' Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. '
Friday, April 28, 2006 @ 4:43 PM
To prevent someonefrom pestering me to update 4 the upteenth time, i better write something. haha! theperson got so obsessedwif my entries till he loved my previous postwhere i write only 3sentences. LoLx.. k shuddup!So im up to nonsensenow. been so stressed updue to studies. how i wishedim married. can shake leg. haha. i've got nomid-year, thankfully. exceptfor english and malay lang.English paper Sucks. with capital S. out of the bluegot email writing. ugh. k bye.On Saturday, i spent my dayfruitfully. chey. haha. went to meet bebey then celebrated bestie's advanced bdae. i loike!but somehow i hate that day. haha. cox i ate carbohydrates, fats. ugh. i shuldnt have done dat! haha.. went to chill out wif bebey @ Lot 1 onie. tookmerepek pictures. haha. nah,go see the peeks laa kiex. haha.
Waiting for the puteri to come and fetch me. why puteri? cox he's LATE! nyeahhaa.
Merepek I
TAK carik kutu ehh. haha...
Merepek III
Bebey muke maintain. haha..
Bebey 'pretty' siia in this pic. haha. i loike!! =))After talking nonsense wifdearest, went to meet hisparents all. They go makanwhile i wait for bestie's boifee.when he reached, selengerus suddenly realised that weforgot to bring bestie's pressie. HAHA. selenger nkmampos. so went to guardianand bought her chocolates. Went to her house, wait forher relatives to arrive and finally proceed to Al-Azhar @Bt. Timah to have our dinner.
I love her! she love me! we love each other!! omg i sound so lesbian. lols.
3 kawan.. haha.
Bestie's cuzzie.. damn cute ok!! i became his mum for a day. heh.
Makan makan makan!!!!! fatty foods. lols. hahaha..
Sorry sikit eh i eat abit onie. the rest anak aku nye. haha!! Before i end, i would liketo make a big shoutout..HAPPY BELATED BDAE BESTIIE!!
Peewiit. hahaha. walauponda byk kali aku ckp, tkpelaa ehh.. haa. muax. syg kao!=))and and... i'll end wif a pictureof MY HUNK.
123......NYEAHAAHAHAHA! Nvm bebey, i still loveyou lots.. lols.K people. im off to skul for some motivation shits.and bro, i hope u arenot taking my class. coxim sure u gonna be cruel.specially to ME. hahaha!K bye! =D`acah
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @ 11:47 PM
Kk im updating sincesomeone pester me to. New entry. Ok bye! haha.. =)) P/s: awakk.. da puas ati? lols.`acah
Friday, April 21, 2006 @ 8:47 PM
So now i need tovoice out my unhappiness.if u think ur the typewho cepat terasa, plsleave k. dun start taggingshiits on my tagboard.-----------------------Tuhan jadikan aku ademata. mata digunakanuntuk MELIHAT. ada paham?Yg kao selenger nk mampos tibe-tibe pmaku kata aku tgk2 kaoapesal? pls uh. umurbrape siia nk hidup dunie nie mcm. aku diamdiam kao fikir aku kesheck care pei org. ah nieaku nye care utk heck caresama kao. Bencii siia this type of people. tkley kene stareduk dlm kubur uh siiak. takde org nk tgk kao. pls uh. grow up man! openup ur tiny pea brain. umur da tua nk mampos lagi attitude tu mcm. mintak kene tempeleng left right center and a kick in the ass. Nanti bler aku tegur, kaokata aku biadap, mulutcelupar, words sakitknhati org. tapi in the firstplace, sape kasi taik ktaku? People nowadays. cant deny. sick in the brain i think. how i wish theynvr exist. how i wish i got the power to make them extinct lyke dinosaurs. Nabeh nabeh toot toot!!Dak2 skg da pandai ehh.dgr rumors jer lincah2 gieconfront org. lyke, whatthe fuck siia. abeh cukuptime da paiseh tanak ngaku. step dier betul.relek duluuu uh pls... gie makan kacang.Takle kene tegur, taklekene tengok, takle kene sikit. GIE MATI NAK??tkde org nk kacao kao.hidup sorg2 jer dlm kubur.0k dah.=))`acah
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @ 6:31 PM
"Oh aduhai ku masih ingati, janji manis dan saat romantis.Kau pintaku supaya setia,akhirnya kau yg berubah."Walala~ the lyriic above iisjux for fun okay? ii loike thesong laa. so jiwang-ish. haha.nothing to do wif me. and of course my bebey wun do thiings like dat. kan bebey kan? haha. =)Okok, for the updates, there'llbe lotsa stoopiid peekchas ok.its gonna be loong and ugly.wanna read, move on. if not,bye bye. ok g0!On good friidae, my classmates or shuld ii say only a handful ofus went to ecp as planned. sape tk gie bodoh kay? LoLx. jkjk! cox we had lotsa stupiid fun. and i reallymean, stupiid k. u'll see layta.there was a bloody heavy downpourin the miidst of our hapiiness. sigh.my fone and bebey's almost arwah but i guess they still love us so tak jadi matii. heh!Bestiie's mp3, fad's mp3 and someother mp3s get soaked and finallydied. inalillah. the fuggly tent canttake the heavy rain and so the whole tent's wet. and what i meanby wet is that things started to float INSIDE lyke nobody's business. ugh. everyone's bag got soaked. eventhe things inside is wet. imaginethat ok. selenger me sat inside thetent lyke some dumbass while therest was in the shelter. aku pikirtu tent leh tahan hujan. padahal,padahal! nyeahaha! end up, i wasdrenched. LOLS. betapa bodohnye.nvm, buat kenangan. haha. =)When the rain deteriorate, we became soexcited lyke monkeys. haha! we huntaround for food. finally saw ourprecious chicken wings floating. NYEAHAHA! k exaggerate eh. haha. enuff uh. lazy to type ady.one thing, I HAD FUN. go 5A go! =))
They drank blackcat and got drunk lyke apeks. NYEAHAHA!
Them!
My bebey knoe how to fish for FISH okay! nt girls. precisely!! haha.Now cums the uncensored part.N16 ok. nyeahaha. actuallynuting naked laa. haha.
In the process.
ONE
TWO
Final ARTPIECE!! nyeahaha!!People who passed by whilewe're doiing thiis stupiidstuff laughed theiir ass out.nyeahhaa. the one who iisburiied aliive is my dearestbestiie okay! nyeahaha. take alook at the two 'balls'. its a COCONUT SHELL and worst,AN APPLE! hahaha. lol. bloodyfunny! ok stop iit. =))
Bestiie and me duriing fishiing!!And finally, bebey and me!
Sorry ehh bad hair day. bebey cut hair! pendek giler giler kan? but stiil cute! muahs!The purple highlights notreal ok. i got nutin to do. but its nice isnt it? LOLS.Yesterdae was twss's sportsdae! it was fun and boring atthe same time. fun cox iitsa rare occasiion to shout madlytill ii got sore throat. boriingcox halfwae thru, its raiiningdaMn heavily and our sportsday havta postpone. ugh. iilazy to talk so let the piics dothe talkiings aites!!

CONDOUR!! haha!
I was stranded outside the toilet. BUT...........
behind the milo van! curiik cups of milo is LOVE. lols!The lightning's realli scaryokay. nk evidence?
This is done by the lightning. rabakk.In conclusiion,
...........K laa. i've got to go.need to start my revision liao. been relaxing too much.haha.. muahs! tag me ok.Sweet As Candy, Hotter Than Fire, Im Describing The Boy That I Admire!=))`acah
Thursday, April 13, 2006 @ 4:58 PM
________________________far: Haha! change of song ady! hee. thanx for dropping gurrl. muax! =)iqah: Yeahh! baru punya. LoLs. bye! =Dira`spydey: HAHA.. thanx ira!! yerps u too study smart okay. takecairees! MUAHS!supergrrl: Yeah, lets get married! as in not us laa. nanti ade je org fikir mapek. LoLs. Syg kao lahs!keci[k]enit: Hehee!! thanx darl.. i loikee urs too okiies! =DeEna: New kulit? nyahaa.. cute lahs. niwae thanx aites! =)abg_kandung: Yelahh. balik genting tk blikan gue roller coaster puns! rabakk. =xKin: Okiies done!! =Dkynz: Yalar ken! nyeahaha.. best kn ite visit. sukerr. hahaa. take cairess!! =)eena: Yeps i will tag! erm, yeps u too!Stupid guy: Bebeykuss! ape nie. its over dear. i've 4given u ady. and ur NOT stupid laa bushuuk. pls k. hee! MUAKS. i love you too!! =Dqeela: Yeps looonnnnngg tiimmee no see u also. hee. okiies i will.. thanx niwae!! =)aiN: WHAT U GOT PROBLEM ISIT? nyeahaha! tau laa kao nye lagi lawa. haha. doinks kao balek! =))PHASHION.STARR*: Wei wei loongg tyme no tag huh.. keke. niwae thanx okiies! u too takecare. muahs!!Fida: Yes dear. i've taken note bout dat.. thanx for telling. =D________________________Long tyme seii no blog. missu people okiie. but time disallowme to use the comp laa. im lyke, blardy busy okay this week.daMn hectic lyke shiit. and i DUN LYKE ok. ugh. so tiring.oniie today i can rest in peace.nyeahhaa. as in, no need doassignments one after anoder.believe it anot i've nvr beenin this situation before ok. as in so0o stressed up uhs. my ferst two years in TW oso nvrbeen so hectic. cox i nvr studybefore. LOLS. why i ungkit bout ma ferst two years? simplybecause i shuld be done wif myOs by now but due to someunforseen circumstances i havtastay for anoder year in TWSS. ni realised i've got loads of catching up to do. HAHA. serve me rightlaa! doinks!HUHU.. =DNiwae, its okiie. cox at least i have longer tyme to prepare forthat sickening exam. haha. sosince lyke last week, im so0obusy studying and revising andgoing nuts. LoLx. ok watever.. my brain's lyke daMn heavy wifknowledge and cant even turn tothe right or left cos it will spillall over the floor. NYEAHAHA!OKAY. exaggerating. haha!Monday went to ITE clementi. totits gonna be bored but turned outunexpectedly GREAT lyke shiitokay. nyeahhaa. i stepped intothe skul and was lyke, "why soquiet siia." then i realised the ITEstudents having their 3 weeks hols. shiiat! we got onie lyke 1week. bloody big difference okay!haha. Ok. so had our talks and blabla.. i lovee the activities. hilariouslyke hell and i laugh my ass out. haha. happy ok. Tuesday dragged myself to skul. Murmured to myself whythe heck must i go skul. haha!buruk sei prangai. haha. niwae, cheered myself up in skul wifcrazee bunch of frens. they mademy day!Wednesday dragged myself to skul.AGAIN! becoming a habit aye? LoLx. Loss of mood in the middle ofskul hours; something im reallinot used to. so kept quiet all thewae. tired ok. went home straightand slept. woke up study study tilli forget to eat and worse still, shower. ops. jgn marah. haha. lols.had a quick bite but a loongg bath.spa ehh. haha! Today. woke up @ 6:50am. rushedto the toilet. and siap2 then off to skul. by then its ady 7:12am. i totim ady late! seems lyke everything'snot as planned. i tot its windy butits bloody humid instead. i tot 190leh harap but havta wait for somefreaking minutes. but neh, imNOT late!! yey! i wanna break record lahs. this year no late coming.nyeahaha. mcm paham uh luu. =)Tomoro 5A's pit! wuhoo. cant waiit!bebey's following. wuhoo. nyeahaha. saturday oso meeting him. prolly going national library. semangat noh! haha. niwae, not to worry. previous entry all emo. emo = period. bencii ok? =x we're back to normal. jus slight misunderstanding. but i realli went out alone okay. mcm bodoh gitu. HAHA.Okay, gotta watch Hi-5. sorryehh. nyeahaha. best ok. this seasons'song nice. to me laa. lets dancE!We're a T.E.A.M.. We work together. We're a T.E.A.M!!!Jgn marahh.. haha.ok laa i'll be back wif lotsa pics.if there's any lahs. nyeahaha.MUAHS!`acah
Saturday, April 08, 2006 @ 12:35 PM
Its a downpour now.currently sitting, doingnutin. cox im thinkingof where to go layta; alone. guess i havta gosomewhere peaceful,to clear my mind. once,i sat amongst the bushesat Bukit Gombak's waterfall. at dat point of timeits raining cats and dogs but im still drenched. that place realli can peace my mind but yetspooked the hell out of me at the same tyme. itshaunted remember? nah,when ur in doubts, u tendto forget everything.Problems after problemscropped up as days passed.what's the purpose, i myselfcant figure out. ugh. feelingterrible now. as....i shall not elborate on whathappened. juz a lil thing i wannasay,IM SORRY BEBEY.='(`acah
Friday, April 07, 2006 @ 2:56 PM
I've cancelled everything. imean the previous post laaken! nyahaha.. onie cikgurahmat's class knoe wats 'ken'. nyahaha. ok gO!Im happi today! Bro comingbackkkkkkkkkkkk!! afterlyke, 4 days?.. ugh. so missing him ok. nyaahaa.rinduu ber-wrestling wifhim, play catching at homeand whatnots. LoLx!! he went to genting and KL laa. actually im jealous ok!! cox i cant follow him there. WALALA!! hahaha..I cant wait for good friday. ifjadi, 5A going picnic! haha.. soundso makcik makcik siia picnic. LOL.okok i shall rephrase. 5A goingto err, suntanning! but not realliseii. erm, maybe.. 5A going to.......... Ok bye!Niwae yesterday went night studywif bebey @ mac. as per normal laa kan.. the best partis, i bought happy meal ok! and got this cute hamster.teringat arwah hamster aku.*sobx*! i wanna collect thehelicopter next. veri cute ok.can spin2 sampai mabuk.Okiie bestiie reached ady. wanna do her blog or sumtink. haha!I love her OKAY!Sorry for being too emo. blame iton my PMS. sucksss! huahua.Btw,HAPPI SWEET 17 TO FAYAH!!Muax!!`acah
Thursday, April 06, 2006 @ 7:10 PM
Reply of tags in thenxt entry. For now, i wanna say something to someone special..Besfren, i knoe sumtink isbothering u. it isbothering me too. i knew and i realised we'renot as close as before.i knoe what ur mind'sthinking. cox i gt the same thoughts too. iknoe ur wondering whyim lyke avoiding u. Once and for all, i wanna say,that i AM NOT. im stillthe same me, dearest. theone u knoe since 1999. itsbeen years we've beenclose. no matter wateverhappens, we're still together. till people mistookus as lesbians, remember?but now, there's no moreof those happiness. urwif ur own lyfe, im wif mine.i dun lyke it but i have toendure. haiz. i cant recallthe last tyme we had ourhappi tymes. i guess itson my berfday dis yr. i appreciate it lots and lotscox i feel lyke thousandsof years since i last laughmy hearts out wif u. i dorealli miss u. i mean, as ini miss the tymes we had. i cant simply think ofthose times cox it will makeme sad. it do. realli.I dun blame ur bffor being harsh on u, or rather, being protectivetowards u. as in dun letu go out alwaes and so on.NO i dun. in fact, i respect ufor choosing him as i knoehe can take care of u ina proper manner. but watim trying to say is this,i feel dat eversince we have ourown boyfee, as in for now, we're lyke becoming furtherapart. dats wat i think. =(Ur nick in msn. wat does itshow? maybe its true datits ur fren's. but deep inmy heart, i knoe its for me.u wanna let me knoe howu feel. u dun nid to dearest. realli. cox i knoe. and i can sense the awkwardness wenchatting wif u. anyway. im feeling dat way too. its realli heart-breaking to knoe dat we're thisfar apart. ='( I knoe ur blaming 'her' forbeing close to me andshe stole me from u. no, i will NOT let that kinda thingshappen. though i may be close to her, deep in myheart, i still have u. im nottrying to tutup2 crite butits the fact. i cant resist livingin this kinda condition; wherebywe act as strangers. iwas close to tears when typing this. haizz!To be honest, i ever talkedto Elfiean bout us. he told meto sabar. but i jux cant and i realli do cry. cox lyke i've said, its heartbreaking to knoe thatthe one u love is gone juxlike dat. we've been thru forso much. never do i havethe intention to break us apart. all my family members, and even all myother families, do knoe urmy besfren. how can i possiblybreak our years of frenship?At this point, i am realli speechless.i dun knoe wats the cause of disthings. i realli hate it. i wishedwe're lyke before. where wehad soo much of laughter every minute. For now, please... i hope uunderstand. as in, i do stillregard u as my best one though i am close to sumoneelse. i knoe i shuldnt have done dat. haizz. but i've got noother choices. i dun wishto fight over this matter. butim realli speechless. i dunofor how long i will live inthis way. Anyway besfren, i am realli sorry for any misunderstandings that i'vecaused all this while. i hopeu can forgive me and we'reback to our normal self. I still love u, and will alwaes do...Pardon me bloggers, if im too emotional here. iknoe at least one of uhave been in this situationbefore. i promised i'll beback as soon as possiblewif my normal entries. For now, take caires andremember, frens arevery important. u nid ur good fren more than ur boifren.`acah
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 @ 6:51 PM
NEW LAYOUT!Woohoo. 1st tyme okaydo my own layout. Niwae, wanna study for now! tag and commentokiie. i knoe its simple!but i loike......... =))Purple, pink & black = LOVE.. MUAHS!`acah
Saturday, April 01, 2006 @ 10:53 PM