' Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. '
Friday, May 26, 2006 @ 5:19 PM
That tyme i realliforgot to add insomething.SORRY BEBEY.Haha! padahal nutinserius n0h. just that, hepester me to blog bout our outing. lols.demi utk menjagahati dier, walaupon
tk penting, aku updateje laa k. HAHA.So last saturday, wewent to watch OverThe Hedge. with elfiealso. the storyline merepek giler but itsstill worth it okay! coxthe characters bloodyfarny. i love hammy. "I'll call it steve. Histeve." LOLS. LOLS.nk beli ah vcd dier nanti. =) After that, lepak lepakfor awhile before meetinghis mum and dad for dinner at Bukit Gombakarea. keke. to sumit all up, i HAD FUN. purely excitement. cheystep nek roller coasterlak nk excitement semue. HUHU!!Now for the updates.DUN ASK boutmy Mid-Yr results ok. its done terribly,merribly, perribly nno doubt im bloodydissappointed boutthat. haiz. tkdeharapan uh beb. ugh.k just dun tok bout this. Me and bebey reallinot in good terms nowadays. to the extendthat we almost ended everything but luckily bebey's such a darling and made me realised how far we've went thru together. so now u shuld know who's the culprit. hush hush.hehe. i got such an ugly temper.. lucky i heedmy friends' advise thatthese occurs due tomy freaking Os. ugh.Nvm then, we're backto normal. but not asclose as before cox ofsome circumstances. ifeel that i've beenrelaxing too much andi shall put an end to it. SoMonday is Mt paper.hoped to score betterthan last yr. i took thesame paper and got apathetic B4. syukurits a B rather than C.but im aiming for As.its MT for heaven sake!ugh. stressed up!! =(To add sugar to honey,everything seemed notto go my wae. been havingquarrels wif ppl ard me.jus settled things wifbebey's classmate. itsover, so let it be. i've nogrudges against anione of u okey? *peace*Ok amirul, be preparedfor more of no-moodentries ok. lols. it willprolly stretched tillthe end of my Os. lols. so yeah. ;)K people, i nid a break.wish me luck for Monday'spaper. Psst: Korg penah dgr lagoo ku menanti? BEST kan kan!! stress stressdgr lagoo jiwang consperm gerek tau!Nyeahaha.Ku menanti, dan tetap terus menanti.Hingga kini, dengan ketabahan hati.Ku mencari, akan kesilapan diri,selama ini... kan tidak ku temui.Ku menanti, bilakah kau kan kembali.Hingga kini, tiada berita darimu.ku harungi.. perjalanan hidup ini.sampai nanti, bertemu di syurgawi...Till then, i'll be back.`acah
Monday, May 22, 2006 @ 6:03 PM
Ok HIE people. actuallyim feeling ever solethargic to even get upfrom the bed and tothe computer table. oklook, how i sacrificed inorder not to DISSAPPOINTyou, passeRby. LoLx. iwonder where that nickwent to. LALALA`Back to updates. Night tour. 18th May 2006.Loads of peekchas. sobear wif the lags if there'sany.. and its gonna beloooooooonnnnnngggggggokay! =)We ended skool at 1315 andare supposed to be back all ready for nighttour at 1415. okay, theythought we're like robots.prolly teaching us timemanagement? wahaks.Niwae, unexpectedly, imanaged to get ready by 1415. but im still late, tho.heck, my classmates waslyke waiting for ME. lols. then we dashed off for the bus.
K someone, dun drool ok. nyeahahaha!
The two crazy monkeys in 5ARMSTRONG. =)
First stop: Sentosa's cable car.
A lil about the cable car ride:1) IT WAS SENGET TO THE MAX. 2) Bestie got so scared she cried. =x3) I used to be scared but i overcome it @ Genting. YEAAAHHHH! anachievement! NYEAHAHA..4) The 5 of us in the car shout our lungs out till we almost killed the fishes in the sea. k bedek.5) We were scared but wanna ride again.Fun? ABSOLUTELY, DEFINATELY!LoLx! Next stop: Magix 4D
It was a bloody longqueue but worth the Q. tk paham? k diam. i gotall wet cox of thesplashings of water. andthe bat freaking scary ok. the jerkings of thechair is not for the fainthearted; BEWARE. cosits so sudden till u canget a heart attack. =b
So i saw a chicken outside the Magix 'theater'..Mr Lee was lyke, "Aisyah,u still taking pictures ofchickens huh. later go homeand show ur mum there'schicken in Sentosa." WTH?but he rawks my socks. u'llknow why later. =))Next stop: Luge and sky ride.The best and the scariestride respectively.
Luge ride. bloody fun. MUST MUST try!!

Real scary rite? ok fyne, i shan't disclose any further.IM BLOODY AFRAID OFHEIGHTS. I stayed on the7th floor. im afraid to lookdown. i'll imagine that i wasjumping and all the gravityand shits. ugh. scariiieee. =)
The united 5A! i love them!!*Fast forward....*Next stop: Underwater worldNothing much to elaborateon. except that we bumpedto 5B! yeaahhh. miss themlahs. blueks!
I saw this outside the entrance. lost ah. ciann dier! haha..
The fishes really swim in schools sia. nice!
The starfish looks gross. Ven cheng brought it out and yikes. ugly seii. GELI noh!

Actually there's Nemo laa. but i forget to take the picture. LOLS.Next stop: DINNER @ BURGER KING
On the wae.Next stop: Musical fountain
Marvellous ok! Final stop: Palawan beachSorry no pics. takot npkhantu. lols. its ady lyke,10pm by that tyme andwe practically walked allthe wae to the end ofthe beach and then suddenly everyone ran tothe playground together.mcm npk hantu lak. LOLS..kekek nk mampos sakx.i love my class okay. <33Eh remember i told u myteacher is cool? now thisis the evidence ok.
NYEAHAHAHA... cute kn? tau tkpe. K laa, i've been blogging forhours. lols. nid a break. Bye! muax! =D`acah
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 @ 11:03 AM
GRR!Why in the world must this happen?For a reason?!FUCK YOU LAH.Nabeh toot toot.I had to CRY doing that stupid thing.I had to spend my bloody 3 days doing that.I was EXCITED when i THOUGHT it was finally SUCCESSFUL.BLOODYFOOL ahh bilang dier.At this point of time, really feel lyke.....MURDERING people siiah. serius ah.Freaking dissappointing.OK FINE.HAPPY 17TH BDAE BEBEY.Happy kebabi ahh!!Fullstop.SO MUCH FOR A SURPRISE.Bloody ass.ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!This blogger thingy is another ass.bloody SLOW lyke wat the hell siaa.Show u what is the MISERABLE STUPID THINGthat was UTTERLY DISSAPOINTINGin my next entry or shits.PARDON ME.PERIOD SUCKS TO THE CORE. AND TO THE MOON. AND TO THE SUN.AND FINALLY DIE. THAT BLOODY ASS is OUT on bail by her mother.LOOK, UR FREAKING RETARDED DAUGHTER WILL DO SUCH A THING AGAIN OK?CARE BOUT UR PATHETIC DAUGHTER BUT NOT ABOUT THOSE WHOSE THINGS ARE BEING STOLEN. And u DUN show me ur 'what look look' face in the canteen.i'll fuck u upside down.ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!k SHUDDUP.Just leave me alone.=(=(`acah
Monday, May 15, 2006 @ 2:04 PM
Woweee!! lotsa tags.
but rest assured i'll
reply them all. <3eEna: Okiies. =)
amirul: LoLx. wat do u expect? haha. sorry for the late reply. =)
ira`spydey: Okies i will!! muax! =)
kynz: chunking? NYEAHAHAA. but she's cool ok. i love her! blueks! =b
keci[k]enit: pig? lols. asalkan u can do it then it doesnt matter much. kn kn kn? =))
firz!: da cam matae saks. wahaks. i love you too laa bestie! muahs muahs. ops. haha.
supergrrl: cantik? not forgetting cute too! maceh maceh. nyeahaha. k g0! =)
ain*: NYEAHAHA. k bye. ;)
nurse kelly: yeps im enjoying my sec sch life. EXCEPT for the studies. haha. tc sweets!
noi: noi kusss!!
Bebey: BEBEYKUSH! i love you too. so so much. muax. muax. hehee.!! =)
tITi_vOk: U ah. long tyme no tag! hehee.
iqah: LoLx. kk tkmu emosi k. pls eh. haha.. k bye! =)
eEna: Ur batch. sec 3 NA. chinese. ah, dun t0k bout her nimore! hehee..
kynz: Sape lagi siiaa.. stupid animal kan. lols. niwae dier da masuk pun. YAY!
izzah: i tag-ed u ady! go try! =)
syzw'e: Ya lorr! ah, to HELL wif her lah. haha.
ain*: Yeah.. orgasm. lagi lagi the vanilla. yuhoooooooo. nikmat. NYEHAHA.
supergrrl: Yeps. thanx darling. luv ya too. =)
noi: Mesti lah. freaking greeedy. lols. k chill. miss u noi!
ira`spydey: Haha. dier miskin lah. cian dier. haha. yups. thanx sweets. muahs! =)
Lady E: Ya lor. thanx for dropping sista! muahs! =)
abangjohnny: NYEAHAHA. wat sia bro. chill dale chill. HAHA. =))
keci[k]enit: Yups yups. im feeling better now. thanx darling. muahs! ;)
noi: LoLx. tak tido. aku kan burung hantu. haha.
irah: Send liao. =)
eena: Woohoo! nxt tyme must tegur okay? my jeans? oh thank you. i like it too! haha.
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Phew! haha. thanx people
for all the encouragements.
i stayed on strong. currently
things been changing for the
better i guess. thank God! =)
At least i felt better now. the
good news is that.......
THAT ANIMAL DA MASUK!!
Remember the greedy animal
who went around stealing
in MY skool? yes its her. omg.
freaking happy man. hope she
rot to death inside. and got
her hands chopped. AMIN!
Haha. since my absence and
my emo entries lately, people
been so concern bout me. i
felt lyke a princess! realli! can
i do it again? LOLS. but seriusly
ah, the feeling's terrible. felt
ever so lonely as if im the only
soul in this world. its lyke im
suffering from depression. i
hope its not gonna repeat itself.
So people, im back in action.
back with my nonsense. im sure
u miss all those. nyeahaha!
On friday, since its a holiday,
went out with bestie!! yuhoo.
only after that day i felt
better. hehe. thanx bestie for
the day. i love you! =) So we
went to town. shopping! i spent
my entire 50bucks on i-duno-what.
sucha spendthrift. haha. walked
around town lyke zombies. laughed
laughed laughed. i had purely
FUN. =))
Saturday, went for a double
date. me, bebey, elfie and
someone. if ur wondering, me
and bebey's back on track.
alhamdulillah. no we didnt
break up. almost but didnt. cox
i pity-ed him for begging &
pleading me not to leave him.
anywae i still love him. so why
not. we start afresh. had a
heart-to-heart talk and settled
peacefully. he jumped for joy
upon knowing we're okay. hehe.
how cute.
Oh niwae, back to the topic. we
went to watch moviee at the
new cathay. watched VOICE. i'll
rate it 6/10 laa. more to
suspense though its NC16. no
doubt there are scary scenes. its
basically about a haunted music
school. eh, not forgetting there
are sad scenes that left me
on the verge of crying too. realli.
cox its about two besfrens. one
of them got killed. the other one
alwaes heard her besfrens' voice
talking to her. yah something
lyke dat uh. cox they are lyke
too attached to each other. so
yeah. hehe.. next on our list
will be over the hedge. MUST
MUST watch. we love cartoons!
rite bebey? =)
Im sure ur waiting for
peekchas. so here u g0....
BLOODY CUTE RYTE. so MUST watch!!
Bestie and me. the tortoise hugged me! aww. haha.We took neoprints!





Cute kan? tau takpe. haha..
Noice effects huh? thanx to my butterfingers!
Bebey hensem kan. kan. HAHA. blueks!I regretted on what i've done to
you. its damn stupid. i did all those cox i tot ur sick and tired of me. im
pleased to have u as my boifee.
cox ur sucha dear to me. i
almost wanna end this r'ship but
cant. u
brighten up my lyfe wif ur
sincere smile. u shower me
with ur never ending love.
i nvr tot and nvr want
this to happen. niwae, im glad
we've moved on and start afresh.
thank you for ur patience all this
while dear. i love
you bebey, and always will... =)
K done!! i've got to go. kip
the tags in aite! sayang korg
lahs. =))
K bye!
`acah
Thursday, May 11, 2006 @ 12:39 AM
Part of the lyrics. Kian jauh.. Kian hilang.. Kasih antara kita.. Nampak tenang pada zahirnya.. Tapi batin tersiksa.. Yang terguris tak nampak di mata.. Yang terhiris terluka.. Sesekali terbit air mata.. Tahan sebak didada.. Kemanakah.. Nak dibawa.. Resah kian melanda.. Dimanakah hendak ku khabar.. Pilu di dalam dada.. Realli suits my situationnow. im speechless. imsick and tired of everything.People thought im happy.Fact is, im faking a smile. ihate being asked questions. its been quitesome time since i burstinto tears. and i mean terribly. i guess its gonnabe soon. real soon. Fuck all the mock exams. make me almostdead in the hell-like examination hall.Thanx to dose who gaveme advises and the tags. iappreciate all. i knoe itsnot the end of the world. but im the one facingall this shits. at this point,i felt so low. seems lykepeople stooped high aboveme. i feel so useless. i feel that im nothing. Till then, i'll be back.`acah
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 @ 6:25 PM
Bloody thief in
TWSS. bloody stupid.
bloodily fucking mad
at HER. fucking
attitude.
DUN U THINK U CAN FUCKING GET AWAY JUST LIKE
THAT U FUCKING FILTHY UGLY POOR ANIMAL!!
We are not fucking
stupid LYKE
YOU. bloody ass
moronic ANIMAL..
Nabehchibai.
go and die lah.
Serius sia. fucking
mad. what an
animal in twss.
in total, she got
away with estimated
20 phones and lots
more wallets. fucking
greedy.
Nak duit blg aku la puki.
tkya curik barang org
per. wonder how poor
u are. PITY PITY.
Guess ur FATEFUL dad
didnt give u a single
cent huh to skool? fucking
SAD. i shall mourn with
u. SAD story. bloody sad.
IC also u wanna take? fucking
greedy huh? ya hor!
UNDERAGED ehh??
SO SAD. BLOODY SAD...
Better pray hard the clock
ticks faster ok. and so
u can get hold of an IC.
SWEETS also wanna steal?
i pity u laa sial. fucking
poor huh. u must be living
in a HUT. or worst, i
think u DUN HAVE A HOME.
ouh, stay by the streets?
Though this doesnt concern
me; my things didnt
kena steal, i am fucking mad
cox MY SKOOL got such
GREEDY ANIMALS. Bloody
greedy..... OMG.
Ok i shall stop ranting. if
not i can go further and
start kicking the comp. lols.
K teckwhyeans, beware.
there's a GREEDY THIEF
in twss.Niwae readers, pardon my language. i need to vent out all this shits. this week's been bloody hectic. problemsafter problems. to0o stressed up. things didntgo my wae. bebey and menot in good terms. haiz. bloody heartbreaking. butwat to do. better dun behappy bout this. im gonnafuck u upside down if u do.cox i think it sucks to the core. i jus need some time alone, only for myself. Just fuck life!K bye.Im trying hard to be happy but i guess it went down the drain. Nvm, im sorry. haiz....
`acah
Sunday, May 07, 2006 @ 9:50 PM
Intro: Tadi aku da update.update panjangnk mampos abehdier ilang. bpk dier
pei laki laa. skg, aku da malas nk tulis panjang2. wateverrr.Ok fine. cool down. haha.jus now my mind went 90km/h and so i decidedto stop on my courseworkand blog. hehe. yesterdaewent town with bebey. ilove him so0o much laa ok.. We alighted at far east todo some survey-ing onmy outfit to wear duringnight tour. attracted tosome laa but duno uhs. lolx! then we walked allthe wae to the new cathay.Iqah, yg da bukak cume wayang jeLAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!HAHA. apparently she told me that cathay openedady. so aku mati mati totthe whole thing. can gowindow shopping. skali...........wayang je lahh. haha. ape ahkao! info berguna siot. kasikaku jalan jauh jauh utk bauwhite paint. lolss.Then we walked back to plaza singapura and haveour branch cum dinner @LJS. and thats where wesaw someone fell rightbefore our naked eyes. kutahan ketawe tapi tkle angkat. jadii terbahak-kahaklaa kiter ketawe. and that person sat beside us somemore. jux pray he tkprasan laa we laughed @him. No no we are not beingmean. jux that the way hefell damn hilarious. he felland swing the pathetic littlechair up in the air at the same time! nyeahahha.imagine that k. wahaha.. still stuck in my little headsiia the wae he fell. datu nkstep cool. "oh its ok.. im fine. just thatthe floor abit soapy huh. justmopped isit?"NYEAHAHAHHAA!!Sape siot tanak step cool. depanmatae dier oi! consperm gerldier kes nk tawe tapi tahan. LOLS. this thing makes my day man! hahaha. lol.. k stopit. =)After filling our stomachs withfoods, we went jalan jalancarik pasal. haha. then proceed to arcade!! all tyme favourite.wasted money on this luck thingy. the one got psp laa, hplaa.. lols. then when tk dptbinget sendri. i bang on theglass door. cam nk tendang pon ade. HAHA. kental. lols.We walked all the wae backto far east out of boredom. lols.shuld build a zoo laa in orchard. or other tourist attraction. getting bored with stuffs there. haha. ehbefore i forget, i already tasted theFRIED MARS BARS. woohoo. ultra super delicious sia. i usuallydun lyke chocolates. but when i eat that, melts in the mouth. ugh.must go get 'em again. wahax. bebeyoso like. yay! yay!We waited for the bloody190 for lyke hours sei. we missedthe rather empty one so havta wait.the nxt one came but full. onlyafter the 4th one then we can board. tu pun havta squeeze in. ugh. i hate! but nvm, janji smprumah. haha.Ok dah. haha. go take a look at the pics laa kay. sorry its my bad hair day yesterday. hehee!!
Bebey's new fone. haha. i loike one of the game laa. gerek dok! haha..
I lovee bebey!! and he loves me too. *hugs* aww. nyeahaha. K its between me and him. u need not interfere in anyof our probs. cox ITS OUR OWN PRIVACY. i knoeu are plain JEALOUS im with him. haha. serve uright laa. try laa to ruin our r'ship and see what u getin return. i aint lyke any of ur rivals who gave wayto u. u must be taught a lesson. moreover by ME. coxu gonna regret what u've been doing all this while. andi'll make sure u suffer enuff; just lyke how u make people suffer. i knoe bebey MOST ok. 1 year 7 months.wad do u expect? HAHA. go fly kite ok. and.... tkmu lu gua lu gua dgn aku ehh. makan babi pe siia bobal tu mcm? =) a piece of shit. excuseee mee. it blocks my nose....Ok dearest frens, im donewith my entry. just keep thetags in okiies. im sure toreply them a.s.a.p. the previousones, i'll reply soon. ehee. Muax! sayang korg laa.`acah
Wednesday, May 03, 2006 @ 1:45 PM
Hello lovers!Nyeahaha.Baru balik skul, nanti keneblaja lagi. kawin kan best.balik pasar, leh tido. bgn, masak. suami balik, dierkemas rumah aku tido. DASAR PEMALAS.NYEAHAHA.K dun underestimateme ehh. ehh. ehh. K lets get back to seriousbusiness. so monday celebrated my 19th monthanni wif bebey. glad it fallson a holiday. plannedto go wdls library buttutup. eskali tol. so we satother places and study. usee, hidup mati buku kitabwk. hahaha. suspen kankan. ingat kiter gie zoo eh.lols. k nonsense..Currently done with mymalay and english. yey-ness.but got maths nxt week. boring.. I wanna invent something.Imagine k.A car-like thingy but have features of an aeroplane. meaning? can fly laa. and bring me to a place where i'll see nothing but stars. and when i press a button, thecar will transform into a *horse. and i will ride it to some placeswhere its raining ice-creams non-stop hits. *correction: a pony instead. DnT students? Grant my wish.K dah. nk men game. Sims IIaddictive ok. best you!=))`acah