' Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. '
Monday, July 31, 2006 @ 7:42 PM
TO FADLI whatever.........
U SON OF A GUN. dun bother my lyfe animore!! Ok byee!
`acah
Friday, July 28, 2006 @ 11:19 PM
Today's entry will be full of hatred that I/ME/MYSELFhave been ENDURING for the past MONTHS. Disclaimer: If this entry does not concern any of u, DO NOTbe childish and tag nonsense on MY tagboard. Thanx eh.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I have been blogging for TWO YEARS PLUS and i SHALL BRAG
today that i HAVE NOT encounter ANY HATE TAGS for that
period of time. Wanna know why in the world i brag?!! Bukan
carik pasal but say thanx laa to the bloody stupid Fadli who ruined
my tagboard wif his stupid comment. and being the ferst human,
*CLAP LOUD LOUD!!!*
Tepuk ah siak!
Niwae,
MUKE AKU ADER MUKE COUNSELLOR PE KAN...
Psst: for the non-malays, pls dun bother to read cox it will be
in Malay. sorry.
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Eh jantan, ape problem ahh? kao SEDAR tak ape kao buat?? Kao tau tak yang kao FORCE aku BENCI kao serabak rabaknye? Kao SEDARtak selama nie ur being a fuggly irritating idiot that makes me wannaPUKE whenever i think of UR NONSENSE. ugh. merepek bodo kao.sendri ingat ahh. APE JENIS JANTAN kao nie ahh? nak maki pun bertempat ah siak. kat TAGBOARD AKU LAGI? mmg ah carik psl. kao selenger ke bodoh ahh? aku TAK PENAH ahh npk jantan mcm kao. bloody irritating da satu hal. a freak, jerk semue sajak dgn kao ah. Seriuss ahh, pikir ahh siiaak... mule2 oryte ahh kwn. cukup tyme akubolayan beh emosi sia member. mmg ahh partly aku salah sal siket hariego. tapi aku da ckp sorry btol tak? da mintak maaf tol tak? Pe yg kaotak puas lagi ahh setan?! ehh a'ah..... AKU ADE RIGHT PE KAN NAKCHOOSE KAWAN2 AKU?? BTOL?? kao bukan mak aku laa. not even my boifren or watever shit. eeeww!!! aku kerek pun ade cara, bodo. bukan mcm kao. EH PLS STOP kao peh game ahh. merepek nak mampos ah. takbley angkatsiia. funfair per ahh passing email add aku kat KAWAN2 KAU? ATAUPUNTU KAU? tukar add? aku tak sebodoh kau!! aku der otak. otak akumasih berfungsi. DUN TEST ME U FAGGOT!! eh kao ade wonder tak knapeaku TAK PENAH ACCEPT "kawan-kawan" kao semuer? PASAL AKU BLOCKTHEN DELETE. PASAL AKU TAU TU SEMUE KAO. PASAL AKU TANAK ADE KAWAN BUDAK KECIK with fucking PEA BRAIN U ASS!!!!!!!!!!! pe maksudkau "mentang2 da attached beh kerek siak. 1st tyme siak npk pompan ni mcm.." ???ahhh nak tau asal 1st tyme?! PASAL pompuan2 kao yg laen semua BELUM tauperangai kau. kene ketuk pun sal bleh 'yes' jer. sorry siket i aint liddat.Kao suro aku gi mati? kau pi dulu ahh siia. biar aman nie dunia tanpa org2 mcmkao. whatever siak. irritating bastard. Harapkan muke jer hensem. perangai cam binatang.ANYTHING WANNA SAY?????? THROUGH MSN EH. dun want to affect myreaders. Ok byee giler!!______________________________________ Ok done! Phew. it reallireleases my tension that i'vebeen keeping deep within mefor the past few days. THANXBLOGGER! its justuncontrollable ah. just canttake it any longer. gi mamposdie lelaki ke tak lelaki ke. aku tauaku puas hati. hahaha. *evil laugh*To my loyal readers: Sorry if the words used are rather harsh.cant help it. havta use MY way of defensing myself. he's a pure jerk man! damn irritating lyke fuck. kept on passing my email address to his "friends" whom i strongly believe is HIMSELF.lyke so childish. hello, ur 18 for heaven sake idiot!! act lyke one laa.ugh. now realli hate him to the core siak. MENYUSAHKAN HIDUP.hahaha. k enuff of him. if not i'll go bonkers. bebey asked to bepatient. but hell no, i've been too patient and too linean to the faggot till he thought im just lyke an ordinary "ah tak pasal" girl.u've messed with the wrong person, jerk. GOODBYE!!Sorry to the MSN people who got a nice ugly temper from me justnow. realli sorry. and to amirul, stop emo-ing k? im sorryand yah, hope u'll feel better next time. *SMILES WIDELY*`acah
Sunday, July 23, 2006 @ 1:03 PM
Warning: Gonna be a loooooooonnng entry. but full of peeks! =DOkay lets reply to tagsbefore it increase. butthe lama2 one i've practically replied themto the individual blogsaite.
noi: Hi mum! haha.
keci[k]enit: Yeahh! kecik is back!!
Kallika: Yups i aint giving up yet! soon i guess. nyehaha. nolaa. haha. taking care!
kynz: Yes KYNZ! nyehaaa. erm, ku tk blaja. consperm fail. haha. ok thanx invisible fren!
ira`spydey: Why u nvr tag! so bad!! but its ok. at least i knoe someone reads my entries. haha. why fortunate eh? i dun get u.
iqah: HAHA. kao suro aku update giler. mase tu. da tua eh kak. a'ah ahh, teacher fav. kau tuu.
Lady E: Trademark? nyehaha. cool. but she's great! heh. yeps! visit us soon okiies!! =D
PHASHION.STARR*: Tagboard colour? nyehaha. okiies thanx for dropping sweets!!
noi: Haha. jahat sei NOI. mentang2 ITE relax! hrmp! haha. yeps insyallah!! =D
keci[k]enit: Haha. ade cute plak. hehe. niwae thanx kecik! =)
________________________________Done! hehe. keep on taggingok lovely people! yess! updates! Friday is racialharmony day. so we wentto school wif different ethniccostumes. i wore normal malay outfit laa. search forcheongsam but to no avail.haha. The concert was bleargh! cox its basically bout the teck whye superstar idolor whatnots. but i loike elydia's voice. didnt knowtwss had many talentedsingers. haha. somechinese girls who sangmalay songs was kindafyne laa i guess. i mean imsure its difficult to get holdof the pronounciation.Ok laa, i'll stop blabbering nlet the pix do the talking.
Beloved form teacher! nyaha. jahat kan aku.Randoms!




President of 5A promoting HIS OWN ARTWORK. kire lawa laa tu. NYEHAHAHA.
I loike this pic! all the chinese guys are in baju kurung. they DO look good!! =D
Do u see anything that shouldnt be seen? nyehaha. 
The three gays.Last but not least.....
When 5A unite!! see all in ethnic. susah mo dpt class nie mcm. haha!NO im NOT done wifmy entry for today. Kk story time!! hahaha.yesterday was saturday.so it was my day out! atferst there was me, bebeyand elfie only. went bugis,town. then elfie went off.left the two of us. yey! haha.
But it was not exactly a 'yey'for me!! we were at plaza singapura's arcade, happilyplaying the games when mybrain sends a message to theeyes to look at the feet. andhow miserable i felt when isaw my own FEET! yes, i worePUMPS but i can see my TOESWRINGGLING!! omg! What does it mean people?!Yes!.. my shoe piciakk liao. ugh.such an unfateful day. so bebeygot agitated soon after cox he was so0o0o afraid i would eruptlyke a volcano and when my temper strikes. haha. i knew hefelt that way so being the naughtyme, i tested him. nyehaha. i keptsilent all the wae and made themalas-nak-layan face. haha. hekept hugging me and wat touchedme most was when he told me, "U takmo gini pls. i tanak u bingit.i nak happy2 narie dgn u. nanti kite carik kedai k beli kasut baru.haizz. u pakai laa my slipper. biar i jalan kaki ayam." Aww!! How sweet can he be. then i smiled.hehee. ahh, love bebey laa! =DSo we went to this budget shopand i got myself a simple slipperfor only $9.90. haha. budgetkia!but heck, who cares? Then we were about to proceedto kallang to watch fireworkswhen we received a call fromelfie. he wanna meet us. sowaited for him andoff we went to kallang. thenreceived a call from another fren.and jeng jeng! there were five ofus, heading to watch fireworks.haha. K dah, too much words ady.
Go try out cakes from The Royals. it was MARVELLOUS!! sehingga menjilat jari. nyeahhaa.

Look @ my budget slipper! nyehaha. at least not very nyonya ryte!!
The four stooges. haha!
Sorry eh for the kilat face. haha. Take a look at these short
videos. the fireworks not
really fantastic ahh i can
say. and anoder video where the boys ran acrossthe EXPRESSWAY. da lamahidup gaknye. nyehaha. =D
CLICK HEREANDCLICK HEREPhew! FINALLY, donefor today!! kip the tags inpeople! Muuuwaaarrkss!! =)
`acah
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 @ 5:18 PM
IRRITATING pulak budak budak nie sik suroaku update jer.YELAH YELAH AKU UPDATE NIE!! NYEAHAHA!!So demi nak avoid the feelingof tension-ness when pplpester me to update even when I'VE GOT NO TIME, igo around asking other pplto update their blog instead.HAHAHA. biadap, aku tau. lols.Oh yah, i'd lyke to apologisea thousand and one timecox i havta break my promise.haha. remember i told u i dida handmade thingy for mak'sbdae? yes i've done with thatBUT i totally forget to snapa pic of it. haha. sorry laa ehh.niwae im glad she loved it. aww.haha.School's ironically super greatnowadays minus the bingitnesswhen i havta wake up early. my classmates been too stressedup i guess cox they'll be singingtheir hearts out when teacher'steaching. haha! and the songsudah tu sudah from imran becameme and bull's favourite songin class. nyeahaha. we'll go....."Sayang, yg sudah tu sudah, nangistidak berlagu... lagi" Tu je lyric yang kite tau. kental,aku tau. haha! And that guy can practically repeat times and again w/o feeling bored. haha!! but serious, when ur sleepy, just sing. make u wake up. ahaa. at least it works for melaa. haha!!Just now i was sent out ofclass by MDM LIM BEE BUATfor english period justbecause i nvr PUNCH A HOLEon the papers to file into the freaking EL file. GRR! haha.lama kelamaan mcm bykgitu org keluar. eskali more than half of the class ahh sehh!! nyeahaha. realli funny ah that teacher. but we love herokay. cox she dun scold. sheonly nag nag lyke mak nenekand shout2 lyke those agedpopulation. haha.So friday is racial harmonyday. i still haven decide siiawhat to wear!! grr! this isthe consequences i have tobear being sucha indecisiveperson. bestie prolly wearsepasang wif her bf. aku?kai same2 ahh dgn bebey. padahal laen skola. jauh di mata, dekat di hati. k merepek.. nyeahhaa.Eh, is there still any NDP trainings/previews on saturdays?i mean @ the national stadium lah. ade tak eh? if nioneknow, tag me laa kiex beforesaturday! i wanna go ahh. see fireworks. fromoutside ah. marina ke. hehee. Ok done for today! though crap, heck ahh!! and........To NUR ATIQAH BTE ROSLI,
KYNZ, IRAH, JUMBO, IZUL, KECIK,
KHAI, TAITAI, SEN, FARHAN
dan sesape yang sewaktu dgnnye,
MAK da update nie. gembire
hati kamu semuerr?Nyeahaha..`acah
Saturday, July 15, 2006 @ 3:45 PM
Its abnormal for meto be home on a Saturday afternoon.Usually i'll be out wif dearest bebey but today he gotta sit @ home for his mum'sbirthday party. toking of mak's bdae on monday, i did her a card by stitching all the words on a piece of 'kinda cloth'. heh.yeah, handmade. last year me & bebey bought a pathetic happy birthday card and i thought its daRn simple for someone like her. so i decided on something different dis yr. and since she hav done lotsa things for me and bebey's r'ship, so why not? niwae, when its ready, i'll snap a peek and post it yeah? =)I received a comment bymy fren who often reads my blog BUT NVR TAG.hahaha. amik kau nasib!he told me my entry's boring when im serius. haha! tapi takkan asiknak merepek jer. nantipeople thought buat2 lak.ape saje jer nie anak. nyeahaha.Ok so let's sedekahkanal-fatihah to one of ourdearest pelawak whonever fails to entertainpenonton lyke mewith his never endinglame jokes. yeah, asu know, Ishak Ahmathas gone to face Tuhan.Moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Amin!Yesterday's berita showedhis final journey and dikebumikan. it was heartbreaking seeing alias kadir cried so terribly. its one in a million cox i alwaes see himas a cheerful, funny person.This kinda thing brought animpact to me at times. mymind will automatically flashall the terrible past i had. andi will be left wondering, "arethose forgiven?" it was reallisad laa to know u have a badpast. but wat to do, i stillhavta move on. im jus very glad that im still alive andcontinuing my journey. lykewhat bebey alwaes tell me,What's past is past, u still have to move on. Its great and the feeling isindescribable to finally findsomeone so caring and understanding. someonewho pushed u away from thefire and lead u to the right path. and lyke finally madeu change to someone better;someone who know the truemeaning of life. thanks bebey.i love you.Woahh im feeling ever so emoish now. ugh. better stopblogging or i'll go bonkers andpost more emo stuffs whichu wuld'nt wanna read. hahaha.Take care all. Moral of the story entry: Treasure those who love u. [Example, ME!]Nyeahaha.. Love u all laa. =DYours truly,`acah
Monday, July 10, 2006 @ 4:35 PM
Irritating gitu kan kene buat bende ala niee. feeling primary skul ahh tulisdiary2. nyehahaha. but nvm,i'll still do it. =DRules:-#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaining.#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged#4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!"then do this.10 FavouritesFavorite Color: Purple, Pink and blackFavorite Food: Im very cerewetFavorite Song: A lot ahh. from different genreFavorite Movie: Cartoons please. =DFavorite Sport: Swimming, cyclingFavourite Day Of the Week: Saturday, cox it my ONLY day out!Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Vanilla plsCurrentCurrent Mood: Happy feat frustratedCurrent Clothes: Sweater and short pants. sejuk noh!Current Desktop: My preciousCurrent Toenail Color: Rainbow, can?Current Time: 1550pmCurrent Surroundings: Cold, but i loikeCurrent Annoyance(s): Every single thing around me. hrmp!Current Thought: Do i really hate bebey? *ponders*FirstFirst Best Friend: Fezah dearest and alwaes be her! =DFirst Crush: Nong nong ago when policeman wear shorts.First Movie: Cant remember. but its from acah's production. yah. First Piercing: Last two year! a dare from bestie's mum. HUAHUAHUA.First Lie: Everydae is a lie. heh. no lah, cant remember. First Music: Humpty dumpty sat on a wall, humpty dumpty fall no one to help. heh.First Car: Volkswagen beetle forever! yeaaah!! nyeahaha.LastsLast Drink: Grass jellyLast Car Ride: Bus got ah. bus 11. heh.Last Crush: BEBEY. and yet gonna be the last. =)Last Movie Seen: Garfield IILast Phone Call: BebeyLast CD Played: Sims IIHave You EversHave You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Yes. Nong nong ago. but a guy laa bacin.Have You Ever Broken the Law: Yes. Pee in the public. hahahaha. tk senonoh nye anak.Have You Ever Been Arrested: Yes. Lari home. nong nong ago. past tense liao.Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Hell no! [padahal tak paham question]Have You Ever Been on TV: Yes. become the ppl walking2 in the background while they're filming a show. HAHA!Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: Eeew yucks. hell no! who noes he/she got diseases. 5 things you're wearing1. Sweater2. Short pants3. Ring4. Watch5. Inside 'undercover'. heh.4 things you've done today1. Wake up2. School3. Drink4. Call bebey3 things you can hear right now1. Music2. Keyboard3. Bebey's pleading voice. aww! heh.Things you can't live without1. Family/friends2. Bebey3. Handphone4. Bantal bushuuukThings you do when you're bored1. Surf the netAnd for the 5 people...1. Jerry2. Jack3. Bob4. Jill5. Tom6. BuilderYou've been tagged!Wonder why i put 6 ppl?so dat each of them gotpartner. kalao tk pahamtanye mak pls.Okay watever. go dook the 5 people..___________________________Yey yey dabis. no moreok of this thingy? neverending sey. mcm energizerlak. never say die. nyeahaa.Ok for the updates. nothingmuch laa. except that lastsaturday went out wif bebeyand elfie. go study la, whatelse. saturday my only dayout also must go study. aiyaa.It was great laa. gotta spentquality time wif bebey. butnot until after he send mehome. cox something happened.to ME. which i dun wannaelaborate further. K ahh, enuff of blabbering. gosee these peeks which aretaken thru ma fone. gottacontinue study. haha. boringkan hidup aku? Lyke acah say, "My lyfe revolves around textbooks and nothing"Bleargh!

Bebey, DGR SINI. haha.I bloody miss ur 'ombak' hair ok. UGH!! hehee! *hugs*`acah
Friday, July 07, 2006 @ 9:02 PM
Hello.Ok so this fuggly layout isfor temporary only for i totits daMn 'i-duno'. itsunexplainable. its worst thanugly. wats the vocab? hahaha. i'll do a better one nxt tymeWHEN i have the free time.i changed to this as i receivedcomments that the previousskin lags. yeah. =)I was bloghopping just nowand guess what inoticed? the number of hatetaggers are increasing. oneof the blog i read was terriblycritisized by a numerous number of people. pity thatperson ah. wassup eh wifthose haters? hmm, tho itdoesnt concern me, i dowonder laa what wrong havdat person done till she havtaface all those consequences?aiyaa. manyak mabok ahh.Ok laa, stop here for now.tomoro meeting bebey for study. haha. ey btw, mymalay oral sucks. i NVRfaced an oral this toughok. last yr, for Os, it wasfyne and i got MERIT ONLY. what about this year? be prepared tore-take ahh. the question asked was so hard. i nearly died. k bedek. And NUR ATIQAH BTE ROSLI, STOP calling me 30cents.cos im NOT a coin. am i? nyeahahaha!!Stop it ehh. ehh. ehh........... SEPAAAAAAAAKKKK!!`acah
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 @ 6:42 PM
So todae is yet anoder one in a million days.WHY?
K the story goes lyke
this....
Once upon a time.. hehe
nolah. just now's remedial
ended around 3:30pm. i
walked wif bestie out of the
skul and planned to go home
by foot. u see, there's a bus
stop lyke, several metres
away from my skul. upon
reaching that busstop, i was
nearly dead. k why? remember
previous entry i told u i
cant stand the scorching heat
from the sun? yeah, thanx to
dat, i changed my mind and
took the bus instead although
my house is lyke a pathetic
2 stops away from that busstop.
I was confident laa that i
can survived a bit more cox
i was taking the bus. but hell no,
i got it all wrong! fucking wrong.
nyeahaha. k lets go on. i board
the bus quickly cox i was gasping
for aircon. next, i tap
my freaking ez-link on the
'tapper' (hehe). the nxt moment
left me stunned. cox i suddenly
heard an unwanted, "teet tuut teet"
What does it mean people??There's no more freaking money
in my ez link!!!!!!! ok tu satu hal.
tk pasal. then i took out my
wallet. shittackss! i only gt 30cents!
the rest are all notes! 10bucks!
OH MY GAWD. how am i gonna pay
up? kalao ikut ati, aku byr je tu
10bucks. nk tutup paiseh. but,
suddenly there's a rush of adrenaline.
pe bende sak. nyeahaha. k so i
stood there lyke bodoh. step kire2
duit. then i duno where the heck
i got this stupid courage to ask other
passengers for small change. it
goes like this......
Me: "Cik, ade duit kecik tak?"
Cik: "Takde laa deq. maaf ehh."
Me: "Uncle, got small change?"
Uncle: "No no."
Me: "Girl, got 30cents?"
Girl: "Dun hab ah"Then.... comes the WORST
part.
I happened to see my fren
in the center of the bus. around
there laa. know what i did?
Me: "JANAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!! KAU ADE 30CENT TAK??!!!"
Jannah: "Tkde ah"KIWAKK!! i duno how
in the world i can have that
stupid, blardy stupidly
courage to actually SHOUT
across the bus to have small
change. NYEAHAHAHA.
Finally, only after all those
scenarios, THEN the pakcik
let me in. OMG!! hahaha!
K, dun try this @ home.
Moral of the story: Make sure that u have sufficient money in ezlink b4 boarding the bus.
Give me a good laugh. NYEAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
K jgn blg mak ehh.Now, i've got a phobiataking a public bus. THANX LAA EH. haha.Bye. =D`acah
Monday, July 03, 2006 @ 1:16 PM
A short entry fortoday. last saturdaymarks me & bebey's21st month anni. wedidnt realli celebrateit though. just spentsome quality timetogether @ theNational stadium. haha.
Adeq and bro was performing. so i was forced to go to snapsome peeks of theperformances. sincethere were lyke, 8 extra tix, i decided to pull bebey along since bestie dun wannago. it was fun laa. minus the scorchingheat from the sun. The heat was realli,seriusly killing me. i nearly died. haha. being a putrililin, i cant tahan the sun.i got frustrated and i walked off from bebey.he was left behindand walked all by himself.after i ran to the shade, lyke finally, hereached and asked, "uda ok?" LOLS. cute ah he.SYF this year quite boring ah. but luckyit ended early. cox iwas in need of food. ahaa.
The parade contingents(sp?)




Okay im done! boring sia today's
entry. haha. nvm, i'll post a better
one nxt time. haha. take care all.

`acah