' Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them. '
Thursday, July 29, 2004 @ 10:29 PM
Erlow..juz got back frm goin to my aunt's place 3 units above me.keke..my cute cuzzie's 1yr old bdae.so they're celebrating it at their house.i became da camerawoman.wakaka~had a slice of cake n went back home.n now blogging.blogging.blogging...yea2 i cant wait for tomoro.goin to da public concert.yeehaa~!juz now afta skool straight away went causeway point with ma bestie.wanna see da von dutch cap.but wen we reached there,da stok still not yet arrived.im so sad.sad.sad..i gave up n went to 77 street n bought myself a pink plain meshcap.it costs me 19.90.n i onie bring 16bucks coz da von dutch one costs tat much.i brought 16 n add another 3bucks frm my skool money.but itz still not enuff!i asked fezah n she didnt hav any money left either.we stand there thinkin wat to do.then luckily fezah teringat da class money she's holding.so she took out another dollar n jeng jeng jeng~got myself a new absolute pink meshcap..wakaka.
Hey...my darl called oready.post again tomorow k...tata....
[acah]
Wednesday, July 28, 2004 @ 8:04 PM
Elox...da old,unchanged acah back blogging.kekeke.hmmx,wat shuld my 'compo' todae sounds lyke?a happy one?i've got no idea.kk i'll start off with my dae in skool.to me,itz per normal..no difference.during Mass teaching,it was damn freaking bored till i slept while sitting in da hall..wakaka.a good afternoon nap.then afta skool went West Mall with fezah.bought myself a short sleeve blouse.itz not realli a blouse actualli.i duno wat isit.tiz fridae u can see ar for those who going SP to watch my skool public concert.wakaka..im dressing up in pink!frm top to bottom.most probably wearing any pink mesh cap or even better still if got pink von dutch cap,a pair of pink earrings,da pink blouse,my pink skirt n not forgetting my favourite pink shoes n socks.wakaka...i cant wait for tat moment man!gonna b interesting.
Currently doin nutin besides sms-ing my beloved abg ang n one of my ex..melambung agik npknye bill aku.wakaka.n chattin with my classmates.my dear S so sombong todae.but nvm...itz ok.Hey yesterdae i had a veri great tyme tokin with my darl on da pone.wee!he called at 11.48 n tok with him all da wae till 2am..sho happy.he kept on disturbing+bullying me about da malay show,KrAyOn..da story starts lyke tiz,he repeatedly sang da song,Tipah Tertipu frm Ruffedge.i was bored coz i cant do da fast rap.ahaha..so i sang da song krayon.n afta tat he kept saying i alwaes watched krayon.wakaka..not onie tat,he then sang all da baby songs he knew to me.including da Hi-5 songs,telletubies n bla3...ahahaha.ayang,if u were beside me tat tyme,ur hand will b full of pinches frm me.n of course i'll huggg u titely n wont let u go..keke.lurve u cayunk!muackx..i hope he'll call me as early as possible todae so tat i can tok with him all nyte....(';')
Hmmx..i hope my plan with Fezah work out.we're planin to not goin skool on Fridae as we're goin to da Laluna thingy.ahakx..padahal mlm eh.kekeke..i wanna go out early so we can do last min shoppin or wateva.hehe..then mayb meeting my cayunk for awhile.wanna pass him da cd he asked me to burn.heex.tat tyme went Khatib 4get to bring tat cd.cian aku kene cubit2 dgn die..then afta tat fezah said she wanna mit i duno hu ar.wakaka.i juz follow.so i hope ar we neber go skool.hehekx..i told my mum oready n she said yes.yes lar!!...K la ppl.wanna watch tb.
*waiting patiently for my darl to call..*yeehaa~
Fezah!!Takmo gi skla tau Fridae!cayunk ko~!....muackx muackx`
[acah]
Tuesday, July 27, 2004 @ 11:29 PM
Feel tiz fire deep inside.burning strong where u cant hide.join the elements tonite.n see the light.wen the darkness comes too strong,dun forget ur not alone.join the elements tonite.n feel the light......
Yeehaaaaa~!wakaka..as per normal,i nid techno to cool myself down.not in da mood now.coz of one person n it realli end my dae.anjing!...wakaka!siao siao.dat fella called me n say he wanna patch.yarh,afta saying me all those terrible vulgar,n now ur askin me back?!dun u hav da guts to tink for urself of wat u did to me recently?n itz juz recently,boy..pls dun b stupid lar ehk.dun pissed me off again a second tyme.tiz tyme im good enuf to give u another chance but no more third chance.im not threatening u ar,juz stating da fact.wen i said im not means im not..so dun u dare trouble n try to ruin my lyfe.i'll make sure i ruin urs first!!Bare in mind........
as u can see,i didnt vulgar around here.coz sumbody dun lyke gals tokin vulgar.kekeke.n im following his rules.cayunk S!!ehehe...haiz.tats my amaran to the particular 'him'.dun test my patience ok...hmmx,to make my mood swung further,another guy pissed me off too.i was tokin nicely to him n he said roughly back at me.walauehk...eh if im BLIND i cant even see da stupid words ur typing lar!!...takmo bual konek ar kat sini eh.org ckp baik2 die bual kuang ajar.then adding to tat,he said i STUPID.yala he's da bez of all wat.da gods of da gods..rule da world.wat fuck man!!....haiya.typical guyz!my day was great b4 being spoiled by those two guyz.i had fun in skool,afta skool,at home.not till da first one pissed me off.....
Yesterdae my darl got call me.at first he called at 10+..i was quite shocked as he alwaes call around 12+.it was his bro instead.tok awhile n then put down coz sumbody called.waited for their call till i fall asleep.kekeke..he called at 1.03 but i didnt pick up coz im asleep!so sad...mish him shooo muchiez..wakakaka!nvm.hey where's my dear S?rabaks sia he didnt pm me in da msn..ish ish ish.lolx..k la peepz,my darl called oready.keke.take care aite..tata....
[acah]
Monday, July 26, 2004 @ 9:28 PM
Yeehaa~...Im so bored.been staring at tiz lucky computer for hourz since i got back ard 7+.hehekx..wee!went to mit my darlin juz now.at first i didnt want to but then since yati's following n meeting her guy,i go lor.her boi n mine are cuzins.hehehe.but they looked as if they're brotherz.hee..hmm k enuf of tat.at ard 3+,went out of my house.plannin to mit up my grup memberz to finished up our projects.yah but we did finish up niwae.then afta tat went Khatib with yati.waited for Boi for about several minutes under my darl's blk b4 going up to his house.went in n shocked to see darl's sis n her bf inside too..keke.so tat mean there's 3 couple altogether..wakaka.went into darl's room with boi n yati.saw darl lying nicely on his bed.n beside him was his fren..yah,n i got an even shock of my lyfe.nearly fainted i tell u.knoe who?hey b4 tat u remember my ex who bastard me b4 i accepted mamat?yah2 itz him!!!!.....argh.afta i saw him,i was lyke damn pissed off.but still joked around lamely.suddenly he went out of da room.yes!im so happy...i was shouting lyke mad.kekeke.watched darl n boi played soccer game.afta da game thingy,went out of his house to slack at da kedai kopi nearby.but he brought us to da macdonald.n my ex was there!walaueh...n to make it worse,he sat right in front of me!!haiz..pissed off again.he kept on lookin at me.n smiling.fuck off ar!!slack for awhile then darl wanna go to da kedai kopi.phew~i was so relieved.keke.sat at a table n joked around craziely with yati n boi.so fun.fun.fun...ahaha.at one point my darl go n suddenly tickle me wen his hand was on my shoulder.n aku terperanjat ar..then i melatah loudly.ahaha so funny.everybody was laughing at me sia.paiseh man!..bla3 then my darl n boi send us(yati n me) to da mrt n we went home..kekeke.quite a fun dae todae..yea2..ahaha.onie da part wen i have to face my ex was damn borin.
Currently doing nutin.except smsing Syam n chattin with S.luckily im ok with him oready.yea2..thanx dearie for forgiving me!muackxx muackxx~love u many2..!ahakx..eh sumtymes rite i duno which one to choose sia.i lurve both..but priority to my darl ar.but S oso make up da majority.den how?wakaka~nvm nvm.i knoe wat.hey but im actualli sad u knoe.yesterdae accidently read S's testimonial n his frenz said he's surrounded by gals.darn!..ni yg tak faberet.klu tau tak bace seh.bikin sakit ati aku jer.cam nak cubit2 je nie computer.ahaha.but takpe2..i knoe i lyke/love S.weee~gila aku.. hmmx,im searchin for a good,nice,cute ringtone since juz now but to no avail.wakaka~..n now staring at tiz lucky comp again.darn!!hope darl call me tonite.keke..cant wait.ahaha.aku ni da kenape.siao siao siao..dala everybody,i wanna chill out n mayb watched tb..kuangkuangkuang.tata.....
[acah] tgh happy....wee~
Sunday, July 25, 2004 @ 5:12 PM
Heylo..kes kes kes.im so bored.yesterdae post mepek siak.wakaka~nvm..now oso i duno wat else to write sia.juz got back frm my madrasah.wakaka.todae's madrasa quite fun.or veri fun i shuld say..coz all da jokerz came.almost all da subjects we tok bout dirty stuffs..wakaka n i joined ar as usual.being juz da extras..heex~joke around.even one of our classmates brought condoms to madrasah..wahahaha..so funny.it was fun.fun.fun...wee~wakaka.i tot i'll b so bored there as im forcing myself to go to tat skool.coz i wanna go IMM to watch da anugerah thingy.but then my parentz didnt allow.so i forced myself to go madrasah lorx..but didnt believe it turned out to b a great tyme.wahaha~....
Currently listening to da song...So confused by 2 play.Nice sia da song..i lyke!i lyke!n im oso down n in lurve with da Japan song.wakaka~Fezah recommended it to me..maceh fezah~sayang kau!!!ehehekx.
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10!!
BOOM!!!!!!!CHAK CHAK DUNG DUNG!
siao~!
wahahaha~
hey im confused~...i lurve him n i lurve another him.wakakakaka..siao siao siao.im sick of guyz..yaya as if acah..heex.tata........
[acah] gile takmo kacau...
@ 12:34 AM
elo...
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I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~
Siao...
wee~...went town juz now with bestie n her bf.saw my ex!..yeehaa~he's soo cute now.n da pandai dress up.kekeke..walk2 see2 n lepak n go home.k tata....
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I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~I love S~
Siao!
[acah] blasting off to mit PINK Ranger!!...weeeee~
Friday, July 23, 2004 @ 10:50 PM
Heylo all..u remember my post on da 19th July?da one i go Bp to see da yayi(grandfather in jawa)?yarh,n u knoe wat?he's gone now...far away frm us.he passed away juz now at 1+ pm..i reached home at around 5+ n got da news frm my mum.she told me yayi mahmud(da name of the person) passed away oready.so sad.but i didnt feel veri sad coz im not close with him.then now i juz got back frm going melawat at his house.i got to knoe he's 80yrs old.panjang jugak umurnye..alhamdulilah.=) then wen im at da house,i heard my grandmother said her neighbour oso passed away todae.but duno wat tyme.da 2 org nie..wen i reached home frm da melawat,my dad said my aunt's neighbour had juz passed away.oso duno wat tyme..itz 3 person oready todae.Mari kite beramai2 sedekahkan Al-fatihah kepada mereka... Amin.(';')
Kes kes kes...wakaka~siao ar me.eh im so sad sia..all bcoz of S ar!He so bad sehx..todae one whole dae neber layan me.i neber see him msn.then he oso dun wan sms me.haix haix..iz he realli angry with me bcoz of yesterdae?walaueh...haiya~nvm lorx,i still got my sayang.ehehe..yarh,my him!yesterdae i was mad bcoz of S.mad as in i scared he's angry with me or watsoever.then suddenly i didnt realised i was happily tokin nonsense n maki2 my boi.kes kes kes..rabaks~!but seriuzly,wen he called at ard 11.30,i was not in da mood to tok.my mind kept on wanting to put down da fone.i felt so borin tokin to him.which i shuldnt feel.kekeke..noty me!but i kept to myself.i kept quiet n continue tokin crapz.i tink he was disappointed.coz got one tyme he asked me whether i love him anot but i bolayan.i kept on singing as if the world's mine.wakaka~he sigh n changed to another topic.ehehe..then afta tokin for about half an hour,i realised itz actualli fun to tok with him.kekee.of course ar ehk..i regret n said sori to him..hehehe.so we tok n tok till 2am.so hapi..n not forgetting he's soo sweet..yeehaa~im deeply in lurve.kes kes kes!now im waiting anxiously for his call...weee!~
Tomolo goin out with ma bestie,fezah...weee~cant wait.she's bringing along her bf.kes kes kes..~we're goin shopping for da public concert tiz cumin Fridae..ahakx..i juz cant wait for tat dae.yeehaa~.maybe we'll take neoprintz tomoro.k la everyone,i wanna surf da net n slack around...
Currently crazie with da song,The Reason by Hoobastank..although itz quite an old song n my bro alwaes on it last tyme,but i fall in lurve with tat song onie now.kes kes kes..i duno wat im tokin about.todae i tok broken english ar..kekeke.tata....
Strictly in lurve,
[acah]
Thursday, July 22, 2004 @ 6:20 PM
elox..elox.Juz got home frm skool.Reached home late coz my class went to Ite Yishun for some sort of attachment.damn extremely bored sia over there.In da morning,had our assembly then straight away went to the foyer.went up da bus n off we go..to me,da journey was quite long.sooo bored..luckily got my hp n discman to overcome my boredness.ahakx..listened to techno songz.then,i didnt realised we've reached.da ite's quite big..but still smaller then ite balestier..keke.went in balestier ite once to see my ex play football.wakaka~!they got tournament n he asked me to follow so aku sibok2 kan diri je go there.Da field was soo big..i guess itz twice ite yishun's field..k la enuf of tat.back to da story at ite yishun..one word to describe da programmes...BORIN!.wakaka~...i didnt believe tat skool's filled with mats!...not many minaz though.afta we finished our program,went Mac cc with fezah..damn hungry sia..wakaka~then went home straight.i was sooo tired.n more to sleepy.hehekz..
Oh yarh,wen im on my wae home,met with my mum,younger sis n my damn cute cuzzie,Nana..my mum was carrying her while walkin to send my younger sis for tuition.my mum asked me to bring home nana.so i carried my lil cuzzie home...n while im walkin,ppl around was lyke whispering to each other n pointing to me.walaueh...there's tiz maid with two kidz.she walked pass me n said to her fren,'budak ini kecik2 sudah ada anak sih..'...ahaha~i was shocked.but smiled onie to myself..kekeke.n now im sooo sleepy.but i cant sleep coz my parentz will shout their lungz out if i sleep at tiz hour.ahakz..so saved my sleepy eyes for later at nyte..
Currently not chattin with anyone..wanna chat with my dear S but i knew he's angry with me..haix haix.i guess ar he's angry.so sad...*sob,sob*.nvm then.at nyte then i can ask him.if not later i scared he flung.juz now chat with him n he asked me sumtink.i play2 answer then suddenly he lyke sad oready..i asked a lot of tymes he didnt wan to ans.so i kept quiet n he went offline.then now he's online but didnt pm me...nvm nvm..chill~S dear,y u lyke tiz? ;-p
Yesterdae waiting for my him to call till i fall asleep.ahakx..then while i was sleeping,he called n i answered.suddenly his fone rang n he go n answer it.then his bro toked to me.walaueh so bored..then i juz say call back todae.his bro said he wanna tok to me but i repeat asking him to call todae instead..wakaka~then i hung up wen he/his bro's tokin sumtink..ahaha.so bad sia me.. errm..next two weekz will be my 2nd month with him!wee~im so happy..hehekx.time realli flies.lyke didnt believe lyke tat..wakaka~k la peepz..i wanna shower n hav my dinner.tata..........
In da mood,
[acah]
Wednesday, July 21, 2004 @ 12:30 AM
See lar!!...i no mood then tiz comp add to my no moodness..fuck la!i type veri long oready sia.tiz stupid fuckin comp hang.n now im REALLY DEEPLY pissed off by wateva happens todae...look for urself.In da morning,i woke up late.rushed to skool.b4 tat,cant find my fav pen's cap.searched everywhere in da house.my mum found it.went out of da house.walked briskly to da busstop.i saw da bus frm far then rushed to da busstop.a car was dashing real fast n i was happily crossing.my mind's on da bus.i hav to get on board tat freaking bus.luckily da car didnt hit me.stop da bus n went up.tapped my ez link n stand at a particular place.da bus suddenly stop abruptly n i was lyke flying n accidently hit a 'mat' beside me..grr!!said sorry n looked down..=x so paiseh.nvm chill.afta reachin,went down da bus w/o tapping out.rushed to skool lyke hell.wen i reached skool,looked at da watch.it said 7:15am ONLY..god!n i was rushing to skool for nutin?argh..nvm bout tat.skool as per normal.got scolded by several subj. teacherz.afta skool went lot1 with fezah.tot of watching da new movie,Sisters at lot1 cinema juz now.but last min tat Iskandar changed plan.grr!but itz ok.i didnt mind anyway.mabbe tomoro gonna watch it.or Sat...i dun knoe.bla3 n then slack at fezah's house.watched Spiderman II.i was soo sleepy tat tyme.almost fell asleep but trust my eyes.waited for fezah to dressed up n then went to my house next.i got changed.went for our nyte class..reached Tw blk 7 ard 6:45pm..slack2 then da guyz wanna cabut.we also followed but didnt follow them go lepak..me n fezah went Keat Hong lrt there to chill with one of her fren..yarh n tiz part will b da worse..while i was walking home,at tiz particular place,a grup of fuckin minahz suddenly shout,"ni pompan murah kat sini?aku ingatkan die kat geylang jual bdn.."...walaueh i was damn hot.n yah i wont elaborate further..it will juz ruin my mood again.n now tat minaz said sori a million tymes.yaya wateva~
Currently chatin with onie my dear S...im in no mood n everybody didnt wan get near me.arh!wateva~i dun care.waiting for him to call.if he didnt call itz ok.i can sleep..Haiz..anytink ar.my brain's gonna explode.itz soo heavy with probz n stuffs.my dear S said tat im alwaes in no mood everydae..yala then everybody kept on pissing me off.where got mood.hey wen i flung doesnt mean tats my true colors u knoe..i've neber showed my real true colors to my frenz n all..not even my exs wen they bastard.i've onie showed it to my family once during Puasa last year.yarh itz da worse n i wont 4get..i hurt my mum n younger siblingz..i regretted it now.now,my anger has limitz.if i cant take it,itz not gonna b terrible,but onie everyone around me will get it.i realli pity my dear S..everytime im in no mood,all my anger will be laid nicely on him..kekeke~im sorie.not on purpose..juz tat there's no other place to let out my anger except to u.coz i tink onie u can console me..heex~bler mase aku pandai suweet talk nie?nvm..do i realli owe my dear S repeatingly console me almost everydae?kekeke..up to him.hmmz k la im not in da moods actualli.take care peepz...ciao.tata.....
==-"Happy Birthday Hadis Gonjeng2..Take care.B hapi alwaes.Muackz~!"-==
Pissed off,
[acah]
Monday, July 19, 2004 @ 9:29 PM
wei~!...im back blogging!kekeke..yesterdae didnt post coz im dead lazy.Hmmx,a little touch ups bout yesterdae.Had my madrasah lessons.Got scolded alot of tymes sia.i mean not scoldings ar..juz da ustazah kept on askin uz to keep quiet n face in front.but we tok n tok n tok..i dun hav da key to lock my mouth..wakaka~got home frm madrasah at around 2.45..we got to go home early coz da last period's ustazah neber come.we begged da principal lyke wat.ahaha..at last she gave da permission to go home..wee~!once i stepped out of my madrasah onie,he called.eh no..his bro.kekeke.his bro called to repeat da news of him in 'Hospital'..yaya.wateva la bro.wakaka~on Sat nyte,i was about to go down n fetch my younger bro frm skool wen my hp rang.it was hayati.she told me tat he in da hospital.i knew da three of 'em lyke pakat.da three of 'em are yati,boy(her bf) n him.wakaka~siak siak siak...he wanna see how i react wen i got to knoe he's in hospital.hee!takmo fikir i bodoh la yang..ahaha.there's much evidence oready.then wen yesterdae his bro called me,he said he's in hospital.ahakx~i asked him which hosp,he said Changi.I asked him wat ward,he kept quiet then say,"takla adeq..abg bedek jer.mamat tak masuk hosp tapi yg kaki die koyak tu btol."...wahaha~there,i told u they pakat.kan kan kan..kekeke.afta those thingy,went home happily tokin with him.in da afternoon,went out with my family to Bp first to see duno hu sick..such a pity sehx.he's sooo skinny n i mean skinny till can see the heartbeat.yah da way da heart beats.itz lyke a skeleton..realli.not tat i wanna say bad things ar.but i cant believe.quite scary ar..hehekz.haiz tak baiknye aku.(';')...then afta seeing da man,went geylang straight to buy our Hari Raya's kain.im in black!!wee~ahaha.a repeat issue.hmmz then ryte at geylang got tiz particular grup of mat.im damn pissed off..they followed me to wherever i went.wen im at tiz shop,one of 'em stand beside me n say..'hi kak..err kwn nak kenal2 leh.'..i asked him where's his frenz n exactly they are da typical mats yg kai suar ketat kat traffic light lambai2 in S'pore...wakaka..i bolayan n walked off.but then at tiz shop,saw him again.gawd!he's following me!!..nak kata bingit ade.nak kata takot pon ade.da place was so dark.ahaha.alot of constructions.bla3...
Currently chattin with my beloved,dearest
S!..wee~so happy.he's soo sweet todae.heeee.n im honoured!=Blush=..onie he knoes why kan u kan...ahakz.eh gatal gak aku ehk.ade matae beh ni mcm.eh but heck ar sia!..yaya as if my bf iz tat setia to me..ahahaha.jgn fikir aku tak laku lar.wakakaka..nonsense siak me.nvm..but wateva it iz of course ar my bf comes in first.tats a muz!!heex.hey i duno y i sort of lyke tat dear
S of mine.ahakz..y ehk?hmm hmm.fikiran,fikiran...wakakka~nvm let it b a secret between me n myself.kekeke...eh im honoured!!..wakkaka.siao sia..k la peepz i wanna listen to songs n play my gameboy while waiting for tat mamat to call..grr.heex..ciao.tata.....
In lurve,
[acah]
Saturday, July 17, 2004 @ 9:14 PM
Lalala tamplong!..ehekx.hiya all..eh i realised nowadayz im so rajin to post everydae.ahakx~siak siak siak..juz now went town with my bestie.plannin to catch da latest movie,Spiderman II but then everyting was cocked up.too many ppl ar..sibei sianz.ahahaha~ah lian ar?scary sia..kekeke.afta shoppings n slack at town,itz onie 6pm n decided to go Causeway point.walk2,see2 n off to lepakz again..slack at one place n laugh2.so funny.we talked bout our dayz in primary skool..i admitted im so kental tat tyme.wakaka~yarh,sluar kocek2..ahaahaahha!so sachok sia..afta finish our part I laughing,went to da train n laugh again..wakaka~there's episodes.duhz~part nie je da borin..wakaka~!hmmx..onie my bestie can understand n make me realli laugh out loud n forget bout all my probz tat im facin.keke..maceh fezah!lurveee u deep2..ahakx!seriuzly,i totally forgot bout da probz n even mamat.yah him!tat him who's makin my lyfe miserable.wakaka!but itz ok anyway..
Yesterdae gonna b a nightmare for me..kekeke.onie my dearest
S knoes bout it.im soo sori k dear?yarh,u've forgave me but i regretted it..grr!ahakx~how dare i maki hamun him.shoo sad afta doin tat..but seriuzly,nutin seemed ryte yesterdae.strictly in no mood..kekeke.but nvm,i've overcome it with da help of my dearest
S..yeah.whenever im in no mood,he will alwaes b by my side n pujuk me...soo happy to hav a fren lyke u!muackzzz~..heex~k la peepz,i wanna rest.soo tired frm juz now's outing..ahakx!..so long fellaz..tata.......
One n onie,
[acah]
Friday, July 16, 2004 @ 8:52 PM
elox..wa now blogger can use color one ar?i duno lehx..now then knoe.ahakx.starhub arh~..nvm lorx.Hmm juz now went skool as per normal.no difference.I went out of ma house at 7.05.Im on ma way to da busstop wen it suddenly rained very heavily.i walked briskly to da busstop.Luckily didnt soak..aiyoo.waited for da bus.it was packed!with West Spring,Teck Whye,Cck studentz all cramped up.then i went skool,lessons n dismissed.afta skool,me,pei zhen,kai lin,fezah n suzanna went to lot1 to buy our things for da CME pojek..searched for styrofoam but they didnt sell in Popular!!..walaueh.walked far2 then dun hav..sho sad.muz complain ar lyke tiz.wat sia popular dun hav styrofoam.ahakx~since wen i become a complain queen arh?ehekx..k then afta fezah bought all da things she need,we went to buy food n drink n then go to da blk to chill.yea..had a great tyme there.wakaka~funny sia.todae i duno y im happy.alwaes make jokes wan.sumtyme veri2 stupid n lame jokes oso ppl laugh.ahakx~im not crazie aite.wakaka!..soon ard 4+ da rest went home.except for me n fezah.we met with Aliff n Ibrahim.But tiz ibrahim nak terberry lakx.so he went home..n left with me,fezah n aliff.tiz aliff kept on singing techno songz.ahakx..then he asked me whether i got any old techno songz.i said i hav..so we went to my house.chill again..on techno n listen.ard 5+ they went home n left me.ahakx~..i sat on da computer chair n was lyke stucked!wakaka~yarh as per normal ryte.once i sit on tiz comp chair,itz difficult for me to get up.heex..hmmx,update my blog shared with my bestie,changed da layout bla3 n im done..den had my dinner n here i m again stucked on tiz chair..ahaha.
Aiyoooo..later muz go ngaji.so late oso muz go..sianx!grrrr.agagaga~nvm arh.jadi alim kejapz.ehekx..afta ngaji maybe gonna stuck myself to tiz freaking chairr n surf,surf,surf n chat,chat,chat till dawn tomorow.wakaka~part ni je da boring...ahahakx.Oh yarh,yesterdae mamat called but at 1am..ahakx.i told u guyz ryte i gonna sleep early yesterdae nyte..n i did it.so wen he called i didnt answer.didnt even hear my phone ringing for heaven sake!wakaka~in da morning i woke up n was
SHOCKED again coz he called.ahakx~siak siak siak...lalala.n now u knoe wat?im so bored.hey in skool juz now i talked to hayati bout mamat.weee~i asked her to ask her boy whether mamat got other gals anot.wakaka~sayang gak aku kat die ehk.nvm lar,she helped me with tiz..ahaha.maceh yati~.
K la i've got nutin to say..wanna gi ngaji layta.ahakx~acah baik sehx.peewiit!!!wakaka~....take care fellaz.ciao.tata....
In a mood,
[acah]
Thursday, July 15, 2004 @ 10:41 PM
Hie all..itz me again!da same,old me posting for todae.wee~hey as u've seen i've changed my layout!!yea2..i lurveee it.how bout u guyz?i nid ur commentz at my tagboard aite.im waiting.im waiting.wakakaka~siao..Hmm,juz now in skool was bored.but still ok arh.not tat bad.:) Went library during Mother Tongue lesson.tat cikgu crazie arh.aiyoyo.during our F&N class's great!we got to cook Vegetarian Mifen.wakaka~mine came out as 'Soya sauce Mifen..'..coz it taste soya sauce.ahakx.n itz also lack of salt.yah,actualli i didnt put salt.wakaka~forgot lehx.tat cher asked us to b quick so i throw all da ingredients n fry n im done.ahaha.. Tats wat i call a lazy yet educated girl.ahakx..
Yesterdae mamat called but at 1.48:27 n 1.49:31am..wakaka~see,i noted down da tyme of call u knoe.ahakx.yarh n tat tyme im sleeping.duhx~i neber answer.i woke up n was
SHOCKED he called me.ahakx..siak aku.todae i duno he callin anot.itz okay with me lar.Juz now in skool met yati n told her tiz..'eh aku rase aku dgn mamat danak game'..she didnt hear n then i said,'relationship aku dgn die da goyang arh'..she told me dun do stupid things as lyke askin for break ups.hee..i wont.unless he's over n over n over my limit.u knoe wat peepx?In my favourite black book,i've written down wateva wrongdoings he had done.yarh but unfortunately i started it onie on da 3rd July.I'll keep it to myself n one dae wen hes over my limit i'll read it out to him.heex~good idea isnt it?ahakx..i duno la wat gonna happen to me n him.n to make it worse,i duno wats my feelings to him.i knew it hadnt fade away yet.but....err i duno.wakakaaka~nvm let it b lar.wateva happens,i'll accept it with open arms.im ready.acah tokin crapz again!grr!wakakaka~
I've juz chatted with tat gorgeous guy of mine frm Turkey..but so sad onie for awhile.suddenly he went offline.didnt even say gdbye to me.so disappointed u knoe..wakakaka~itz ok.he'll online again one dae.heex.k la peepz my mind's blank.nutin to tok about..take care fellaz.~ciao.tata....
Blasting off,
[acah]
@ 12:09 AM
heylo~!...currently chattin with Zul n Zacky.yea da Zs..wakaka~Im so bored sehx.Im searchin a new layout for my blog.a nice one!i've found one but feel lyke lazy sia to do.haiyaz~mayb tomolo i start on it la.Hmmx,im waitin for him to call.Duno he call anot.Nvm itz ok with me...Yes lahx!Hairi smsed me oready!yipeeeee~im soo happy.mish him sooo much!Top up card lama sehx..aiyoyo.leh mati aku.wakaka~n now smsing him while still chattin with those two freakx.yet,im damn bored..
Where are u,my dear?..aiyoo.hey!shuld i go n see mamat lawan for his silat tiz Saturdae?Yes?No?Up to me?Klu ikotkan ati mmg aku
TANAK gi..yea i dun wan.but my fren asked me to go.But i dun wan!!haiyarh..sot,sot.hmmx..c la how.i can tell u he dun wan me to cum ponx.nanti ade je alasan die kate takya dtg.die nak bwk pompan die tu.aku tak bodoh!..wakaka~i hate myself!i lyke to accuse my bfs tat they got other gals.wahaha.tapi si dekni npk sgt per.yesterdae even he called pon die nga sms.eh,leh dgr la tu reception.aku tak pekak larrr..!!waahaha~nga sms pompan lagik nak kate i love u kat aku!gile!!!!!!!!!!!!grr!aku yg gile!nvm lar..wateva tat suits u ar k boy.aku da malas nak bingit2 sal die agik.ahakx..
2molo got F&N..i wonder wat we will b cooking.Hey i got no mood arh.B4 i turn into a crazy yet insane woman,i betta stop here n i wana sleeeeeep!peace my mind!yah,one thing...he neber call!yes lahx!itz 12:40..Dah sah da.Nvm..Hairi ade.he can layan me all nyte.thankie dear~lurvee uu.wakaka~k peepz..ciao.tata....
Haix,
[acah]
Sunday, July 11, 2004 @ 6:59 PM
wat u think of tat image?i drew it on my left wrist area tiz murnin at 2am.ahakx..sorie if it's not clear.hmmx,Mamat neber call yesterdae coz he said he's at his makcik house.yaya as if there's no fone.watever la ehk.Im not mad ok.juz not in da mood.siao ar..im listening to techno again now.yeehaa~wakaka~yah c,im becomin crazie.ahakx..itz ok if he dun wanna call.i will not jump out of my window,will not cry,will not hurt myself further...instead,i will call my ex up n tok with him all nyte!!yeaahh.c how siak i m wen ppl pissed me off.(';')yes lahx!mamat!i've got a plan now..alamak asal dgn aku nie?bual mepek siot.lolx..but dun worry mamatdear,i still love u many2 k.ahaha..hey juz now talked with Rezza kat msn about one of da fuckin bastard in my skool.mind u itz a
SEC 1 KID!ahaha...such an idiot!hate her sia..Rezza oso hate her to da core..wakka~we were lyke planin to hav a gun n shoot it right on her face.pissed off by wat rezza told me bout her.Didnt believe there's such a
KID in my skool.n didnt even believe there's such a human in tiz world!wakaka~stupid buffalo!ahakx..dala im not in da mood to post now.no stories pon.im drawin clubbin tribal!..ahakx.cya around peepz~ciao.....
Crazie,
[acah]
Friday, July 09, 2004 @ 9:26 PM
~.Feel da fire deep inside,Burning somewhere u cant hide.Join the elements tonite..N see da lights.when da darkness comes too strong,dun forget ur not alone.Join the elements tonite....n feel da light.~
Lalalalalalalala~!........weee~Blasting with TECHNO at da moment.gerek man!leh gile aku.I've turned my room to a woohoo place.with da doors n windows closed,i on my new Planet Dance cd as loud as possible!!but of course ar not tat loud.my younger bro said itz as loud till outside of my house can hear.although everytink's closed.weee~i feel sooooo happy!!how i wish i am alone at home now...arghhh!i'll make sure i on tiz song to da max!ahahaha...yarh,im becomin lyke who i used to b last tyme,
a techno freak!!!ahakx..crazie into techno again!yeeeeehaaaaaaaa~ahakx.siao ar me.since i got home afta buying tiz cd,till now im listening n blasting off with da songs.itz juz terribly great u see.cant off tiz cd for a moment.ahaha..if someone wanna use tiz comp,i go to another room's comp!wakaka~yaaaaa..i feel soooo happpyyyyyy.ahahaha~n crazieeeee.Joget acah~!!Joget agik...yeehaa~ewah,ewah!ahakx.dancing around da room by myself..peeeewiittt!!wakakakaka`wow!im becomin crazier by da seconds.tiz techno songs realli make me dance all nyte.da song btol2 wat joget nye arh..takle tak joget.taktau joget techno pon joget jer smarang2.nak joget dangdut pon go jer..wahaha~my fren say got another techno clubbin cd.more rancak wan.....wow!!!greatttttt.ahahah.saving muhney for tat!weeee~wakaka..
K stop it acah~!...wakaka.now i chattin with a turkey guy!wow~he's damn extremely gorgeous~walaueh...his smile makes me melt.realli..realli.didnt bluff u one.wakakaka~Hey i've learnt sum Turkish words frm him!Let me introduce them to u......
Benim amimi ortadan yar-I like You
Gule gule-Bye
Seni seviyorum-I love You
Yarh n i guess tats it lar..ahaha.i'll learnt more n tell u guys soon aite.wakaka~k la ppl.i wanna freak myself out with techno again!!yeaa..all nyte~a spark in Cck!!anyone interested to join?gimme a call @ 9*8*2*8*..yeaa.figure out yah wats da astrik nos...k ppl take care.~ciao..
Techno Freak,
[acah]
Tuesday, July 06, 2004 @ 6:34 PM
1..2..3..Hachooooooom!1..2..3..Hachoooom!wakaka~Darn!im down with fever,cough n terrible 'river-flowing' flu!everytime i sneeze,da yellow2 thingy will cum out.yucks!!ahaha.yeehaa~juz now i neber go skool bcoz of my fucking sickness.i woke up at 12+ noon!wow!unbelievable..ahaha.then had my shower n branch(breakfast+lunch) at ard 1..afta tat dress myself up to mit him..wakaka~i went out of ma house at 2.reached Khatib at ard 2.30.waited for him till ard 2.40.then we went up to his house.slack there
with his frenz.ahakx..understand understood lar ehk..lepak2 then ard 4+ went home.my fever tat tyme getting worse.my body soo hot.i cannot tahan so i tell him i wana go home..he sent me till da mcdonald there coz he goin lepak there.i walked by myself till da mrt station then went home straight..in da train there's tiz grup of fuckin mats.they was behind me.u knoe im wearin skirt n i was lyke standing in a particular position n holding da metal bar.then dorg peh siak go n 'kuti2' my hand till it drop off frm da metal bar since my legs no balance.then i almost jato.fuck 'em all!!..wahaha.i was damn pissed off n turn to them then jeling onie.they still hav da cheeks to laugh about..assholic fuckerz!wakaka~k enuf of them..
weeeee~..yesterdae went JB with my bestie n her mum.had a greattt tyme there.our intention on going there iz onie to hantar my bestie n her mum's baju kurung for tiz yr's Hari Raya.but we ended up shoppin lyke everyting's free.ahakx~first we went to Larkin.Send all da bajus n did abit of shoppin.i bought a pink burberry pouch,chewing gums n two magazines..in da shop where i buy da burberry pouch,there's 3 mat jb.they werkin there.funny sia tat moment..there's tiz one mat wanna kenal2 with my bestie n one with me.my story started tiz way..i was waiting for nizam(da guy hu wana knoe me) to screw another hole in my stud belt.tat tyme he was doin sum tingy with fezah's new stud belt.so i waited n sing myself.he started out conversation with 'apesal ni nyanyi2 sendiri?'..i replied 'biar la.tak susahkan awak per..'ahakx..then we talked all da wae till he didnt realised im standing there waiting for him to poke another hole in my belt.then i say..'eh ni belt saya tanak anukan ker?'..he said,'eh2 leh lupe plak.sini meh..'then while he's doin tat hole,we continue talking n
suddenly he say..'ade matae tak ni?'..at first i said,'ade..asal?'then he say,'alahai takpe la gitu..'ahakx.then i say,'takde la memain jer..masi single.'wakaka~(busted nye aku)..he smiled at me.then afta da poking of holes,he asked me to try it.unfortunately da belt didnt seem wan to go in.then he helped me with it.he pakaikan aku belt tu..wakakaka~i was so shocked.ahakx..then bla3 n we're at City Square.we went to da 4th level.it was so great.i bought myself sunglasses n a LV pink color cap.in da shop where i bought da LV cap,theres tiz mat oso werkin there.i asked him if there is any pink burberry cap.he said no n showed me other pink caps.n wen im paying for tat LV cap,he said..'gile pink eh'..i said back,'sape?'.n he say,'u ar..'wahaha..siao.tak sangka dak2 KL pon tau bual tu mcm.wakaka~
k la wow!!itz soooooooooo long.ahakx~i guess nobody hav da tyme to read my post.wakaka~peace out ppl~ciao....
Crazie,
[acah]
Thursday, July 01, 2004 @ 3:38 PM
Hie all..i juz got home frm skool.I can tell u sumtink...tiz semester's skool lyke wat sia.although i shuldnt say tat coz i nid to buck up but im stating da fact u see.Soooo bored!feel lyke sleeping all da wae.Y muz there a change of maths teacher?!Haix..looks lyke im gonna fail my maths throughout tiz tyme.God!help me!..ehehe.n there's alot of changing of teachers.fuck lar!how on earth are we gonna pass if there's alwaes changing of chers?everyone got different kind of teaching ryte?so..?haiyarh.sot ar nie mcm..i realli feel lyke quitting skool u knoe.but then got to strengthen my courage.tiz murnin i find it damn hard to wake up although i slept alot yesterdae afternoon n nyte.i slept frm ard 8pm to 10.then watched Cinta Bollywood,a typical-nonsense malay 'hindustan'..afta tat show,talked with him on da pone till 1+ then i slept again.
Haix..im in loss of words.ahaha.nutin to talk about.hmm skool juz now as i said earlier...was bored.ahakx.i slept in majority of da lessons.hey i miz him sooo much sia.takle carry agik.ahaha.i hope to mit him asap..he's sick lar.down with high fever.cian die..miz u too much dear!ehehe.he was soo sweet yesterdae.ahakx.but cannot trust guys fully arh.
Tomorow Nuraidi's bdae..aiyo~!i did once asked him wat's his wish for his bdae.he gave me all da things he wished for.but damn!i got no money siak..haiya.so i cant get him anytink except for my bdae wish for him.sorie eh awak..hee.klu tau neber ask him wats his wishes were.see la,i scared later i disappoint him sei.nvm can pujuk wat..ahakx.my ex all good2 one.i pujuk they ok oready.ahakx~i remembered last yr wen im still with him.we celebrated his bdae together at ecp.with all da chatterz n ton there.at ard 11+,we sang songs n cut da cake.n i hav to suap him da cake..n everybody was looking.walaueh so paiseh sia..but sweet kan u?ehehe.great2.ahaha n y on earth m i tokin bout my memories with him now?crazie siak...itz juz my good moments with him.among my other exs,he's my onie one tat i totally n still love as a fren.not more than tat..ahakx~tau takot pon kau acah..syg gak kau kat mamat ehk.wakakaka~!!gile!lolx....but tiz yr too bad i cant celebrate with him.mayb he'll celebrate it with his frenz or anyone else but not me.=) if fikir dlm2 ryte..mayb ar to me,my relationship with him can last till todae u knoe.but stupid me askin for break up..at first regretted it fully but no more now since he dun wanna patch last tyme.so i gave up..ahaha.sori eh dear..lolx.dala stop tiz crap..eh quite long eh tiz post.i tot it would b veri short since i got not much to say.ahakx~funny2...
k la...i wanna watch tb.weeee~ahaha.take care aite..~ciao.
Missing him badly,
[acah]