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Sunday, May 30, 2004 @ 1:16 PM
Hey hey!..long tyme neber post sia.all bcoz of my laziness.damn lazy afta da exams.summore now skool closed...yeehaa~enjoying myself lorx.juz now woke up at 9.48am.early ryte?ehehe.yesterdae i damn tired.went swimming with my family.actualli plannin to go swimming with him n his frends.but then at around 2+ when im on my way to lot 1 with my cuzzins n aunty,we met with an accident.my aunty was driving n stoppin at a particular junction near Lot 1 when a car dashed n banged into ours.our car ternaik n suddenly there was tiz terrible jerk.i was sitting in front with my seat belt on.when the accident occured,i was throwed to da front n back by a powerful force.my head hit da front screen n then back to da seat.it hurts so much..suddenly i felt giddy tat cannot b controlled.i kept to myself till i reach lot 1.i dashed to da toilet n feel wanting to throw out but it juz dun wan to come out.i was frustrated n walked back to where my aunt was.we shop for a while then went home..i'm in da mood of swimming so i asked my family instead to go swimming.pity him...im sorry dear.afta all da kecoh thingy in my house,we went to my grndma's place at clementi n then around 4+ we went swimming at clementi swimming complex.quite great as my younger cuzzins swam with us(me n my siblings).we played 'da shark n da boat'..ahakx~da boat was their floats n da shark iz me!..wakaka~most of da tyme i played around at the baby pool onie as no one iz big enuf to go to da deep pool.at certain points i asked my younger bro to go there.ehehe..overall da dae was great..so much fun!

Todae he got his kompang at Boon Lay MRT n then his DK comp at yishun.....haix~miz him sooo much.ehehe.yestedae cant tok with him tat much coz im sooo tired.he not yet call me todae..juz waiting.he said afta his comp n all then he call me.tat will b lyke around 6 in da afternoon?walau..frm now,where the time iz 1.53pm,hav to wait for another 5 hrs for his call...argh!!miz u so much....ahakx!~k la stop tiz.hey ive got my SA1 results...wana knoe my fucking results?they are as follows,

English language->70.0,Grade 2
Malay N(A)->65.3,Grade 3
Mathematics->51.3,Grade 5
Science(phy.chem)->32.8,Grade U
Combined humanities->44.0,Grade U
Food n Nutrition->45.3,Grade U
Civics&Moral Edu-Grade A
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Total:275.9/500
Percentage:55.2
Conduct:Very Good
Attendance:94/98
Class position:15/41
Level position:56/123
Results:Passed
Remarks:Aisyah is a helpful and cheerful pupil who can do better and give the right motivation.

Woohooooo~wakaka terrible rite?wakaka...k la peepz wana sleep.miz him soooooooooo much ar!haiya...nvm juz wait.bye all..

With lots of love,
[acah]

Monday, May 24, 2004 @ 3:37 PM
eLo2..at last!im back frm skool!weeee~juz now in skool soo borin sia.had my F&N lesson.we hav to do spongecake but everybody's cake ended up becoming a 'kueh bakar' n yes b4 i forget..a HARD one!wakakaka~funny siak.myne worse.duno bcome wat oready.i taste once then got stomach cramps till now.ahakx!ape taknye..u try to imagine ar..da ingredient ask to put tiz,we put tat instead.got a lot of scolding frm tat mushroom cher..wakaka~then she oso neber explain properly.u knoe la her english A1 case.so difficult to understand.asked us to divide everytink to 3 parts.WTF sia..haiya~dunia2.

hey hey!knoe wat?i got 15 in class..to me itz ok la.not tat good n not tat bad though.i duno bout tiz since fridae i neber go skool.lazy sia..if not todae oso im not going skool but then changed my mind n woke up.miz my frenz!!ehehehe.i stepped into da skool n everyone was lyke..'woah aisyah!kau dpt no. 15 siak..'then me,knowin nutin juz bolayan them lorx.i tot they were tokin crapz as usual.but when i sat down in my class,my fren said tat too.i was shocked.i neber get tat position b4 in my secondary lyfe..alwaes 20 n above.i was damn happy sia.ahakx..but i cant see da overall results.nvm acah...fridae can see one.yea2!my parents nid not cum down to skool for meet da parents session.yeehaaa~wakaka..no nid to trouble my parents ar.buat susa2 aje bwk mak bpk turun.aiyooooo.sumtymes i wonder y they persist on Meet parent session when da child cant even improved.it gets worse summore..cant understand.nvm ar neber bother me oso..=)

I damn bored...eh y ar when i post alwaes long2 one.wakaka~mayb coz i keep all da info for da past days then i throw it all out here.yes yes!tats it...wakaka~haix..i duno y i got da feeling tat im liking sumone.but i dun lyke tat feeling!!argh!ehehe.beh emosi.lek ar..(';')mayb yes ar.my feelings towards tat sumone iz deeper.but does he feel tat way too?he alwaes send me sweet sms n all..but isit sincere?haix!miz him sooo much..c la,todae i came back onie i sms him.then till now he not yet reply.mayb nga jaga kampung die kot.ehehe.hey isit worth it to like/love sumone who loves u in return BUT has a circle of other gals/guys around him/her?...hmm tats da question tat are lingering in my mind.u know my type of person..dun lyke a third party in a relationship.ya itz me,u see.walau wake up acah!!ur not in a relationship now for heaven sake!!!...haix!sumtymes i feel he's great but sumtymes i feel tat he has other gals around him.alot more maybe..he's da type can b call a 'mat' coz he's into da gangster stuff n all.eii i got to stop elaborating further.gona get killed if i go on n on bout his grup.hmmx..so,wat shuld i do?he sound me once but i rejected happily as i dun knoe him tat well tat tyme.nowadays he still waiting for me but i cant b sure wat type of guy he is.a playboi?a 'setia' one?a heartbreaker?haix!muz knoe him much better....nvm acah,if u lose him,there's still other guys around.ryte peepz?yess!ehehee.sumtymes i juz got stupid n bcome stressed up over tiz tiny winny probz.n now i wont b stressed up..let him decide hu he wants.anytink with me..haix!!but i cant bear to see him with other gals!!!!...aiyaa.crapz sak me.stop it la acah.ok then fyne!m i jealous?noooo!!!he's not certified to b mine yet!..dala i wanna stop here.itz pretty long sia tiz post.ahakx!crazie me.k nvm ~ciow everyone.take care aite..

PS:HIM.....takmo lepak2 lebih aite?miz u sooooooooo much!mlm call tau ehk.(rindu la)ehehehe

Tuesday, May 18, 2004 @ 10:48 PM
Yeehaa~..watcha doin?hey i got my English paper back!wee~i shuld b proud of myself coz i got da highest in class.aribaaa!wakaka~sori Ogy terikut arh.hee.i got 51/60 for my paper I n 52/80 for my paper II.yes lah melayu maju beb!wakakaka!crazie sakx.frm afta i got my eng paper i sortx oready.but hor,my physics hancur sia.aiyoooo~i got 16/50.wakaka~pathetic siak da marks!!i dun lyke!cher,can gimme another 10marks?pls pls...hee!To all my classmates,pls listen here.when u got high marks for english doesnt mean u can pass da other subjek ryte..so dun hav high hopes on me lar!juz bcoz of english.siow ar u all.i stress u knoe..everybody can study.juz a matter of wan or dun wan.wa kak acah kite berbual ar.wakaka~

k la dun wan tok bout my exams oready..borin ar.Hmm wat shall i tok about now?tok about two cats mating behind my blok wan?wakakaka~tak senonoh sak aku.but seriuz sehx,yesterdae or da dae before i saw two cats was lyke on top of each other.i was wondering wat they are doin.curious arh.i hide behind a pillar then watch them.they kept on meowing.mayb to them tats moaning....wakaka~eww dala stupid story.dun read if u dun lyke okiee.

Hey hey hey!m i in love?with who?with sumone lorx..u nid not knoe.onie for certain ppl.but not many though.i cant understand my own feelings n ownself.Am i leading a complicated lyfe?no..i dun want to.then wat bout him?itz a new one.hmm...nvm lar i dun wan to b stressed up bout tiz tiny matter in love lyfe.itz ok to me w/o a bf.i juz nid sumone whoever it iz to care bout me.juz sumone..nid not b many.maybe i prefer living in tiz condition,whereby there's no one who controls me.Freedom iz my ticket in lyfe..wee~ehehex.k la he asked me to sleep but im not yet sleepy!oh dear,u juz dun understand dont u?wakaka~sori s*y*ng.yeehaa~ahakx....
aiyooo tiz techno strengthen[iz da spellin correct?wakaka~] my nerves to da core...im giddy now.so hav to rest..Gd nyte all.tomolo's another dae in skool.argh!wish me luck for my results ya!~ciow..

PS:To him...gi gosok baju,makan da tu tido tau.bsok skla takmo mcm2.ehehekx.gd nyte awak.Muackx~

Saturday, May 15, 2004 @ 10:19 PM
U knoe wat?!..Im damn fucked up with tiz angelfire!pookie lar!mane pix aku semue?!!jgn ampai aku gile.comp ni gak aku buang luar tingkap tau!!arghh!give me back my pix!nape ni mcm sia!!!kau tak sayang nyawa per??!argh!~chill...chill bpk kau peh laki!frust tau takx?eeeeeeeee..aku benci kau!benci!benci!Haix!i duno wat to say oready..seriuz sak tiz angelfire alwaes give problemz.wat is it trying to do huh?!spoiling ppls blog?enjoy ryte tat way!!argh!nvm ar..heck care arh.so ppl,if u see my blog not nyce put da blame on tat fuckin angelfire oryte?i've done my bez n tiz occurs..assholesss!

Wakaka~i may b funny tokin n saying vulgarities..but im seriuzly m angry with the angelfire.if it occurs onie for once or twice i can accept it lar.but now it had occured a lot of tyme siak.who can tahan ni mcm.sortz sia my brain..lyke wan explode lyke tat.wakaka~dala i dun wana tok bout angelfire.fucked up with it.let it b wat it iz.salkan die bahgia suda..

Hmm todae i got no stories except for complaining tat im tired!went to marsiling to lepakz n wait 4 my younger bro.he's havin madrasah there.me too!but mine iz on Sundae...then afta he finished his madrasah,my mum,me n my two younger sis n bro went to IMM to jln2.wadu soo borin.but got the 'shrek binatang' over there.soo big..wat i meant by 'shrek binatang' iz tat itz sumone wearing a so-called costume.argh!i duno how to explain.u knoe i knoe okie..hehekx~afta tat shop2 then went home..wee~hey yesterdae i neber skool!then went out with my bestie..go town lepak2.wen we are about to take neoprint at far east,saw khaty n ieda there.they queing oready so we juz cut da queue(iz da spellin correct?hee) n go behind them..hehekx~da ppl at the back muz b mad at us but who cares anywae?wakaka~afta takin neoprints(ive uploaded it),we got no other plans.n the dae iz still early.so we decided to go to Toa payoh n lepak with my bestie's boi n his frenx..we took da train there followed by bus.we lepak2 a while then i signaled to go home coz i plannin to watch Pesta Perdana but when we reached home,it was around 9 at nyte.da show started at 8.30..im da type of person tat dun lyke to watch sumtink tats halfwae thru.so yesterdae ended up neber watch PP..wakaka~rushing home but neber watch.hee~hey hey!sumtink to tell u guyz!!wat isit?tomolo im goin to a HOTEL for jemputan kawin!wee~damn hapi n tak sabar.muz dressed up properly.wakaka~lyke i wana married lakx..hehekx.hmm i guess im ending here.wana take shower then study a bit for my madrasah exams tomolo.skool exam finished but still hav my madrasah exams..argh!hehe..but itz for my own good.so itz ok.k la ~ciowx.

Thursday, May 13, 2004 @ 1:01 PM
Ppl call me insane,ppl call me crazie...Nah~wakaka!Juz now had my Food n Nutrition paper.Mak ai,peh susah!haiya..i did da easier ones then i ask for summore paper,hav sum drawing to kill tyme!it was a one hour 30mins paper.wadu veri long siak.I drew sum crazie ppl with their eyes on their mouth,their nose on their ears...wee!it was fun..then smile2 sendiri.da invigilators was looking at me thinkin im crazie!if i m oso didnt bother u wat?!huh!stupid,stupid!..hehekx.nola kididng2 onie.i dun lyke to call ppl stupid ar.or bodoh..duno y.ahakx~bler mase aku alim ni.k fyne nvm 4get it.

Yea2 at last im goin out with sumone!!..yes sumone!n tat iz my bro.my beloved,crazie,siow2,pervert brother!for those who duno him itz ok.for those who knoe him gd lar.itz ASRI u knoe.not my younger bro.ahakx~eww why's tiz brother2 thingy bcoming lyke a big issue.aiyo~back to juz now..we're dating to hmm east coast park?to see da sunset?then to hotels to hav our dinner?wakaka~no!im gonna b dead if tat occurs!nola we're goin to BiTcH rD!yea..i wana buy slipers.lyke his..nyce lehx!i lyke!i lyke!wakaka~then afta tat duno go where.mayb home lor..i actualli lazy sia wana go out but slipers nye pasal go out onie arh.heck care!wa acah fierce ar.scary siak..wakaka~

yes lah!u knoe wat?i've completed my exams!weeee~but da results gona b terrible!..y muz we live with studies?oh man!ahakx..tomolo i no skool.till mondae sia!gerekx..chill onie at home.no3 i wont b staying at home.hahakx!tomolo i goin out wit my bestie!..mayb goin town with her.Haiya i no boifren alwaes go out wit either my bestie or my guy frenz.but ryte i dun really lyke go out wit different guyz.later ppl tot i keep changing boyz.oh no!im not lyke tat!pls bear in mind..heez~itz all my frens onie!i no 'special' one for now.duno wana search or juz stay lyke tiz.i guess i stay wat i m now..wee~eh boredom sia.tiz brother of mine sooo slow one.lincah la!da kul rape ni..org tak saba nak bli slipar.wakaka~siow cabo.k chill~eh dala i wana outx!wana get myself ready n he's shouting askin me to eat!!...argh!shut up lar!hahax~k im cumin bro.wait for meee.take care all!~ciowx

Hapi bdae RASHIDA!!may God fulfill ur wishes..take care eh deq!muackx!

Wednesday, May 12, 2004 @ 7:47 PM
Hey Hey Hey!...yea2 tomolo last paper.afta tat can enjoy!!!but no!da results!itz gonna b lyke shit i guess.but hope not..wee~juz now had my chemistry paper.wadu veri difficult sia.i can onie do da multiple choice onie n sum of da section B n C..Im gonna fail tat paper!n alot more other subjeks..mati ni mcm.Nvm juz pray hard im gona pass.Insya-allah..

We got to cum to skool late as the paper starts at 11.30..actually muz reach skool 15mins earlier but i stupid.hahakx!y i said tat?bcoz..i went out of my house at 11am then planin to walk to skool n mit my bestie under her blok.but then when i get out of the lift,i saw sumone!looking straight at me!im soo hapi..i walk to him n had a chat wit him n his frenz.who?wee~my long lost ex.He doesnt even knoe i lived here,in cck,under da blok he's lepaking at.hahakx!Hey Mr blur king,ive been staying here for about say 15yrs!n tat makes up my entire lyfe..u juz forget i stayed here ryte!blur boy!ahakx..no offence ehk.wee~Im soo,soo,soo hapi to get in contact with him again.but then he's attached.argh!Nvm..Gd luck for ur future,boy!Harap kekal ehk..U've promised me not to bcome lyke last tyme.Keep tat promise in mind tau!hee~Btw,i got a song for sumone....

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Haix!bler i listen to tat song,my feelings will change..i'll bcome veri,veri sad.Haix!nvm cheer up acah.k la i wana take a quick shower then revise a bit on my F&N..take care all.Muackx~

Hapi bdae RIZAL!!may God fulfill ur wishes..take care okie!

Tuesday, May 11, 2004 @ 12:16 AM
Hachoom!Hachoom!Haix,my flu,sore throat n cough juz got worse.fuck!frustrated siak~in the examination hall juz now veri noisy.all thanx to me!wee~wakaka!itz bcoz i kept on sneezing n coughing all da wae.da sec 4s around me was lyke..'noisy sia tiz girl'.Their expressions seemed they cant concentrate.wakaka~rabak sak me..Nvm sorry all 4 da noises!i'll do again 2molo ya.bear with da noise 4 da rest of my paper tats cumin..~ahakx!K la enuf of my sickness.

Wee~juz now had my SS n Maths paper..To me,maths was ok.I can do but hope pass.SS eh..hmm quite difficult ar.i write long2 but all nonsense onie sia.Mayb out of point summore.Haix!i scared..then tomolo worse.Physics n History paper.die man!Juz now study a little onie on Hist. n physics..I sure fail tiz two papers one.But of course la i dun aim for fails.hahakx!itz juz my feelings b4 takin da paper coz i dun even knoe a thing bout physics.Da fomulas tat i remember iz onie F=ma,W=mg n....argh i forgot!mati ni mcm!..nvm still can revise last minute.

Ehh u knoe anot juz now ryte,in skool ryte,in the exam hall ryte,when doin my maths paper ryte,i saw him!!!!!yes lah.wakaka~he kept on turning back smiling at me..weehee~tomolo another dae!yea2..im havin party here.wana join?ur most welcome!..ahakx~im crazie!ya crazie bout him!eh no3..i wont.im crazie bout my him!da one whom i've mentioned a lot of tymes tat i still love him....

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Im listening to da typical jiwang songs..da lyrics above are juz part of da song.wee~da bez part as i can 'kenang' him clearer.wakaka~but then ryte,he seem to b bz nowadayz.Wats wrong wit da world mama?hahakx!crazie me!...nvm.eh k la itz midnyte n i wana cleeeep!dream bout my him!hahaha!!nyte all.hav a gd sleep n gd luck 4 ur exams tats cumin or finishing.wakaka~ciow siow~(';')

Thursday, May 06, 2004 @ 10:53 PM
Juz now had my English paper 1 & 2.Paper 1 was ok la..But paper 2 quite tough sia.lagi2 da comprehension.aiyooo~i scared i failed my English!!!!!Haix!then summore juz now i got fever.In da mornin it reached up to 38.4 degrees siak!to add to it,i got sore throat,flu,cough..while doin da exam,suddenly my head spinning veri fast.wadu i tot im gona ahh u knoe wat.but i wont say it.wakaka~ Tomolo got mly paper..Crazy me neber bring back my mly textbk.Then now cannot study..C,i told u to bring home u dun wan.DEGIL!amik kau!!hahakx..eh but my exam's in da hall sia.Boredom arh..a lot of ppl.all sec 4&5s then my class onie sec 3.Datuk say our class odd class.F*ck u arh!!wat our class odd??cannot b thankful isit?da bagus aku msuk skla kau tau takx?wakaka~ eii!but there's tiz 'sumone' doin exam in the hall too!!yes lah~

U knoe wat?!Im gona tell u sumtink..I HATE SUMONE SOOO MUCH!!...If i could do sumtink to him,da first thing im gona do iz to KILL HIM!yea..I mean KILL HIM TILL HE'S DEAD!as wat i did in my friendster n my msn nick,I hav a quote for him....

• U tot u culd keep tiz shit frm me?Noway sucker!I heard u played on me n now u wan me back?!Fuck u!U jerk!I hate u 4 lyfe!! •

Yes!!i made it myself...There's a story behind tiz.But itz too long..Onie sum ppl knoe.Ryte?hee~Nvm i wana forget him.Hiax!but i cant hide myself frm tellin tat i still love my latest him..Love him?love him not?but he's not mine now!He has sumone else in his mind!!...

Argh!i veri sad liao.dala dun wan tok.My heart's broken into million pieces oready.or shuld it b zillion?Haix~nvm chill...No more heartbreaking for me!!No3..I will 4get him one dae.Yes i will.Eh,there's one guy frm my skool tats sooooo cute!i lyke!i lyke!weee~Im tokin crap again.stop it acah..K la i veri sick siak.no mood to continue blogging now.~ciow siow~(';')

Monday, May 03, 2004 @ 10:53 PM
Teck WhYe Secondary Mid-Year Timetable for Sec 3

6 May(Thursday)
-English
Paper I [=+ 0800-0945 +=]
Paper II [=+ 1030-1210 +=]

7 May(Friday)
-Mother Tounge ML
Paper I [=+ 0800-10.00 +=]
Paper II [=+ 1030-1200 +=]

10 May(Monday)
-Mathematics
[=+ 0800-1045 +=]
-Social Studies
[=+ 1115-1245 +=]

11 May(Tuesday)
-Science Physics
[=+ 0800-0900 +=]
-Elective History
[=+ 1030-1200 +=]

12 May(Wednesday)
-Chemistry
[=+ 1130-1245 +=]

13 May(Thursday)
-Food N Nutrition
[=+ 0800-0930 +=]

Wee...da timetable for my exam's out!Haiz i veri scared i fail..Nvm juz try my bez.Wish me luck ya~ n i wont b updating much bcoz of da examz.~ciow!


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