' Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. '
Wednesday, April 27, 2005 @ 5:15 PM
Well... obviously.....IM BACKKK! =)So.. first things first.... i HATE the weather. really sia. Freaking HOTT. i can melt! C.A.N. akha. i miss the rainy season. im a PUTRI LILIN ok. i hate the sun. hate. hate. well. i knoe. i knoe. i shuldnt say all these. but ITS THE FACT to me. ehehe. kk enuff bout the weather. niwae. very sorry to my darlings 4 my late post. im bz uh nowadays. lotsa things to do. study. study. study. wait. CAN I LYKE DROP COMBINED SCIENCE?! pleeeaseee.. Fuck that subject. NONSENSE sia. hahaha! k shuddup.. Went madrasah as usual on sunday. although its quiet, its still fun with autism kids around. buahahas. this AIN bluff me. still DARE to PROMISE me that she'll attend madrasa. but ended up nvr come. `teehee. kau takda cam tak complete lar dey~ hehe. the worst part came wen its tyme to go home. i went home with this guy... yarh.. an IRRITATING monkey of mine. buahahas. but still ur my best bro. =p .. we were as usual joking silly-ly. since its raining, the ground's obviously wet rite. so.. under my blk, this monkey suddenly touch my hand. so i touch his. and then. the bit-ing game started. i think this monkey 4get to eat his medicine in the morning, so, he got crazie. and he uses his HEAD to push2 me. i push back but no force. he push real hard till...................... I FELL INTO THE DRAIN. walaueh.. buahahahass!! imagine that. one leg was inside and the other was lyke dangling out. lyke bodo sia. ahaha. till now my handprint was still on the mud. haha. memorable man~.. nvm2. this monkey will GET IT FRM ME ONE DAY. Ada budi ada batas, lain hari boleh BALAS. Take good care of urself ok? pandai jibon aku nie. akhaa... =pNutin much happened on monday. as usual la. go skool, went back home. Tuesday? tiring day. VERY, very. after skool, managed to go home only to take my phone and rushed back to skool. did my f&n coursework. then, reached home ard 5.45pm, shower and went out again at 6.30pm for night class. had SS lesson. went home at 9pm. elfie n gang asked me to join them lepak @ mac cc. but i resist. cos.. my cayang didnt allow. see, im a GOOD wife ok!.. got home, shower and did a bit of revision. then. cant tahan. so went to sleep. early. hehe.. its lyke. terrible uh yesterday. plus plus the hot weather. hmph!Today's lyke so fun... bcos. im in a good mood throughout the day. i actually LISTEN ATTENTIVELY to Mr tan's lesson. and he teaches PHYSICS. and physics falls under SCIENCE. and science is my HATEST subject. woohoo~... amazing. im PROUD of myself. buahahas! after skool, went straight home. good? precisely! akhaa.. Anyhoos, tomoro cyg gonna sit for his first paper, English. good luck dear~ pass with flying colours ok. make ME proud. Mwah!! hehehe. hey. its exam fever!! but not to me.. i dun have any mid-year exams this yr. weeee`. but there's TWO prelims for us b4 the actual major exam. duh~.. sad kes. but i think its better lar this way. so.. its easier for us to catch up with any difficult topics. early revisions. yups. Niwae. i miss cyg loads and loads.. its lyke a looooong tyme since i last meet him sia. padahal, padahal. tomoro meeting him at nyte. going study @ mac as usual. then saturday also. wee`. maybe wanna ask him follow me to bras basah 4 awhile. need to buy my SS sec 3 textbook. i've DONATED mine to people last yr. buahahas~... i didnt know we're using it tis yr lahs. =p hey. to TECKWHYEANS.. if u have any extra sec THREE Social Studies textbook, tag me aite. if ade, save sikit duit aku. akhaa. so back to cyg. well, we're doing good. alhamdulillah.. hehe. this sunday's our 7th month 'anniversary'. tyme really flies. its soo fast. once, i remembered its the first tyme we met. and i fall for him. Cinta pandang pertama. haha! now, we've been thru ups and downs together for 6 months plus. i just hope our 6 months will turn to years and years and years. i love him! Mwaah! Btw last sunday cyg went shopping with elfie and randy. and its so sweet of him to buy me another slippers as the one he bought 4 my birthday's already buruk. thanx darling! =)Okie i'll stop here... im very sleepy. i nid a rest.. i'll update wen the tyme is right okie. I lovee everybody! Mwaaah~.PasseRby: I've updated! hope u enjoy this entry okie. u take care too.. Mwahh! ;)Abg Lu: Hey monyet.... thanx for that 'compliment'.. haha! jaga2 saja... aiN*: 25cents ice cream ape ada siak. aku nak.... aku nak... aku nak... errm. nanti bobal uh. janji ko blanja. budget MUST be at least 5bucks. OK GO! cayunk kao~ buahahas.. =)[acahsiaw]
Wednesday, April 20, 2005 @ 3:11 PM
Yesterday was Sports Day.. So had our half-day. eh. no!.. as wat datuk say, early dismissal. yups. but the good thing was...... Today's also another early dismissal. Yey~.. so. dismissed at 10.15 just now.. went lot1 to buy old chang kee then proceed home. buahaha. pathetic? precisely! Lazy lar to update sports day's event. im tired. so.. wana knoe wat happen? read other teck whyeans blog okie. hehe. sori darlingss. i post this post for the sake of posting. buahaha. shuddup!Bye for now. I love everybody. Including beloved cayang..Muacks to all.[acahsiaw]
Sunday, April 17, 2005 @ 5:38 PM
Yesterday was a blaaast.. went shopping with my bestie. i brought along $100+ and went home with a pathetic $25 left. buahahas. managed to get majority of the things i craved for the past months. hehe! first stop was far east. bought things. then decided to go bugis. then to esplanade to slack. but unfortunately, it was raining wen we arrived. so.. sat at this particular place and ate old chang kee. really lyke miskin people sia. ahaha. then, since its raining, and the seats are all wet, we decided to go beach road and survey our class tshirt. it was freaking hoooot there. im wearing long sleeve sommore. walaueh. asked for the price and stuffs, then proceed to the mrt again. at this point, we hav no idea where to go. looked at my watch and it shows 7pm ONLY. its still early. bestie wana go causeway point. but i denied. i suggest we go senja's pasar malam. hehe.. so.. went there. since its raining heavily in the afternoon, the ground's obviously slippery rite? beh stupid me go and walk on the muddy-yet-very-the-slippery ground. and guess wat?? i did matrix!! wow.. buahaha. imagine that. i almost fell. thank god i didnt. haha.. me and bestie was lyke laughing crazily all along. so funny lar. oh yarh.. before that, while on our journey back to cck, in the mrt, this particular apek was sitting right in front of us. and he was actually sleeping. the worse thing that happened was...... he slept with his mouth 360 degrees wide open. then suddenly closed his mouth and smiled while keeping his eyes closed. hahahahahaha.. isnt that funny?? me and bestie laughed lyke nobody's business. its great he noticed we're laughing at him. and he kept looking at us. buahahaha... i cant take it sia. even now, im still smiling. its sooo fuckingly blardy funny..... of course lar its great to laugh at people rite? `teehee. noty me! Niwae.. jus now's madrasah was greatttt. Ain, u miss the recess part man~. we're all watching porn together! this is no joke ok. haha. one of 'em on the video and all crowd around to watch. its a pity to those who missed it. wahaha. we went up to class late. as usual lar. next lesson was Bahasa Arab. yups. its great to have a classmate who's down with autism. buahaha. =p .. so funny sia. kept on talking crap all the way. till our ustazah was sick of him. it was lyke there were lots of students. but the fact is, there's only about 12 who attended jus now. i lurvee my madrasah class so much. cos.. we'll do everything together. sumer bleh ajak rompak nye. akhaa...Hey guys.. mum's making noises oready. i've to get myself dressed up to go out. only to my makcik's house. haiz.. boredom. but wat to do. so.. u people take care okie. i'll post wen im free. buhbye darlingssss... Love ya'll sooo much. Muacksz!! =)[acahsiaw]
Thursday, April 14, 2005 @ 7:00 PM
Yipeeeeeeeeeeee!!Happy. Joyous. Exultant. Joyful. Merry. Heaven. Excited. Meeting dearest cayang later. Goin study. Yey! Study @ Macdonald. Of course im bloodily happy. Saturday can't meet cyg as he need to be at his grandma's crib. I duno wats up wif cyg. suddenly become veri2 loving. Knoe wat? i received a Love Letter from him. and i mean, letter. During chemistry class, elfie passed this envelope to me. i opened. the first thing i saw was a picture of cyg and his lil cuzzie. i opened further. and there it is, a paragraph long 'compositon'. obviously i wont say out exactly wat he wrote. basically its just "i love you"s all over. hehe! of course im happy... didnt knoe cyg's so sweet. buahahas.. oh yarh. and lots of sorrys too. he poured out his feelings for the past six months. =)*Muacks to everyone.. i love everybody. tata~..[acahsiaw]
Tuesday, April 12, 2005 @ 7:39 PM
People been askin where i've been for sooo long, whether i've closed my pathetic little blog. Never will i do that okie.. i just lurve blogging. tis is where i'll vent my anger, or pour out my mixed feelings or its just lyke a shoulder for me to cry on. `teehee. So many things happened recently.. and i mean. A LOT. but im not goin to post everything out. i'll summarise for my darlings aite.. Two main topics to touch on:1) My life2) Cyg and meMy lifeWell.. life's quite miserable and tough nowadays. but wat to do, life has to go on. why did i say that? simply because... i just cant push myself further to pass my combined science!! how sad. how the heck m i gonna strive and enter poly? i asked my physics teacher and he told me, "wat course can u get w/o science?" oh man! how uh? now, i'll have to focus mainly for my N levels. i really regret my stupid past. why must i play around instead of focusing last tyme? and now.. look. for those who do not knoe me, 4 ur info only lar. im an express student for two years. now, i dropped to NA. although i did better in NA, so what? i'll be wasting a year in my future life. only if i culd manage to get thru sec 5 that is. anyway. no use for me to regret over those sickening yet irritating past.. lyfe has to go on. haha! stop that phrase lar idiot.. kk i will. erm.. got back my march report card just now. passed every single subject except both my physics and chemistry. im very2 happy with my mathematics now. i scored 74%. where's another 1% uh? hehe... the latest test i sat was much better. scored 21/25. wee`. hey! im absolutely NOT boasting ok. im trying to compare with my pathetic science results which i dun even wan to look and remember how little i got. anyhoos, im currently bz with my studies. test coming after test. thats a reason of why i didnt have that much time to update. sorry darlingkus.. i'll update more often next tyme okie. not a promise lar. buahahas! =pCyg and meHehehe.. this is a good topic. im lovin it! basically, my recent post was crap. i called it crap bcos its just nonsense and only words to me. we really quarrelled, though. very teruk i shuld say. till.. it turned out to be haywire. haha! i admit im always the fire starter. i duno why but whenever im down or frustrated, i just tend to vent my anger at him or to exaggerate the matter. and logically, it turned out to be big lar. buahaha. sometimes i wonder, wat good can i get from making my cyg angry? when i tink back. n i will be lyke.. oh yah hor. why must i do tis to him. hehe. isnt that stupid? so.. back to the topic. last week's argument turned out to be a hell for me. tis is no joke. it goes tis way.. i was not in the mood at that particular moment. cyg was lyke trying to make me happy. but i shouted at him instead. he got a shocked of his lyfe. and he kept quiet. u shuld see his face. very the sad expression.. so we did our own things. its tyme for us to go home. i went off fuckingly. he got frustrated after sometime. wen he got home, he asked me stuffs. i got mad. AGAIN. so.. instead of him pujuk-ing me, he accused me unnecessarily. i was in a state of really1000 frustrated. i got crazy a while later. wanna knoe wat i did?? i really asked him to LEAVE me. no2. forced him to leave me. and i mean, leave. as in.. broke the whole 6 month relationship. oh god! thats the last thing i would do now. buahaha. at first, he did as told. he off-ed his fone for a while. then on back. didnt answer my calls, smses. so i ignored. it went out for 2 days i think. i told myself every nyte b4 i went to bed, "IF elfiean still loves me, he'll come back to me one day. even if the day is in a thousand years' tyme." and thank god he really did. on the third day, he finally sms-ed me. said sorry. yeah.. although its MY mistake. but he said sorry. good lar. akhaa. see, told u i am cruel. and so.. the prince asked his princess for marriage and they lived happily ever after.... buahahaha! Yeah. dats it. pathetic eh today's post? alah nvm lar. AT LEAST I POST WHAT. correct anot? b4 i log off, i'd lyke to thank my beloved darlings who are frequent in reading my oh-so-boring-yet-interesting entries. and specially to dearest near-yet-so-far cuzzie, dee*ana for pm-ing me in msn and reminding me to update my dusty blog. akha!.. oh yarh, to my ever-so-sporting passeRby, although i DONT knoe exactly who u r, thanx for the frequent tags. keep it goin aite? and lastly.. to all my fans out there, ACAH LOVES YOU!! =) Buahahaha! im making a fool of myself. ah.........!Wateva~ =p[acahsiaw]
Saturday, April 02, 2005 @ 8:43 PM
Sori dear..Im not perfect.Im a FUCKER in relationships.Leave me if u've had enuff.Please.. Dont hurt urself any longer.I will still love you.PROMISE! :'([acahsiaw]
Friday, April 01, 2005 @ 10:26 PM
Yey!Passed my malay lar. with flying colours somemore. cikgu nurul counted wrongly. and blur ol' me also didnt recount afta i got back my paper. buahahas. for the CA itself, i actually scored 49/80. then add up to a summary which i score 15/20. total up, its 64/100. flyin colours meh? i duno lar. still not happy. i need distinction pls.. Happy 6th month 'anniversary' to acah and her beloved elfiean. Buahaha. Time really flies. in a while, w/o me realising, our relationship reached half a year. akha.. its not easy. almost every day we fought. but yet, alhamdulilah, we managed to settle it proper and neatly. at times wen things going really haywire, we fought twice a day. haha! terrible.. but nowadays no more i guess. and hope so. In conclusion, to all couples out there, dun tink quarrelling is a sin. buahaha. mepek sak aku. i mean, pls quarrel with ur partner everyday in order for ur relationship to last longer. ok? best! =)Can i lyke get married now? buahaha.. siao. bye darlingss. Know wat? I LOVE MY ELFIEAN VERY2 MUCH.. buahahas...[acahsiaw]