' Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. '
Monday, August 30, 2004 @ 6:44 PM
Hello all...juz had ma dinner n finished 'burning' two cds for darl n his bro.leceh ar dorg nie...ade2 jer tau.mentang2 aku ade belambak cd amik kesempatan ar?...polish ma toes first ar ehk..ahaha.sal aku emosi lak sei.giler!!!wee~..hey yesterdae's post i said mayb im meeting ma ex todae rite?but....no!..ahaha.i didnt go mit him juz now..neither do i go n mit darl.kes kes...i lepak with ma bestie onie..smsed ma ex n said i hav to stayback juz now.ahakx~penipu aku!!then i wanna mit him on saturdae ah..wanna see his new dreadlog(heck with da spellin) hair..cant wait man!..aiyoyo.
Yey!!!...tomolo half dae~yipee yaya yipee yipee ya..ahakx..wa acah part half dae je idup kau ehk..lolx.but we finished skool not tat early sia..maybe ard 12 then can go home.coz we got our cross country till 9.30..10am then got celebrations.stupid!!hahaha....afta tat mayb i gonna mit darl ar..he wanna mit me.haizz..sibuk ar uu~..ahakx. :-p ...hmmm....juz now in skool nutin much happen ar..great tyme in class onie.me,ma bestie n two other chinese guyz tok bout anything n everything bout s*x..ahaha.dorg ar start ulu.then aku dgr cam bez gitu beh aku pon join....nonsense arh.lolx...sumtimes aku ingat2 pon geli ar.ahaha...ops~!geli kepe?!...;-)
K la i gtg....tired ar type tiz thing..ahakx~tata titi tutu....muacks~

[acah krayon]

Sunday, August 29, 2004 @ 10:44 PM
Wee~...juz got home.had a super great tyme todae~!!!!...ahaha.went town with ma bestie to color ma cap n put ma name.nice man~..6bucks onie.soo cheap.keke..then made our way to suntec to mit ma ex..ahakx~..walk2 then made our way to the esplanade n mit muhaimin.went to watch da performers perform some kinda headbang musics..nyce!..haha ash gila siak.lolx..:-) hey he wanna do da rasta hair..wats da word ar??aiyoo i forgot..ahha.he changed alot oready sia.da pandai berconcept skg.Rastaboi..maha rasta nye.wahaha~sanggup kuakan 300+bucks for da hair..aiyoyo...mentang2 da kaye.hey b4 i forget da bez moment juz now..while we are watching da performers,there's one apek ar suddenly got up frm his seat n dance by himself..ahak..nonsense siak.so funny..sum ppl took photo of him.veri veri funny......haha~he joget kai pantat sia..sek ah sek.on air lagu headbang tapi die joget ala dangdut...wakakaka~..then ma ex say mayb die tau die nak mati bsok tu sebab die happy2 nari...jahat sei uu~.. :-) ..hmm,bsok die nak umpe aku lagi..haiz..to go or not to go??yes?no?..eh2 aku nie.darl smlm kate nak mit aku bsok..siak siak.camne nie?..takpe ar.mayb aku mit ex aku bsok.keke tuesdae half dae aru mit darl.kakaka...siak tol ar prangai aku.haiz..tapi ma ex kiutt lar..i've fallen for him again?!..noooooo..lolx..dala nenok ar bsok.kes kes..limit2 aku tak mit dua2 siak.kua dgn bestie aku agi besh...kan fezah kan?hahaha.....skg nie tarak org kat uma.tgl aku n abg monyet aku kat dlm bilik.so noisy sia him.pekik2...npk pompan lawa bangga.hahakx..gila pey monyet.k la i duno wat else to post..tomolo i post again aite.takin care ppl...tata~muacks!

[acah krayon]

@ 1:40 PM
Yeehaa~haiz..so bored.bored.bored..i dun knoe wat to do sia.todae no madrasah..bcoz yesterdae da upper sec went JB for the sembelih ayam thingy.ma bro n i neber go.need to pay sia.60bucks per person.crazie huh?~..if me n ma bro go,it'll b 120bucks oready.walaueh..n oso nid to wear tudung ar.kekeke...tak biase aku.todae they going back.i asked ma fren to buy for me bubble gums onie.ahakx!!..alar tiz fridae oso maybe i goin jb with ma bestie n her mum....duno mit who arh.later goin out!!..wee~..goin town n esplanade.with ma bestie,muhaimin n ma ex..shh!..ahaha.jahat eh aku..takpe lar..yesterdae darl called n asked me to burn cd for him.uishk~...if one cd nvm sia..he asked me to burn two cds for him.gelojohnye uu~..ahaha..then i said i dun wan.i can burn onie one for him.kes kes kes...padahal aku ade 14+50+100 cd kosong sia skg..ahakx..makcik aku blikan byk2.yey!maceh~

hey dala aku lom siap..ish..bestie aku nie kate kul 2.beh die aru sms kate die da kua.aiyoyo..mati aku..wahaha..k la tata...muacks~!!

[acah krayon]

Saturday, August 28, 2004 @ 1:13 PM
I would lyke to say a big thank you to ma frenz who hav had calmed me down yesterdae...a special thanx to Manaf n ma bestie,Fezah...thanx ppl~Lurve u lots..
Hahaha..sound stupid ryte?..but nvm..i was so fucked up yesterdae nite.n abit sad though.hmm...while watching tb at ard 7.30pm,he smsed..he said hope im happy with ma new guy..i was lyke..wat da hell iz he tryin to say?aper yg laki lain?...nonsense sia.then i replied.n he nvr reply...then got to knoe frm ma bestie sayin tat he tell muhaimin he dun wanna call me again.coz his fren told him i got another guy frm tamp..yarh,itz ma ex.ma ex made stories tellin everyone he patch up with me oready.stupid ryte?!...tat fella oso go n listen to his fren.yala since his fren iz ma ex's fren too...sial ar~..once i heard tat,i was soooo pissed off.haiz~..then i go confront ma ex.n flood him with qns..stupid sia him.at last he said a million sorry to me.threatened him with everything..haha..at ard 11+,he replied ma sms.he said he wanna knoe all da particulars of ma ex..i didnt give him.i knew if he got ma ex's particular,101% he will go n find him n a big fight will occur.juz bcoz of tiz stupid,fucking thingy...so i neber give even though he pester me to.then talked to him on da phone for awhile.i think he majok at me arh..coz i said sumtink n he majok n i dun wanna pujuk him.wahaha..ala aku da nantok siak.sape nak gi pujuk nantok2 gitu...suddenly he said he call me again todae.he said all da lurve u thingy but i said,..'k bye!!' then put down da phone..ahahaha..jahat sei aku kdang2.takpe lar..die pon paham per.

Hey~aku kene gi skla sak nari..fookie tol~.tu peter uruh fezah gi skla blaja beh fezah ajak aku.klu tak kitorg nak kua..bored sia.aiyoo..pas tu peter nak blanja pizza.taktau ar..aku tak pasal.......dala i wanna get dressed.buhbye~tata~titi~tutu~taking care ppl~muacks~!!!!!!!

[acah krayon]

Friday, August 27, 2004 @ 6:01 PM
Wee~...acah acah poot poot poot!..ahakx~haiz im so bored sei..duno wat to do.todae alot sia ppl cum ma house..duno for wat.keke..reached home ard 12.45 n surf da net all da wae till now.wakaka!..computer freako sia me.hey ma bodyguard send me home again!!wahaha...maceh2..juz now in skool nutin much happen.had ma P.E lesson.play frisbee..i duno how to play sei.then play anyhow..bla3 then went home straight.lazy to go anywhere todae.i wanna sleep but ma butt dont wanna get up frm tiz chair..ahaha...mepekses....

Yey!!>..tomolo i goin out~...with ma bestie.yeehaa~so long neber go out with her..maybe err..goin town again.as per normal every saturdae...heex.c la how eh..k la for now..i wanna hav ma dinner then duno do wat..wanna see a clearer view of ma pic?there,below...bigg one!..ahakx~hey Hairi,i mish uuu too~..ahaha..taking care ppl.tata..muacks~!

[acah krayon]


Thursday, August 26, 2004 @ 6:23 PM
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now.Fuck the presents might as well throw em out.Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack.Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back....

akimmmmm!!!...takmo la gitu sayang.takmo seksa idup i agi....pls lar!!...haiz haiz.giler ar die.sot sak aku sal die!..u knoe wat?!...he go n tell everyone n even put it in his msn nick tat im his gal...n tat i lurve him soo much n tat he lurve me too!..gawd!~since wen i stead with him?..fookie lar akimmm...tlg lar.takmo mepek ar..i dun lyke u!!!n im beginning to hate u now!...haiz..leh giler sei aku..cukup lar..bcoz of him other ppl affected sak..stressssssssssssssssssss.....................!!!diam lar akimmm...!i dun wanna tok to u till u realised tat u've made a BIG BIG mistake..haiz........

I gonna get headaches soon!!....sot sia.dala stop tokin bout him ar.make me stress up onie..haiz..juz now in skool had ma F&N practical test.wahaha..soo bloody funny.we hav to do 3 dishes.a rice,sweet sour chicken n a vegetable+chicken soup..then everybody was lyke doing their own things.ahaha..make batter w/o eggs...wahahahaa~!!!..fry chicken w/o oil..then too much oil for soup.wahaha..da sauce for sweet n sour chicken tastes very terrible.ahaha.....ma teacher's so fucked up with us juz now.wakaka~till she gave up.coz we dun listen to her.but......end up i got 4/5 for taste u knoe!!..da overall is /50..i duno how much i got.kekeke..hope to pass arh.coz i knew i'll fail da theory.mati lar~!!!!!.....3girls n 1 boy failed.no!tidakkkkkkkk!!...hahaha..hey y not change ar.3boys n 1girl fail..no!da one girl culd b me..change!3boys n 0girls failed..yeehaa~tiz iz better.much much better..wahahaha..but unfortunately itz not!!oh no~...haha..do i seem crazy?yes i m...im so fucked up tooo~!..hahaha.....ok lar ppl..i guess tats it for todae.so lazy..tata...taking care aite.muacks~!!


[acah krayon]

Wednesday, August 25, 2004 @ 6:51 PM
yeehaa~i got not much to say todae...hmm currently listening to techno~juz finished chatting with da conference guyz.great man!!hehehe..then one by one log out.kental tol~ahaha..cacat gatal sei!!grr...sot aku.wakaka.dala mepek ar.i oso juz finished chattin with hadis.n not forgetting tat sasha oso.wahaha.then now nga chat dgn yan..tadi bz kejap aku.beh semue log out aru aman sikit hidup.kes kes kes...heex.now doin nutin.nak log out gak aku jap agik...fenat ar chatz.tadik si salim tu kaco aku agi uu~..bingit siot.tapi tyme mass teaching die dok sbela aku tak kaco.die diam lak..jinak anjing aku.beh tyme nak blek aku npk die kat busstop..then he suddenly say.."kuda.."..mangkuk siak aku dgr.pe kebende yg kuda..gila~tu la aku ckp die cacat plus giler!!ahahaha...Yey~!!!ma bro pinjam dari kwn die cd techno clubbing nye arh..gerek sei!tapi majority all common one arh.cam crazie baby,god is a girl sumer..onie die ubah cikit2..hehekz.nyce~leh giler aku..tapi da yesterdae's song agi great.wat org shake nye.ni mcm leh aku burn cd techno eh.yeehaa~jap agik arh..ahaha.dala ppl aku nak andi,mkn sumer..takin care aite.muackssss~!!!

PS:Cacat gatal!!!!grr...wakakaka~

[acah krayon]

Tuesday, August 24, 2004 @ 3:55 PM
a MilliOn TeArS tHaT i'vE cRiEd,I wIsH u WerE rIgHt By My SiDe..I TrY tO sHoW hOw MuCh I CaRe,BelIeVe In Me I wIll Be ThErE..i nEvEr KnEw WhErE u BeLoNg,WhEnEvEr U jUz HeaR mA sOnG..iS iT a LiE oR iSiT tRuE?sO mAnY tEaRs I'Ve CrIeD fOr yOu..........

Woohoo~!..ma 78th post.keke..currently blasting with Million Tears(Sparks recommended)...yeehaaaa~..wow.dun tell me im crazie into techno again.but yes!I am!!...wahahaha..siao.kk stop it..juz now i got bodyguard u knoe.wakaka..i shall not say who's da person.he sent ma bestie to her house then send me next.keke.maceh kwn~!..ahaha.take for granted hor me..noty~hahakx.but then not ma fault wat.he volunteered u knoe..hehekx..Hey ppl...got another prob sei between me n ma boi.heex..yesterdae his bro called at around 9pm.im so shocked as he neber call tat tyme b4.so i pick up n b4 i culd say anytink,his bro said...'adeq, mamat bingit...'...i was lyke..huh?ape kene sak.then his bro told me da story of rumours being spread around n da story got to ma boi.aiyoyo...u knoe wats da sickening story?they got to knoe i got another guy outside...walaueh.ahaha..n to add matter worse,his bro said his fren saw me b4 under da blok with a guy whom he dun knoe.wakaka...gaknye dgn bpk aku kot.ahakx.....giler!!.. bout da story tat i got another guy tu nonsense arh.i dun hav sia.onie ma ex ar..he wan me back but i rejected.he's frustrated or sad or watsoever n go n tell everyone he patch with me oready.siao!!!...i kept quiet onie la.ppl mouth wat..i knew i wasnt doin anytink tats overlimit..so maybe ar tiz story reached ma boi oready.wakaka..but da funny part iz tat ma ex stayed at Tampines n ma boi's at Khatib..ahakx..can u imagine?North n East?...far sia.but not tat far la..still s'pore wat.wakaka..haiz..typical malays lor.mouth cannot close one..i wont deny im lyke tat oso.hey at least i admitted sei.hahakx....nvm la bout ma small tiny prob :) ..i waited for his call yesterdae with a plan to cheer him up n not to bingit2 bcoz of stuffs lyke tiz.but unfortunately he didnt call.keke..ok la.malas nak bising2.if he tink he wanna call,call.if he dun wan,then dun call..as easy as tat......kan kan kan?heex..Weii~!!..ma tamagotchi's 2yr old oready n grown up to b a teenage.hehe..shoo cute.wakaka...
N yeah...during assembly juz now....Salim n gang but i'd rather emphasize on Salim disturbed me..i juz had ma buttocks on da floor wen their class came.i was so pissed off.summore tat fella was sitting right beside me!..everytime he saw me he will sit beside me sia.haiz.i knew he gonna disturb me.n yes!he did..he did da same,old,lame thing he alwaes did wen he saw me..tat is..callin out ma name,hoping for me to turn n layan him.oh purrrleaaase!!i wont layan tat kinda ppl lar.b abit matured..stupid!haha.but ryte..he will disturb me onie during assembly or mass teaching.juz now i walked pass him during recess.he smiled at me..wahaha..giler pey org.cacat eh??.. :) ..n fuck~tomoro's another dae.i can bet u he will disturb me again during mass teaching....fark off~!!!!
Btw ppl!!!I got back ma Ca2 marks oready..i passed ma Physics!woohoo~n ma maths too!i got 51% for Physics.ahaha..at least pass sia.i neber pass b4.n i got 35/60 for ma maths.ok la tuuu..ma english i got 22/54.pathetic sia..ma chemistry eh?dun say ar..malu.keke..i got 6/40 onie..so sad.ahakx..i flung ma SS!!!got 41%..haven got ma History,Malay n ma F&N paper.cant wait..i hope i passed da three subj. but i got da feeling mayb im gonna fail ma F&N n history paper..gawd~F&N such an easy paper but i dun hav much time..so i didnt manage to finish up da easiest qns on da last page.haiz......eh k la i wanna shower n then blast off with techno again...i nid more techno!!More!More!...wahahaha...
tata................(';')

[acah krayon]

Monday, August 23, 2004 @ 1:54 PM
Gd noon all~!!..keke.i neber go skool.wee~2days no skool for me..yeehaaaa.thanx doctor~!...keke..yesterdae ryte..afta i come back frm following ma mum alter baju kurungs,i looked in the mirror.haha..then u knoe wats ma next reaction??...i shouted!yes shouted loudly..ahahaha.im so bloody shocked coz sumtink went terribly wrong around ma eyes.ma eyelids all lyke on top of another..ewww..im so scared.i wanna cry tat tyme.da lawa2 mata aku skali jadi tu mcm.sape tak takot sei...then i asked ma mum.ma mum also shocked.then ma dad went in.asked him..he also shocked.he said maybe gonna get sore eyes.i tot...no!culdnt be.sore eyes infect onie around da inner eyes.da eyeball area wat..tiz one ma eyeball not red.onie da eyelids problem....tidakkkkk!!ahahaha.but i wished it was onie sore eyes.not more then tat..then ma dad asked to go doctor staright away..actualli we're planin to go IMM to buy things.but then bcoz of me,da plan was cancelled.hehehe..da 2nd tyme :) ..got into ma dad's taxi n off we went to our family doctor..wee~asked doc wat happened.he checked.n said..'ur gonna get sore eyes..'...yessss!!phew~onli sore eyes.yipeeee..hahaha..got ma medicine n went for our dinner at Al-Ameen at bukit timah.it was soo crowded.kee..had our food n went home.eat ma medicine then sleep.....

Hey remember da last post im confused bcoz he wans ma final decision?now no longer..last two days his bro called n asked..i said i duno.then his bro said he still love me..opss..i duno la..then i duno how end up i said..'yela2 kasi chance ar...1 last chance ar.prangai agi je dabiz ar..'..then u knoe wat his bro said?he told me..'klu tak ikhlas takya...biar die merana.biar die slalu tak blek uma bcoz of adeq..fikir ulu.jgn tgh jln minta break agi... so amcm?'...hahaha.i replied,'eh org da kate kasi chance mean kasi chance la...da bagus kan.abg kate tu mcm nak simpati per?takya la ehk...'..hahahahaha..so funny.then his bro said sori.hee..tok with mamat for awhile.then i asked him to sleep :) ..he dun wan but i asked him to.coz i lazy to tok lar..he said ok.b4 putting down da fone he said da i love u all...die lom abiz ckp aku letak pone..ahahahaha.kuang ajar gak sei.tapi wat to do..sot ar dgn die.keke.ni i give him another chance oso i duno whether i still lurve him anot.kes kes kes...takpe2..saba2..dala enuf of him...weee~currently chattin with cacat n ieda..ahakx..cacat skg da sombong sei.heeex...hey im speechless now.wanna take care of ma 1yr old acah..(ma tamagotchi)..die nga happy2 sendiri.biar ar..hehehe.tata..muacks~!!!

[acah krayon]

Saturday, August 21, 2004 @ 2:19 PM
Mushi2 ppl..hehekx~im back blogging.sorie yesterdae didnt post.tooo frustrated n angry with him.k im so eager to tell u guys wat happen yesterdae..woohoo a big fite.da cam sandiwara uu~.ahahaha....kk yesterdae i went out with ma bestie n her frens.all guys ar..n sum of our sec 1 gals who knoe 'em.then afta lepakking n all,they wanna go home.tats at ard 7 ar i tink.so we(me n ma bestie) send them to da bus interchange.afta tat,we went back to causeway point.ma bestie wanna buy bdae prezzie for sumone.afta buying,we planned to go long john silver to hav our dinner.not yet eat since recess sia.then we went ljs n found out tat there's alot of ppl.so we decided to eat at macdonald instead.tiz iz da tyme...jeng jeng jeng!!!!haha..wen we were about to go down da escalator..ma bestie said,'oi tu matae kau..' i looked around n saw one apek.i tot she was makin fun so i laughed.she looked at me then say..'oi matae kau la..' then i turn around n oh oh!i saw him!...he pey siak turn then he saw me n then step tak npk then walk fast go inside da kfc..walaueh.fuck fuck..i followed him inside n got to knoe he went inside da toilet!!!!!!grrr...sot!..nvm.i told ma bestie..'eh aku tak kesa ar aku ungu die kat sini gak arr.ampai die kua arrh aku blg kau..' ma bestie knew i was so angry so she kept quiet.then jeng jeng!i saw him went out da toilet.i looked at him with ma fucking face.then on da wae out he asked his fren for hp then wen goin out he step tak npk agi.can u imagine?!He's standing right INFRONT of me n yet he looked around as if nutin happen.i sound n say,'sal tadi step tak npk..' then he turned n buat muke siak-minta-kene-sepak,n say,'EH..HI'..then he hulur his hand for me to salam.i onie touch then let go.i asked him all ar y step tak npk semue.he say he neber see.then his fren backup him n say,'kau tak kai specs kan nari..ane npk..' afta all da tengkings frm me,i was tooooo bingit n said,'eh dala eh mlm nie klu nak call2 ar klu tanak takya arr..!!' i shouted loudly then walked off like tat.then u wanna knoe da worse part???he shouted back..'eh BUTO pompan dtg ar...' siak arhhhhhhhh..nak dtg ape lagi giler??!!aku da bual per..mepek siak.then while he said tat he was walking towards da entrance/exit..walaueh da cam bual sendiri plak die.ahaha..kecian aku nenok.wahaha...tapi aku tetap bingit.i wanna kejar him but ma bestie stop me.then bla3 n we went home bingitly.b4 tat,while eating at mac,i smsed muhaimin n said,'eh ko gi blg mamat eh klu die nak call mlm ni call ar klu tak means da game over arh...suro die fikir dulu ar sbelum wat decision..prangai sak tu anak!!'..then i send.at nyte,his bro called n say y i said tat.muhaimin showed him da sms n he was soo bingit+sad..haha..then his bro lectured me n ended up i shouted n pour out all da facts.n told him itz OBVIOUS tat he saw me but step tak npk..agi sikit nak gado dgn abg die lak..but he said sori to me.n he asked for ma last decision..i said i duno.by todae i muz give him ma answer.n u knoe wat?of all da 9 ppl i've asked,everyone said to give him another chance..walaueh.no one support me sia.ahaha..i duno lar.MAYBE i give him another chance.or MAYBE not..c la how ehk.i myself duno whether i still hav feelings for him anot.hee..confuse confuse.tonite's ma day!haiz..got another 10hours or more for me to think.hehehe...eh k la im goin out.tata ppl..muackz~!

[acah krayon]

Thursday, August 19, 2004 @ 5:58 PM
Itz been dayz since he last called....n itz been dayz since i post tiz thingy.hehehe..bout him,arh,4get it.i dun wanna tink bout it.make me stressed up onie.i knew he wasnt doin sumtink stupid..i hope so.hmmx...currently chatting with trojan n songsang.conference.great~!nowadayz i alwaes join their conversation.hehekz..besh ar.they're so sporting..not onie both of 'em..there's karung guni,cacat n bubbleman...i knew bubbleman onie.then he go n invite me to his friend's conference tat tyme.so till now everydae conference ar.till late at nyte.kekeke...i loike!i loike!...Hey im in lurve with da song Happy Ending by Avril Lavign.hehe..nice man~lots of meanings in it.woohoo~...

k enuff~!!hehe..Yey!!...Saturdae im goin out!yeehaa..with ma ex.keke.goin town mayb to watch catwoman.goin mayb with ma ex,ma bestie n her bf..c la how kan.since tat dae's ma bestie's bf's bdae,so mayb afta da movie we gonna split!alamak!~...klu da split nanti lain cite.ehehehe......No lah..nvm lorx.kes kes kes...

dala ppl..i wanna rest.sho tired.take care aite..i'll post again maybe tomolo.tata..muackiz~!!!!

Ps:i've juz changed da layout...hmm how?leave ur comments hor at ma tagboard.errm to me ryte,not nice!!!..lyke very sempit lyke tat.but heck ar.lazy sia to find new layout.tiz one i used b4.edit abit onie..kekeke....

[acah krayon]

Saturday, August 14, 2004 @ 1:04 PM
Lazy to post...frust with da blog.i'll post again afta changing da layout....tata.

[acah krayon]

Thursday, August 12, 2004 @ 10:50 PM
Argh!..fuck fuck fuck fuck knn cb!!!!im so extremely pissed off...3 reasons.blogger prob,blogger prob n blogger prob.fookie!klu tak suke blog aku sack je ar.takya nak overlap2 gamba aku gile!!!!!grrrr...i duno wat happen siak.pinkerita said she saw her pic with her fren on ma background?!!n fayah told b4 she saw her pic on ma backgound too?!!bler aku masuk takde pape plak......pala but0!!if i were to let out ma frustration,there will b lots n lots of vulgarities.another prob,ma internet connection or no,da computer in ma room giving probz!aku on dari kul 21:30 ampai 22:10 pon lom masuk internet.slow aku leh sabar arh..da melampau sak ni mcm...bingit bingit bingit!!!!!klu ikotkan ati comp tu tadi aku da tumbuk2 ketuk2..seriuz ar..tak bedek nye nie.
Eh whoever frequently read ma post will knoe a fucker who's ma ex b4 i accepted mamat..da one yg bastard aku..yarh,tak sala aku die ade matae sak.fookie!!dasar jantan pembastard,miang,gatal!!tak puas dgn satu puki per?!kene ade dua ehk?aru kau puas?aru konek kau tau tegang?!..knn!..tak sedar member sendiri belambak tak suke die!!!agi ade hati nak kenal2 dgn kwn baik aku!pala but0!minyak wangi da kai keling nye...grrr!ni ukan aku jeles ar aku ckp ulu.nak jeles sal die buang mase arh.aku rase kau tak penah rase kan kene bastard?!satu ari klu kau kene rabak2 aku tepuk tgn siak..buat party ar.brothers kau sendiri tak suke kau..kau je taktau.mane pey org besar wdl.uishk...bingit sak aku!

Dala diam arh!!buat aku lagi bingit jer bual sak tu anak.....geram sak aku!mlm nie kene blg matae aku ar sal die.....prangai!knn..grr..bye.

[acah krayon]

Wednesday, August 11, 2004 @ 10:34 PM
How i wish we didnt go further than being friends...shit!!i hate it!..wakaka~acah,acah..dari ari tu sakz aku membebel jer.sejak dua menjak nie aku sot.tapi takpe..let him go his way n me on mine.tat'll b much much better.im ok!buek~da tak sedih!da tak disappointed!tak kesa ar ilang kwn cam dektu.wek! wek! wek! wek!..hahaha..aku bual nie mcm tapi nanti membebel agik.ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!yea..in bright red agi tu.buka mata besar2.da bace takmo offended lak.hey hu m i tokin to?wakaka~siao siao...dun ever tell sumone u lurve him/her wen u actualli dont..yeah!now i realised i dint hav even a bit of feeling for dektu.ahahaha..dulu je!wek!da lama da..takya kenang2.da basi!!!da busuk!!!....wekkk!
wahahaha...do i look as if im happy or gile?i think more to crazyness arh.i duno y ar..nowadays i've nutin to tok about if i post.if not dulu kan ade je story bez2.now left my story bout ma darl.klu aku post sal cayunk aku je nanti org borin lak.tapi ape aku kesa..ni blog aku.aku pey pasal ar...ahahaha.juz now darl called at 7+pm..i was shocked ar tak biase gitu die call tat tyme.i answer n he say he wan my fren's number..wee~a guy ar!!not gal!if gal jage die...aku cekik2 die ampai mati.wahaha.juz b4 he called aku nga tokin to ma ex on da pone.nasib linca2 aku suro ex aku letak.pas give darl ma fren's number,he say,'k la u nanti i call mlm eh sayang..bye'..i say,'k bye' then hung up..kuang ajar ke aku?tak kan??haha...cayunk uu~skali wen im havin dinner dak avi ni call..aduh2 gile ar die.tibe2 nak stead..da belo.ishk2...aku kate je aku ade matae.die pasrah uu~wakaka..cian die.chill mo lebih..

smlm aku chat dgn ex aku kat msn ampai 1+ kau~..aku da penat pon chat je.keke..bez bez bez!!!wee..die uruh aku keje kat tempat die.uishk.at first i want then he say semue age 17^ tak jadi ar..later i bcome da junior.tak besh ar tu mcm..ahaha.then he hampa oready.chill u eh~ :-p
die da kaye uu~aku bace hot je..ahakx.da maju bli hp N7600...uu kaci i suda.leh kan u?ala cayunk u~ahahaha..chat2 ampai aku tertdo2.cianx aku...tadik kat skla bler mass teaching dak2 4E cam siak..si bam main sandar2 manje2 kat aku.beh salim n da gang kacau.got one tyme bam step seduce ar pegang2 tgn aku.beh si dak2 4e tu kate,'oi jgn pegang die ar sial..' then dorg lastic bam lak.ahaha..tak paham la aku motif dorg.da sah tak btol tu.dari situ dorg tak puas tibe2 lastic2 paper kat pantat aku..uu,nenok ar..dorg kacau i seh~jahat kan u.grr!!beh da lastic2 dorg campak2 duit jadi aku pusing.aku tak bodo la giles!!ahaha.tapi salim mmg suke kacau aku.asalkan npk aku ade je die panggil2 ar..irritating man!...

dala actualli i got nutin to say..bual mepek je pandai aku nie.takpe2 agipon post aku slalunye formal.nari informal sikit ar.bual mlayu..peewitt~!ahakx..k la ppl i wanna surf da net.tata titi tutu...lurves ma darl cho much!*hugs**muackss*

[acah krayon]

Tuesday, August 10, 2004 @ 8:44 PM
Im finally home!!...enjoyed ma family chalet so so much.wee~..i wont story da whole thing.but i will tell u da bez parts.hmmx..i totally lurve yesterdae.a whole dae full of enjoyment!yeehaa~i woke up around 7.30am,went to da toilet,brush ma teeth(didnt hav shower) n then straight away into da pool!!..itz so great as da pool iz juz infront of our terrace house.i wore short pants n tshirt.ahakx..actualli cannot.but we(me n ma bestie) bolayan da rules coz da lifeguard not yet come mah..so we had an hour of swimming b4 da lifeguard whistled n asked us to go out of da pool.kekeke.we obey n went up.had our shower n breakfast then walked around da pasir ris park juz behind our chalet.looked for a bicycle kiosk.finally found it hiding behind bushes n other houses.hee..asked for da price then went back.i lurve da kids playground!wakaka~sooo great sia.can climb2 then slide down.wee~then while im playin da slides insted of ma younger cuzzies,ma bro called me up n said we're goin da big playground at pasir ris park!wee...had a super duper great tyme there.wakaka..afta washing up sweats n all,asked ma mum for money n went for our bicycle ride.paid 7bucks per bike for 2hours.i,ma bestie n ma bro cycled together.frm pasir ris park to tampines mall..wahaha!syiok2..n now ma butt hurts..n every joint in ma body too.ahakx..but i wont forget ar our exploration.hehehe.... lalala..then afta turning back frm tm back to pasir ris park,pass back da bike then walked back to our chalet.kononnye nak relax barin.end up da three of us sleep peacefully in a row.wakakaka...ma mum woke us up tellin us da parade start oready.woke up,adjust everything,went down then watched da parade.at around 10pm,da families left went into da car n off we went to Changi Airport to eat swensen!!yum yum..hee.waited n waited till 12 then da ice cream arrive.they've forget ours!!damn!ma uncle was so angry till he wanna sue da one takin our order.chill uncle~..bla3 n while im eating,darl called!!yeehaa~asked him wats da date.he answered 9th august.suddenly he say,"happy 2nd anniversary sayang.."..wee soo sweet of him.cayunk u~...tok till 1+ n he slept.tok with his bro then i wanna cleep.ahakx..sleep till i cant get up in da murnin.hehehe....checked out at 9am n i went breakfast with ma bestie.then slack2 chill2..then ard 4+ went toa payoh to teman ma bestie buy a new hp since she lost hers days before.lalala n she bought a 2nd hand 3200.da same model as her lost one.then off we went home.im damn tired n ma body's aching.ahahaha...pity me~
Tomolo skool!!!grr..so leceh.ahakx..i haven do ma home econ coursework!!argh..how?mati sia lyke tiz.tu la acah nak enjoy je kan.amik kau!!!!!ahahaha..[btw ppl,sori bout ma language..slack sia..wakaka]

To ma darl,
Happy 2nd anniversary cayunk...i lurve u soo much.as wat i've told u b4,every relationship sure hav ups n downs.im happy enuff we hav not face it yet.n i hope we wont..wateva happens,im sure to b by ur side..i admit i didnt lurve u a single bit for da past years.but ma feelings changed as days pass.now.i knew i lurve u n only u.............muacksss~

K la ppl,i wanna hav ma dinner then hav a good nyte sleep..my body's aching...!!wei not yet,i got a msg for sumone....
S,if u think im too bad till u dun wanna layan me,then itz ok.im fine with it..i duno whose fault isit..if u think itz mine,ok fine.i wont say anytink...up to u.im sick of guyz lyke u.words words n words...sick of it.mind u,words wont bring anytink.thanks for all da so-called "love" u gave me.i appreciated it.u deserve gals much more better than me....DON'T ever n im emphasizing on da DON'T do sumtink lyke tiz to other gals.it realli hurts deeply.however,thanks for everything.Tiz iz not ma last words to u...u can still contact me in either msn if u still hav ma email or hp if u still hav ma no..i dun mind..i dun wan da past to repeat.ask me if u dun understand..i've had enuf of a person lyke u.sumtimes i admit im disappointed.take care..buhbye

[acah krayon]

Saturday, August 07, 2004 @ 11:10 PM
Hieee..im back blogging!!weeee~ahaha.juz got back frm esplanade with ma bestie,noi n min.me n my bestie first went for our movie.we watched 'The Sisters'..da story so funny..not scary at all.ahakx.there's one tyme when tiz particular cute little boy who supposed to b da mother ghost's child being pulled by a man.n everytime da cute 'green goblin' came out,da sound effect sumtink lyke,"twik..twik" will b heard.so funny.n da 'green goblin' didnt look lyke a ghost either.a cute little boy instead.wakakaka~..then me n ma bestie went ct hall to meet up with noi.slack around da esplanade.meet up with min.n slack at da riverside.ahakx..nutin seh.kacau2 org je tau.then went home..ahaha.
Yesterdae i went JB u knoe..soooooo bloody great!!ahakx.b4 tat,went skool for da national dae concert thingy.i wore a pink kebaya with a pink selendang over it.once i stepped into skool,ma malay teacher said,"wa acah ratu kebaya pe nari.."..ahaha.took pix in skool then went bestie's house.get dressed up then went PS to collect her starhub simcard.then went kranji n off we went to jb..yeehaa~nutin much happen ar actualli.onie several ppl wanna get to knoe me or ma bestie.i onie lyke da part wen we're at da s'pore checkpoint for bags.there's alot of police.i put ma things in da scan thingy n we are suppose to go in oso.da police asked everyone to take out every single thing including mettalic things.ma bestie was about to take out her stud belt.da police said,''eh takmo buka..masuk2.''...haha.we no nid take out anytink.then ma turn n i went in da scanner thing.n suddenly he said,"hp tu jage eh kak.." n he smiled at me.i was shocked.y suddenly he tok bout hp?wahaha..his frenz step lyke cough2 lyke tat oready.i ignored n went out.wakaka..good police!next tyme i bring in drugs okie..kakaka

Hey!ma darl went chalet ar..i so sad.mish him sooo much.yesterdae he called n he majok sia at me.he say why 3days he called i neber answer.ahakx..tau pon risau.ingat da tak kesa..cayunk uu~muacks..one tyme,he asked me,"ayg...national dae cumin kan.u ingat ape tak?"..i said,"asal dgn national dae?"..he suddenly sigh deeply n say,"takpe la.." n sigh again.then his voice changed.veri sad sia he..heex.then he say,"u tak ingat u?9th...2nd 'anniversary' kite u."..i say,"oh a'ah eh lupe la.." actualli i knoe i juz wanna test him.wakaka..cayunk u~tok2 then he passed to his bro coz he wanna sleep.ahaha..i tok ar with his bro all nyte till 2am or so.tok bout him..n ma ex n all.wee so happi..hmm hmm,tomoro i goin chalet!!but not da same as darl's arh.he went at east coast while mine is at pasir ris.aygg!!jauhnyeee...grrr~ahaha.nvm..ma bestie's following me!wee..tiz one supposed to b ma family one.then i asked ma bestie to follow.great!cayunk fezah~!!ahakx..
S not in msn.where culd he be ehk?argh!fuck it..i duno.i dun wanna tok bout him.he dun layan me for two days oready.haiz..nvm lar.dun tok bout it!!!ahahaha..eh k la i wanna rest.soo tired..i hope ma darl call todae.realli mish him....

[acah krayon]

Thursday, August 05, 2004 @ 11:10 PM
Haiz..im so so so so hurt.Veri veri veri deeply hurt.im so so so disappointed in S..How dare he asked me to leave n sign out in a harsh way.yah,i admit i did told him i wanna log out coz i cant take da way he toks juz now.but cant he tok in a nicer way?haiz..y muz he say,"da log out laaa"...sampai ati.im so hurt.he's never been lyke tiz b4.not even once.y does he suddenly change?who's da bastard who've changed him?he's alwaes in a soft,sweet tone last tyme.but not now.he seemed to change alot lately.haiz.i guess im da one who changed him to a harsh person.but wat did i do?i listened to all his advice.n it brings me good.a better me to b exact..onie for todae.im not in da mood.n sum MAJOR prob occurs in myself.a stupid me puts it as a nik n he asked me wat happens.i dun wan to answer n he kept on askin.i got frustrated.n adding to it,afta i cooled down,my freaking fren go n add him n tok to him in msn.he got angry n started tokin "jijijaja" with me..im so sad.so isit my mistake?till he got mad at me?till he asked me to leave lyke tat?if it is ma mistake....wat shuld i do?i've told him im sori juz now.he ignored..wat else does he wants?i cant tell exactly wat happens todae.itz ma personal matter.not even to him..veri personal.confidential..haiz.no one feels da way im feeling now.it was as if millions of arrows shot right thru ma heart.n it bursts into zillion pieces.juz imagine tat...i cried while im havin ma shower juz now.hey i knew i was too emotional now.but hu cares..i admit i CRIED juz now.everybody has feelings ryte?n a pure girl's heart can b easily hurt bcoz of sumtink small or even tiny.to b honest,i've nvr felt tiz terrible 'hurtness' b4..not even afta i broke up with ma exs.n he's treating me tiz way.....oh god!!help meee...im depressed.too depressed..feel lyke not goin skool tomoro but i wanna enjoy n forced myself to b happy.afta tat mayb goin off to JB to release ma "short-circuited" brain.wanna enjoy my whole dae tomoro in JB.or anywhere outside S'pore..da further da better.but i cant.haiz...da least i culd go iz onie to JB..ok then.Jb,im cumin....
haiz...im still hurt.hurt.hurt.hurt.hurt...GREAT!latest news..he's accusing me for giving his addy to wan..gawd!wat shuld i do to let him percaya i didnt give?..haiz.
WAN!!!U STOLE HIS ADDY THRU MA CONTACTS N ADD HIM...N IM DA ONE BEING ACCUSED OF GIVING HIS ADDY TO MA FRENZ.PLS LAR...DUN PUTAR BELIT DA STORY FOR HEAVEN SAKE!!!...
Nvm Wan..let it b.let him accuse me.let him do da decision.i gave up..im speechless now.let me cool down again for da 5th time for todae.

[acah krayon]


@ 8:25 AM
Hehehe..Im in skool~.Supposed to do some english thingy.I duno wat to write for the compo lar.we are to write a composition 800 words long!walaueh...n now i haven yet started.kekeke..i guess i'll finish up at home.heex..
hmmx hmmx..im so bored now.Currently doing nutin.tokin to tiz Faris.dala i wanna continue my story.wakaka~as if onie...tata...

[acah krayon]

Wednesday, August 04, 2004 @ 10:02 PM
Weeee~im so happy todae.juz got back frm meeting ma darlin n do my project.at ard 4,got myself dressed up n went out.meet yati at sv lrt then went khatib as usual.waited for boy n my darl.me n yati waited in the mcdonald there.i've got no other things to do so go n register for da ezlink thingy.ahakx~so funny..i dun even knoe my first n last name.belo belo...hehekz.4get lar.not duno..im not stupid ok!keke...then saw boy finally reached..followed by my darl.padahal my darl stayed rite opposite.he come down with singlets n short.wakaka!da cam apek la uu~ahahaha..but nvm.chill out at mc but itz soooo blardy hot.so transfer to mcdonald da one upstair.at least aircon.we drew nonsense then my darl drew 'acah krayon'.it was nice but i dun lyke da krayon.ahakx~jahat uu!got a great pinch frm me.hee..but then afta awhile itz soo cold.wakaka!!..so me n darl went out n slack around at a particular place.*ehem*...;-p
afta tat,went to da mc again.tok nonsense for awhile then went to darl's place n wait for him under da blok.ahakx~boy gilerr arh :) ..we waited for darl coz darl n boy are going for their silat.then waited for boy's bus n he went home.left me,darl n yati..went to khatib mrt to wait for Muhaimin n Farhan..they are da newcomers to silat.wait so long n they finally arrived.i scolded them but then got scolded back.ahakx~farhan questioned me bout my bro.he's ok la..takya susa2 sal die.kekeke~then me n yati went to da pasar mlm nearby.n got to knoe my wallet's lost!!!!not in ma pocket!darn!called min n asked my darl whether he's holding to it.he said no!gawd~my ezlink n neoprintz...latest neoz!!!!!arghh.ahaha..luckily got some syilings to go back.jln2 at da pasar mlm,bought food n then went home.
Hey!i forgot sumtink!...yah,while we were on da way to khatib mrt to wait for min n farhan,we saw saiful!!yesh our st john island camp instructor.those sec 3s who went there shuld knoe who.one of da most encem camp instructors.hehehe..my darl was with me summore.i shouted,'saiful!!'..he turned n his gf/sister was lyke lookin at us with da wat-the-fuck look.but who cares~!who wants ur bf/brother?..im juz shouting his name as i knew him.oh purleaaassse......dun gimme tat look.ahakx..wen we're quite far she's oso staring at us.then i ignored n kept on saying saiful encem..then my darl looked at me da tu die jeling.hehehe.sori la cayunk...then i said,"ala i kate je per..camne pon i syg u.jgn takot la.."...aru die tau senyum selebar2nye.ahahaha..haiz darlin,darlin. ;-)
k la ppl..wanna chat n watch teebee~ahakx..
*waits for darlin to call*...*winks*

Ps: S sombong seh..one whole dae neber layan me.mentang2 ade exam bsok..grr~ahakx.nvm la uu..if ur free then layan me.muacks!~

[acah krayon] *ma new name frm darlin

@ 1:20 PM
Wee~didnt go skool todae...im sick.kekeke..in da morning cant woke up coz of da stupid stomach cramps.so told my mum im sick.yeah n slept all da wae till 12pm..ahakx~had my shower n branch..then log on to da internet.surf,surf,surf...no one in msn.except for my dear S..he finished his skool early.gerek sehx..yela dak poly per.ehehe...hey my sore throat n flu iz bothering me!help..i hate tiz.grr..
Yesterdae my darl called at 12:48am.i was asleep actualli..ahakx.he called n asked,'nga tdo eh?'...i said no.haha..i wanna say yes but i wanna tok to him at da same tyme.ended up said no.ahakx..tok for awhile onie.i kept on sangap.so he asked me to sleep.n so i sleep straight away..wakaka~hmmx..while tokin he kept tellin me he mish me.yeehaa~soo sweet.he wanna mit me todae.err maybe go n mit him awhile with yati later.boi finished skool at 4.30..so yati say she wanna mit boi at ard 5.n i followed her lorx..kes kes kes.n wanna do my projeks mayb b4 tat..heee~i wanna call darl to tell him bout meeting him todae.but im scared.ahaha..coz his mum veri garang u knoe.nanti ade je kene maki hamun.wakaka!makcik fierce~nvm asked boi to help arh..keke.k la ppl...i got nutin to tok about now.mayb post again layta at nyte aite..tata.....

[acah]

Tuesday, August 03, 2004 @ 10:07 PM
Hey..im back bebeh~kekeke..i pity my bestie.she lost her N3200 juz now.we went Lot1 with the intention to buy things for my school needs.then she wanna buy blank cds.she go n put her hp on da stacks of cds n walked off.i didnt realise tat...till wen im queuing up to pay,she ran to me n say she lost her hp.i was shocked of course.i tried callin her no. but it's off!!then she asked me for my hp n ran off.while im queuing,i kept brainstorming back where she last had her hp with her.then i remembered.she put it on da stacks of cd..i ran there afta paying but unfortunately her hp wasnt there.i went out n search for her.saw her standing n crying at a particular place.i went to her n consoled her..she was crying as if she lost sumtink precious.so sad..yah but if was me oso i cried non-stop.itz sumtink valuable,u see..she got all her frenz no..n her polyphonic ringtones in there!..yea,she has lots of it.nice,nice one...who wouldnt b crying ryte?hmmx...walked down da escalator.asked her to stop crying.n walked with her n went home..such a day.
Dala fezah...da ilang pon.cian ko..keke.harap2 je org yg angkat hp ko tuu bsok kene langgar lorry taik..wakaka~chill aite.muacks..takmo cry2 agik tau.pape bual dgn aku..i'll alwaes b by ur side...
wado2..bual da cam matae lakx.kekeke.takpe la itz my bestie u knoe.muz care n share..ahakx~
k back to ma lyfe.i juz finished tokin with dear S on da phone..n now reading book.c,i veri guai kia one u knoe.wakaka~wa acah pandai bual cinone sehx..hehex.my dae todae okok la.not tat good n not tat bad.im confused..shuld i actualli say im hurt or to cover up my 'hurtness' n tells everybody tat im happy instead.a thought suddenly came to ma mind juz now while im lying down."im actualli hurt but i make it as if nutin happens..i've been in tiz situation since several weeks ago.shuld i continue da way i m now or juz do sumtink to overcome my 'hurtness'?"
Yarh,tats da question...so?how?i hate guy's attitude sumtimes.they juz lurvee to act.but everything's not true.wat for?might as well tell da truth ryte..n da problem's solved.why cant they juz tell da truth?truthfulness iz wat we,as womens,wants n nid actualli in a relationship..we dun nid actorz.i realised everyone or majority of da ppl's havin probz in their relationship nowadayz.but me,i dun knoe wat im facin now.my lyfe with darl iz ok..no probz.but i kept on thinking wat i shuldnt.even lyke yesterdae,he didnt call me.n yes im actualli hurt..veri deeply hurt.eventhough i got to tok to my S till late at nyte..as lyke i said b4,dun ever think im realli happy wen i smile or laugh.juz now at around 5+ darl's bro called..i kept on sayin 'hello' several tymes..i was going to slam down da phone wen i heard him said,'hello..err alamak SALA DIAL NO. ar..'
da first thing tat went thru ma mind was...wats 'their' motive in callin me wen they knoe itz da wrong no..haiz.they've been dialling my no. almost every nyte n dun tell me they got da wrong no.i straight away put down da phone.his bro called again n say,'eh adeq sori ehk...abg nak tepon kwn abg terdial no. adeq..'i kept quiet.then he continued,'btw sorie gak smlm mamat tak call...die kene OT jadi blek ambat.die ade sms abg.die kate.........'n bla3 he read out da nonsense.i duno y i called it nonsense wen i shuldnt.i shuld b happy but im not..i duno whether he's seriuz in me anot.S has been pastering me to ask for break up.i juz ignored n say dun wan whenever he said tat...but y i dun knoe.
Hey!!!i cant understand myself.my darl's ok.we're not fighting.why m i tokin tiz shit?aiyoyo.... maybe i didnt get da kinda love i want.i've got no one to turn to whenever i got tiz kinda probz.coz ppl will think,'ni masalah kau jadi settlekan sendiri ar..'...true ryte?hmm hmmx..kk enuf ar.watever it iz..i've made up ma mind.i stil lurve my darl.i wont let him go..let him ask for it instead..i lurve him.
Ps: im sorie S...didnt mean to hurt u if ur reading tiz post..but tats da fact.haiz..i cant let my darl go.as i said lots of tyme,im stuck between two.i hate to hurt ppl's feelings.but tiz tyme i cant bear it.i've got no one to turn to.im realli sorie..but dun u worry..coz..i pon syg u.*sincerely*.....muacks~

[acah]

@ 1:12 AM
Finished my latest layout~..wee..im so sad u knoe.bcoz of my blog ar.i wanna change da layout then accidently go n save da whole thing n my former template lost..soo soo sad.haiz..luckily got my dear S..he consoled me.weee~cayunk uu!
Currently on da pone with dear S...he's so sweet.i loike~i loike~.walaueh he said my latest layout da big 'acah' not nice..Pilu ati dgr die kate gituk.ape la ayg nie..i buat penat2 u kate tak lawa.wadu wadu...hehekx.nvm,he said not nice so later i change k cyg.weee~muacks!
Hey..knoe wat?my boi didnt call.hmmx hmmx..wat culd his reason b tiz tyme?haiz..itz ok la anyway..i got my dearest S to tok to oso..uwek~heex.dala i've got nutin to say oready.i wanna search sumtink to replace da big 'acah'..keke.cayunk uu~tata...

[acah]

Monday, August 02, 2004 @ 12:46 AM
Wee~my 63rd posts since i open up my blog in March. kekeke..great man!~i got nutin to tok about now. my cayunk S ar ask me to post. i taktau ape nak post tau uu~kk.. todae neber go out.sit at home goyang kaki onie. tok with my S on da pone for hours.wakaka~ besh tau..
die romantic uu~i loike!i loike! ahakx.aku treat die da cam matae aku..mati lar. bape ribu nie.rabak acah rabak..wakaka~ takpe aru dua..c la later part of my episodes sape yg dpt aku.kes kes kes~!
cayunk S!!
eii..ni boi aku aru call.kekeke..he called me to let me hear his snore. ape la u nie.tak romantic.wakaka~ade gitu kau.die call beh die tdo. takpe2..tadik ptg tok to my S dari kul 2+-4+ tak sala..lama uu~ beh kul 8+-9+ agik..wee~puas aku bual dgn die.kekeke.sho happy eventhough ppl pissed me off tgh ari tadik.my kes dgn si laki/jantan tu da game over.
die block aku kau...baik arh~!takya aku bising2 agik.tadik aku blg boi aku bout si dekni.die bingit uu~die nak urun gado.kekeke.. aku tak kasi.mepek..
k currenly chatin with my dear S..
uu..takmo bual mepek ar cayunk.da mlm nie..hehekx. Hairi tadik sms aku kau.die kate die rindu aku..keke. dulu i close with him skg da tak.beh aku reply n die truz da tak reply..sala anta sms ke uuu~...ahahaha.eyy ni die aru reply..die kate die tertdo..rabaks.sms aku pon leh tdo ehk....(';') tata semuex.
Cayunk S~!!
*winks*

[acah]

Sunday, August 01, 2004 @ 12:58 PM
EYY LAKI/JANTAN...APE AKU WAT YG KAU TAK SUKE NIE?!..STAKAT SAL AKU TAK ACCEPT KAU N AKU ADE MATAE BARU KAU TAK PUAS?PASAL KAU UNGU AKU LAMA2 AKU TAK ACCEPT GAK PER?EH JGN JADI KENTAL AR..KESIAN AKU TGK KAU..WAHAHAHAHA.PASAL TU KAU KUTUK AKU?!..N PASAL TU KAU BLOCK AKU KAT MSN?MAMPOS..KAU LAKI KE BAPOK SIAK?POMPAN EHK..CIAN AKU NENOK.TUKA LA JANTINA TU.SETAHU AKU POMPAN JE KLU BINGIT MAIN BLOCK2.LAKI TAK PENAH AKU DPT CAMNI.ISH3....N SKG KAU TANAK BUAL DGN AKU?!MENTANG2 KAU ADE POMPAN BARU NAK KEREK AR DGN AKU?MAK AIIII.KAU FIKIR AKU HERAN?!AKU TAU AKU BAHAGIA DGN AKU NYE.KAU KATE TAK BAHAGIA?!TU KAU PEH PASAL AR...APE AKU NAK KESA AGIK.ONE VERI3 GOOD REASON AKU TAK ACCEPT KAU AS MATAE AKU IZ BCOZ AKU TAK SUKE PRANGAI KAU BODO..PRANGAI KAU SIKIT LEBIH KURANG CAM PUKI2 MAK NYAH KAT OCH SITU.KAU DA BINGIT KAU KUTUK SEMUE ORG....FIKIR SENDIRI AR SIAL.CERMINKAN DIRI ULU SBELUM KUTUK.YG KAU KATE TAK LAWA PON AKU BODO UKAN KAU.NAK KUTUK PON BUAL KONEK JER.SAL BLEH HEMBUS.IDUNG BABI TU KAU...AKU IDUNG TAK CAM BABI.AKU DONGAK TU SEBAB NPK LOBANG IDUNG BODO.KATE DAK EXPRESS OTAK TAKTAU KAI..AKU TAK LAWA PON DULU KAU YG GILE2KAN PER.POOKIEMAK....SAMPAI SEPARUH MATI KAU SURO AKU ACCEPT KAU.N SKG KAU DA BINGIT DA KALAH KAU KUTUK AKU ABIZ2?!..MAK AIII..TAK SANGKA AKU MANUSIA NI MCM PON WUJUD SIAK.AKU TAKDE MAKI2 KUTUK2 KAU KAU TAKMO START AR EHK....SKG NI KAU KENEKAN AKU LOM AMPAI LIMIT AKU.KLU DA AMPAI AKU MAKE SURE IDUP KAU TAK SLAMAT.NI UKAN AKU THREATENED.AKU TAK MAIN THREATENED2..AKU KATE MEAN AKU BUAT.TAK PENAH DLM IDUP AKU AKU WAT LAKI NI MCM.JADI KAU TAKMO NAK MCM2 EHK...UNLESS KAU NAK JADI FIRST GUY.
NI AKU TYPE KAT SINI JADI ORG SEMUE TAU YG KAU KUTUK AKU.YG AKU TAK SALAH N KAU TIBE2 MAKI HAMUN AKU TANPA SEBAB.YG KAU BLOCK AKU KAT MSN...YG KAU DA TAK SUKE AKU LAGI N AKU GEMBIRA SAL TU.YG AKU PON DA MULA BENCI KAU.....YG KAU KATE MATAE KAU PEMINAT NIGGER N SALAH AKU SAL AKU KATE NIGGER SUCKS.TAKDE KENE MENGENA SAKZ.......NASIB KAU LA.

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@ 3:00 AM
wee~..yeehaa~..wakaka~..2days i didnt post.or isit 1 day?hmmx nvm lar..how long da dae iz it doesnt matter.wat matters iz tat i miz u all!!..ahakx.who sia da u all.keke..anyone ar who alwaes waste tyme enjoying reading my so-called 'compo'.kekeke.k la let me story 2 u wat happens.before i start,a warning frm me...tiz real gonna b long.so if u dun lyke kindly bring ur arrow to da top right hand corner n click on da x there......go!

Fridae,30th July...
My skool put up a performance or so-called concert at Singapore Poly.it was great!!...b4 tat,me,ma bestie n one sec 2 kid went town first to lepak2 n take neos.[da pics are ready but lazy to upload..]afta tat went to mit fezah's abg angkat n he said he wanna bring us to da peranakan place.n we,knowing nutin juz followed lyke kambings.wakaka~cam belo siak..ehehe.he brought us up da hill n then down then up n down n suddenly he walked fast suddenly so slow.n we're not there yet..grr!n u knoe wat?!..i was lyk wearing 'tak senonoh' clothings n he brought us walked right in front of da masjid.walaueh..i was so malu sia.but walked quickly.of course lar,it was damn bloody hot.n we're lyke sweating.da kai lawa2 beh skali die ajak kite jln pass longkang yg berbau..wahaha.then at last we reached.u knoe where it iz?itz juz beside da Centrepoint..aiyoyo.n we hav to walked up n down da hill.wakakaka..so funny.bla3 n oh yah not forgetting while we walking w/o fezah's abg angkat,there's tiz Nigger walked bypass me..n he was looking straight at my *ehem*[u knoe wat...]i juz smiled as to not being arrogant to da tourists..n didnt believe we bertembung with da exact him again at centrepoint afta da going up n down hill thingy.he was looking at things in John Little.i wanna avoid him but tat sec 2 kid so noisy so da nigger looked behind.n he saw me.i juz walked n he make noises lyke da typical 'swiit' thingy.im afraid to look back but tat sec 2 kid paster me to.wen i looked back,dat nigger waved at me n send me flying kisses.n he make sign languages to hav my number.i ignored n walked off..im scared u knoe.so scary.he's sooo damn bloody tall.n i hav to look high up to talk to him?no no no...walk3 n we decided to go to SP since it was 7pm.n our performance started at 8..i was panic.wakaka~panic queen wat.but luckily,we reached there at 7.30..itz early.so went in n followed fezah sat at tiz particular place.at first i was happy there's several sit around.but,wen i looked to da side,it was my ex whom fezah's tokin to.yah my ex who bastard me n was in da same skool as me n didnt talk to him for about a yr another several days frm todae.yah itz him..i was so pissed off but kept quiet.bla3 n da show ended.planin to mit up my other ex.but he's werkin.so too bad...

Saturdae,31st July..
Wee~a great dae..went town with my bestie.as per normal,almost every saturdae we went town.kekeke..orchard addicts.wakaka..went take neos with her.[pics ready but lazy to upload..]slack2 around n laughing out loud.we're making fun of everybody tats around us.ahakx...so funny sia.but great tyme arh.da funny part was tat wherever i go,ppl was looking at me n smiled.da smile was different u knoe.not da normal smile.n da 'ppl' were guyz.ahakx..there's one tyme at Paragon at a Burberry shop..we were walking pass tat shop.b4 tat,a man werkin there frm far looked at me n smiled.wen we got nearer,he suddenly opened da door for me.wakakaka~i n fezah was laughing like mad.n he smiled again.ahaha..k stop it.keke..then got to knoe my ex whom i wanna mit on fridae were a Lucky Plaza.so we went there n mit him instead.he was so CUTEEEE!!!wakaka..he dressed up lyke a ganja man.but too bad mit him awhile onie.coz he's goin Sentosa for da Raggae concert thingy.grr how i wish i culd follow him ehk..dance all nyte.kekeke.n u knoe wat?i meet him n he was with his frenx..wen we're waiting for da lift at lucky plaza,i was standing there looking at everytink.n suddenly my ex's fren laughed.but not loudly ar..in da lift it was crowded n my ex's fren said sumtink.i didnt hear but my bestie hear a bit.she said they was tokin bout me!...ahakx.then afta separating,i smsed Ash(my ex) wat his fren told him bout me..n he replied tiz,'die kate u cute..n btw i nenok u ur body da power eh skg..'...ahahaha.so funny..
Hey enuf lar..sooooooo fu*kin long sia.aiyoyo..sape yg sudi bace nie.npknye aku bace sendiri je arh.wakaka..sape yg bace kan kan kan.i lurvee u!..ahakx.Btw sayangku S,takmo la sombong2 sih..ahakx.k la ppl.nyte2 tata...WOW!!!itz 03:00:00am...woohoo.breakin record for tiz mth.wakaka..muacks~!

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