♥ ACAH seyy

HELLO HELLO!!!

*Entry gonna be a loooonng one,
full of WORDS and A PICTURE.
hahaha blueks!*

*Help eika wipes off dust*

Hahaha. Im back people!! wah its an achievement
sey i managed to abandon my blog
for weeks. waaahh. haha.

Ok lets get started. where i
worked? Mango! located at? Vivocity!
Currently? Unemployed! why?
FIRED!!!!!!!

Nyehahaa. everybody know MNG having
crazyyyyyy sale. its realli crazyy okay. i've
never worked so hard in my lyfe before.
sometimes i reached home at 2am! and worst,
i havta wake up at 7am. i have no lyfe! no
time to meet bebey. no time to talk wif my
family. no time to everything laa. but i worked
for money! colleagues are fun. so i leave all
the negatives behind and forced myself to
work tho at times i do makan gaji buta by
lepak2 at the toilet during working hours.
haha.

BUT. all these ended when i kena 'buang' frm
werk! haha. but 'buang' not as in fired lyke what
i say just now. haha. i kena terminated only.
all these due to the rabak sales in my outlet. dey
got a limit to every day's sales laa. lyke one day
the outlet must reach at least $100k liddat. paham?
if not its okay laa. haha. so yah ferst few days the
sales is great. but lama2 its becoming worst laa.
due to dat the manager wanna cut down on the
part timers cause they havta pay us what.
so tadaa, i was terminated lor. but in a good way
okay. im not black mark-ed okay. imma good
worker, anione wanna employ me? hahaha. i like
laa working there. environment was great. manager
so fun. everyday buy for us supper, breakfast. i
miss the people working there laa. bleargh! June
they'll be having another sale. dey say dey will
call us back but i duno laa wanna continue anot. ahah!

Ok how's life? for mine its going on fine laa. since not
working im rather free. more time spent wif family
and bebey. yay! but im still searching for anoder job
ahh. i wanna try F&B next. then if boring change
back to sales line. oh, and im actually interested in
office line ah. i've been calling agencies after agencies
for any office jobs. haha. suka eh tukar2. haha.

Ugh i miss bestie. she also worked same MNG outlet
as me but she worked longer!! meaning she'll get
better pay! not fair. haha. our pay must be balanced
okay. if u got more must tolak siket so same2. hahaha.
i count2 and roughly im rather happy laa wif how much
i PREDICTED i'll get. haha. guess worth the tiredness.
oh sorry eh i shall disclose how much. nanti leceh lak kan
kene belanja org. muahahaha. joking laa! :)

Oh yah have u watched Night at the museum? its so gerek
lyke hell okay. i watched wif bebey dat day and we realli
concentrate sey! we're lyke strangers sey in the theatre.
i cant believe sey. usually will snuggle2 mah. haha! worth
the 6.50bucks laa! hahaha. coming friday going out wif
bebey's pizzahut colleagues to Vivocity and snowcity. yeaah!
but this SUSU tell me snowcity not good so duno uh how.
expensive somemore!! hahaha. then wanna watch night
at the museum again! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray!

Eh? okay laa, keep the tags in ok. dun worry eika, u no nid
waste ur energy wipe off the dust in my blog ok. im back ady!
gembire? i sukeeerrr. hahaha. i'll be back soon laa. for
now wanna watch my all time favourite indon drama bawang
merah bawang putih!! yay. LoveLove! muahhss!! =DD

I miss this guy!!

`acah

Hello hello!!

Haha. Thanx laa people who
tagged me or write something
about previous post in ur blog and
everything. of course i do treasure frens
who are sincere befriending me. no
doubts laa bout that. but previous post i
was merely letting out what i feel all.
and of course referring to those who
treated me lyke sampah. haahaa.
niwae its okay laa, different people
got different perceptions in lyfe right
yana? hehee!

Oh wells, lets skip that cause i know
there's still people out there who cared
for me. hahs! niwae yesterday went
out wif bebey!!! after sucha long tyme.
nvr meet him for 5 days! long kan tuu.
ahaa. remember i said im craving for
pizzaaa? bebey is such a darlingg. he
got his pay on thurs and so yest blanja-ed
me to pizza huttttt.. whoots! happy man
aku. haha. now im craving for royals
mango delight! arghh. need to get them
asap. huahua.

Time flies laa kan. Tuesday i'll be starting
work ady! kat maner? takley bilang.
but got a clue, its at vivocity. carik laa
korg eh. those who know, shut ur mouth
kay. haha!!

Well actually duno laa what to blog. just
killing time. dad is away to Brunei yest
morning for 5 days. gosh gonna miss
him. no more of his bising bising. alth0
menyakitkan hati when he bising but
when he's away i miss laa all that. and
he went brunei somemore. so gerek ok
stayed over at my makcik house. so big,
so gigantic. hahaa. he msg-ed saying he
went to ride a speedboat at kampung ayer.
argh i didnt get to ride all that when i
went there last year. aiyaa. due to my
cousin who got married. so we havta help
out. spent most of the days in the house
cleaning and stuffs. hahaha. and i
remembered bebey became gilerrr cause
he cant contact me as i dun activate my
auto-roam. i went there for 2 weeks.
bebey giler also for 2 weeks lor. hahaa.
now he pleaded dun go anywhere animore.
ahaaa.. how cute. =))

Okay laa, i got nothing to updateee!! oh
wait.

AJID. sorry hor i cant go to ur house to
visit mama. im sorry k, i got other plans ah.
just kirim salam me to mama ok. i hope she
will get well soon. i pity her laa jid. just bring
her to the doc can? dun leave her liddat laa.
u also quite stupid. hahaa. better take care
of mama well hor! pape find me kat tagboard
k. ahaa. take care jid!! :)

`acah

I was reading Iyliee's blog when i
realised im in the same boat as her.
so lonely, as though i've got no frens
in this world.

Two days ago, i felt so frustrated.
bebey's working. that adds to my
loneliness. wen he got home, i voice
out all my unhappiness. i felt so hurt
to the extend dat i cried while talking
to him. he told me im stupid cause
i wasted my tears on these small issue
in lyfe. he told me there are more
important issues and problems that are
worth my tears. i very much agree to that.
frens do come and go. tho i missed my
old frens, but he said they wont be by
my side at all times. Sometimes friends
need you only when they got no one
to turn to. other times, they will ignore
u TOTALLY as though both of you
never knew each other. am i ryte to
say this? to shorten this, they treated
u as SAMPAH, whereby if they feel
they wanna throw, dey will go ahead.
if not, they will kip that sampah to
themselves. heh.

Furthermore im having loong break.
that equals to more loneliness. i can
kill boredom but not loneliness. lyke
iyliee said, i think i lack the love for
myself till i resulted to depending on
frens for everything. i have to learn to
love myself before expecting people
to love me. when frens say i love you,
i usually feel touched. but i guess no
more now. cause everyone said dat and
i will not know who is sincere in
befriending me. i respected bebey and
my dad the most. they dun have circles
of frens. they lived on their own. in dat
way, they need not worry about who's
gonna stab them in their back. bebey
put family as his FIRST priority and i
should be doing that too. frens come
and go, but certainly not family. bebey
said something that made me realised,

"U imagine one day if u came back
happy happy wif ur best of fren and
realised all ur family members are
gone. at that point, what will u feel?"

I will feel im the most useless person
in this world. cause my family is
the one who brought me up since im
a lil baby up till now. w/o them, i
will never even have any friends.

Watever it is, i will seek to bebey's
advice, to go wif the flow. yes i will.
i dun wish to hurt myself even
further due to frens who sometimes
dun even appreciate my kind deeds
to them. and thanx to iyliee, i will
start loving myself rather than loving
others ferst.

Iyliee, i love to read ur blog u know.
cause somehow or another, i'll get
some advises that are at times very,
very useful in my lyfe. lyke now, ur entry
taught me to believe in myself and
to learn to love myself. thanx iyliee!!
much love, *hugss* =DD

OH and btw, to avoid any misunderstandings,
this post is NOT pin-pointed to anyone
out there. if u happen to terasa, im
sorry. this is just a wake up call/entry
for myself. thank you. :)

`acah

IM BORED.

Can repeat again? BORED.
Two times? BORED BORED.
Thrice? BORED BORED BORED.

Hidup aku boriiiiingg. i wanna
do wonders and magically
transformed myself into a bird
perhaps and fly to anywhere i
want without any disturbance.
wooo exciting isnt it?

Im so bored i shall rant watever
that flew past my mind. ready?
set, k go!!

Saturday went out wif bebey
bushuk. i dun want to crack my
brain laa to think what we do, go
everything. what i know we went
to buy my black pants over at
far east and walk2 town which is
lyke so boring. i ady memorise
every bit of orchard road. for eg
this shopping centre got what
shops in it. huahua.

Then we went Vivocity. bebey
bought this cap at topman. i
think it suits him very well. he
look so gorgeous ok. haha. and
pretty too. haha. watever laa.
but i knoe he looks good wif that
cap. ask him to keluarkan jambul
a bit infront then wear the cap.
hahaa. da cam matrep. ader tokoh.
wawawawa. ops. =x ... k then walk2
go to skypark. den saw this grup of
people sit in circle then sing2 lyke
the whole place is theirs. so i started
commenting laa. when we got nearer,
i realised something. i know the
guy in blue tshirt. VERY WELL indeed.
and its BRO! huahuahua. so irony.
maklumlaa the sky is dark. danak mlm
laa. so tak npk sgt. msg-ed bro. ask
him to look at his 11 o'clock. he angkat muke
and happy noh aku lambai2 at him.
hahaha.

Cukup time we took 188 home. b4 dat
went to buy bandung at the harbourfront
coffeeshop. taste lyke BESI siia. damn u
apek. dia letak taik hidung pe sia dlm tu
bandung. busuk ahh. so no choice havta
throw laa the whole cup. bleargh.

On sunday went out wif the family. kluar
pun da lambat. ady maghrib so went to
eat at jalan kayu onie. wah the curry
sibei nice!! after eating go changi airport
to walk2. while walking i realised i missed
taking the plane. so gerek looking at
the people walk2 while pulling their luggage.
den go to the viewing mall to look at
airplanes. distinguish between captains, co-
pilots and etc. haha. got my bro to explain
the difference. look at the stewardess.
suddenly got the urge to werk in an airplane.
become the machanic also nevermind. hahaa.
watever.

Then we went to the budget terminal since
we're around the area. but must drive ah.
if not take the shuttle service. cannot walk.
kinda far sey. wonder why eh. and budget
terminal is realli budget k. nothing to look
at unlike T1 and T2. no viewing mall
everything. not many people. all the negatives
ahh. hahaha. but wat do u expect ryte. its
budget. i wonder why they dun put airasia
there laa.

And so today i rot at home laa. duno what
to do. just now watch bawang putih bawang
merah laa. bodoh sia nenek bertha is still alive!!
damn u old folk! and i wonder why alya is
so0o goddamn baik. at times must rebel
what. ugh. and siska is being a bitch. so
bloody jahat. this rika sumantho must die
laa. now the stupid nenek bertha come
back ady. all the plans ruined sia. this bertha
got magical powers even the fairy cannot
lawan! damn, when will it ever end? i just
wish this nenek bertha will die laa one day.
stupid nenek. make my blood boil sia. its just
a drama, SO?? cannot bingit2 ah? hahaha.

Kinda pissed off wif bebey laa. so sombong
duno how to msg me. im so bored lyke
what laa. somebody can help me anot?
then summore his parents dun let him
go out. lyke walaueh sey, he's ady 17
still must kong2 his lyfe. but anywae i
dun wanna complain much ah. later ppl
tot wat ryte. its okay laa tho i feel so
fucked up laa. this saturday i duno wanna
go where sia. i hope bestie no plan ah
so can go out wif her. so boring ah this
lyfe. sometimes i wish im still skooling laa.

`acah

WAH PIANG!!!

SO BORED can?? duno sey what
to do at home. i cant wait to start
work!!! which is lyke in a weeks
tyme? argh. lama tuuuuu. i nid
to find another job super fassstt.
damn im rotting. i cant sit still @
home. bebey's sick! double bleargh!!

I want to go outtttt!!!! sometimes
i wished i was in M'sia or other big
countries. im sick and tired of
orchard road, vivocity, causeway
point and ........... etc laa. if im in
m'sia i can go Genting! KL! JB!
....... etc. hahaha. but switch the
ppl to singaporeans can?

DAMN laaaa.. takbley angx siaaa.
boring ahhh. i cant complain to
bebey. he'll go .... tu laa da biase
kan sik keluar jer. kan skg takle
duk diam. BLEARGH!!!! diam
laa bebey. bising ahh. hahaha. :)

I played SIMS II till i got grandson
siiiaa!! bloody borinnng. played
gameboy till i finish the whole game
for super mario!!! hahhahaha.

That tyme went out wif mum to
buy groceries. in conjunction of finding
available jobs! and ERO wanted sales
assistance! HAHA. alah kedai ERO yg
jual pakaian dalam pompan. hahaha.
mum asked me to try! nak mampus!
haha.

Eh anione follow tak the indonesian
drama Bawang putih bawang merah over
at TV3? sakit hati noh tgk. bisa buat ku
sinting!! huahua. rika sumantho mintak
kene sepaaaakkkk. aku bingeett!! emosi
eh. haha.

I need jobs that start after christmas!
nione got lobang tag me okayyy!! very
random sia this post. hahaha. ok laa bye
laa!!

Btw, HAPPY 26TH monthsary to dannyacah!!!

Get well soon bushuk!! ;)

`acah