hi all!..im sori long time neber blog.so-called bz arh.hehekz!iv got my monthly report card back.wakaka!i failed combined Humanities n Chemistry.overall got 53.8% onie..wats tiz?!aiya~...at least im among da 'little passes' in my class.hee!my frenz all failed sia.haiya!iv told u 2 study rite?u all stubborn.see now!sape susa?aku jugak..wakaka~dun bother me when im tokin crap!kept on tokin nonsense all da way eversince he left me.haiz!still sad bout him..but juz keep it in my broken heart.nvm 4get bout him.hey but i cant!!everywhere i go seems to hav him by my side.dunno y..missing him badly :'(...k acah,juz stop ur sadness!..hee!in da murnin our 'datuk'(principal) talked to us bout studies.borin sia.i knoe la we not clever lyke RGS or wat soever skool u like!but dun look down on us ok..yea2 2molo no skool!!!yipeeeeeeee~!but hu m i goin out wif?his not mine any longer.he's other gal's property mayb.im not bothered to knoe.knowin it makes my heart wanna explode n broken into smaller pieces..haiz!dgr2 tiz murnin my parents say we goin JB 2molo..haha lyke real lyke tat.they knoe how to say later last minute change.argh!i hate tat...juz now i reached home n saw ma younger brother,who shuld b skoolin now.he's in pri 5 n skool in the afternoon.but he's at home instead.i asked him n he said he havin fever.walaueh!..lyke tiz 4get bout da trip to JB lar!aiyoooo...alwayz lyke tiz sia.when i excited want go out later canceled.feel lyke want to jump sia frm 2nd storey.hehekz!if break leg still injured wat.later go hospital ppl visit.sumtime got money..n mayb 'he' will come n visit me.n he will ask my mum wat happen n he will feel saad bout me.wakakakz!im startin to think sumting tat wont likely happen.stupid acah!itz ok to dream rite?.. ;-)
haiz!im hopin da trip to JB will run smoothly.i'll miz him..eventhough onie 4 one day in JB.summore we takin train sia..i mean da train to JB arh.not MRT lar!dun be stupid lyke how i m..wakakax!if 2molo neber go JB then i want go where siak..my bez pal oso goin JB wit her makciks n all.then i no fren..sad sia.at least go JB can cuci mata a bit.but da mat2 there still kental arh.probably..hehekz!k ar i'll stop here arh..if not i tok nonsense onie.da nonsense no sense summore.wakakaz!siow ar me..nvm itz ok.im juz tryin to make myself happy.hehehehhehe..take care peepz!niting PICIT ehk.~ciowz!

ps:PICIT not PICITing 'that' tink ok?!dun tink noty2 ar..smack u then u knoe.wat i meant iz nitin gimme a call.orite frenz..

-IM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU,BOY....-

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Specially for HIM..
Thanx 4 everything,han..sanggup kau tglkan aku tanpa sebarang kata.aku amat terluka.Nutin can describe it..mana janji2 kau dulu?ke mana kau lontarkan kesemua itu?cuba terangkan kpada aku.aku sedar aku bukan seorg wanita jelita dan sgt istimewa.aku hanya seorg wanita sederhana yg cuba menyemaikan penuh kasih sayang kpada seseorg aku syg iaitu kau,han..tidakkah kau mengerti perasaanku?apa kau nak aku beri..tidakkah itu cukup utk kau?ape lagi yg kau nak daripada aku?cuba kau fahami bahwa kau la seorg laki yg dpt menambat hati aku setelah beberapa lama terluka.kau sungguh istimewa bagiku.diri aku kini telah hilang dan tak dpt aku gambarkan bagaimana jalan hidupku nanti..kau sungguh kejam,han.sungguh kejam..Kini tiada siapa utkku meluahkan perasaan,bermanje dan bergurau senda dengan.dgn sekelip mata kau ilang dari pandanganku.tetapi kau tetap di hatiku..aku tetap menyayangimu seperti dulu dgn sepenuh hatiku.percayalah kata2 aku ni.aku menulis ni bukan utk memancing kau kembali.tidak,han..tiada guna kita memaksa sebuah cinta.biar ia dtg dgn sendiri..aku sedar kita tiada jodoh.sekarang apa yg dpt aku katakan padamu ialah carilah wanita yg sempurna..jgn la buat die seperti ape yg telah kau lakukan padaku.jgn fikir hati seorg wanita teguh dan kuat.seperti aku,tak ku nafikan hati aku sangat lemah apabila menemui sebuah perpisahan dgn seseorg yg amat ku sayang..biar aku berterus terang.pada mula persahabatan kita,aku tidak menemui setitik rasa sayang pon terhadap kau.tapi setelah kita menjalinkan hubungan,aku dpt rasakan kau sgt istimewa..ya,tersangat istimewa bagiku.tiada kata dpt ku gambarkan betapa istimewa kau di hatiku..kau janji akan bersamaku setiap masa.tetapi mana janjimu dulu han.hatiku tetap padamu..aku takkan bruba fikiran.insya-allah selagi Tuhan mengizinkan.tapi apa gunanya apabila kau berada sangat jauh dariku?Jiwa dan perasaanku merana.sungguh merana..tidak lena tidurku,tiada selera mkn.aku perlukan kau di sisiku..tidak juga ku nafikan,di sebalik senyuman dan tawaku ade terdapat hati yg sgt terluka dgn perlakuanmu.Suda puas aku menyeksa diriku dgn tangisan dan air mataku yg sedang mengalir sekarang..aku sungguh sedih!namun,aku tidak dapat buat apa2 kerna barangkali ati yg amat ku sayangi suda dimiliki seseorg wanita yg sgt istimewa bagimu.dan disini lah akhirnya sebuah luahan ati kepadamu..Han,inginku meluahkan lagi..Kau tetap di hatiku.
Selamat tinggal.......

Salam merana,
nur'aisyah[acah]

Hmmz,so long neber blog..yesterdae went to cathay cineleisure with him.go watch movie..hehekz!we watched scooby doo 2.funny sia da movie..laugh like fark.we bought da tixs at 6pm coz we're late 4 da 4.15 show..while waitin 4 da movie to start,we went to play bowling..great siakz!itz ma first time n him too.ma first try veri funny..i dun even knoe how to hold tat fucking ball.wakaka!damn malu sehz he hav to teach me.then i start my throw..waalau da ball roll to da 'longkang' area n no pins drop..wahahaha!i throw da ball oso da ground vibrate.haha..his turn he slide n all da pins drop sia.so good!then i jeles i tried again ntiz time 3 pins drop.wa i so bangga..at least improve wat.afta tat we continued n he kept winning me..i chill onie.when da game finishing,he went to search 4 another ball then i got a chance to throw.when i roll da ball,8pins dropped!..woohoo~wakaka.when he came back i told him w/o him then i can play n scored.then he say he bring sway to me.hahakz!im sori boy..didnt mean tat way. :) blabliblu n da game finished.then we went out a while waited for him to finiz his cigarette n went up.by then itz onie 5.30pm..we took a stroll,went in almost every shop n bought popcorn n drinks.

da movie finished at 7.30 like tat.we went somerset mrt station n took da train to yishun..we walk2 there n chill there..ard 9+ he sent me home n slept all nite.hehekz!tired sakz..n tats da story of my outing wit him.heez!juz now got maths test again..da paper quite easy arh.i hope to get good marks for da test..k la everyone.wanna shower n do my homeworks.~ciowz!