' Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. '
Monday, August 28, 2006 @ 7:49 PM
Just a short entry before i vanish into thin air. (bedek)
Saturday
1) Met bebey and went to study @ Woodlands Civics.
2) Quite a while since we went 'dating'. as in, only the two of us.
3) Spent time preciously. quality tyme.
4) When the sun 'go home', suddenly had a heart-to-heart talk.
5) Discussed what we can do to improve on our r'ship.
6) Tears of dissappointment seen in bebey's eyes upon thinking
about our r'ship. =(
7) I got emotional and thought im not a good gf [ugly attitude].
8) After refraining from crying for lotsa times, i broke down too [at last].
9) Bebey cheered up after eating. Not me.
10) He realised im still not in a good mood.
11) Hugged me and play around wif my hair.
12) Whispered in my ear, "bushuk takmo sad ok. takmo cry lagi pls. i realli love you. realli. pls dear .... *sigh*"
13) I was terribly touched and broke down, again! [bukan cengeng ok. terharu. =D]
14) Felt better when he made stupid jokes. [tikus nye kepala buto.. NYEHAHAHA.]
15) Much more better when night arrives and thanks to stupid people who threw apple around and nearly hit us. i find it funny cox these people got nothing better to do. =)
16) Met Elfie. free takraw 'show'.
17) Went pasar malam and bought food. joked around.
18) The twins send me home.
19) Had a great day with bebey aside from all the sorrow.
20) I LOVE MD ELFIEAN. *hugs* =))
Woohoo! 20 facts. random ok. Okay bye! Gonna skip study today. wanna watch ct's sanding live. how i wish my marriage is as grand as hers. but i dun need tho. sincerity is the most important. and i wanna marry bebey.
Insyallah. K go!! =DTitle of song on air:
Purest of pain - Son by four ... =)`acah
Friday, August 25, 2006 @ 4:35 PM
FRIENDS? OR FOES?Friends.Definition: A person whom one knows, trust.But how do YOU define that?For ME, in MY opinion, a friend or indeeda TRUE friend is someone who caresabout u, who WILLINGLY sacrificed thingsfor the sake of ur happiness and who areSINCERE in the frenship. Friends come and go. yes its true. but. willthey 'go' if we didnt do something that forced them to? will they? for some, frensare a nuisance. frens are people who area burden in their lives. have you ever thoughtabout what ur lives gonna be if u dun haveany friends? how long can u be dependant to ur parents? for instance, IF u happento have a tiff wif ur parents and u dun haveANY frens, who do u rely to? This message is NOT meant for anyone. irepeat: NOT meant for anyone. just MYopinions cox i suddenly have the urge to talkabout this.Bestie and me.I dun lyke to mix wif girls. same goes to bestie. i duno about her but i dun msg2 and ask girlfriends out except bestie cox i feel awkward. awkwardly awkward. realli. unless they ask me out then its a different story. i do have girlfriends, indeed a handful of them, but they're merely friends. i regard them as friends; duno what they think about me. i dun care anyway. in our (me and bestie) opinion, not that girls are problematic, but we think that girls have this major problem: GOSSIP. don't you think so? eh wait, i didnt say we never gossip b4. yes we do.What are girls favourite pastime? gossip, gossip,gossip. and yah, we dun lyke girls who fight becauseof guys. yeps, thats nonsense. ubberly nonsenselyke digging the nose with ur toes. errk??! :)Guys are more open. open in a sense that theyare fyne with everything tho at times irritating.RIGHT FAIZ?!???!!? nyehahaha. okay, so yeah,thats part of the reason why i prefer 2 mingle ardwith guys. pls dun stoop so low as to call peoplewho mix around wif the other sex 'bitches' orwhatnots. look up in the dictionary for the meaning of those words first before using. thankyou.. =))Bestie and me, we kinda 'share' the same friends,literally. not share as in *ehem. but, err, forexample, any guy that know her, knows me tooas friends and vice versa. not bragging here,just giving an example. =D *Eh apa dah aku mengarut today.*but got facts okay! and its real life experience.Just feel lyke talking about bestie and metho it sounds boring. (not to me!!) heh. I had enuff blabbering. Teck whyeans arereleased at 0945am just now thanks to thehockey girls who emerged champion in theNational tournament or something. yeaah!!our datuk is so kind today. -_-Moral of the post: I got ONE boifren and ONE bestfriend.
Nyeaahuhuhu!!`acah
Thursday, August 24, 2006 @ 3:09 PM
Woots!! im in school!!STILL IN SCHOOL!!Having F&N remedial. courseworkdue today. lucky im done!! sodecided to update. yesterdayblogger find fault wif me. whyeh? giler nak mampos. Let me do a brief update aboutSaturday's Escape theme parkouting. it was greaat laa. we gotall wet and drenched but still had fun!! purely fun! took the wet and wild roller coaster THRICE!! weehoo! cox therewere not many people. indeed,at times we no nid to queue. yay!i loikee!
Met bebey around 12+ under my blockden proceeded to meet the rest.only five of us ah. bebey, me, elfie,shakila and one saf cheerleader. dunrealli know her but mingled aroundand became friends. yay. so yeah, blablabla reached there around 3+.First ride was the very very veryvery very very very very very veryscary PIRATE SHIP or viking. BRR!its fucking scary till i almost CRIED.nyehahaha. okay fyne I AM AFRAIDOF HEIGHTS. imma GIRL WIF HARDCORE HEIGHTS PROBLEM.i hugged bebey so0o0o tightly and closed my eyes real tight and shoutout loud lyke craziie.. nyehaha. penakut ok! that tyme go also i shouttill got no voice. haha.Took almost all rides except for thepepsi. dat tyme the flipper ride orwhatnots was damN scary but notthis tyme. abit pathetic tho. LoLx.eh, btw, there's a haunted housethere. new one i guess. haha. thatwas the BESST mann! we just tookthe "boat that shoot shoot water" ngot all drenched then quickly wentin the haunted house. thought itskinda lame but its scary tho. theperson incharge peh biadap let theFIVE of us ONLY in the house. lotsa 'ghost' in there. it was funny coxwe kept on shouting and shouting.ahaa. at one point one hantu practicallyfollowed us from behind. we ran as if we're running for the olympics or something.laju kedegakk!! sampai jatoh2 noh!HAHAHAHA!! Had nachos for recess. chey step ade recess jer. haha. after that was the wet and wild roller coaster where wetook it thrice till we kena halau fromthe people. nyehahaha. sat behind bebey all the wae cox i wanna get fucking wet. haha. this bebey damnkurang ajar. he kept on shouting wenwe're going up the tinggi-nak-mamposthingy.. haha! once we reached the tip, we shouted till my fren at jurong heard us. haha k bedek. and bebey kept onsaying we can see the whole Singapore.huahua. bebey u very lame gilerr okay!!I fulfilled my wish! that is to get wet!very very wet indeed. lyke mandi gitu.hahaa. lucky im smart enuff to bringanother shirt along. but not bottom.shiat! changed and blabliblu. headedto whitesands for dinner @ cavana.bebey sang me this song from boys IImen and i'll show u people graphicallykiex. haha.
HUHU! my bebey so sweet. haha haha haha. =)))Sorry ah not clear. its the song Till the end ofthe road from boys II men. very very sweetsong. =)) Errm, got not many peeks laa. there's two of me n bebey's pics only. cox we left our bags in the locker u see. =b .. ah, im done laa! tired ahh. haha! Eh, yesterday i got two of the Singaporeidol's spectacular 7 (which is today) resultshow tickets. i ask people all dun want so i gave to my friend lor. haha. dunowhy my school suddenly so good. haha.

BAD HAIR day laa dey! mcm org giler sei rambut. but who careS? =))Okay enuff! boring eh all words? erk! but heck ah. thank u for reading tillthis point. haha. k laa havta helpthis stupid chicken wif her f&n coursework. pemalasss!! haha. k laa. BYE people!Enjoy life to the fullest!!Bebey i love u ok! yay two more months
and its our DAY. our 2nd year! muackss!
`acah
Friday, August 18, 2006 @ 8:27 PM
Hello! i should have blog-ed today hor instead of yesterday.hahas! Okay okay. just now had my Olevels EL oral exam. phew! imso0o relieved im done and overwith ONE component in the ELpaper. wOw!! -_-It was OKAY. and im pretty happywith what i did. nyehehe. i usuallygagap-ed whenever i did oral butthank god i didnt just now. anoderachievement!! niwaes, im rather glad the topics weren't difficult ascompared to mother tongue's. yay!its basically about F.R.I.E.N.D.S.. "Tell me about one or more of ur friends."Yalaa, part of the question ah. since idun realli mix wif girls and the examinerswould be thinking differently if i were totalk about guy-friends, so i talked about bestiee!! hahas. i went onand on and on and on talking about her. hahas. ironically, or miraculously, shedid the same too!! sweet chemistry between us. nyehaha. i lovee her loadds! =DDBUT. i guess picture discussion is ratherpathetic as i forgot i mentioned thecaucasian girl! haha. oh my. nvm, jushope for the bestt!! =DOk dah!
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Linda: Best ane der tak bestt..
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missKELLYSHA [iraspydey]: Dah eh takmau bertumbuk kat tagboard aku. nyehehe. tc sweets!
Kallika: Yes yes. thankies ikaa! miss ur 'presence' in TWS. nyehaha.
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Linda: Yeaahhh.. haha. best best best!
DONE!Ps: tomoro visiting Escape Theme Park wif bebey and dingdongs[etc] ... =)Btw faiz, aku TAK bual dgn org yg tak bual dgn aku okay! blg dia OK? *senyum, tak senyum, senyum* HAHA! Kau nak kene gie amik lesen utk tag aku eh after reading?! haha. taklaa, jk! =)`acah
Thursday, August 17, 2006 @ 6:04 PM
HELLO PEOPLE!! =)Im all geared up and i've alreadyCHEERED up from all the sorrow.Hip hip hooray!Its an achievement OKAY. cox ittook quite sometime for me torealli accept the facts. yeah, REALITY in life.So thanx to my closest darlings mainlyBEBEY for being there and nvr fail toencourage me. i almost lost hopein everything. see how weak i am.im just too upset that i cant afford adistinction for MALAY!! but hell yah,im RETAKING. and hope i'll do betterthis tyme. ok some people may be wondering why in the world am i makinga big fuss here just because i got a B formalay. YES its already fine. i aint aperfectionist ok. im someone who will workhard to achieve what i want. but imagineeh, u've worked doubly hard to achieve forur goal. in the end, upon receiving the results, u realised its not up to standard.how would u feel? dissappointed ryte? Nah, i shan't blabber bout this anymore.coz it will make me reminisce back thedays when i feel so down. anyways, THANXTO ALL THE TAGGERS WHO TAGGED WITH ENCOURAGING WORDS FOR ME.Not forgetting i'd lyke to thank my mum, mydad, my uncle, my auntie, my cat, my bro,my table, my chair............ heh.Just a quick sum up of what's been happening.National day.Went to catch the fireworks wif part of my classmates, BESTIE, and the same oldpeople. haha. yes yes its been eons(bedek uh)since i went out wif bestie. god i miss her. padahal hari2 jumpe kat skul. haha. went kallang straight cos i ady know esplanade hasno fireworks. pity those who went there. =)it was marvellous okeh. after that, proceeded to esplanade. WOAH. anjat gegerl nampak ramai org. isk. bloody packolan. abeh ader laaorg pushing2. dere's this point where this blardypompan shout2 suro cepatt.. peh bodoh. butagaknye. oleh kerane she ask me to cepat, i PURPOSELY tiptoed and walked sooooo slowww.then she bingit2. YAY. hehee. org2 tk gie skola kene diajar pe makne ramai org. tol tak? HEE!! =))TodaySupposedly, tomoro got maths test. pleaded wifdearest maths teacher cum form teacher to postpone it as we're having EL O levels ORALtomoro. being the nice him, he said its postponedto next tuesday. YAY! =DD but yeah, oral tomoro.i've to practice talking and especially picture discussion. ugh. it seems that the topics tested are more difficult as days passed. im soo scaredd.okay all the best for me!! *claaps to myself* =)Btw, pity the dnt students lyke bestie cox shehavta stayed in skul till 8pm to finish up theartefact. my god. EIGHT PM?! hee. but they'lldo well at the end of the day. =DDOkay done!! meeting bebey later. havta teachhim maths. haha. tuition teacher. ugh. haha. toodles! i'll end wif pics okeh. i'll be back soon!
I found this CUTEYY hamster @ the stairs to my CORRIDOR! omg who is the animal hater who is soo cruel to leave it there! but, i passed it to SPCA ady cox no time to keep as pet. now i miss this lost and found animal. *sobs*
On the wae to townn.. lurp lurp
They went to play pool ferst @ lucky plaza. i tried once. karat siot skill akuu. haha. =)
Then to arcade to play the sort of boxing game. byk sei matrep test skill rembat org. nyeahhaa.
They mendak so played taitee..
me and bebey also mendak so we take peeks. heeee
When night comes, we campfired. =D

I ENVY the sky that day. farking nicee. and the moon was like, WOAH. wif clouds hovering 'above' it and it seems so near. God's creation. Marvellousss! =))Lotsa love,`acah
Saturday, August 12, 2006 @ 11:39 PM
** SOB, SOB **B3 for malay. that SUCKS. was on theverge of crying once i saw my results. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Apa salahnya diri iniKau seksakan hidupkuPergimu tika ku memerlukanCebisan kasih dan sayangAku inginkan cinta yang berkekalanKau damba perpisahanMenangis hatiku menangisMendengarkan khabar hibaTerhiris jiwaku terhirisMengalir airmataDarling, im sorry. haiz. i dun understand wat ur trying to tell me.
ur msg hurts u knoe. haiz. i want us to live just as happy like
yesterday. please? haish!
='(BUT. many many thanks to IJAT's entry, ifelt tons lighter.`acah
Thursday, August 10, 2006 @ 2:27 PM
BAD NEWS!! [FOR ME]I heard from various sources that:MT RESULTS OUT TOMORO!!!Oh my, wonder how i did. i'll be expecting an A2 at leastt.. man! im feeling so0o0o0 nervous. Not updating for now, just wish me luck. Updates SOON!!`acah
Saturday, August 05, 2006 @ 2:34 PM
Heylo lovelies!!Haha. ok so im waiting for dearest bebey who is in school finishing uphis D&T. cian dier. haha! a brief updateabout last saturday ok.Me and bebey went town-ing together wif some other people. lazy laa to name them. our intention was just to relax our mind laa kononnye. but ended up i went for window shop therapy. haha. and suddenly realised dat my shopping list is increasing = need more money. omg! haha.Blablabla. i did enjoyed myself laa minus thelittle tiff me and bebey had. but we talked thingsout ady. and also some of the 'disgracing' part which totally turns me off. ugh! but i loikee wicked auraman!! they realli are talented!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.After town-ing, we proceeded to Kallang to watch fireworks. we sat by the bridge only but wasrather shocked when we arrived. cox there werelots and lots of people already gather and 'chope' theplace. i told bebey that i guess the fireworks gonna be fantastic. if not, there shuldnt be many people kan!true enuff, it was. bloody hell it was nice! nyehahaha. pictures will be below okies. And yah!! i guess having large eyes has some of itsdisadvantages too. i was taking video of the fireworkswhen suddenly i felt something sharp poking into my eyes. i bloody DROPPED my DIGICAM and for goodnesssake i thought i was permanently blind from that dayonwards. and can u guess wats the fucken thing that actually 'poked' my eyes? omg its the sparks from thefireworks!! But it somehow left me thinking laa kan, howin the world can the sparks flew about when its lyke,200m away from the stadium? and im further from thestadium ok! ugh. could be the habuk2 too. but i dun care!!!wat i care is my eyes! haha. it already turned daMn wateryand very very red. adding sugar to milo, i was wearingcontact lens. OMG!! nyehahahaaa.. but lucky i got my lovedoctor wif me so he kept on blowing my eyes non stop and cheering/pujuk me up whenever i felt lyke dying. HAHA. howcute! but dun worry laa, it was fyne ady. lucky it didnt resultto juling eyes or whatnots. nyehaha... Ok so last wednesday had the most difficult maths paper i've ever seen and attempted. haha. its from Guangzhong sec or something liddat. wat i knoe got guang infront. nyehaha. difficult lyke craziee!! #$^&&**. i almost died. my hair turned as though i just got electrocuted and my legs was trembling and my hands was shaking and myface turned blue. yah. see, i almost died. k laa exaggerating. nyehahaha. Ok laa tired of blabbering and let the peeks do the speech. chey. haha. =)





World on sale?!! and its $88?!! wad the hell? haha.Now comes bebey's syiok sendiri session.


He didnt know im behind him. nyehahaha!!
This is WICKED AURA okayy!!
In case u dun know, bebey has a twin. nyeahaha.and i mean, REAL TWINS ok. not just a name.
cute kan?? and they're so identical till at sum pt
people thought im dating wif his twin bro, elfie.
My bebey is the adek, that is why he's cuter. haha!!
HUAHUAHUA!
Lets fast forward to fireworks. Ok go!!


Tis is blardy funny!!!!





Okiies im done wif peeks!! tired noh. nyehaha. these two
videos u MUST MUST see okay. just lyke the MUST SEE
TUESDAY @ channel 5. hahaha.
Psst: Concentrate on wicked aura's performance. marvellous
kedegak ahh!! and look @ the man in red who danced to
the musicc.. dier pikir dier kat club ahhh... nyehahaha. eh
if the loading stuck2, go and pause first and let it load okiies.
Yahooo!! haha. for now, i gtg. need to siap ady. yay meeting
bebey. nyehaha.. take care. be back soon!! =D
Psst: NOIKUSHHH!! aku kata AFTER WEDNESDAY sayang.....
haha.. kk aku da update!! go tag! nyehaha.. mish uu! =))
`acah