♥ ACAH seyy

GOSH!!

*shriekss*

*screams*

*wails*

*whines*

Im feeling terrible!! as in im feeling UNWELL!
how can this possibly happen when my
Os are drawing nearer and during this fasting
month!! its alwaes lyke this. i seldom fall
sick any other days in the year EXCEPT
during the crucial tyme! mama said i've
overworked myself. do i? argh!!!

Okay enuff of the complaints. im fasting so no bingit
stuffs. HAHA. lets be happy! hip hip hooray! im afraid
i cant attend skul tomoro. how can i not attend although
i wished to. haha. mama told me to take a break for 2day
and dun studi. guess i'll heed her advice. but im afraid dat
this dun-studi-and-rest thingy will become a habit for me
one day!! arghhh.. this O levels thingy is driving me ~~nutella~~
nuts at 900km/h!! HAHAHA.

Saturday went to Kampong Glam with bebey's family. it was
helluva fun fun fun! nyehaha. mak is nice to me and im loving
iit. hahax. thought of taking a family potrait. but unfortunately
we forgot!! DAYM!! nyehahaha. nvm there's still next time. one
thing i wanna comment, GOSH ITS DAMN BORING i tell u!!!
duno laa if there's summore bazaar around there but i saw only
one tiny bazaar that is very expo-like. argh. tak ker boring. tak
meriah! nvm, janji rock!!! HAHAHA. i love bebey, his family and
pape yg sewaktu dgnnye!! haha.

Sunday was the first day of PUASA! went to madrasah as usual.
it was unexpectedly fun despite the *ehemlaparehem* HAHA.
but nah, i cleared ONE day ady. nyehaha. every year i planned
to puasa full but alwaes faced disappointment! *shrugs* but its
okies. heh.

Okay laa, im realli feeling so lethargic due to i-duno-what. lyke
i've said, im not feeling well. just hope i wun fall sick! oh oh, i added
songs into the playlist. kalau boring tup telinga pls. heh.

OH WAIT! ~~LISTEN~~ READ!!!!!!!!!

Lets countdown together to DannyAcah's 2 years anni that falls
this sunday, 011006!! as of today, 6 more days!! i cant waiiiiitttt!!
*hugs bebey* HAHA. muacks!!

TATA, TITI, TUTU!!

`acah

I hereby announce that................

THE PRELIMS HAS ENDED............. not!!

Nyeahahha. no laa! the main papers are done
and over with. BUT i still got the last
pathetic combined science MCQ to deal wif.
but hell yeah, i need NOT studi! science mah,
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?!?! .....................

I know u people [like there's any. heh!] have been
waiting for my entries .. and im DOUBLY
SURE that STALKER has been waiting for
the outcome for my r'ship wif bebey. ryte ryte ryte?

Nyeahaahuhu!! Let me do a brief [not underwear]
recap on my papers.

English paper was fyne. but i shouldnt be over
confident cause i will end up disappointed instead.
Lyke i said, maths paper I kills. and it indeed kills. SS
was fyne. i studied lyke i've never study before. it
paid off! =) Physics as per normal: KILLER. for me
its harder than maths. cox i DIDNT study any shits.
why? wah still can ask. reason: CANT BE BOTHERED.
simple as that. heh! chem anoder heartbreaker. but
yeah u got it. cant be bothered too. =)) History was
great. i hate HITLER for lyfe. lucky he's dead. amin.
Maths paper II surprisingly alright. but no guarantee
can pass. nyehahaha. and lastly, sat for my beloved
f&n paper just now. it was..................... YEAHNESS and
HAPPINESS!! except for the three reasons why people
choose to be a vegetarian. i know one the the other two
nonsense. heh! =DD

Life's been pretty great feat hectic at the same time.
bebey's a great boifren i can say cause he's been ultra
understanding during these crucial period of time. u
know i studied till my back aches. and i mean it! it
aches lyke eggs. haha. since tuesday till now. i felt so
old cox there's aches everywhere!!!!!

DARN!!!

Mumsie said i've been sitting for too long. hell yeah
it hurts to the extend that i cant get up properly. guess
i need a massage. anyone? HAHAHA. yesterday
'supposedly' go study with dearestest bebey but ended
up a drama mama incident happen. i realli can act ok.
just pissed me off and u'll see things flying in the air.
yesterday my props was the cup of drink. get the
drift? HAHA.

But heck, sorry to disappoint u, STALKER. we're back
to normal. Dearest bebey being the sweetest one, calmed
me down. aww! i love yesterday bebey! u made me feel
"ooohhh" and undoubtly high... HAHA. dun think yellow u
freaks. Nyehahaaahahahuhuhuhehhehehehuhuhu!!!

I guess i'll be changing to the former song soon. i think
malay songs isnt that appropriate as i got other readers
too, right dan? haha. i got penpals from as far as Turkey
reading too! only that they aren't 'clever' enough to tag
my board! DARN!! haha. but heck, i will still use my
every so purfect 'malish' that signifies malay plus english
language at times. bare wif those, okay tourists? =))

For now, i guess i've blabbered enuff. sorry no pics but
there will be soon.

Reply to tags :
i'll reply to the recent ones onie kiex as i've replied them to ur blogs.

snake: Pejek ijat! =)
kecikenit: Insyallah okies!! good lucks to u too kecik! =D
iraspydey: Yes yes. what are friends for ryte? muacks!
aqilah: Thanx kawan! hehe. yes linkies up soon!!

dayah: Sukenyer!! dayah sek siaa.. nyehaha. love u!
princess: HELLO BABOON!! thanx for dat pix. appreaciate so much. bbleargh! haha!!
nellysa: Darling, include ur url pls. hehee!! thanx!! =)
Ella: Hahax. yeah, me too! take care sweetie!! =))

aica: HAHA. byk byk kau tag tu jer? ok laa cool. haha. thanx babe. love u! =D
linda: Yes yes, thanks linda!
far: Yeps, thanx far! i'll do my very best best.. haha. tc!
Wadha: Hehehee.. thank you sista! khekhe. i will, for sure. =)

Kallika: Wokies, will take note! :)
sadrueta: Eh, hello!! follow ok tomoro! khekhe. tc! =)

DONE!

"But i believe, for u and me, the sun will shine one day......"

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My cutest baby cousin who babysits here. argh!! adorable aint she? =))

`acah

NEW SONG!!

Lyke dayat say, "acah nyanyi lagu nie seii. nak autograph pls?"

NYEHAHAHA.

Okay watever.

Am gonna be DEAD MEAT for maths paper I
just now!!!!!! nak nangis can?

My self-esteem + confidence dropped by 10%.

100%-10%=90% LEFT.

HURHUR.

So......................................

Looooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggg

and good

BYE! =)

`acah

Before i forget, thanks the
many many to aica supergrrl
for the touching email. yeah
gurl, i felt better and i've replied.
*hugs* =))

Darling bebey asked me to
sleep but i resisted. HAHA.
he gave me till 12 am but its
12:30am now. opsie sorry
bushuk. errm, so yeah, i'll update
a lil cox afta this i dun think i'll be
updating often, or worst come
to worst i'll be on hiatus.

Because why? next week onwards
is my prelims. that means i've to
FORCE myself to hit on the
books. then comes fasting. it
wouldnt be good to blog when
im fasting cox i tend to talk
crap and that will increase my
dosa and thus my puasa is
tak guna. erkk?? yeah. after
puasa is............. not raye for me
cox it will be O LEVELS instead!

Talking about raya, how's ur
preparations? dun ask me cox
there's NO preparation. i NEVER
do any baju and i think thats
pathetic cox it will be written on
my guiness book of record that
i didnt do ANY baju this year[2006].
BLEARGH! my bushuk kept
asking what colour are we wearing
dis year. i simply replied dat im
wearing blue and grey wif white
shoes. and that equals to
my school uniform!!!!!!!!! so bebey,
if u wanna wear the same wif me,
kindly ask ur bro 4 his ex-uniform.
khekhe!

Wah piang jauh seh merayap sampai
ke raya. padahal nak bual sal hiatus.
k back to the topic. yeah, prolly be
on hiatus till, next year? but come on
bet wif me i WONT. haha. unresistable
ahh this blogging. if i die, this will also
die. see how great the impact is? HAHA.

K ah lets get to serious business. so just
now meet bebey. alah sape lagi kan.
sorry eh STALKER tak ajak kau. macam
menyebok gituu. HAHAHA. ok so we
went study. what else laa kan. heh. after
study went pasar malam. and thats where
i heard this lovely song. da lama gitu tak
listen to this kinda song. touching kan? =)

Okay hello people. the best of luck to me
for my prelims ok. the opening ceremony
will be malay paper. ugh. those who nvr
retake no nid to attend school. unfairness.
they ought to come to school and have
normal lessons. HUHU! dengkis. k laa
i'll end wif a bye. nolaa, i'll end wif the
pics of the day.

Cute kan bebeykush. STALKER takmo curik gamba dia k? takot nanti kau bwk gi jumpe bomoh ahh! HUAHUA.

Till then, DannyAcah say: PAIPAI!

Sorry dearest, its 0103am. smile ok? =)
ILOVEYOU laa!!

`acah

God! its SO NOT me lah being
ever so emo about a problem.
huhu. but im also a human, with
feelings that is. what do u expect?
khekhe!!

So yeah, the greaaaaaattt news is
here! lyke i've said in the previous
entry, i've to be strong and overcome
all these. true enuff, after enduring
for a day which felt lyke.... decades,
i was forgiven for what i did!!!!!!!!!!!

EH CLAP FOR ME LAA!

Heh. i heed to a friends' advise and
wrote a letter to both of them. so
his mum told me she dun hate me but
she dun lyke my attitude. yalaa i
admit some people cant take it when
they're told off. anywae, bottom line
is, i've to change. i'll TRY ok bebeykus?
huhu.

OH YAH! to my dearest RELATIONSHIP
'RUIN-ER', you've lost the game, GIRL.
hahaha!! a bloody bastard lyke u serves this.
i KNOW u will be reading THIS. DUN u think
i dun know u, GIRL. go change ur IP addie
but i will STILL KNOW. HUAHUA. u can be a
STALKER in MY r'ship wif bebey, but DUN U
EVER DARE to go near us. cause u'll gonna regret,
GIRL. mark my words!! i love you lah. u MAKE
MY r'ship more beautiful... aww... =))

Eh wait, do i sound lyke a tailong? haha. k let
me tell u about this GIRL who's been stalking
me and bebey thru MY BLOG. huahua. she
entered my blog almost everyday but didnt tag.
tu tak pasal. and u knoe what's her alternativE?
she CURSED under her own breath for US to
separate. HUAHUA. laugh okay people. and she
HOPED badly she'll get bebey. HUHU!! eh kekek laa
siak. haha! at times, she'll NGADU to her frens
about us. too bad girl, u're prank-ed by ur frens.
EH, TUNGGU LAMA2 OKAY?? nak number laki aku?
jumpe aku dulu ok? HUHU!! bestt ahh kau! =D

K dah. i dun wanna fight over guys. the last thing
i would do. haha. i shall blog about the basi things
thats been happening lately. last sunday went to
dayat's bbq @ his pakcik's condo. lalala. here's
the peeks.

Bebey, elfie and dayat have the same shirt. cool. =)

1st shot. black & white. whoots!

i LOVE this peek man! kecohrable ah part nak kasi timer. LOLS.

Karaoke lounge.

Me & bebey sang a duet song. gerek-
ness ahh! after Os must go KTV or
Kbox ah. haha.

Ok on err, tuesday had maths
remedial. the previous day was our
dearest form teacher cum maths
teacher's bdae. so we surprised him
with a mini party!!

Chocolate cake from bengawan solo!!

Birthday ~~boy~~ man cutting the cake.

Budak sakit otak syiok sendiri. NYEHAHAHA!! pejek fad. =)

Guess what?! guess what?!
i ady bought a new card reader!
hahaha.

And guess what? guess what?
Today is the last day of the
english course!! and guess what,
guess what? my group WON the
movie ticketss!! `teehee. *grins*

By the way, thanks to those who
tagged. u made me feel tons lighter!
*hugs* will reply them a.s.a.p!! =))

PAUL IS OUTTTTTTTTTTTT FROM SI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LYKE FINALLY! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!! *jumps around*

Ok bye laa! (';')

`acah

Current feeling: Undescribable.

There's such a phrase, "kerana mulut, badan binasa" TRUE. no
doubt bout it. a friend advised me before, be careful what
u wanna say or it will cost ur life.

I ignored. EGO. and karma has done its job. i got what i did.
i deserve it. haiz... wat a lyfe im leading. its deteriorating.

I was trying to avoid bebey from something good, but
i received the most heartbreaking reply. not from
him, but from someone i respected; his parents. so much for advising
people, i ended up the same way too. haiz. they hated me for
what i did. and its realli heartbreaking when i think about the
times we went out together; just lyke a happy family.

I used to be quiet. i ignored people who critisized me terribly.
i never retaliate. i remained silent and received those comments
'wif open arms'. that was before. way back. now, i realised i
should not let people step on me. i argued back if im not happy
about something. i lived in a 'always win' world. i used violent and
make sure the opponent suffers whenever i nvr win. most
importantly, i am a straight forward person. i voice out what
im unhappy about; never think of people's feelings. thanks to
all these, i suffered in the end. people have been commenting on
my straight forward-ness but i ignored as i thought that was just
me. not until yesterday, when i regretted. because of my mouth,
i was hated by someone who once cared so much about my
relationship with bebey. no more now. no more happy moments, no
more gossip-ing, no one to share problems with. its all over. its all
hatred now. haish.

They hated me to the extent of asking bebey to break off the ties
between us. how could they? haiz. although im considered very very
lucky to have a boifren who understands me, who cares so much bout
me and importantly, who still loved me for who i am eventhough his
parents hated me. he swallowed all the nasty words his parents threw
at me. bebey's hurt, i know. i am too. haiz. whats a relationship w/o
the concern from ur parents? usually his mum would encourage and
advised what to react when we fight. now? no more advises. "tu kau
punye pasal. aku malas nak masuk campur" is all we get. haiz. just now
i miss call-ed bebey, a sign to ask him to call me. his mum went, "sape
call kau?" he replied "aisyah" and received a very hurtful reply. "ape
die nak? sibuk je" haaaaaaaaiizzz.. isnt that heartbreaking. what should
i do? haiz! =''(

I guess i'll fall into a depression soon. i've been thinking too much and i
cant come to terms with the hating game. i've got no one to talk to
and to share my sorrows with. i resort to the notes section in
my phone but to no avail. the feeling's still terrible. i tried to blog but
we'll see how it goes. i told my friend and she advised me to write
a letter for bebey and his parents too. yah thats what i've been
thinking. i'd lyke to apologise and just follow with the flow. but i cant
bear the hatred they've given me. its just so unbearable. too much
for me to take.

Im sorry for the emo entry today but lyke i say, i've no one to turn
to. i feel the urgent need to let out everything as i cant take it any
longer. the pain was terrible. haish. i just hope for the best of us.
why must it happen one month before our 2 years? out of the many
months it have to be this. out of the many problems it have to
be this. haiz. realli, i've not been myself lately. these happened for
a reason. i hafta be strong tho at times i cant. maybe there's a hidden
meaning behind all these sorrows. for the time being, i will not be
the lively acah u've known. i termenung more nowadays and im rather
quiet. i've learnt a lesson and will change for the better. pray for
me. haiz.

Take care my friends.

Be very careful of what u wanna say. dun end up lyke me.

Hina sangatkah aku pada pandangan keluargamu,
hingga sewenang tohmahan dilemparkan...

Oh kasih.. andai ini kesudahan, ikhtiarku tiada lagi
walau kita saling sayang. terpaksaku undur diri, agar
tiada pihak terluka.... kerna kita...

=(

`acah

Shiiaat!

I've got thousands [bedek ah]
of peeks to upload but unfortunately
my freaking, irritating, oh my god,
lovable, portable, huggable CARD
READER has left me just lyke dat. why
must it die today when im desperate to
use?? why not tomorrow? or other days?
why? why? sobs* sobs* .. its a sad moment
when burying it. tears of ~~happiness~~
rolled down my cheeks as....... I GOT TO BUY
A NEW ONE!!!!!!!!!! *Tepuk tangan*

Yeah, random. =) after burying my card reader,
due to my desperation, i went around begging
for people to lend me theirs. but lyke wat the old
folks say, ape nak buat nak, ~~taik bulat2~~
tkde jodoh... i cant seem to find the right one. my
digicam's memory card is BIG. so i need the multi
card reader in order to fit the thingy. ugh. leceh-ly ahh.

But nvm, dearest bestie gonna save my day tomorrow
as im prolly heading down to sim lim wif her to get a new
one. HAHAHA. happy seh.

Da ahh, kalau part merepek aku number one tau. so i
betta stop here. heh. i'll update once i got hold of the
watever card reader!! stay tuned! kip tagging tag tag. =))

Reply to lovely tags:-

dayah: Takmau laa jeles2 okiies. chey gamba vok ah tu. tklaa. dayah lawa!! hahaha. =)
fezah firz bestie: Yeahh!! hahas. we rawk each other's life! haha. love u laa!
titi: Told u thru ur blog! :)
linda: Yes yes! im happy when ur happy too! t.c linda!!! haha.

iraspydey: Dun cry ok ira. *hugs*
Eika: But i didnt see u! grr!.. haha. =D
susu: Yes ur first virgin tag! but dun stay 'virgin' ok. keep tagging i mean! haha. tc susu!
yasmin: Yes yes! i will soon kiex! tc too yasmin!

fanaaa: Ya lor! FANA RABAK SEI. haha.
Nellysa: Hello fren! errk, how to relink if there's no link provided? heh. =DD
aica: HAHA. padahal aku tatau draw sei. hantam sajalah. haha. miss u too miss u too!

Mazleena: Haha.. thanx for dropping by but erk, how eh to link if there's no link? hehe!
iyliee: Alamak si cute nie. haha. panjang benor tag. but i loike! =)
Kit: Yes yes thank you sweets! urs longer ryte? best of love to you too!! haha. =)
titi: Thank you sweetiee!! best of luck to urs too! =D

Far: HAHA. wat only far! haha. but thanx darla! yes i WILL jemput. dun worry its gonna be lyke ct's wedding. NOT! nyehahaha. =)
Eika: Thanx sista! must colour2. kalau sakit mata wear sunglasses ok. hehee!! =))
dayah: Waduh! ah nanti bsOk aku beli nasi minyak abeh bungkus kasi kao k. jumpe kat cck interchange k. hahaha!
fezah: yeah yeah. hee. happy anni to u too! love uu!! =D

Deadstar: ACHA lak! haha. thanx cutiee! u lyke? later me and boifee do fans club for korgs k? haha. joking! happy holidayy!!
STARKO: Haha. ouh u did? why nvr tegurrr.. haha. u go the jemputan eh? very the ramai sei people. hahaha. =)
iyliee: WOW. 2 yrs plus? peewiiit! haha. yes of course can. u can get it only at www.geek-box.com. while stocks last! =b

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PHEW! didnt know replying to tags can be
rather tiring. haha. nolaa, but i enjoyed
ah. cox i got crazy taggers. haha. love korgs!

Yours truly,
acah