I love Elfiean. Very very very much indeed.
Yesterday was a nightmare for me.. fought with cayang terribly after a long tyme of peacefulness. i guess its because of me. im havin my mood swings due to sickening periods. unfortunately, it clashes with cyg's no moodness. so.. it turned out to be a rojak fight. not cats and dogs. it started wen i reached home frm skool. i was late, as usual. cos i stayed back in school to do my F&N coursework. reached home at 6. told cyg i'll be home by 5.30. and its lyke.. im only half an hour late. wats the big deal rite? its not as if i loiter around or go lepak with members and stuffs. i went home straight. i walked briskly summore. i told him those things and he tot i was making up stories. ah. typical guys lar.. he was frustrated i tink. i am too.. he accused me nonsense and i replied back as sarcastic as possible. he had enuff of me. so he asked for a BREAK UP. at that point, i was shocked. OMG!.. wat did i do? i panicked. `teehee. jahat kan aku. i ask him why. he told me he knoe i dun love him anymore. and that im totally diff since he come back frm genting. i denied. i was not in the mood for awhile. i tot its officially done. as in, we hav nutin on oready. but then. i received a msg frm him a minute later; wen i was about to try to accept the fact that there's no more elfiean in my lyfe. he said sorry countless tymes. and lastly, he ended with a 'i love you dear'.. ah? im confused. asked him wat he tokin about. he said he didnt mean bout the break-up thingy. he was too stressed up with me. pity cyg. so. i asked him again, "so.. are we done or wat?" he said NO. yey! i was very happy. haha.. pathetic ol' me.
Im very jahat sia.. always bully him. i mean. when im in no mood, he's the first i will attack terribly. and he's always patient with my sickening+sialan attitude. akha.. so. i tink. i wana stop all those attacks. i've had enuff. and cyg had enuff too. =)
Btw. i failed my MALAY ca1.. duh~. first tyme in my lyfe! got 37/80.. but luckily, if add up with other materials, i got a miserable 52/100. wadu~. pls lar acah! study! ur takin O levels mly tis yr. tis 31st May!! scary sia. oh yarh. failed my physics too. akha. 12/50 ONLY. terrible! ... confirm 102% have to attend the tue&thurs physics remedial. aisey.. BOREDOM. how in the world can i pass combined science uh? how in world can i study combined science wen i've NO interest in that subject? hehe..
k uh.. im off now. wana shower. I LOVE MY PRINCE very10000000 much ok!.. =) *MmUaCkKzZz* to all~
[acahsiaw]
Wednesday, March 30, 2005 @ 6:34 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005 @ 7:21 PM
Im happy!.. Excited!.. Cyg's back frm his so-very-the-long holiday. hehe.. Jus now mama(cyg's mum) called me. i was shocked. i tot its my darling. so i picked up the fone. and then i shivered. haha.. i duno why. cyg aku pon ukan nak bilang. ishk.. mama talked to me bout everything. tis is my very first tyme talking to her. she asked 4 my help to teach cyg and elfie in their studies.. i told her thats a no prob case as i got plenty of tyme. buahaha. pikat hati mak mentua kepe? sudahlah kau... haha! nolah. i was sincere and willing. u knoe im a good gerl.. as such, its my pleasure bebeh...
niwae. got back my chemistry CA1.. i failed by 1 mark. gundu teacher! i was lyke begging her for one pathetic mark but she refused. she said at least i improved a lot. improved ur head.. buahaha. if i didnt copy i guess i'll get a miserable one-digit marks. haiz. wat to do.. ehh. at least i failed by only one mark lehx.. akha.. thats a stupid way of thinking lar dey!.. ahh.
Wateva~
Passed my english CA1!!.. yipee yaya yipee yipee yaaa~!! although got 17/30 for the complicated-yet-easy comprehension, there's another 30/30 summary marks to add! wasnt that a reward for my goodness and ke-decent-ness in class? woohoo~.. im lovin it. to total up, i'll get 47/60 for my english ca1. great? ermm. yups. wonder why i get full marks for summary? bcos.. i hand it early! and my ever-so-generous Mr liew gave us full marks. there's only 5 or 6 of us.. weee~.
K lar i need the toilet badly. buahaha. not to pass out sumtink that smells ok! just to hav a quick shower. and then wana finish my unfinished history worksheet.. aiyoo cannot tahan liao! bye darlingsss~
[acahsiaw]
niwae. got back my chemistry CA1.. i failed by 1 mark. gundu teacher! i was lyke begging her for one pathetic mark but she refused. she said at least i improved a lot. improved ur head.. buahaha. if i didnt copy i guess i'll get a miserable one-digit marks. haiz. wat to do.. ehh. at least i failed by only one mark lehx.. akha.. thats a stupid way of thinking lar dey!.. ahh.
Wateva~
Passed my english CA1!!.. yipee yaya yipee yipee yaaa~!! although got 17/30 for the complicated-yet-easy comprehension, there's another 30/30 summary marks to add! wasnt that a reward for my goodness and ke-decent-ness in class? woohoo~.. im lovin it. to total up, i'll get 47/60 for my english ca1. great? ermm. yups. wonder why i get full marks for summary? bcos.. i hand it early! and my ever-so-generous Mr liew gave us full marks. there's only 5 or 6 of us.. weee~.
K lar i need the toilet badly. buahaha. not to pass out sumtink that smells ok! just to hav a quick shower. and then wana finish my unfinished history worksheet.. aiyoo cannot tahan liao! bye darlingsss~
[acahsiaw]
Friday, March 25, 2005 @ 1:43 PM
Im feelin so0o very the down and upset...
Just got home frm a vet. yups.. Veterinary centre; a clinic for animals. tag along my dear hamster. pity her. haiz.. its been awhile since i saw her so-called infection on her hind leg. so i decided to go to a vet to know what happen. but unfortunately it turned out to be a growth. tumbuhan in malay. i dun really wan to type out wat the 'doctor' did. but i hav to. u people shuld know. and feel wat im feeling now.
first, the doc carried my lil cimano out frm its cage. and put it on a table. cimano started running ard. then the gruesome comes. the doc carried it, looked and shake his head. he then said, "its terrible.".. my heart was i-duno-how-to-describe. the worst part. the doc squeeze the injury. i knoe my dear cimano was in pain cos her face shows clearly. blood started to ooze out. then came the yellow substance. that hav to be a nanah. i was lyke... OMG. the injury just didnt get smaller. its still the same. in fact, more blood came out. soon, the buttock of my dear hamster was covered in blood. once the doc finished squeezing out the ugly substance, he put it down. i was relieved to see my cimano still running ard actively. only that, it was limping abit. haiz.. then. the doc told me, "its already old." .. my heart stopped. "old?" gawd.. how old can she be? i really tot its still young. as its very small. still very very cute. but then.... =(
Me: "wats the maximum age for a hamster?"
Veterinarian: "most probably 2 and a half years."
Me: "and how old is my hamster?"
Veterinarian: "about 2 years old.."
I was shocked. does it mean that....... oops! i dun wana think negatively.. i still love her though. im so sad. the part when the doc squeeze the injury and the facial expression of my 2nd love kept running thru my mind. it was unforgettable. Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umur hamster aku. Amin!
buahaha! i knoe its lyke stupid rite. but i cant resist. pity pity pity..
2nd reason of why im down today... cyg's gone to genting! he sms-ed me at 5:30am jus now. told me he's goin out. he didnt bring along his fone. i feel so lonely. my fone's so silent.. i didnt tok much. dun even hav the mood to joke ard wif my siblings. come home quickly dearrrrrr. ehh. why m i lyke very emo uh?? haha! crazieee.
yessa~.. tomoro goin out. out wif bestie. i duno to where. no plan yet. probably to town. but bestie dun wan. so.. tomoro then decide lor. hehe. later.. goin out again. wif my family. maybe to town.. duh~ akha..
kk i better get goin.. im tired of thinkin. wana stop my brain. hehehe! fly quickly, time.. pls pls. =) buhbye darlingss.. i love youuuuu.. mmuakcsz!!
Miss my elfiean sooo much....
- This is my beloved dearest hella-cutie cimano.. whom has been regarded old. hurhur.. i still love you dear. =)
[acahsiaw]
Just got home frm a vet. yups.. Veterinary centre; a clinic for animals. tag along my dear hamster. pity her. haiz.. its been awhile since i saw her so-called infection on her hind leg. so i decided to go to a vet to know what happen. but unfortunately it turned out to be a growth. tumbuhan in malay. i dun really wan to type out wat the 'doctor' did. but i hav to. u people shuld know. and feel wat im feeling now.
first, the doc carried my lil cimano out frm its cage. and put it on a table. cimano started running ard. then the gruesome comes. the doc carried it, looked and shake his head. he then said, "its terrible.".. my heart was i-duno-how-to-describe. the worst part. the doc squeeze the injury. i knoe my dear cimano was in pain cos her face shows clearly. blood started to ooze out. then came the yellow substance. that hav to be a nanah. i was lyke... OMG. the injury just didnt get smaller. its still the same. in fact, more blood came out. soon, the buttock of my dear hamster was covered in blood. once the doc finished squeezing out the ugly substance, he put it down. i was relieved to see my cimano still running ard actively. only that, it was limping abit. haiz.. then. the doc told me, "its already old." .. my heart stopped. "old?" gawd.. how old can she be? i really tot its still young. as its very small. still very very cute. but then.... =(
Me: "wats the maximum age for a hamster?"
Veterinarian: "most probably 2 and a half years."
Me: "and how old is my hamster?"
Veterinarian: "about 2 years old.."
I was shocked. does it mean that....... oops! i dun wana think negatively.. i still love her though. im so sad. the part when the doc squeeze the injury and the facial expression of my 2nd love kept running thru my mind. it was unforgettable. Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umur hamster aku. Amin!
buahaha! i knoe its lyke stupid rite. but i cant resist. pity pity pity..
2nd reason of why im down today... cyg's gone to genting! he sms-ed me at 5:30am jus now. told me he's goin out. he didnt bring along his fone. i feel so lonely. my fone's so silent.. i didnt tok much. dun even hav the mood to joke ard wif my siblings. come home quickly dearrrrrr. ehh. why m i lyke very emo uh?? haha! crazieee.
yessa~.. tomoro goin out. out wif bestie. i duno to where. no plan yet. probably to town. but bestie dun wan. so.. tomoro then decide lor. hehe. later.. goin out again. wif my family. maybe to town.. duh~ akha..
kk i better get goin.. im tired of thinkin. wana stop my brain. hehehe! fly quickly, time.. pls pls. =) buhbye darlingss.. i love youuuuu.. mmuakcsz!!
Miss my elfiean sooo much....
- This is my beloved dearest hella-cutie cimano.. whom has been regarded old. hurhur.. i still love you dear. =)
[acahsiaw]
Thursday, March 24, 2005 @ 7:02 PM
Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to acahsiaw.. Happy birthday to me!
Yesssa! finally turned 16. can go clubbin! haha.. puih! NONSENSE lar. kk.. so.. thanx to everyone who wished me.
Thanx to my parents, my aunt.
Thanx to dee*ana, for wishing me twice. hehehe.
Thanx to my sweet yet very irritating elder bro.
Thanx to my crazy, wacky classmates.
Thanx to hilmi, afiq, dzul, belo, an, farhan, yan and other msn freakos.
Thanx to my bestie, fezah for wishing me thrice. akha..
and finally.. thanx to my dearest cyg!! for being the first one to wish me happy birthday.. happens to receive his sms at 00:00:36! hahak..
frens been askin where im goin today to celebrate my bdae. i answered, "nutin. stayback in skool for my f&n.." haha.. no where to go lar. and sum people asked me why never go out with cyg. i answered, "dia tglkan aku lagi ade.." `teehee.. cyg's goin genting tomoro! walaueh.. 3 days. its lyke.. 300 years. ish. adding salt to milo, he's off tomoro morning. wee hours. 4.30am he'll be gone. im still asleep. arhhhh.. helpp.. kk chill acah. be cool. its only 3 days. friday. saturday. sunday. haha..
Quite upset today. bcos why? had a bad and i mean real bad, irritating stomach cramps. girls, u shuld knoe how the feeling's lyke wen ur having menstruation cramps. cant tahan sia.. hehe. lucky i can manage it.
eh.. jus now's combined science paper was ok! cant assure can pass anot. i guess chemistry gona pass!!.. let me tell u wats the stupid recipe..
COPY!
as easy as that.. copied frm teacher's answer script some more. buahaha! im lyke tryin to study wen i saw bam and faris scribbling sumting. so go to them and asked wats that. they told me answer. ape lagi. copy frm them. then scribble on my table. `teehee.. ni lar bdak2 graduating. kes da give up on science.. quite interesting lar tis kinda game. haha.. =)
i cant wait for monday!.. bcos.. cyg's back frm genting! haha.. stop it lar!.. k fine.. eh.. my mum's making noises. better log off. bye darlingss.. loving u always! tag me okies.. tata~!!!!!
[acahsiaw]
Yesssa! finally turned 16. can go clubbin! haha.. puih! NONSENSE lar. kk.. so.. thanx to everyone who wished me.
Thanx to my parents, my aunt.
Thanx to dee*ana, for wishing me twice. hehehe.
Thanx to my sweet yet very irritating elder bro.
Thanx to my crazy, wacky classmates.
Thanx to hilmi, afiq, dzul, belo, an, farhan, yan and other msn freakos.
Thanx to my bestie, fezah for wishing me thrice. akha..
and finally.. thanx to my dearest cyg!! for being the first one to wish me happy birthday.. happens to receive his sms at 00:00:36! hahak..
frens been askin where im goin today to celebrate my bdae. i answered, "nutin. stayback in skool for my f&n.." haha.. no where to go lar. and sum people asked me why never go out with cyg. i answered, "dia tglkan aku lagi ade.." `teehee.. cyg's goin genting tomoro! walaueh.. 3 days. its lyke.. 300 years. ish. adding salt to milo, he's off tomoro morning. wee hours. 4.30am he'll be gone. im still asleep. arhhhh.. helpp.. kk chill acah. be cool. its only 3 days. friday. saturday. sunday. haha..
Quite upset today. bcos why? had a bad and i mean real bad, irritating stomach cramps. girls, u shuld knoe how the feeling's lyke wen ur having menstruation cramps. cant tahan sia.. hehe. lucky i can manage it.
eh.. jus now's combined science paper was ok! cant assure can pass anot. i guess chemistry gona pass!!.. let me tell u wats the stupid recipe..
COPY!
as easy as that.. copied frm teacher's answer script some more. buahaha! im lyke tryin to study wen i saw bam and faris scribbling sumting. so go to them and asked wats that. they told me answer. ape lagi. copy frm them. then scribble on my table. `teehee.. ni lar bdak2 graduating. kes da give up on science.. quite interesting lar tis kinda game. haha.. =)
i cant wait for monday!.. bcos.. cyg's back frm genting! haha.. stop it lar!.. k fine.. eh.. my mum's making noises. better log off. bye darlingss.. loving u always! tag me okies.. tata~!!!!!
[acahsiaw]
Wednesday, March 23, 2005 @ 7:21 PM
Gosh!! didn't bring home my physics file.
The file where i've to study for tomoro's CA..
Lucky textbook saved me.. at least sumtink.
I can bet u a million i'll fail my combined science.
Cos.. i duno a single thing. unless.. sumone lend me to copy lar. buahaha!
Funny? no. stupid. akha. shut up.
IM TURNING SIXTEEN TOMORROW!!! tell the world for me pls. say "happy birthday" to me if u see me.. buy me presents ok. big one.. i'll make sure im ur fren afta that. wakakakasss!
Gonna celebrate wif bestie on saturday.. cayang going genting on friday till sunday. arhh! im gona die. hella~.....
Got back 3 subjects for CA1..
Mathematics - 71%
History - 64%
F&N - 74%
Yessa~.. happy? yups. im stressed up. i keep tinking bout tomoro. how much can i manage for my two hatest/weakest subject? duh~..
Datukkkk, can i lyke drop SCIENCE. please.. please.. buahaha.
Bye for now.. lovee u people! muahz!! =)
[acahsiaw]
The file where i've to study for tomoro's CA..
Lucky textbook saved me.. at least sumtink.
I can bet u a million i'll fail my combined science.
Cos.. i duno a single thing. unless.. sumone lend me to copy lar. buahaha!
Funny? no. stupid. akha. shut up.
IM TURNING SIXTEEN TOMORROW!!! tell the world for me pls. say "happy birthday" to me if u see me.. buy me presents ok. big one.. i'll make sure im ur fren afta that. wakakakasss!
Gonna celebrate wif bestie on saturday.. cayang going genting on friday till sunday. arhh! im gona die. hella~.....
Got back 3 subjects for CA1..
Mathematics - 71%
History - 64%
F&N - 74%
Yessa~.. happy? yups. im stressed up. i keep tinking bout tomoro. how much can i manage for my two hatest/weakest subject? duh~..
Datukkkk, can i lyke drop SCIENCE. please.. please.. buahaha.
Bye for now.. lovee u people! muahz!! =)
[acahsiaw]
Friday, March 18, 2005 @ 11:40 AM
Boredom kills..
Really uh? well. i duno..
Some ASSHOLIC FUCKER got nothing better to do yesterday. sms-ed me nonsense. admit he's my SYG. a big DUH~ for him. afta i asked lotsa tymes, got a SICKENING, "buto ah. pembusted siak pompan. dala nak break ah k." ... What the FUCK?? i KNOE. and aku YAKIN. its totally NOT my CYG. replied tis to the FUCKER. "Buto pe sial?? da sms org mlm2 buta. beh nak maki2 plak. duh~.. mo brani je uh. ngaku diri ulu. takmo step aku peh syg kat sini." .. and member reply.. "k la. ni adli." .. i was lyke. adli mana siak? got another SICKENING "ex kau ah bodoh.." he's getting on my nerves. so.. replied. "funfair pe siak bodo2? aku takde ex name adli. n aku takde ex pon yg ni mcm peh kuang ajar. aku tak kenal kau. BYE!!" and member TERUS TAK REPLY......... wahahaha.. BASTARD! ASSHOLE! MORON!
cyg's off to s'pore expo!.. for the halal FOOD thingy. makan je cyg aku ni. haha.. miss him loads. muackss.. next meet was 2nd april. its lyke thousands of years later. soo long. but nah.. jauh di mata tetap dekat di hati. aiseyman~.. haha!
[acahsiaw]
Really uh? well. i duno..
Some ASSHOLIC FUCKER got nothing better to do yesterday. sms-ed me nonsense. admit he's my SYG. a big DUH~ for him. afta i asked lotsa tymes, got a SICKENING, "buto ah. pembusted siak pompan. dala nak break ah k." ... What the FUCK?? i KNOE. and aku YAKIN. its totally NOT my CYG. replied tis to the FUCKER. "Buto pe sial?? da sms org mlm2 buta. beh nak maki2 plak. duh~.. mo brani je uh. ngaku diri ulu. takmo step aku peh syg kat sini." .. and member reply.. "k la. ni adli." .. i was lyke. adli mana siak? got another SICKENING "ex kau ah bodoh.." he's getting on my nerves. so.. replied. "funfair pe siak bodo2? aku takde ex name adli. n aku takde ex pon yg ni mcm peh kuang ajar. aku tak kenal kau. BYE!!" and member TERUS TAK REPLY......... wahahaha.. BASTARD! ASSHOLE! MORON!
cyg's off to s'pore expo!.. for the halal FOOD thingy. makan je cyg aku ni. haha.. miss him loads. muackss.. next meet was 2nd april. its lyke thousands of years later. soo long. but nah.. jauh di mata tetap dekat di hati. aiseyman~.. haha!
[acahsiaw]
Thursday, March 17, 2005 @ 4:22 PM
So0o0o fucked up!...
Was trying to burn cd.
But can't!
Frustrated..
`teehee.. forget it uh. the cd's for my fren though. mine burn liao. part kwn nye je dia rosak. bagus2. hebattt. syabasss. haha. i knoe u people been waiting for my chalet's post rite? k here it go.
its greatt. went out at 2.30.. meet cyg under my blk. walked to cck mrt station. meet up wif the rest. they're playin hide and seek wif me n cyg. how lame can that be?! haha. me n cyg was lyke callin them tons and tons of tyme thru their fone. no answer. all didnt answer. so we thought someting fishy going on. called faris. finally answered. said, "kitorg kat bende bodoh macdonald nie.." got a cute yet sweet "plabuto linca dtg lar. da kul bapa siak!" frm me.. haha!! frust mah.. the people that accompany me are.. cyg, afiq, randy, black, faris, fir, aliff n shahideen. i tink thats all. waited for 'em to finish smoking.
proceed to mrt. dropped at bedok as instructed. waited for the 5 o'clock shuttle bus to costa sands. unfortunately weekday's bus terminated. frust again. lucky black knoe the public bus there. so. took 197. our so-called 'tourguide' guided me, cyg, randy, shahideen and himself wrongly. aliff2.. so.. the 5 musketeers have to walked all the way frm the jetty to costa sands. and that took us an hour. during that walking journey, i was happy though. bcos.. cyg was wif me. haha.. took the kesempatan to laugh ard with him n the rest. the sun was blardy hot. but the wind was strong too. and after reaching. our ever-so-sporting teacher still have not arrived.
so.. decided to sit ard. me and cyg walk2 ard the area. joined afiq and the other half who reached first at the playground. played 4 a while. haha.. some of my classmates rented bicycles. soo. while waiting, i hop onto one n cyg onto the other. had a mini cycle-race with him. meet up with khai and sam on the way. to cut short, the bbq thingy started at 6+..
i was so-called incharge of the tink. n so hav to stay on to the very-the-small pit. and our food keep on gettin burn! hangus! one tyme the whole aluminium got burn! fire broke out. haha.. me and aliff spent the whole tyme there, helping to bbq the chickens, hotdogs, crab and fishballs. fun lar actually. although its hottt. i even left cyg. but ok lar. he bonds wif my classmates; whom he already knew. they went jetty and sit2. he kept on jealous-ing me with the scenery there. and the great wind. noty cayang!.. afta tired of bbq-ing, decided to back off. rested for awhile and majority wana go home. slack ard at tis particular place. sumone left his skimboard there. so i have to carry as cyg's hand was full carrying MY things. hahaha! so sweet of him. then got to knoe its sam's board. pass him back. its heavy ok!.. walked to the busstop wif cyg, khai, sam, aini, black, afiq, randy.. that was ard 10pm. waited for bus 16. came at 10.30.. dropped at Plaza singapura and changed to 190. reached home ard 12am. was worried bout cyg. afraid he wont get the last lrt home. but fortunate for him. phew~..
Yesterday meet up with cyg again. went for my appt and then to our cosy corner. saw one of cyg's skoolmate and coincidentally she's my former pri skoolmate. she was shocked to see me wif cyg. haha! slack ard and went bp plaza at 6. i was damn hungry.. bought old chang kee. proceed home. and dats it..
today.. attended chemistry remedial. only 13 turned up. terrible.. so me and my fren decided not to study. slack ard in class. played with hp tones. on mp3s. teacher was even teaching at that tyme. ah.. she's used to it i guess. haha.. tomoro another remedial. physics. i bet not many coming. skool reopens i have to buck up. next wk CA week. ish.. too much slacking lar me.
I gtg baby~.. my mum's making noises already. im so bad. told cyg i wana sleep. but im posting instead. terrible me! akhaa.. muacks to all~.. Lurve ya all and cayang too!! =)
[acahsiaw]
Was trying to burn cd.
But can't!
Frustrated..
`teehee.. forget it uh. the cd's for my fren though. mine burn liao. part kwn nye je dia rosak. bagus2. hebattt. syabasss. haha. i knoe u people been waiting for my chalet's post rite? k here it go.
its greatt. went out at 2.30.. meet cyg under my blk. walked to cck mrt station. meet up wif the rest. they're playin hide and seek wif me n cyg. how lame can that be?! haha. me n cyg was lyke callin them tons and tons of tyme thru their fone. no answer. all didnt answer. so we thought someting fishy going on. called faris. finally answered. said, "kitorg kat bende bodoh macdonald nie.." got a cute yet sweet "plabuto linca dtg lar. da kul bapa siak!" frm me.. haha!! frust mah.. the people that accompany me are.. cyg, afiq, randy, black, faris, fir, aliff n shahideen. i tink thats all. waited for 'em to finish smoking.
proceed to mrt. dropped at bedok as instructed. waited for the 5 o'clock shuttle bus to costa sands. unfortunately weekday's bus terminated. frust again. lucky black knoe the public bus there. so. took 197. our so-called 'tourguide' guided me, cyg, randy, shahideen and himself wrongly. aliff2.. so.. the 5 musketeers have to walked all the way frm the jetty to costa sands. and that took us an hour. during that walking journey, i was happy though. bcos.. cyg was wif me. haha.. took the kesempatan to laugh ard with him n the rest. the sun was blardy hot. but the wind was strong too. and after reaching. our ever-so-sporting teacher still have not arrived.
so.. decided to sit ard. me and cyg walk2 ard the area. joined afiq and the other half who reached first at the playground. played 4 a while. haha.. some of my classmates rented bicycles. soo. while waiting, i hop onto one n cyg onto the other. had a mini cycle-race with him. meet up with khai and sam on the way. to cut short, the bbq thingy started at 6+..
i was so-called incharge of the tink. n so hav to stay on to the very-the-small pit. and our food keep on gettin burn! hangus! one tyme the whole aluminium got burn! fire broke out. haha.. me and aliff spent the whole tyme there, helping to bbq the chickens, hotdogs, crab and fishballs. fun lar actually. although its hottt. i even left cyg. but ok lar. he bonds wif my classmates; whom he already knew. they went jetty and sit2. he kept on jealous-ing me with the scenery there. and the great wind. noty cayang!.. afta tired of bbq-ing, decided to back off. rested for awhile and majority wana go home. slack ard at tis particular place. sumone left his skimboard there. so i have to carry as cyg's hand was full carrying MY things. hahaha! so sweet of him. then got to knoe its sam's board. pass him back. its heavy ok!.. walked to the busstop wif cyg, khai, sam, aini, black, afiq, randy.. that was ard 10pm. waited for bus 16. came at 10.30.. dropped at Plaza singapura and changed to 190. reached home ard 12am. was worried bout cyg. afraid he wont get the last lrt home. but fortunate for him. phew~..
Yesterday meet up with cyg again. went for my appt and then to our cosy corner. saw one of cyg's skoolmate and coincidentally she's my former pri skoolmate. she was shocked to see me wif cyg. haha! slack ard and went bp plaza at 6. i was damn hungry.. bought old chang kee. proceed home. and dats it..
today.. attended chemistry remedial. only 13 turned up. terrible.. so me and my fren decided not to study. slack ard in class. played with hp tones. on mp3s. teacher was even teaching at that tyme. ah.. she's used to it i guess. haha.. tomoro another remedial. physics. i bet not many coming. skool reopens i have to buck up. next wk CA week. ish.. too much slacking lar me.
I gtg baby~.. my mum's making noises already. im so bad. told cyg i wana sleep. but im posting instead. terrible me! akhaa.. muacks to all~.. Lurve ya all and cayang too!! =)
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Monday, March 14, 2005 @ 1:13 PM
Heya~.. im back frm my oh-so-very-long break. ehh.. im happy! why? bcos.. my dearest blog reached a year already. gawd! so fassst. jus now i've got nutin better to do. so.. read my kental days entries. didnt knoe its so lame. okok. now back to serius business. akha. wait.. bare with me. i'll probably be posting nonsense. my language's not right today. and i've been lyke terkial-kial to crack my brain to search for the best word that suits my sentence. haha.. kk. lets move on baby....
to passeRby, dun miss my entries lar. i knoe its good. haha.. =p .. i duno u. so now. its lyke.. there's two unknown frens who's been regularly tagging. passeRby and u noe me!.. why dun u reveal urself. its better if u hav any links. be it email, msn or even a blog of ur own. hehe...
anyhoos darlingss. tomoro gonna be a blasssst. i tink. and im hoping. why? bcos... my so-very-the-cooperative class is organising a chalet at east coast. sounds great rite? woohoo~.. but too bad, im not sleeping over. im goin for the bbq at nyte only. hurhur. i've got sumtink on on wednesday. sad kes uh. upset u knoe. but. my ever-so-sporting cayang will be following me to wherever i go. sweet rite? haha. i've been lyke pestering him to follow to my class's chalet cos im very lonely lar. only 3 mly gals going; where the other 2 are goin by car with my form teacher. so left only me. oh yes. both of 'em most probably overnite there. im sooo jealous ok! lucky cayang can follow. thanx to the beloved mother-in-law of mine. haha.. lets jus hope tomoro gonna be a blastt. i'll be going with cyg, afiq n his gang and khai and randy. the last two names are uninvited guests. haha. they're overnite-ing too. but not in the chalet. as the house could fit max 6 people only. kental rite?? haha. so those guys will set up tents by the beach. oh my.. how i wish me and cyg could overnite. gonna be heaven. really sia. haha..
Wednesday.. cyg also followin me to my important appointment. its at 1.30pm. so.. i wont be attending the 3 remedials on that day. yeehaa`... haha. jahatnye aku. afta that going jalan2 with him. duno to where. ehh. ni bende last week da plan tau. planning is good. but i dun lyke. i prefer to go with the flow. im a makcik cerewet.. hahas. afta wednesday.. i WONT be meeting cyg till erm.. 2nd april. walaueh...... haix. sad sia. i'll be celebrating my 16th birthday alone. i repeat.. ALONE. .. cyg goin genting on the 25th. one day afta my bdae. argh! but wat to do..
Btw.. yesterdae went mustafa centre with my family. shopping abissss. maha nye. hahas... went out ard 8 and went for dinner. then head to mustafa. i hate banglas... why must they exist?! started shoppin ard 10pm. most are groceries uh. my younger bro bought a soccer ball and the pump for errm. 40+ bucks. with that, the total spent was.... an exciting 150bucks! i wonder why i find it very exciting. maybe bcos its been soooo long since my family spent that much. hehehe. and the best part is.. we reached home at 2am. afta shopping, my dad brought us to orchard road. so 'deserted'. total opposite with during the day. wat the... akha. i dun wat im tokin. just understand-understood lah k.
has my composition reached 250 words? i guess tis is more. haha.. btw. tis cyg of mine. went his fren's house. to.. play.. game. duh~.. open up ur mind uh dear. umur bape nak men2 game nie sumer? hehehe. nvm. i cant wait to meet him tomoro. fly faster, time..
I've changed my background song. tis song is marvellous. i lurve it.. it suits my situation now. dangerously in love.. haha. k crap. bye for now. muacksz to all~ =)
Ps: to passeRby, hope ur very very happy with my so-very-the-long post.. cos i wont be posting for another 2 days. c ya~.. muacks...
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to passeRby, dun miss my entries lar. i knoe its good. haha.. =p .. i duno u. so now. its lyke.. there's two unknown frens who's been regularly tagging. passeRby and u noe me!.. why dun u reveal urself. its better if u hav any links. be it email, msn or even a blog of ur own. hehe...
anyhoos darlingss. tomoro gonna be a blasssst. i tink. and im hoping. why? bcos... my so-very-the-cooperative class is organising a chalet at east coast. sounds great rite? woohoo~.. but too bad, im not sleeping over. im goin for the bbq at nyte only. hurhur. i've got sumtink on on wednesday. sad kes uh. upset u knoe. but. my ever-so-sporting cayang will be following me to wherever i go. sweet rite? haha. i've been lyke pestering him to follow to my class's chalet cos im very lonely lar. only 3 mly gals going; where the other 2 are goin by car with my form teacher. so left only me. oh yes. both of 'em most probably overnite there. im sooo jealous ok! lucky cayang can follow. thanx to the beloved mother-in-law of mine. haha.. lets jus hope tomoro gonna be a blastt. i'll be going with cyg, afiq n his gang and khai and randy. the last two names are uninvited guests. haha. they're overnite-ing too. but not in the chalet. as the house could fit max 6 people only. kental rite?? haha. so those guys will set up tents by the beach. oh my.. how i wish me and cyg could overnite. gonna be heaven. really sia. haha..
Wednesday.. cyg also followin me to my important appointment. its at 1.30pm. so.. i wont be attending the 3 remedials on that day. yeehaa`... haha. jahatnye aku. afta that going jalan2 with him. duno to where. ehh. ni bende last week da plan tau. planning is good. but i dun lyke. i prefer to go with the flow. im a makcik cerewet.. hahas. afta wednesday.. i WONT be meeting cyg till erm.. 2nd april. walaueh...... haix. sad sia. i'll be celebrating my 16th birthday alone. i repeat.. ALONE. .. cyg goin genting on the 25th. one day afta my bdae. argh! but wat to do..
Btw.. yesterdae went mustafa centre with my family. shopping abissss. maha nye. hahas... went out ard 8 and went for dinner. then head to mustafa. i hate banglas... why must they exist?! started shoppin ard 10pm. most are groceries uh. my younger bro bought a soccer ball and the pump for errm. 40+ bucks. with that, the total spent was.... an exciting 150bucks! i wonder why i find it very exciting. maybe bcos its been soooo long since my family spent that much. hehehe. and the best part is.. we reached home at 2am. afta shopping, my dad brought us to orchard road. so 'deserted'. total opposite with during the day. wat the... akha. i dun wat im tokin. just understand-understood lah k.
has my composition reached 250 words? i guess tis is more. haha.. btw. tis cyg of mine. went his fren's house. to.. play.. game. duh~.. open up ur mind uh dear. umur bape nak men2 game nie sumer? hehehe. nvm. i cant wait to meet him tomoro. fly faster, time..
I've changed my background song. tis song is marvellous. i lurve it.. it suits my situation now. dangerously in love.. haha. k crap. bye for now. muacksz to all~ =)
Ps: to passeRby, hope ur very very happy with my so-very-the-long post.. cos i wont be posting for another 2 days. c ya~.. muacks...
[acahsiaw]
Tuesday, March 08, 2005 @ 7:39 PM
Reply to taggies...
PasseRby: hehe!.. so sweet of u to miss my entries. u take care too. =)
Abg Asri: wat only nie budak. STOP pinching me lar. go pinch sumone else next tyme. GRR!.. haha.
NaNaChiCa: ah? i got a slow mind. so i cant tangkap wat ur tryin to say. sorie! `teehee..
u noe me!: yekleh. i tot wat. haha. dun sad2 okie. cheer up. be lyke me. happy-go-lucky. haha. =)
Yeah baby~... i know my background's song very the touching. it touched my heart too. haha.. tot of changing to another song but then.. dun wan uh. btw darlingsss. let me share my February test results aites. got it back jus now. im in between happiness and sadness. i passed all the subjects except for ENGLISH!!! how wierd is that. i was pretty frustrated lar. i even passed all the subjects that i nvr pass b4.. combined science- C6. combined humans- A1.. mother tounge- B4.. F&N- B3.. E.maths- A2.. and lastly... english language- U grade. walaueh!!! haha. i got 49.0 marks. but still considered U wat. GRR... u knoe why i failed? cos.. the test is only comprehension. to add salt to milo, thats my weakest point. for exams, usually, i cover it up with other sections. so at least i can score. my teacher cruel sei. 1 more mark pon cannot give. hehe.
In conclusion... my points for Feb is 7! excluding my sickening EL uh. although im happy with the points, but then. where can i go if i failed my english? aisey. stressss ok!... if only i passed english. gonna be heaven~.. akhaa..
i told my fren that i fought with cyg almost every day. and i received two frustrating word frm her. "KORANG GILA" .. wadu. aku minta simpati die jawab tu mcm. haha! i cant understand why me and cyg kept on quarelling. and its always bcos of another party. there's alwaes sumone else who'd get in between us. i guess i lurve him too much. thats why my jealousy is very very very high. bcos of that, i'll be accusing him stupid things and he got frustrated and we fought. haha.. nonsense rite. im now in the process of controlling my jealousy. but i cant. my temper's also terrible. i almost gave cyg a nice tight slap last saturday. luckily i manage to control and land my hand on a metal bar instead. it hurts! pity my fingers. haha.. nvm lar. wateva happens.. i still love my dearest cayang. he's the one who changed me into a better person. he's the one who'll be there wen i need sumone to turn to. he's the one whom i share all my probs with. he's the one who've seen my terrible mood swings but still are patient with it.. how sweet of him! and lastly.....
HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHOM I LOVE MOST... =)
MmuackszZ to all~
PS: Fezah.. dun worry dear. u're still sumone i care, love. im not close to u only in skool. u shuld knoe why ok. take care. dun worry too much bout this matter aite. muacks!!
[acahsiaw]
PasseRby: hehe!.. so sweet of u to miss my entries. u take care too. =)
Abg Asri: wat only nie budak. STOP pinching me lar. go pinch sumone else next tyme. GRR!.. haha.
NaNaChiCa: ah? i got a slow mind. so i cant tangkap wat ur tryin to say. sorie! `teehee..
u noe me!: yekleh. i tot wat. haha. dun sad2 okie. cheer up. be lyke me. happy-go-lucky. haha. =)
Yeah baby~... i know my background's song very the touching. it touched my heart too. haha.. tot of changing to another song but then.. dun wan uh. btw darlingsss. let me share my February test results aites. got it back jus now. im in between happiness and sadness. i passed all the subjects except for ENGLISH!!! how wierd is that. i was pretty frustrated lar. i even passed all the subjects that i nvr pass b4.. combined science- C6. combined humans- A1.. mother tounge- B4.. F&N- B3.. E.maths- A2.. and lastly... english language- U grade. walaueh!!! haha. i got 49.0 marks. but still considered U wat. GRR... u knoe why i failed? cos.. the test is only comprehension. to add salt to milo, thats my weakest point. for exams, usually, i cover it up with other sections. so at least i can score. my teacher cruel sei. 1 more mark pon cannot give. hehe.
In conclusion... my points for Feb is 7! excluding my sickening EL uh. although im happy with the points, but then. where can i go if i failed my english? aisey. stressss ok!... if only i passed english. gonna be heaven~.. akhaa..
i told my fren that i fought with cyg almost every day. and i received two frustrating word frm her. "KORANG GILA" .. wadu. aku minta simpati die jawab tu mcm. haha! i cant understand why me and cyg kept on quarelling. and its always bcos of another party. there's alwaes sumone else who'd get in between us. i guess i lurve him too much. thats why my jealousy is very very very high. bcos of that, i'll be accusing him stupid things and he got frustrated and we fought. haha.. nonsense rite. im now in the process of controlling my jealousy. but i cant. my temper's also terrible. i almost gave cyg a nice tight slap last saturday. luckily i manage to control and land my hand on a metal bar instead. it hurts! pity my fingers. haha.. nvm lar. wateva happens.. i still love my dearest cayang. he's the one who changed me into a better person. he's the one who'll be there wen i need sumone to turn to. he's the one whom i share all my probs with. he's the one who've seen my terrible mood swings but still are patient with it.. how sweet of him! and lastly.....
HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHOM I LOVE MOST... =)
MmuackszZ to all~
PS: Fezah.. dun worry dear. u're still sumone i care, love. im not close to u only in skool. u shuld knoe why ok. take care. dun worry too much bout this matter aite. muacks!!
[acahsiaw]
Monday, March 07, 2005 @ 6:58 PM
Yey!! im FINALLY back.. haha. bz lar nowadays. homeworks, revisions, CAs. basically everything that got to do with school. cos im very the interested to study. cos im so0o jealous. cos majority of my frens who took O levels last yr managed to enter poly.. so i thought. why cant i? im beginning to love Social studies and History very much. but i slack in my maths. dun tok bout science. i wont pass. but i got a shocking news. passed my physics. first tyme in tis yr. although passed by 2 marks only. im HAPPY ok!.... hope to pass my combined humans CA1. oh yah.. F&N too! english lesson's such a bore now. combined 3 classes together. its lyke, 40+40+40 students in one AVA room. and 1 teacher teached? wats there to learn? aisey..
Things between me and cayang's great.. our 5mths together seemed so fast. and i've never been in tis kinda serious relationship before. i've never ever said, "ayg, dun leave me" to a guy b4. but tis tyme i did. hehe. im so happy to be with him. yesterday was a memorable day for me. cos. saw my freaking ex under my blk. wadoo. sakit sei mata. he's involved in sum kind of kompang and silat for the wedding. its not my long ago's ex. its jus the current one. dgr2 he's with a new gal now. haha. kata je nak tunggu aku. action speaks louder than words lar eh... haha. ah, heck uh. i dun care. i lurve my cyg only. no one else.
actually. i've got nutin else to say except that i betta log out. bcos tis bro of mine is so damn irritating. keep on pinching me for i-duno-why. i guess there's some malfunctioning of his brain uh. haha!! k uh bye darlings. i'll post again tomoro. i love you.. but of course.. cayang's MORE! muacks to all~
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Things between me and cayang's great.. our 5mths together seemed so fast. and i've never been in tis kinda serious relationship before. i've never ever said, "ayg, dun leave me" to a guy b4. but tis tyme i did. hehe. im so happy to be with him. yesterday was a memorable day for me. cos. saw my freaking ex under my blk. wadoo. sakit sei mata. he's involved in sum kind of kompang and silat for the wedding. its not my long ago's ex. its jus the current one. dgr2 he's with a new gal now. haha. kata je nak tunggu aku. action speaks louder than words lar eh... haha. ah, heck uh. i dun care. i lurve my cyg only. no one else.
actually. i've got nutin else to say except that i betta log out. bcos tis bro of mine is so damn irritating. keep on pinching me for i-duno-why. i guess there's some malfunctioning of his brain uh. haha!! k uh bye darlings. i'll post again tomoro. i love you.. but of course.. cayang's MORE! muacks to all~
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