...
Britons : If you would excuse me for a moment, I have to go to the gents/ladies. Please carry on without me, it would only take a moment.
S'poreans: Eh i want go toilet. Cannot tahan oreddy.

Im done for today. hah! just to kill time laa.
need to siap-ings to go werk liao. walau!! hah.

PS: I cant tag in majority of the blogs wif Cbox as their taggies.
it wrote "FORBIDDEN ACCESS" watever shit. is it my comp or
the tagboard???? blearghh! frustrating assssses. geram je aku.

`acah

Hello im back from kampung.

This is a random update.

Im waiting for the prince to
finish his werk.

Cause i miss him badly. very
badly.

Hope i gotta meet him tomoro.

YES, i shall resign soon. BY HOOK, BY CROOK.
i will. nuff said.

Oh, try this test. its cool kay.
CLICK!!

Im shagged. but i will wait for him.
one more hour to go. *FAINTS*

`acah

Hello hello hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WARNING: BEWARE OF LAGS. MANY2 PICSS!!

Im back la jacck. hahs. everyday
after werk i say to myself i will
blog wen i got home. but of course
i dun laa. too tired sia. i feel lyke
quiting la but at the same time i still
want $800+ in my bank acct every
mth. how eh to make it real? hah!

ANYWAY, happy 18th bdae laa to ME!
sure u want to know how i celebrate? very
gerek lah. no i dun go out wif whole lot
of frens. i onie went out wif my BEBEY! yes
only US. touching eh? haha. we went to..........

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Its my ferst time going there wif him ok. n wif
a cable car too! mesti mau class. hahaha. we
took lots and lots of pictures!!! i'll just post all
the censored ones ok. haha! buek. =p

View from the cable car. =D

We stop a tourist and ask him to take our photo. HAHA.

After this photo im ady so shagged. cause we timer it and keep running thru and fro. HAHA.

These are all OUR FAVs!! romantic kan! haha.

Make a wild guess where is this? hah.

While resting, i kept whining wanna open
up the present he brought along. tho he's
reluctant, he still allow!!! he cannot see me
whine. bukan buruk, cute sgt. hahahaaa.

CUTE okay. its not him who bought it aniwae. his mum instead. hah!

Its so super fun laaa dat day! feel lyke not
going home but well...... hah! one of my best
birthday celebration. oh and thanx to those
who wished me laa. i received lyke alot siaa
msg. i cant possibly reply to all. too many la.
later my hp bill cry laa. hahaha.

OH and THANX BYK2 GILER BABI eh to
DYANA for the STUPID bdae present!! kau
nak bagi ~~coli sluardlm~~ pls eh yg mahal sikit.
cartoon2 tak rock ehh. hahaha. and tlg eh tkmu
step wrap lawa mampat padahal dlm bende
bodo. pala HOTAK!!! HAHHAAHAHAHAHAH!

Dat day go karaoke wif my colleagues. part
karaoke je tibe2 semue jiwang2 eh. asal eh.
haha. but it was fun laa. cannot sing also
lantak la nyanyi je. hahaha. before dat meet
bebey go play pool at lucky. damn i lost BY
LUCK. haha. we'll see this thursday. chey confident.
hahaa.

This is what happen when ur drunk and ur pic is taken. HaHAHAAHAHA.

ANYWAE,

HAPPY 30TH MONTHSARY TO DANNYACAH!!!

Bebey,
remember last tyme wen we reach
our 20th mth we were so happy? we
wished time flies so we can 'jejak' 30th
mth. now we did. we've gone thru alot.
30 months in total isn't a short journey.
ups and downs we brushed thru together.
im so happy we managed to talk things out
whenever we have some conflicts; be it
small or major. im glad we dun hav problems
wif 3rd parties. reason being: we dun entertain.
heh. 6 more months darling to our nxt phase.
our 3rd yr. i wanna type our happy 36th mth
in this blog. im glad we're more matured
in a sense. we have lesser fights, more hapi
days.... i love our memories together cause it
will make me smile. and of course i love u bebeyy.
eversince 011004. happy 30th monthsary darl. =))

Till then,

ACAH SAY BYE-BYE!!

`acah